Willingly ABO

I seemed to cry a lot in front of Qin Yuan with the help of alcohol, and even regarded the 29-year-old him as the 17-year-old him.

I don't have any memories anymore, I just remember pulling Qin Yuan's collar and asking him why he always got so close to Yan Shuhao?Do you like him?Do you want to have a puppy love with him?

why can't you like me...

why push me away...

Why are you alienating me...

Unwilling, I was so wronged that I kept crying, and the pheromones were released indiscriminately, as if I wanted to pour out all the sadness of five years of unrequited love, pour a pool of bitterness in front of him, and break up with him one by one.

Under the paralysis of alcohol, Qin Yuan's face became extremely blurred in my eyes, I couldn't see his expression clearly, I could only hear him apologizing to me with his breath trembling, sometimes it was "I'm sorry", sometimes it was "" I was wrong", sometimes "forgive me".

I was pushed down on the bed by him, and he leaned over to my ear, from low/gasping to whimpering.

The two of us cried together, my voice was not high, but his voice was lower, the cries of the two men mixed together sounded so discordant.

The pheromones of each other are mixed together in a mess.

I was so tired after crying that I even forgot why I was crying, so I was about to fall into a deep sleep.

Qin Yuan also suddenly stopped crying, and kissed my eyes and nose randomly.

I heard him whisper in my ear—

"I don't like Yan Shuhao, I've always only liked you, I've always loved you the most."

"You are my darling, how could I abandon you."

Then, I smelled the familiar pheromones on his body and sank into the boundless darkness.

It was already night when I woke up again, with dry eyes and a splitting headache.

I fumbled to turn on the bedside lamp, rubbed my head and sat up from the bed.

I didn't know when Qin Yuan changed my body into pajamas. I was startled, and then I thought again, what's so strange about it? Future and him even have children, so what's the point of taking off a piece of clothing?Besides, when we were young, we still took a bath in the same tub, who hasn't seen anyone.

I got up, my feet went limp, and I fell back on the bed, feeling terrified.

Getting drunk was really horrible. I couldn't even remember what happened after I entered the community, and I cried in embarrassment. It was really sad and hurt.

Stop drinking, never drink again.

I propped up the bed with my hands, and suddenly touched a bag of some fleshy things, and squirmed twice, I lifted it, and a meatball moved.

"...Little Daddy..."

Qin Manxin was woken up, feeling uncomfortable when he saw the light, murmured, and sat up from the bed while rubbing his eyes with his little hands.I quickly reached out to adjust the brightness of the bedside lamp.

"What's the matter? Why did you run in?"

I pinched his face and tried to get out of bed, standing on the edge of the bed and opening my arms to him.

Qin Manxin was on the bed with his knees, and moved towards me a little bit. This is walking on his knees.When he moved to the edge of the bed, he fell down, and I quickly caught him——he was so heavy!

I gritted my teeth and tried to lift him up.

Qin Manxin grabbed my arm with both hands, and put the flesh of his cheek against my face very intimately.

"Little dad, are you still uncomfortable?"

My heart was so soft that I turned my head and kissed his smiling face, and said loudly: "It's not uncomfortable anymore, thank you Manman."

Qin Manxin held my face with worry written all over his face:

"You should not go out in the future, you are in such a bad health, what if you faint and are picked up by bad guys?"

I was amused, and smiled and wanted to bump this kid twice, but found that he couldn't, which was very embarrassing.

"Don't worry, Man Man, there is a special reason today, and it won't happen in the future."

"Really?" Qin Manxin tilted his head to look at me, thought for a while, then shook his head quickly.

"That's not okay, big daddy will be very worried about you. He is always distracted when he is doing puzzles with me during the day, it must be because you are not at home! I finished drinking milk/milk at noon and he carried me to bed, and his eyes were red Yes, my eyes are red when I cry, did he cry too?"

I looked embarrassed and didn't know how to answer.

Qin Yuan is worried about gains and losses, and his nerves are so tense that even the children can feel it.He always wanted to cure my pheromone imbalance, didn't he think about solving his own problems?

The pheromone imbalance must be one of the reasons why he is strange now. Now I am sure that there are other reasons that I don't know, such as the reason why I went abroad.

Why did Qin Yuan refuse to tell me about this experience?Whether it's the fact that I pursued him again during college, or the accidental marking and pregnancy, shouldn't I have the right to know these things?

... I don't look like a person who knows the bloody past and goes to seek life and death.

I let out a long sigh, and thought to myself, it seems that I have to find a chance to avoid Qin Yuan, go to the nursing home secretly, and see myself in 12 years with my own eyes.

His mind turned rapidly.

In fact, I can go out today, which shows that my request is still valid. Although Qin Yuan doesn't like it, he will put my mood first in everything now.

I might as well check out Qin Yuan's tone first, at least know the address of the nursing home first, and ask others to help me think about other things.

The only person who can help me now is probably Zhuang Qin.

"Baby, what are you thinking?"

When I came back to my senses, Qin Manxin was grabbing my pajamas, almost torn off by him.I half hugged and half hugged Qin Manxin, and looked around for his little slippers with my head down.

"Come on, put on your shoes, let's go play with your dad."

But the child’s habit of kicking shoes followed me. I searched around but couldn’t find his shoes, so I had to put him on the bed and asked helplessly:

"Where are your shoes? Are you running long?"

Qin Manxin was still huddling towards my arms like a little pig, he shyly pursed his lips and smiled at me:

"Hey, I was sleeping on the small bed, so I secretly pretended to be asleep. After the big daddy went out, I ran over to sleep with you. I forgot to put on my shoes."

My temples twitched, and I quickly stretched out my hand to break his legs to look at the soles of his feet, but everything I could see was wiped clean by the quilt.

The child just woke up, and I couldn't let him run barefoot on the ground, so I reached out and patted the soles of his feet, Geji Geji scratched twice, planning to hug him up again.

Hey, having a kid is great arm strength, and I don't know if I'll be able to build some biceps.

"Let's go, let's go find your dad, but we don't know where he is?"

"I know. He's in the study. When he was still with me in the small room, I overheard my aunt knocking on the door and saying that Uncle Huo is here."

"Uncle Huo? Huo Pei."

Huo Pei, a mixed-race guy, came quite frequently. He just came to the door for something a few days ago, and he came again today. It seems that Qin Yuan is really busy with work. He couldn't finish his work outside, so he had to take it home to do it.Isn't it a pleasure to be the boss?

I asked Qin Manxin:

"Does your uncle Huo come to your house often?"

Qin Manxin shook his head: "No, Uncle Huo doesn't come here very often. I only saw him once a long time ago, but I've seen him twice this week!"

I couldn't help wondering, could it be that something happened to Qin Yuan at work?When Huo Pei came to look for him that day, he mentioned a painter who used a Japanese surname as his stage name. I'm afraid it wasn't this person's matter that hadn't been resolved yet.

"Then I'll take you to put on your shoes, and let's sneak a look in the study, so that your big daddy doesn't find out."

I carried Qin Manxin back to his bedroom, watched him put on his shoes, stretched out his hand to hold him, and the two of them moved towards the study like thieves.

As a result, before we reached the main entrance, we both heard a loud sound of documents being thrown.

I was startled, so I hugged Qin Manxin quickly, covered his ears tightly, and took a closer look, it turned out that Qin Yuan hadn't closed the door properly, and the door of the study was ajar at the moment, no wonder there was such a commotion.

I was half-closed by the door, no one was talking inside, but there was a sound of a lighter.The ignition guy was visibly fidgety and the button hit several times.

Then someone finally spoke.

"Pip out the cigarette, the citrus and manman can't smell the smoke."

It was Qin Yuan's voice.

I looked down at Qin Manxin, who was wrapping his arms around my waist, blinking his eyes.I let go of my hand covering his ear, leaned down/body and whispered in his ear:

"Your eldest father is talking about business. Can you go downstairs to play for a while? Walk softly."

Qin Manxin glanced at the crack of the study door, didn't speak, nodded very sensiblely, let go of his hands, and left lightly.When he was almost at the top of the stairs, he looked back at me and saw me waving at him before going down the stairs.

I continued to lie by the door, listening to the conversation inside through the gap in the door created by the concealment.

Sure enough, the person who lit the lighter stopped pressing the button, and only heard a "beep", and he threw the lighter on the table.

I squinted my eyes and tried my best to look through the crack of the door.Although you can't see much, from this angle, you can see the reception area on the right side of Qin Yuan's desk and the documents scattered all over the place.

It was Huo Pei who sat on the reception sofa.

He looked very irritable, fidgeting, an unlit cigarette in his hand was folded in half from the middle with one hand, and even the chic mid-length curly hair was tied into a knot by him.

He struggled for a long time, and angrily smashed his fists on the coffee table.

"Brother Yuan, what do you call this! Ah? Damn grandson Watarase, if we didn't think highly of him back then, who would want to use him with his poor appearance? Ah? Don't say it's ten miles away Looking at the entire Beijing city, let’s talk about the galleries and studios around us. Who would have dared to sign such a stinky beggar who crawled out of the Yikelong Shoes City from under the bridge pier? Chinese painter? Pooh! Most likely, he must have done something harmful, otherwise how could he be as he was back then?"

Huo Pei was in a hurry, and he couldn't hold back his words. He poured out his words like a machine gun.

Fortunately, Qin Yuan's voice soon came from not far away.

He interrupted Huo Pei's endless abuse and scolded in a low voice:

"Xiao Pei! Calm down! Listen to what you are saying now. We said that we don't ask the painters below and don't remember the past. We have been getting along with them all these years. Now only Watarase has an accident. Are you going to turn over old scores and smash your own signboard? Are you so uncontrollable? You are in a hurry, don't mess up your position."

The author says:

Heart and liver: dizzy, hugging a son is equivalent to lifting an iron once.