Willingly ABO

Qin Yuan's eyes twitched when he heard this:

"Huo Ling and I really don't have any feelings. We just played on the occasion. At that time, I needed a partner with status in the domestic art world. She just needed a partner with business skills. We partnered like this. It's as simple as that. Why do you Can't trust me?"

"If you act on the spot, you will get married, and you will live a lifetime! Qin Yuan, it is too irresponsible for you to say such things. No matter how you have no feelings, if you marry someone else, you have to treat them well for the rest of your life, otherwise you What do you think marriage is? Marriage is a responsibility bound by love, not interests. If you didn't like Huo Pei's sister, you shouldn't be engaged to her at that time. "

I'm really angry, why Qin Yuan always emphasizes that he has no relationship with Miss Huo.Can lack of feelings be a reason for him to not only mark me but also kill me during the engagement?He treats the marriage contract as a child's play?

Deep helplessness welled up in my heart.

I think maybe I never understood Qin Yuan.

"Love? You know what? I never thought that love could be equal to marriage. I never expected it."

Qin Yuan gave a wry smile and said solemnly:

"Xin Gan, you know me best. If you look at my family back then, you will understand how desperate I was for marriage. I just don't want to involve you in these trivial matters."

I froze for a moment.

Yes, I have forgotten that Qin Yuan's father had an unfortunate marriage.

And Qin Yuan has an incomplete family.

I will always remember the day when Uncle Chen dragged his luggage and left, it was a snowy Laba Festival.

I came back from the Laba porridge delivered by my grandfather's house, and I was eating the Miaomiao Xianbei that my grandfather stuffed for me along the way, kicking a few packets of small crisps in my arms, and I was going to share half with Qin Yuan when I went back.

Before I got to the gate of the community, I saw Uncle Chen loading his luggage into a Toyota car that I had never seen before.

Sitting in the driver's seat was a man I had never seen before, wearing a dark brown woolen coat and combing his oily hair. He was leaning on the window sill and smoking a cigarette.

I immediately slowed down my steps and approached cautiously.

"Daddy, can you not go?"

As a result, Qin Yuan's voice suddenly sounded.I was startled, and hurriedly hid and peeked.

Qin Yuan was standing in the snow, hugging Uncle Chen's waist, begging in a low voice.

Uncle Chen hugged him tightly, rubbed his head, his voice was trembling and decisive:

"Yuan'er, you are a good boy. I have nothing to do with the judgment of the court. You and your dad can live a good life and be filial to your grandfather. I can't stay in this family anymore, and I'm not afraid of being criticized by others. I want to force , if you want a better life, you have to leave. When you grow up, don’t be like your dad. Art, huh, this thing can’t be eaten at all. If you are like your dad, no matter how much anyone loves you have to go."

After finishing speaking, he pulled Qin Yuan into his arms forcefully, took a deep breath, hugged Qin Yuan's head again, kissed his son's forehead and cheek heavily, took off his scarf and laid it on Qin Yuan's lap. neck.

Then he separated Qin Yuan from his body and got into the Toyota car without a second thought.The man in the driver's seat pinched his cigarette expressionlessly, lit the fire, and took Chen Shuyang away.

"Little dad...little dad!"

Qin Yuan anxiously called out twice, but only the dirty car exhaust and falling white snow responded to him.

I secretly looked at Qin Yuan, his expression melted into the snow scene, blurry, only his lonely figure.

I didn't know until the next day that Qin Yuan and his father divorced.

After a long time, I overheard my younger dad discussing with my elder dad that Uncle Chen thought that Uncle Qin couldn’t make money and couldn’t provide him with a good life, so the richest man on the list went abroad. Zhongcai sentenced Qin Yuan to Uncle Qin, not because Qin Yuan had any signs of becoming an alpha.

At that time, I didn't think much about it. I only knew that Qin Yuan had been very reticent about mentioning Uncle Chen since then.

Looking at it now, it turns out that Uncle Chen's disloyalty has been tormenting Qin Yuan invisibly.

"I will always remember him scolding my dad for being worthless. When my dad's career was struggling, he only thought about when we would get a new car, a new house, and when we would leave a lot of poor relatives and neighbors."

"How many years has my dad been depressed since he left? What kind of life has he been tortured by? When he left, my dad aged ten years overnight."

"For several years, I have been thinking all over my head, if I can't get ahead, will I end up like my father? If Chen left my father, will you leave me? If you know me It's not as good as you imagined, will you turn around and fall in love with someone else?"

Qin Yuan whispered against my ear in pain.

Every word he said turned into a magic sound, drilled into the brain along the ears, stimulating every nerve of mine, making them throbbing and painful.

I heard Qin Yuan saying "love" to me.

It turned out that he always knew that I liked him and I loved him, but he never pretended not to know.

"I tell those people I can put them all in high positions if I want to, regardless of their caliber. I want so much to get ahead, I want so much to be proud of my dad, but I never—"

Qin Yuan choked up for a moment and did not continue.

His pheromones are getting stronger under the influence of emotions, but he deliberately suppresses them, being extremely careful not to let it hurt me.

I felt that my body was gradually becoming stiff, and I couldn't move when I wanted to move. Qin Yuan tightly circled me, strangling me until I couldn't breathe.

I cleared my throat and suppressed the soreness in my throat:

"Nothing? What are you trying to tell me? Tell me why you're making my future self angry?"

Qin Yuan paused for a while before nodding his head. Suppressing the extremely painful emotions, he said tremblingly:

"...Why am I such a person? I obviously wanted to protect you, but in the end I hurt you."

……

I fell into the boundless darkness, my eyes opened in a daze, and the corners of my eyes were sore.I looked at the furniture that I couldn't see clearly, my heart throbbed and my ears rang a little. It might have some kind of resonance, clamoring to make me sad, angry, and even drive me crazy.

But I clearly don't know what happened.

"I killed you."

This sentence is so familiar, as if I have heard it with my own ears.

It also seemed that I had personally experienced all kinds of unspeakable pain.

What happened to me in the future?

……

I'm very tired, but I want to sleep but I can't sleep. I can't relax due to the pressure of receiving too much information. I feel like my head is ten big. Rubbed his eyes.

Behind him, Qin Yuan's breathing was still heavy, but not as steady as before going to bed, but gradually rapid, and the pheromone that was suppressed well before seemed to be a little strange.

I turned around suspiciously, and the moment my eyes met him, my eyes widened in astonishment, and I lost my voice:

"you……"

Qin Yuan wept silently.

His face was only ten centimeters away from mine. I had adapted to the darkness for a long time, and I could clearly see the clear tear stain on his face.

... I finally know who Qin Manxin looks like.

I turned over and looked at him worriedly.

"How do you..."

Qin Yuan, oh Qin Yuan, growing up so big, I don’t have many memories of you crying except when you slide down the slide together in the kindergarten and you accidentally fall out of the slide and plunge into the lawn.

Today really opened my eyes.

Qin Yuan didn't reply, just stared at me in a daze for a moment, his eyes were unfocused and dull, letting his tears wet the pillow.I felt sorry for the pillow, so I could only raise my hand and wipe his tears with my sleeve.

He was like a beast crawling beside me because of an injury. He didn't cry out for pain, but occasionally in the lonely night, he let out a few painful whimpers.

And this outburst of emotion silently told me——

He is ashamed of me.

I thought with some disappointment.

He didn't really care about me, he just felt ashamed of me, felt that he had hurt me, and blamed himself in his heart.

I was sore and sad.

Qin Yuan finally came back to his senses, gently holding my wrist with one hand, and touching my palm with the other hand, fingers intertwined.

He leaned closer, and while I wasn't paying attention, he quietly kissed the tip of my pen.

"Sorry, go to sleep, baby."

I was taken aback, and my body subconsciously hid.All the senses gathered at the tip of the nose immediately, and the tip of the nose twitched.At this time, even my ears were hot, and I thought to myself, if it is broken, it must be very red.

But these are not important, the important point is the sound of "baby", which made my head explode with a bang.

This is the first time Qin Yuan called me like that.

I have been alive for 17 years, even when I was most pregnant, Qin Yuan appeared in my dream, and he never called me like that.

I pulled my hand out of his hand in a panic, and twisted my wrist in embarrassment: "You...don't call me that."

Then I turned around abruptly, turned my back to him again, and deliberately kicked the quilt to relieve the restlessness in my heart.

"Hey, don't move around."

Qin Yuan stretched out his hand to tuck the corner of the quilt, and wrapped me with the quilt into his arms.My back leaned against his chest, he smoothed my hair, and put his face against the back of my head.

After a while, there was a steady breathing sound from behind, and the appropriate shade of pheromone soothed me, and the warm breath hit the ends of my hair.

Qin Yuan seemed to have really fallen asleep.

I was hugged by him, unable to turn my head, I could only push his chin with my shoulder.He didn't respond, instead he tightened his arms and hugged me even tighter.

I sighed helplessly, and closed my eyes as if resigned to my fate. Qin Yuan's regular heartbeat could be heard through the thin pajamas behind me.

……

"Honey, what are you doing here with a tripod, take pictures?"

I frowned, whose voice is this?

"Yes, uncle, I'll take a time-lapse photo."

Whose voice is this?Why is it so familiar?

"What photos? Rocks? Take pictures of rocks? I came here from Beijing to take pictures of rocks? Oh, what's so good about taking pictures of broken rocks—"

"Haha Uncle, it's not a stone, it's time-lapse, continuous delay, and time. I put the tripod on the ground like this, put the camera on it, turn it on, let it shoot for several hours, and I can get A picture like this."

"Hey, what the hell are the white lines? I've never seen them before. Can you really take such pictures?"

"Uncle, really, these white lines are the motion trails of the stars. They prove that the earth is rotating. Doesn't it look good? Like circles of light."

"Okay baby, you plan to stay here for one night just to take photos? How can you stay here? What do you do when you're hungry and sleepy?"

"I've pitched a tent on the side. There's enough food and drink. Don't worry, I can last."

"Hey, I'm not afraid that you won't be hungry, I'm afraid you won't be able to survive the cold, it's cold here at night, why do you have to shoot in Jie?"

"Didn't I come here to pick up the wind? Someone was busy at school and didn't have time to come out, so I came here for him."

"Yo ho, my sweetheart?"

"Hey... um! Boyfriend!"

……

Oh, I hear it, it's my voice.

The author says:

The second watch is achieved?? This chapter is highly abused?? If Mr. Qin and Man cry at the same time, who will the heart and soul comfort first?