Willingly ABO

I ran home shaking, and rushed into the house.

My little dad was dumbfounded when he saw me coming in from the main entrance: "Son, you are crazy, why did you run out in home clothes, aren't you afraid of catching a cold? Don't you usually turn over the balcony? What about a few steps away?" Not overturned?"

"I...I want to exercise! Morning exercise in winter!" I made up a reason, rubbed my arms and poured myself a hot glass of water.

My little dad rolled his eyes in disbelief, took out two bills from his wallet and handed them to me: "If you want to move on a whim, go run errands for me and go to the pastry shop on the right hand side of the intersection to buy some rice crackers." Sugar back."

I said "oh", went back to the house and changed my clothes, took the money and went out, thinking that I can't stay at home anyway, it's better to go out to relax, so as not to worry about Qin Yuan when I don't know what to do.

As a result, when I returned to the community with a bag of rice cracker candy as if I was strolling through the street, when I was about to pass the children's activity area in the courtyard, my footsteps stopped suddenly.

At this moment, the figure I least want to see is sitting on the swing, looking at me for a moment.

Damn it, block me!

I walked over cautiously, and stood on the edge of the swing in embarrassment: "Hehe, why did you go downstairs?"

"I want to see what can make you leave without even eating the dumplings." Qin Yuan squinted at my bag, "Your dad asked you to buy rice cracker candies?"

It seems that he has been to my house.I brought the bag in front of him and asked flatteringly, "Why don't you try a piece?"

"I won't eat anymore. I'm full after eating dozens of dumplings." Qin Yuan refused expressionlessly.

I felt very sorry, hey, in his opinion, I must be very sick. I ran to other people’s house early in the morning and woke me up, and I slept in other people’s house. He didn't eat and ran away.If I were Qin Yuan, I would feel aggrieved.

So I moved over to him, sat down on the other swing, and did a couple of swings.

"I'm sorry, I really left when I suddenly remembered something. I didn't mean it."

Qin Yuan stared at the ground for a while, then suddenly said: "Then why did you come to see me early in the morning?"

I was taken aback, yes, what am I going to do?I convinced myself that I forgot such an important thing!I'm going to give Qin Yuan a birthday present and plan to confess my true feelings by the way!

But what about my gift?

I subconsciously touched my pocket, no, I changed my home clothes before going out, it must not be on me.Could it be... Could it be that he fell on Qin Yuan's bed while sleeping?

I was shocked.don't!How could I leave such an important thing behind!I'm not ready yet bro!But don't let him find out about my—

I pretended to be calm, but at a critical moment I had an idea:

"No... I didn't do anything, I wish... I wish--I wish you a happy birthday~ I wish you a happy birthday~~I wish~you~birthday~happy~joy~~

Early in the morning, two young men occupied the swings in the children's activity area, and one of them sang "Happy Birthday". This way of celebrating a birthday is quite unique.

The children who played the ball were dumbfounded when they heard me sing, and the ball rolled to Qin Yuan's feet.Qin Yuan raised his foot and kicked back.

"Hurry up, hurry up, it's not suitable for children! My mother said that you can't influence others to fall in love..."

"...It's disgusting how these two brothers are dating on our territory."

I was so ashamed and angry that I sang and ran away several times.What is your territory? There is a first-come-first-served basis for everything. This was our territory back then, okay?You didn't know where you were when Qin Yuan and I rocked the rocking horse.

At the end of the song, Qin Yuan didn't speak.There was no sound around me, only the cold winter wind whizzed by, making my ears red from the cold.

My heart beat faster, and I frowned incredulously, and said to myself, brother, you should give me some reaction, at least say thank you if you don't give me some applause, otherwise I will look so embarrassed!

Just when I decided to let me break the situation, Qin Yuan suddenly reached into the inner pocket of his coat, took out the familiar pink letter paper, and held it in the palm of his hand.

"Did you come to me early in the morning to give me a birthday present, or to give me this?"

My head suddenly became dizzy, and I actually saw it!I could only helplessly stare at the letter in his hand, and secretly prayed that he hadn't read the contents of the letter.Every time he moved, my heart beat up and down, and several times it went straight to my throat.

Qin Yuan didn't spread the letter, but looked at me quietly, moved his lips, and said leisurely: "Dear Yuan'er, today is your 19th birthday, you are an adult, and you are in good spirits on happy occasions. , on this day of universal celebration, I want to tell you some little secrets hidden in my heart..."

I heard that I almost fell off the swing, so I quickly reached out to hold the iron chain, and said with a dry smile, "...You have a pretty good memory, haha."

In fact, cold sweat broke out on my back, and I shouted to the sky a hundred times in my heart.Why is this so!Let him see it!Don't forget to write it down!Will you still be able to humiliate me in the future after leaving me to destroy my body?

Qin Yuan closed his voice, remained silent for a while, and looked at me patronizingly.He looked at me and made me feel uncomfortable everywhere. I lowered my head and couldn't help curling up and letting go of the hand holding the iron chain. I didn't even dare to move my head casually.I was afraid that if I accidentally raised my head and met his eyes, the four eyes were relatively silent, and the atmosphere became even more embarrassing.

I don't know how long it took, a light snow suddenly floated in the sky and landed on my down jacket.I was trembling, I wanted to discuss with Qin Yuan and go back first, when I was about to speak, Qin Yuan beat me one step:

"Aren't you going to tell me the second half of the letter in front of me?"

I was stunned, bit my lower lip and swung twice, blushing, very embarrassed: "You already know, so I won't say it... It's all...literally, I'm quite... Well, what are you..."

The more I spoke, the lower my voice became, until it basically sounded like a mosquito. I don't know if Qin Yuan heard it... Oh my god, it's so embarrassing!I didn't even want to say it!

I can't wait for the snow to fall even harder, dig a hole and bury myself in it, or turn into a snowball and roll to other places.

Qin Yuan was still sitting beside me quietly, without any expression.But this is even more frightening. Isn't that what the calm before the storm says?I didn't dare to look him in the eye, and I didn't know what his expression was at the moment, and he showed something, so as not to make my anxiety suffer.

In fact, the moment I said it, I felt a lot of joy in my heart. It turned out that the confession did not have the difficulties in the legend, nor the twists and turns I imagined.Maybe it's because Qin Yuan and I are too familiar with each other, now that I show my feelings in front of him, he may not be able to react for a while.

"Would you like to hear my thoughts?"

After a while, Qin Yuan spoke.

I swallowed, nodded nervously, and replied in a low voice: "Yes." I prayed secretly in my heart, the answer I thought would be the best!

Qin Yuan raised his hand slowly, and while I wasn't paying attention, he held my wrist.At this moment, my nerves are highly sensitive. Whenever he touches me, I tremble and want to shrink back.

"Don't move." Qin Yuan clenched me tightly, not letting me pull away.He pulled my wrist in front of him, forcing me to face him and meet his eyes.

He looked serious: "My idea is, I want to know are you serious?"

I didn't understand what he said, and asked puzzledly, "What do you mean I'm serious?"

Qin Yuan paused for a moment, with a gloomy expression on his face: "Are you serious about my feelings? Do you really like me? Didn't it just happen on a whim or lie to me?"

My wrist hurt from being pulled by him, and when he asked me this, I was a little angry for a while, and asked back: "You think I lied to you, don't you believe that I like you? When did I play this kind of joke with you since I was a child! Am I stupid/forced—let go, it hurts!"

Qin Yuan quickly let go of my wrist and pressed his throat: "I'm sorry Xin Gan, I didn't mean you were joking, I just want to know, have you asked yourself if you really want to understand? Is it true that you like me? I like it, or it's a whim, or it confuses our feelings."

He gave me a complicated look, sighed and continued:

"We are not ordinary friends. We grew up together when we were young. You used to love to follow me. Although you were not as clingy to me in middle and high school as you were when you were young, you always trusted me. At first I thought it was a puberty. This is the reason for the concerns between Yu and AO. After entering university, our relationship has become closer again. It is probably because you have become more sensitive since you were repeated. You will instinctively rely on people you are familiar with. You said in your letter that you liked me for six years, and you were only 13 years old at that time. You know what it is to like? Now think about it carefully, do you like or rely on your feelings for me?"

What he said made me feel an unknown fire in my heart. Is it because he alienated me that he was not so clingy in middle and high school?Of course I know what liking is. If I don't like him, why should I be happy and sad because of him and let him affect all my emotions.

I bit my lip, a little aggrieved: "Why don't I understand? Just because I understand, I know that liking is not an emotion that exists alone. I like you and depend on you. There is no conflict between the two."

Qin Yuan paused and said calmly: "Okay, since you said you like me, do you have any special thoughts about me? Want to hold hands with me, want me to hug you, even want me to kiss—"

I didn't wait for Qin Yuan to finish his analysis, so I stood up from the swing, took a small step forward, held his head, bowed my head and kissed him without saying a word.The moment I touched his lips, I saw his dilated pupils in panic.

We stuck together for a while, and before Qin Yuan could react, I quickly backed away.

I looked at him who was completely sitting there, pursed my lips, suppressed the heartbeat that was about to pop out, and said loudly:

"I—I not only want to kiss you! I also want to sleep/you! Do you think I like it!"

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