my heart is safe

Lu Ancheng looked at Cheng Qianyang in surprise.

"I tell my parents every year that I didn't catch up with An An again this year, and I hope they can bless me with a successful relationship." Cheng Qianyang looked back at him, knelt down and wiped the photo on the tombstone, and said with a smile, "Mom and Dad, I've been successful this year."

Lu Ancheng also squatted down, after thinking for a while, he quietly reached out and hooked Cheng Qianyang's arm, and cleared his throat: "Well, Aunt Cheng, and—" He paused, his mind was dazed, he was broken, and he After living for more than twenty years, I didn't know what Cheng Qianyang's father's name was, so I quickly glanced at the words on the tombstone.

"—Uncle Cheng...?"

Lu Ancheng shook Cheng Qianyang: "Hey, why didn't your father write his original name?"

"Because his Chinese name was given by my mother. When they were dating, he told my mother that he would engrave his Chinese name on the tombstone a hundred years later, so that he would completely belong to my mother. At that time, he just Chasing people."

"My God, it's so romantic."

Lu Ancheng was a little moved.

"No wonder you always say things that make people feel tears and thoughts. It turns out that they are all genetics. The Western genes in your body really don't only work on your appearance."

Cheng Qianyang tilted his head, squinted his eyes and asked, "Oh? What did I say that moved you so much?" He leaned over and bit his ear, "I'll talk more about it in bed from now on."

Lu Ancheng blushed, and was about to swear, and swallowed the tombstone in front of him—this was in front of Cheng Qianyang's parents, so he had to pay attention to his image.

"Cough, I haven't finished talking yet, so don't affect me." He coughed twice, and then said, "Aunt Cheng, Uncle Cheng, hello, I'm Lu Ancheng, you should be familiar with me, Cheng Qianyang You must always talk about me, he is so annoying, don't blame him."

"An'an, how about saying something nice?" Cheng Qianyang couldn't help chuckling.

"Seriously! Let me introduce myself!" Lu Ancheng gave him a sideways glance before continuing, "I am, your son, Cheng Qianyang's neighbor, classmate, Fa Xiao, and... lover."

Lu Ancheng took a deep breath: "I'm sorry, I made him chase him so hard for so many years before agreeing to him. If you know it, you must be very anxious for him. It's because I can't recognize my own heart, wasting each other for so many years... ..."

A pair of hands lightly put on his, and held tightly.

Lu Ancheng still couldn't hold back, turned around and hugged Cheng Qianyang suddenly: "You really scared me to death."

Cheng Qianyang knew what Lu Ancheng was talking about, and opened his arms to wrap him tightly in his arms.

"Well, sorry."

"Why didn't you tell me? I haven't had a good night's sleep since I found out, and I'm so scared that you killed me!" Lu Ancheng slapped Cheng Qianyang on the back, "Apologize !"

"Really? I'm sorry." Cheng Qianyang said repeatedly, but his heart was so warm that he kissed his ear lightly, "An'an, I'm so happy that you care about me so much."

"Are you still happy? Huh?" Lu Ancheng pushed him away angrily, "You don't know how much I regret. I've been thinking about it every day, why didn't I ask you clearly when I just returned to China? I'm being sloppy and I'm totally blind. Why didn't I ask where those people came from when something happened to Italy?"

Lu Ancheng's eyes turned red.

"When did you start planning? Shouldn't I have asked you carefully when I watched you crawl out of the edge of the farm in Florida?"

"You make me regret day and night, regretting that I didn't know earlier and help you earlier."

Lu Ancheng's heartfelt words made him feel comfortable, but Cheng Qianyang's heart ached so badly, he hugged him back without thinking too much, hugging his head and coaxing him.

"You don't have to think like this. Really, I have thought about doing this for a long time. If you ask me when exactly, I can't tell myself. Maybe I know my parents after I finished the exam. After being killed by someone, I had this idea in my heart."

Lu Ancheng still didn't recover, leaned on Cheng Qianyang with red eyes, sniffed his nose and acted like a spoiled child, just like what Cheng Qianyang liked to do to him the most.

"But if you tell me, we can face it together, which is much better than me being kept in the dark."

Cheng Qianyang shook his head: "No, I said that I want you to be carefree. If Lu Ancheng becomes not like Lu Ancheng because of my affairs, I will blame myself for the rest of my life."

Lu Ancheng gritted his teeth angrily: "Then blame yourself for the rest of your life! Ever since I was really with you, I am no longer like me!"

Cheng Qianyang actually laughed softly: "You are talking about good changes, which I am happy to see."

Lu Ancheng stopped talking, and the two of them hugged each other like this. After an unknown amount of time, he spoke slowly, obviously calming down a lot: "Okay, explain the matter to me quickly, I know you want to tell me who you are. For your parents, you brought me here specially."

He took a deep breath and asked, "What did you just say? When did you know about your parents...?"

Cheng Qianyang embraced his lover, looked into the distance, his eyes were full of inexplicable emotions: "Summer vacation after the high school entrance examination."

"So early?" Lu Ancheng asked in surprise, "Then why didn't you say it?"

Cheng Qianyang shook his head: "When I first found out, I was very panicked. I kept wondering if this secret was about to rot into my stomach. I kept it hidden for a year or two, and then I started to think about investigating it."

"One or two years later? Isn't that..." Lu Ancheng paused, "...Is it when I got angry with you and forced you to leave the country?"

"Forcing me to go abroad? An'an, I decided to go abroad considering my future plans. It happened that time gave us a chance to calm each other down, but it was definitely not the main reason." Cheng Qianyang whispered, "Don't think so ,Um?"

"When I was in my third year and freshman year, I was miserable. I was angry and sad. I thought, why did you go out like this? You haven't apologized to me, and you haven't given me a chance to reconcile with you. You just like this Going out, it seems like I forced you out." Lu Ancheng was extremely wronged, "Then why did you decide then?"

"Because a person said something to me before he died of illness."

Lu Ancheng realized that Cheng Qianyang had finally started talking about something serious, so he gently pushed him away, and met his eyes.

"Is it someone I also know?"

"Yes." Cheng Qianyang nodded.

Lu Ancheng frowned, looked at him with a complicated expression, and asked tentatively, "...is it Uncle Bai?"

"Well. He was finally willing to tell me before his cancer passed away. From the time I overheard the conversation between him and Aunt Zheng until he realized that he was dying and didn't want to go away with regret, he was willing to talk about it. Tell me. If it wasn't for that illness, I guess Uncle Bai would never have told me about it in his life."

Cheng Qianyang laughed mockingly.

Lu Ancheng swallowed, he desperately wanted Cheng Qianyang to tell him everything, and he was ready.

"23 years ago, my parents went to North Africa with the army to report on the armed coup in country K. As a result, they encountered an extremist organization that bombed civilian areas for no reason."

Cheng Qianyang opened his mouth and slowly told a piece of the past.This incident seemed to be so small that a paragraph was enough to sum it up, but every word Cheng Qianyang said made Lu Ancheng's heart skip a beat.

"My parents and two other reporters witnessed the process of the extremist organization's violence against the people, and decided to sneak into the enemy's undercover to record the crime. They had enough opportunities to evacuate, but they were betrayed because one of the reporters was not determined. The reporter took the initiative to disclose the whereabouts of my parents and another reporter to the extremist organization, and handed over part of the collected information in exchange for saving his own life. In the end, my parents and another reporter died together Under the guns of extremist organizations."

Cheng Qianyang was still calm when he narrated this past event, as if what he was about to talk about was not the death of his parents, but a trivial matter that happened once and was not worth mentioning.

Lu Ancheng was trembling uncontrollably, his whole body was cold, as if he felt the same way.

He opened his arms again and hugged Cheng Qianyang.

"Stop talking..." Lu Ancheng's voice trembled a little, "Aren't you uncomfortable?"

Cheng Qianyang patted him on the back lightly: "I have already accepted it. After so many years, it is much better to talk about now." After speaking, Cheng Qianyang stretched out his hand in front of Lu Ancheng again, held his face in his arms, and put his hand down. Kiss: "Especially talking about it with you, I'm especially calm now."

Lu Ancheng looked into the other's eyes, and kissed back.

"Why did Uncle Bai tell you before he left?"

"Because he had a disturbed conscience. The army had the opportunity to send people to the rescue, but in order to minimize the risk, they gave up this opportunity and gave up three journalists who did not consider the overall situation for the so-called 'justice', and after their death They claimed that they died in the bombing of the coup." Cheng Qianyang couldn't help clenching his fists.

"Look, it's ridiculous. My parents spent their whole lives chasing the truth, but their lives were summarily ended with untrue reasons, and their killers got away with it for more than 20 years."

The body in Lu Ancheng's arms finally couldn't help trembling, he heard Cheng Qianyang's tone of voice changed, it was blunt and mean.

"An'an, do you know? No, you definitely don't know. You don't know how much I wanted to kill that man to avenge my parents, but I couldn't. I stood in front of Uncle Bai's sick bed and listened to him regret and blame himself Speaking of these things, I didn't feel angry or painful at all." Cheng Qianyang sneered, "I actually wanted to reach out and turn off his oxygen to make him walk faster."

Lu Ancheng was startled, squeezed his hand, trying to calm him down: "Cheng Qianyang!"

"But I know I can't do this. I want to go to that person's side. I want to find enough evidence, not just evidence to kill my parents, but enough evidence to hammer him to hell. Fortunately, he has been smuggling drugs and trafficking women and children all these years He has done all kinds of bad things, and any piece of evidence in my hand is enough to shoot him directly."

Fortunately, Cheng Qianyang quickly recovered his previous composure.

"You want to know who this person is, right?"

Lu Ancheng nodded.

Cheng Qianyang reached out to straighten Lu Ancheng's clothes.

"You still want to continue helping me, right?" He smiled, "I know you won't listen if you are not allowed now."

Lu Ancheng's eyes lit up: "Really?"

He took a step forward and grabbed Cheng Qianyang's collar: "You are not allowed to go back on your word, I have made up my mind, I will continue to do it no matter how dangerous it is."

"Okay, I promise I won't go back on my word."

Cheng Qianyang kissed him tenderly.

"I swear to my parents, we're all going to be safe."

"Now you have to listen carefully and listen to me tell you what to do."

Lu Ancheng saw Frost in his eyes.