Willingly ABO

The nurse checked me and checked with Qin Yuan again and again that there was nothing serious about me. Then Qin Yuan felt relieved, sat back next to me, and tucked in my quilt.

"It's really not uncomfortable? Huh?"

I feel fine, nothing unusual.In fact, compared to my body, I think the mental pressure is still greater. After all, I seem to have been lethargic and rested for a week, but in fact I didn’t rest well at all. After several life-and-death struggles, I almost died. The extremely real and coherent nightmare is suddenly stripped from it, and there will be a trance for a while, unable to distinguish between reality and illusion.

No, I know it's not a dream, it's my memory.It took me a week to absorb these 17-year-old memories that I hadn't experienced.

Now these painful or happy memories have all become part of my body.

Now, I am a 29-year-old Xin Gan through and through.

Seeing me staring blankly and not speaking, Qin Yuan became nervous again:

"What's the matter baby? Thirsty?"

When I came back to my senses, I had slept for too long, my hands and feet were a little stiff, and I wanted to move.Qin Yuan refused, and stretched his hand in, pinching my calf to relax me.

My heart was itching, and tears rolled in my eyes.

God knows how anxious and sad Qin Yuan was when he found me. I seem to understand why he always looks overly nervous and nervous in front of me.I also had doubts about his mental state. Obviously, it was me who had a mental problem, and it was me who made people worry the most.

In my memory, I was still confronting Watarase, the impact brought by the recoil of the shot was so real, even if I was not 17 years old, I recalled Watarase Yuma who fell in response and the gun fired from his chest Hole, I was equally terrified.

My hands trembled unconsciously, and I clenched my fists tightly.No, I can't let the sequelae affect me now, otherwise what's the point of me coming here through time travel?

I am now a normal person with a good mental state. I don't have post-traumatic stress disorder, let alone lose control of my emotions to question and hurt people around me, no, no.

I sighed softly in my heart, looked at the tired Qin Yuan, and the stain on his coat that I didn't know when, and said in a low voice:

"...I'm really fine, go take a bath and rest, you haven't closed your eyes for many days..."

"I'm not sleepy, I'm here with you."

Qin Yuan didn't stop what he was doing, and continued to press my calf.

I simply shook my legs, despising him on purpose:

"Okay, hurry up and wash up. You can count how many days you haven't showered. The smell is so strong. I just woke you up."

Qin Yuan really paused, hurriedly lowered his head and sniffed, extremely embarrassed: "...I'm sorry I didn't pay attention, then I'll go wash and change clothes before coming back, you have a good rest, don't sneak out for a stroll while I'm not paying attention."

"...I got it, I got it, where can I go shopping, chatting in other people's rooms? Mom, hurry up and wash yourself." I squeezed his hand lightly, and waved him twice, In order to reassure him, I also repeatedly promised to stay here and not move, even if I went to the toilet, I had to report to him.

"Okay, you go, when you come out after washing, I will share half of the bed with you."

This is the first time I have taken the initiative to invite him to share the same bed since I traveled through time.

Qin Yuan really looked happy, stood up and made a phone call, ordered someone to bring him a change of clothes, and walked towards the shower room of the big suite.

...Cooperating with you, you won't leave this room at all.

I didn't calm down until I heard the sound of running water in the shower room, closed my eyes, and sorted out my still somewhat confused thoughts.

I still can't completely withdraw from the memory of the thrilling confrontation at the end. When I close my eyes, what still emerges in my mind is the ancient church in Norcia that collapsed with the earthquake, and the tragedy of Watarase before his death.

The bright red cross and "God so loved the world" on the white wall gradually melted into a pool of bright red blood, which covered the man smiling at me standing on the edge of the Corsican seawall.

I opened my eyes in horror, grabbed the sheets and took a few breaths, shaking my head, trying to shake these images out of my mind.

In fact, I am not afraid. At most, it is regarded as a nightmare. These residual images and physical reactions are more of my instinctive fear in 2020.

It appears that I am indeed very ill.

Even now, I instinctively try to avoid thinking about my painful and long recovery treatment in the three and a half years since I returned from Italy.

These three and a half years...

Some broken fragments suddenly flashed in my mind, my heart throbbed, and tears fell unconsciously.

"Qin Yuan, let's go, let me take the child with me, okay? I can't take it anymore, I think of that day when I see you now. Don't you want us? Then throw us away, I It's a murderer, send me to sit/jail, send me to where I should be!"

I nestled on the big bed in the master bedroom on the second floor, yelling at Qin Yuan hysterically, holding my head in trembling hands, feeling dizzy.The pattern on the quilt twisted and changed in front of my eyes, and finally turned into puddles of blood.

I covered my mouth in horror, nauseated, struggled to retreat to the foot of the bed, trembling all over, and kept gnawing my fingernails.

"Cinnamon!"

Qin Yuan quickly stepped forward and hugged me into his arms.

"Where is Miss Wang! Ask the nanny to come up temporarily on the first floor with Man Man, or go out for a while, and you can tell me why Xin Gan was so stimulated that she fell ill again!"

"Sir, I'm not too sure about this. Madam watched TV with the young master in the morning... Probably something appeared on the TV that reminded him of some past events..."

"Okay, stop talking, you go out too!"

Qin Yuan interrupted the other party, hugged me tightly, and planted a series of delicate kisses on my face, speaking hoarsely:

"Okay baby, it's okay, it's over, you were out of self-defense, it's not your fault! The fault is those who want to harm you! The Central Mafia has been arrested by the Interpol/Police. Something is going to happen, let's take good psychological treatment, minimize the impact of pheromone imbalance, and strive for a speedy recovery, let's live a good life as a family, shall we?"

"No!" I tried to push him away, "Qin Yuan, if we hadn't been together, wouldn't these things have happened! The baby wouldn't have been born to suffer! I regret it now, why did I like you in the first place? Did I do something wrong, why should I like you, it’s fine if I don’t like you, it’s fine if we’re not together..."

"Xin Gan, no, it's not wrong, you're not wrong, it's not your fault! It's me, it's my uselessness, it's my inability to protect you in the first place, it's because I've been busy with my career and ignored you, It's my fault! Can you hit me? Hmm? Hit me, don't bite your fingers, don't hurt yourself..."

I'm in a daze, Qin Yuan, why do you speak with a crying voice?Are you sad?

click.

I heard the sound, and quickly wiped my eyes with my sleeve.

The door of the shower room was opened, and Qin Yuan put on the gray casual clothes sent by others temporarily.

I moved my body twice, leaving half of the seat open, and waited for Qin Yuan to lie down and rest.

Since I promised him to sleep with him, there is no reason to be hypocritical, besides, I have already remembered those bad things in the past, and I personally experienced the feeling of getting out of the "place" in my dream, and lying with him again, my heart is as still as water.

Who knew that Qin Yuan ignored me, went straight to the sofa in the suite, boiled a pot of water, picked up the instant coffee on the coffee table and shook it.

Can he survive?

"Qin Yuan, what are you doing? Why didn't you listen to me when I told you to come and rest? Let's see for yourself what your eye circles look like." I snuggled under the quilt and shouted at him, "You have to mess with me as soon as I wake up. Angry?"

"Okay, don't be angry, I'll go there now."

Qin Yuan hurriedly put the coffee bag back on the coffee table, returned to the bed, and laid down on the bed carefully.

I was a little over 1.7 meters tall and the bed was too big to lie on. I thought it would be just right for him to lie on, but Qin Yuan was nearly 1.9 meters tall, and it was a bit crowded to lie on.Hey, let's just do it.

I moved my arms uncomfortably, and Qin Yuan did the same, and the atmosphere was suddenly extremely awkward.

Who can sleep in such an atmosphere?

I lay stiffly on the bed, always feeling that there was something missing between me and Qin Yuan, it was something that made us get along so unnaturally.

"By the way, where is Bao-manman?"

I finally came to my senses and thought of my poor precious son.

yes!I'm full!My little piggy who has gone through hardships and can still eat and dance happily!

I felt sad for no reason.Hey, it seems that the last second I was holding Baby Xin and running away from the gravel in the strong earthquake, and the next second, he has grown from that little baby who always loves to hiccup to five and a half years old in a blink of an eye. The older child in the kindergarten middle class.

Fortunately, fortunately, I have already remembered everything, from my pregnancy to childbirth, every day with him in Italy, and the happy time when I returned home when I was in good spirits and played with him.

I am so pitiful, I will never be separated from him again in the future.

"Manman woke up two days after he was rescued, but he was still hospitalized for observation in the children's area. The nanny watched him every day. He was probably watching cartoons at this point. You can rest at ease. I will bring him over later for you to watch. Look at him, okay?"

When Qin Yuan talked about his son, he was very tender. He turned sideways, hugged me tightly, and kissed my forehead.

Feeling the temperature of my forehead, I thought to myself, no wonder Qin Yuan loves Qin Manxin so much, if I had a lost and found baby son descended from the sky, I would try my best to give him the best in the world.

"What about you? Are you injured? What happened at that time, I clearly heard—" I looked back at him nervously, and asked anxiously.

At the moment when I fell into the water, I clearly heard the gunshots. Qin Yuan’s eyes that looked at death as if he was at home still appeared in front of my eyes, and his decisive words still echoed in my ears. before bed.

I was glad in my heart that the moment Liang Ranchuan pulled the trigger and pressed the rope control button, I really thought our family of three was going to hell together.

The author says:

Although Xin Gan is 29 now, but his personality is still biased towards the 17-year-old him, which is very good, Mr. Qin picked up a little treasure.