I want to die every day [entertainment circle]

Fu Zhichuan was very depressed these days.

Ever since Xiyan got Luo Shu's posthumous work, he has shut himself in his study all day long, pondering from casting process to shooting details, from shooting details to team formation, and then from team formation to post-production... Anyway, no matter how detailed it was, Fu Zhichuan almost doubted that Xiyan would memorize all the lines after taking so much trouble.

Seeing Xi Yan rushing back to his study after eating like a storm, Fu Zhichuan couldn't help sighing when he heard his hasty "You wash the dishes".

Do the math, they have been together for five years, and during these five years, they have been together less and more apart.

The focus of Xiyan's work is in China, and the focus of Fu Zhichuan's work is in Italy.They love each other and respect each other because of love. It is impossible for any one of them to change their work and living conditions to accommodate the other.So Fu Zhichuan often leaves for a month, and Xiyan can always be busy for half a year or even a whole year once he is filming, and the two of them rarely take vacations together.Fu Jiuyu is now eight years old and is about to start school. He has lived in the Aleksen Manor in Germany much longer than with Fu Zhichuan and Xiyan.

This shows how difficult it is for a family of three to get together.

Strangely, even so, their feelings have not faded.Sometimes, when Xiyan dragged his suitcase home and saw the weak light in the bedroom, a warm smile would appear on his tired face; the next morning, when Fu Zhichuan opened his eyes, he would see a baby curled up in the bed. The lover who was curled up in his arms like in the mother's womb, when the morning sun shone in, he realized in a trance what stability in this world is.

Fu Jiuyu was quietly picking out the vegetables in the bowl. When he heard Fu Zhichuan sigh, he thought his father had discovered him. With a shake of his hand, the vegetables fell on the table. sound.

Fu Zhichuan came back to his senses, stared at the vegetable and frowned: "Are you picky again?"

Fu Jiuyu said guiltily, "It's not tasty..."

Fu Zhichuan raised his eyebrows—do you dare to say that the dishes I cook are unpalatable?

Fu Jiuyu's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly picked up a vegetable and stuffed it into his mouth—delicious, very delicious.

At first, neither Xiyan nor Fu Zhichuan knew how to cook, they always ordered takeaway.But ever since the food poisoning incident happened in Xiyan's crew, Fu Zhichuan has been worried about the outside world. He thought about whether to sign a contract with a home cook, but he was entangled in whether he should hire a male chef or a female chef. On the surface, it seems that neither gender is suitable, and it feels weird to let a stranger into their home.

There is no other way, Fu Dashen had to learn to cook by himself, checked a lot of recipes and practiced, and now he has practiced for four years. Although he is not as good as a serious chef with several stars, home cooking is still good.

Thinking of this, looking at Xiyan's empty bowl, Fu Zhichuan sighed again.

Fu Jiuyu couldn't help asking: "Daddy, what's the matter with you? Are you unhappy?" He moved his small body closer, put his index finger on Fu Zhichuan's brow, and rubbed it gently.

Fu Zhichuan was taken aback, and asked, "Is there anything dirty?"

Fu Jiuyu shook his head: "Xixi said that this expression means that she is unhappy. If Daddy is unhappy and he is not around, she should rub it for Daddy. It won't be sad."

Fu Zhichuan's heart warmed, he hugged Fu Jiuyu into his arms, and pretended to be wronged on purpose: "But your Xixi father has ignored Daddy these two days, what do you think should be done?"

Fu Jiuyu was stumped by this question, scratching his head and thinking for a long time, and finally said timidly, "What should I do?"

A hint of cunning flashed across Fu Zhichuan's eyes, and he pointed to the study with a smile: "You later..." He whispered a few words into Fu Jiuyu's ear. on me" and knocked vigorously on the door of the study.

"Sissy! Sissy!"

The child's voice was so urgent and high-pitched that Xiyan was so frightened that he thought there was a fire, so he quickly opened the door: "Jiu Yu?"

Fu Jiuyu held his stomach and said pitifully, "My stomach hurts so much."

Xiyan knelt down with a frown, touched the little guy's stomach, and said worriedly: "Why did you have a stomachache for no reason? Could it be that the vegetables your father bought were not clean?"

Fu Zhichuan, who was cleaning up the dishes, felt that a small arrow had pierced his knee.

I think he is also a famous figure outside, let alone powerful, at least he has some status in the entertainment and fashion circles, and he is one of the heirs of the Masefield family. He is not short of fame or money, and he can walk sideways. He has nothing to do with his "wife" and children, and he is about to become a house husband.

No way, who made him pamper him willingly.

Xiyan thought about it again, and felt wrong again: "I also ate food, why is it all right?"

Fu Jiuyu desperately rubbed his head into his father's arms, and said in a muffled voice, "It really hurts..."

Xiyan was very distressed, picked up Fu Jiuyu, and yelled towards the kitchen: "Zhichuan, Jiuyu doesn't seem to be feeling well."

Just as Fu Zhichuan was about to say, "Then let's take him to the hospital together", he heard Xi Yan say again: "Why don't you take care of the house, and I'll take him to the hospital." Xi Xiaoyan has always been fascinated by his driving skills confidence.

Fu Zhichuan almost crushed the detergent.

The witty little Fu Jiuyu could feel his daddy's resentment through the sliding door, and quickly said coquettishly, "Xixi, I want daddy to hug me."

"This one……"

Fu Zhichuan wiped his hands clean, and walked out of the kitchen calmly, his face was very calm, and he couldn't see the dark cloud cover before at all.

"go together."

"OK then."

Xiyan hugged Fu Jiuyu at the door and waited for Fu Zhichuan to drive out the car, but at the same time as Fu Zhichuan got out, another car drove in from outside, and Little Hambos got out from inside.

Xiyan instantly had the urge to run away, but he couldn't run while holding the little guy.

Why is Xiyan afraid of Little Hambos?Because at Old Master Mei's [-]th birthday party four years ago, the entire Alexon Manor knew that their third young master had found a mate, so little Hamps began to call Xiyan "third young master" with great respect.

Sure enough, when Little Hanbos saw Xiyan, he said, "Third Young Master..."

"Ah, isn't this Uncle Hambers? Jiu Yu, hurry up and say hello to Uncle." Xiyan really didn't want to hear that offensive address.

When Fu Jiuyu saw little Hanbosi, he put down his hand on his stomach, and happily motioned to Xiyan to put him down, then ran straight to hold little Hanbosi's hand.

"Jiu Yu..." Xiyan was dumbfounded, isn't this little guy feeling unwell?

Little Hambers said with a smile: "Then I will take the little master away first."

Just as Xiyan was about to reach out to stop him, Fu Zhichuan had already walked up to him, and coaxed him into his car with a half hug and half hug. Xiyan turned his head to see Fu Jiuyu and little Hanbosi smiling and waving at him. It's bewildering.

After the car drove a long way, Xiyan finally came to his senses.

"You lied to me!"

Fu Zhichuan said: "I can't help it baby, you obviously love the script more than me, if I want to take you out, I can only ask Jiu Yu to call you out."

After being told by Fu Zhichuan, Xiyan's mild anger dissipated in an instant.He briefly recalled his behavior for a while, Fu Zhichuan was able to spare time to accompany him when he was busy, but he left him outside the study, he couldn't help but feel a little guilty.Anyway, he could read the script anytime, and he wasn't in a hurry to start filming. He really should take more time to come out, after all, he has a family.

Pursing her lips, Xiyan said softly: "I'm sorry, I was so excited all of a sudden... I can make it up to you."

Fu Zhichuan turned his head to look at Xiyan's big watery eyes, and there was an inconspicuous smile on the corner of his lips.

"How to compensate?"

"Take Jiu Yu out to play together tomorrow?"

Fu Zhichuan shook his head: "Little Hambos will take good care of Jiu Yu in these two days."

Xiyan asked: "Then what are we doing?"

Fu Zhichuan hooked his fingers, Xiyan moved closer to his face, Fu Zhichuan's lips moved slightly, Xiyan only felt a heat spread from his face to the tips of his ears.

"No, no..."

"Is it okay if you go back and try it later, you will know?"

Xiyan shyly turned her head to look out the window.Although the pose that Fu Zhichuan said was too difficult, it's true that they haven't had a hearty pose for a long time... Uh, what's the matter with that.In fact, he also thought a little bit.

"Where are we going?"

"It will be here soon."

After arriving at the destination, Xiyan was a little taken aback.He doesn't like to go out, but when he heard about this famous antique street, he couldn't help but wonder: "Have you changed your career to sell antiques?"

Fu Zhichuan took his hand: "There are more than antiques here."

Xiyan followed Fu Zhichuan around for a long time, and finally stopped in front of a shop.Because this is an antique street, most of the storefronts are very simple, and walking inside is like walking into a costume drama set.At this time, what was displayed in front of Xiyan was such a shop, with wooden doors, stone ladders, and plaques, all of which are antique. The only strange thing is that the words written on the plaques are in English—a word that almost no one does not know—LOVE.

Xiyan noticed that this shop was very large, almost the size of five or six ordinary antique shops.He asked Fu Zhichuan with his eyes, Fu Zhichuan helped him smooth his hair and walked in slowly.

"It's finally your turn, dear Ji'an."

A woman was leaning against the wooden counter, wearing a blue and white porcelain cheongsam, her long hair was simply coiled up and fixed with a piece of bamboo wood as a hairpin.Eyes like autumn water, eyebrows like distant mountains, she is a typical classical beauty.

"Is this your little sweetheart?" The woman enthusiastically held Xiyan's hand. Xiyan was not used to direct contact with the opposite sex, so he subconsciously withdrew his hand and looked at Fu Zhichuan as if asking for help.

Fu Zhichuan emptily protected Xiyan behind him, and said, "Stop making trouble with Jingyi, he is rather shy."

Jingyi?Xi Yan was stunned.The name sounds familiar...

Chen Jingyi half covered her mouth and giggled, "So you like this type."

Xiyan touched her ears uncomfortably, and showed her a shallow smile.

Fu Zhichuan asked: "Is my order complete?"

Chen Jingyi led them inside and said: "Of course. Can you still believe me? And I have known you for so many years, I can give you a [-]% discount. You see, in order to entertain you, a distinguished guest, today was originally I’m staying here when I’m not in business, how can you thank me?”

"I remember that the payment has already been credited into your account."

"You're really boring."

The inside and outside of the store are completely two worlds. The outside is full of antiquity, but the inside is all modern decoration. The colorful lights are dazzling, and the details of the decoration are exquisite and grand, especially the level of fabric decoration is very high. Xiyan saw it for a while His eyes were dazzled, and he actually felt that his palms were slightly sweaty——he later realized that this was a bridal dress shop.

With some unspeakable hope, he looked at his lover beside him, but Fu Zhichuan didn't speak, just smiled at him, this smile made his heart beat more violently, and at the same time he suddenly remembered, this Who is the lady named Jingyi.

Because of Fu Zhichuan, Xiyan came into contact with fashion design masters such as Fanny Moore, Emerald, Williams, etc., and evolved from having no fashion sense at all to now being able to name many brands, magazines and designers.

Chen Jingyi, who used to be the clothing director of Jinmenghao, one of the top three brands in the world, and served as the editor-in-chief of "BRIGHT" magazine for five years, is a Chinese-American. Like one of the most favored designers by female stars on the awards.Her most famous work is all kinds of wedding dresses, but under the cover of women's wedding dress achievements, her men's dresses are not so famous.

In the fitting room inside, Fu Zhichuan sat on the sofa and waited for Xiyan to change clothes. Chen Jingyi teased: "What if the size you reported to me last time is not accurate?"

Fu Zhichuan said calmly, "Impossible."

Chen Jingyi gave two "tsk tsk", shook her head and said, "No wonder you hid it from him so well, it turned out that the size was measured by hand rather than a ruler during sex."

In fact, before they reached the last step, Fu Zhichuan designed many clothes for Xiyan. As long as Xiyan's whole body was the size needed for making clothes, Fu Zhichuan could memorize it fluently.

Fu Zhichuan put down the magazine, and said, "You are old too, shouldn't it be time to settle your lifelong affairs?" As he spoke, he looked at the glass wall on the other side, where a man was quietly watching Chen Jingyi through the gap in the curtains, Seeing Fu Zhichuan's gaze cast over him, he blushed and hurriedly avoided it.

Chen Jingyi didn't speak, and didn't even look over there.

Xiyan came out soon, the dark purple high-grade fabric was covered with a layer of light fluff under the light, every inch fit the body's ups and downs, the neckline, cuffs and waist were treated completely according to the characteristics of temperament and physical condition Yes, it won't look weak and feminine, and it won't have the cold and hard feeling that most suits have, and it's just right.

Seeing that the two were not talking, Xiyan asked nervously, "Is it pretty?"

Fu Zhichuan smiled, walked over and hugged Xiyan's waist, pushed him towards a mirror that was the size of a whole wall, resting his chin on his lover's shoulder, Fu Zhichuan said in a low voice, "It's great."

There is no one who will not be tempted by a lover's compliments.

Xiyan smiled until his eyes turned into crescent moons: "What about you? How about yours?"

Fu Zhichuan said: "I look good in anything."

Xiyan laughed: "Smelly."

"Huh? Don't you think your husband is pretty?"

Xiyan leaned his head on Fu Zhichuan's chest, squinting at himself in the mirror.The closed space, the bright lights, the faint fragrance, the warm embrace and himself in fine clothes, all created a beautiful illusion—as if his life came alive at this moment.

Fu Zhichuan bowed his head, and gently kissed his lover's hair, with a low and sexy voice: "Honey, it's time for us to have a make-up wedding."

Xiyan immediately became nervous: "Huh?"

Chen Jingyi burst out laughing: "Otherwise, why do you think Ji An brought you here today?"

Xiyan was speechless.He felt that all his courage had been exhausted four years ago. He had tried his best when he stood side by side with Fu Zhichuan in the Alexon Manor, and he wanted to do it again?

"Afraid?" Fu Zhichuan asked.

Xiyan thought for a while, then shook his head.Life needs a sense of ritual. He is not afraid of rituals, but nervous.

Fu Zhichuan stroked his cheek, there was only a small reflection of a person in his deep lake blue eyes, Xiyan looked at it, and suddenly smiled in relief.

Chen Jingyi looked at the two of them as if there was no one there, and couldn't help but tease: "I've been thinking about what's missing in the store recently, and now I know, it's probably a bed."

Fu Zhichuan said: "Then many lovers will be grateful to you."

Afterwards, Fu Zhichuan went to pack the clothes himself, and Xiyan sat there chatting with Chen Jingyi, but they didn't have much in common.

"I used to think that Ji An was also an unmarried person, but I didn't expect him to be the first one in our group to leave the singles."

"Which group of people?"

Chen Jingyi shrugged her shoulders: "Non-marriageism." There are many such people in the design circle, some want to dedicate their lives to their careers, and some have been mixed for a long time and have a high vision and have never been able to find a suitable one. The famous design master Fanny Moore is Advocating non-marriageism.

She asked, "Why do you fall in love and get married?"

This question seems too deep for Xiyan.

"You don't have a partner right now?"

Chen Jingyi shook her head.

"Then are you afraid of death?"

Chen Jingyi nodded halfway through, then paused.

Xiyan said: "So, it's probably so that you won't be afraid of the end of the world when you wake up and fall asleep every day."

After Fu Zhichuan and Xiyan left, Chen Jingyi sat quietly, staring at a white wedding dress from a distance in a daze.

In her life, she has completed many excellent works, fulfilled many girls' beautiful dreams, and fulfilled many people's desire for happiness, but what about herself?In addition to the joy of success and the enjoyment of fame and fortune, she still feels inexplicable melancholy when she is alone.

She may have finally figured out a thing, a thing that exists at the intersection of giving and receiving, is always empty and real, and brings you a unique life experience.

--love.

She turned her head and looked at the glass partition. The clumsy man in the gap of the curtain smiled foolishly, his eyes were so sincere and warm.

After Xiyan got in the car, he glanced at the bag on the back seat, and asked casually, "Why is there an extra bag?" He reached out to take it, pulled it out, and saw that it was a real women's wedding dress with complicated craftsmanship , with a sexy style and almost naked back.

Fu Zhichuan said: "How about wearing it when I go home?"

"Beautiful thinking!" Xiyan's hair was all puffed up, like a kitten.

Facts have proved that Xiyan's small arms and legs are no match for his lover who has been abstinent for a long time.He didn't get up the next morning, looking at the ball of "rags" on the ground, biting his pillow with a disillusioned expression.

Fu Zhichuan helped him tuck the corner of the quilt to cover his scarred shoulders, Xiyan turned his head and said angrily, "Where's my mobile phone?"

Fu Zhichuan asked, "Who do you want to call?"

"Tu Lan. I want to find him to be the leading actor in "Bones by the River". Ask him if his schedule is suitable."

"Riverside Bone" is the name of Luo Shu's last work.

Fu Zhichuan frowned.From "Soul Eater", each of Xiyan's works always has Tulan's figure. In the TV series, Tulan played a domineering president. In "Minerva" and "Ali", he played a supporting role and a leading role , also won another best actor award.Fans have joked that Tu Yingdi is Director Xi's queen male lead.

Thinking about the fact that Xiyan spent more time with Tulan than with him in the past four years, Fu Zhichuan was heartbroken.

He leaned over and nibbled Xiyan's ear: "Baby, what do you think of me?"

Xiyan asked doubtfully, "How about what?"

"Are you qualified to be your hero?"

Xiyan stared wide-eyed, looking at him in disbelief.Xiyan had watched Fu Zhichuan's early film and television works, and he was as harsh as he could find no faults, which proved that Fu Zhichuan's awards were not based on appearance, family background or hype.But Fu Zhichuan has faded out of the entertainment industry for so many years, if he suddenly comes back, can he still hold a good role in the show?

Noticing Xiyan's suspicious eyes, Fu Zhichuan smiled: "Honey, I think I should teach you, never doubt your husband's ability."

Xiyan, who was suppressed again, was speechless before he could shout "wronged".

After a series of "hidden rules transactions", Fu Dashen successfully persuaded Director Xi on the bed, and squeezed the innocent picture actor from the position of the leading actor.

Xiyan said that the work would start as soon as it started, and quickly contacted Star Entertainment to discuss related matters.Director He Zichang, who has worked with "Innocent" once, ran over immediately when he heard the wind, good guy, I missed it so many times, but this time I must catch it, and no one will compete with me for the assistant director .

Xiyan's appeal at this time is incomparable to that of four years ago. At that time, he was not as good as the directors who had been famous for a long time, and things that robbed stars had happened. Now it is different. He has become a veritable director and director. Box office guarantees are still notorious for their talent but not their names. As soon as the news of the new film's preparations spread, many actors are gearing up to show off their ambitions.

For a while, many celebrities' circles of social friends were swiped by this greeting.

"Are you ready to attack Director Xi today?"

Xi Yan expected that there would be a lot of people, but he didn't expect there to be so many. He was glad that he didn't announce the fact that the actor was Fu Zhichuan and the creator of the script was Luo Shu, otherwise the audition scene would be crowded in minutes ?