Willingly ABO

Qin Yuan's face became blurred with tears, my heart was burning hot, and the violent heartbeat seemed to jump out of my chest with full of emotion, gushing out like a volcanic eruption.

Lostly, I raised my hand to grab Qin Yuan's tie, pulled him towards me, and bit his mouth forcefully.

This is when love is strong, this is uncontrollable.

I defend myself.

Qin Yuan hissed, and hurriedly covered his mouth, looked down at his fingers, they were all stained with blood.

"...Xingan?" He looked at me in surprise.

How can something that never happened be depicted so realistically and so vividly?If I were not the protagonist, I would almost believe that Qin Yuan and I really had such sweet memories when we were 17 years old.

I was furious, panting heavily, staring at the corner of his bitten mouth with red eyes.I don't know why I bit him, as if it was a kind of catharsis, all my grievances were finally stimulated and burst out together.

I wronged Qin Yuan's confession many years later, I wronged him only now that he remembered that he should treat me better, I even wronged the 29-year-old Qin Yuan who used all kinds of tricks to circle me around.

I was angry, I wronged myself——

I can't let go of Qin Yuan at all, I still like him.

I have had a clear and clear love for him for five years, and even a long time ago, I secretly developed a strange feeling for him.I don't know when they planted seeds in my heart, took root and sprouted, just waiting for me to find out that it is not simply admiration and longing, but after engraving the name of "love", it has been rooted in my heart, It cannot be easily removed at all.

There are too many complicated emotions between us. It is a mixture of love and friendship. Now that there is an extra Qin Manxin, family affection is also mixed into it.

I finally couldn't take it anymore, squatted on the ground covering my face, and cried bitterly.

My cry echoed in the room, and it was magnified many times by the emptiness.

I heard Qin Yuan's footsteps, he moved two steps forward, and after a sound of rubbing cloth, my arm was instantly pulled away by him.

"Go away! Don't touch me!"

I roared angrily, but before I could react, his hands had already passed through my armpits and lifted me off the ground.

I twisted twice in fear, and before I could struggle, I fell into his arms again. I was so shocked that I even forgot to cry, and subconsciously raised my legs to hook his lower back.

Qin Yuan supported me, turned upside down steadily, and jokingly said:

"Still crying? Then I can only coax you by coaxing my son."

I wiped away my tears, bit my lower lip, and couldn't help sobbing.

The wound on the corner of Qin Yuan's mouth was particularly conspicuous. I was a little guilty, so I stretched out my hand and gently pressed it with my fingertips, wanting to ask him if it hurts, but as soon as the words reached my mouth, I swallowed it back and quickly pulled my finger away.

I think it's all his own doing.

"It doesn't hurt, I was taken aback by you." But Qin Yuan understood my little movements too well, he shook his head and looked at me affectionately.

I replied unceremoniously: "That's what you deserve."

Qin Yuan carefully checked my expression, and carefully asked:

"Xin Gan, don't you like this gift?"

I took a breath, looked away in a panic, and changed the subject:

"No dislike... When did you prepare?"

Qin Yuan heaved a sigh of relief and replied with a smile:

"It's been a while. Do you still remember that you just crossed over, we went back to Baofu, and you wanted to see my bedroom that I didn't let you?"

Of course I remember, that was my first day in 2020!Unless Qinyuan finds someone to erase my memory back in 08, I will never forget the little things that happened that day.

I nodded: "I remember. What's the matter? Is there a secret in your room?"

Qin Yuan supported me with one hand, raised the other hand in front of me, and pinched my cheek jokingly:

"You're right to say that. This gift is indeed the dark secret."

"I once wanted to give you a portrait, but you refused, and then you thought about it. It is the most painful and unbearable time for you. Who would want to leave a commemoration during the difficult period of their life? Yes I was negligent and didn't consider your feelings."

Qin Yuan laughed at himself.I felt the hand holding me loosen slowly. I was so frightened that I quickly hugged his neck, and my feet touched the ground in the next second.

I was embraced by Qin Yuan, and he spoke slowly:

"I've been thinking about it for a long time. When was the happiest time in your past life when we grew up? Of course not. I made you so sad, how could you be happy. I had to think about this issue from my own point of view, So a familiar painter created around our childhood memories. Childhood is the most carefree, I hope you can recall our purest years."

"I kept the bedroom as it was at the beginning. For me, it is a pure land. There are no family quarrels. There are only more memories created with you."

There was a soreness in my chest, and I couldn't help stretching out my arms to hug Qin Yuan back, smoothing back and forth on his solid back.He trembled slightly and hugged me tightly.

I can understand his mood. People are always the most relaxed and safest in the most familiar environment, especially after Qin Yuan opened up his heart to me and confessed to me. How sensitive and fragile.

Qin Yuan was very slow since he was a child, and usually only communicated with acquaintances. When we played together in the courtyard, he was even more clinging to me and would not let go.

The other kids think he's boring and don't want to play with him, alienating us, I don't care, anyway, they are a bunch of sycophants who buy new toys, I don't care to play with them!And what are they?Have they ever soaked in the same tub as me?

As time goes by, Qin Yuan and I would rather stay in our little world, do things that only each other knows, and share our secrets.

We hid under a blanket to watch A Chinese Ghost Story, turned around and almost brushed each other's lips, and we lay on the desk together, counting the summer stars shoulder to shoulder.

No matter for Qin Yuan or me, these are treasures worthy of nostalgia.Qin Yuan locked them all in that small bedroom and sealed them in the long river of time.

"The painter likes to paint at the location where the scene was shot. In order to facilitate his inspiration, I allowed him to put the easel in the room until he finished the creation. On the day we went back, the canvas was still in the room, and the floor was full of gouache and oil paint. Of course I couldn't Let you see, otherwise how can it be counted as a gift? And..."

Qin Yuan half-spoken, suddenly kissed my ear, and lightly bit my earlobe.I trembled, wanted to push him away but couldn't do anything, and slapped him twice on the back angrily: "What are you doing, you! Don't you remember the pain!"

After being beaten, Qin Yuan laughed out loud:

"No, no, no, I want to thank you. If it weren't for you, the artist and I would have been wondering what to paint."

I thought to myself that he was really begging for a beating, and I was about to hit him twice again, but stopped after hearing what he said.He whispered in my ear:

"It is you who remind me of our lost youth, our regretful 17 years old. It is you who give me inspiration, Xin Gan, you will always be my luckiest treasure."

My hands curled up involuntarily, and finally let go, hanging by my side.

"Okay, okay, it's too nasty." I blushed and urged Qin Yuan to let go of me quickly.

Shocked and shocked, crying and crying, sensational enough, now that I have calmed down slowly, looking back, I feel extremely ashamed.I was so moved by a painting, am I not such a sentimental person?

Qin Yuan let go of me with a smile, shook his head helplessly, and sighed softly:

"Why are you ashamed of me? Anyway, it's a gift for you. It's true that I've pushed you too hard recently because of my own reasons... Xin Gan, I hope you feel better anyway."

I was too embarrassed to look at him, so I lowered my head and lowered my eyes, counting the lines on the ground.

Qin Yuan bent down and approached me, persistently asking: "Do you like this gift?"

I irritatedly rubbed the hair of the person in front of me: "Oh, you asked me just now!"

Qin Yuan immediately refuted me and said innocently: "Before you just said that you didn't dislike it, that doesn't mean you like it. You can even have no feelings about it, so you should tell me clearly whether to affirm or deny."

I had no choice but to sigh, and held Qin Yuan's cheek affectionately, squeezed my throat and said softly:

"Well, thank you for the gift, it's really thoughtful and special, I like it very much."

After finishing speaking, I let go of my hand immediately, and gave a disgusted "Hey": "How is it? Are you satisfied?"

Qin Yuan actually nodded cheekily, straightened up, and once again admired the details of the painting, thoughtfully.After a while he turned sideways, looked at me, and asked:

"Baby, how about I put it in a frame? You can see it every day when you put it at home. Do you like red sandalwood or huanghuali? If you like luxury, let's get a marble or gold frame... Should it be placed in the living room or in the bedroom? "

"Stop, stop, stop! Stop!"

I was very surprised and interrupted him impatiently.

"Are you planning to go home? Take a look at this painting, Qingqing mine, don't tell me to look at it, Mr. Qin intends to let his son precociously like this? He is only five and a half years old, it is too early, don't tell me It is said that this is to cultivate artistic aesthetics."

After that, I paused, and whispered again:

"Don't tell me that I plan to hold an art exhibition and invite people to come and watch it at home. Do you charge tickets? If you accept it, a ticket of ten yuan will belong to me."

I was joking with him, but Qin Yuan smiled and patted my head, so I hurried to hide.He shook his head helplessly:

"A little money fan, thinking about making money all day long? I think since you like this painting, hang it where we can often see it."

I disagreed, and opened my hands to him: "What are you hanging on for? Just keep it in mind. If it were me, I would definitely choose to hide it secretly after accepting such a big gift."

It really is something we should treasure and not always be there, a reminder of our lost good old days.

"No, I want it to remind me all the time, don't do wrong things that hurt you again." Qin Yuan chuckled and gently stroked my hair, "Xin Gan, we all look forward, the family Let's have a good time, okay?"

I was silent for a while, grabbed his hand, and refused:

"No, you have to promise me one thing first."

The author says:

Sweetheart: I will bite whoever offends me, and my husband will too.