my heart is safe

Lu Ancheng wanted to find a suitable opportunity to call Cheng Qianyang out and ask what happened in Italy.But Mr. Cheng was in high spirits all night, suppressing the juniors in the courtyard to chatter, and pouring Niansheng a big glass of white wine.At least Lu Ancheng persuaded him, saying that the third child would have class tomorrow and could not drink anymore, so Mr. Cheng gave up.

It is said that it is a gathering of everyone, but in fact only those few people can come.Boss Lu is in the army, Zhou Jiayou is also unable to come out because of the preparations for the new drama, Shen Boyu has a knife to kill, not to mention Wang Yiliang, a good people's policeman who is full of energy 24 hours a day.So this reunion dinner to wash Cheng Qianyang's dust became extremely deserted, and Lu Laosan, who made up the number, didn't forget to do his homework during the meal, which was really inhumane.Only the bickering scene between Lu Ancheng and Zhou Jiafei still has a trace of warmth.

Cheng Qianyang sighed while serving Lu Ancheng vegetables.

Zhou Jiafei answered the phone call from his brother at the table. It was probably something like casting a script. Mr. Cheng was interested. Seeing that the old man was happy, Jiafei started chatting, and even wentssip about any female star before and after joining the group. I told the old man.

Lu Ancheng saw that this was a good opportunity to talk to Cheng Qianyang, so he grabbed Lu Niansheng's neck and smiled at Cheng Lao: "Grandpa, this kid is getting drunk, I'll take him back."

Cheng Lao also laughed: "With such a small distance, Ah Shengdian can go back, so does his second brother need to send it in person?"

Lu Niansheng felt the arms behind his neck tightened. He didn't know what the second brother was paying attention to, so he could only go along with it silly: "Grandpa, I'm so drunk, I'm afraid I'll hit a tree later, and I'll be stupid. What about my monthly exam?"

Only then did Mr. Cheng realize that Lu Laosan was still a student taking the exam, and if he couldn't delay his studies, he agreed to Lu Ancheng to send him back, and he wanted Ancheng to send him back as soon as possible.Lu Ancheng complied, tucking his younger brother's head under his arm, and gave Cheng Qianyang a look while walking towards the door.Cheng Qianyang was enlightened, and after waiting for the other party to leave the door for 5 minutes, he took the opportunity to go out as well.Fortunately, Zhou Jiafei and Mr. Cheng were chatting happily.

Lu Ancheng abducted the man out, and then pushed his younger brother: "Okay, where should I go? Cheng Qianyang and I have something to talk about." Lu Niansheng had to talk behind his back when he wanted to, so sneaky, but I didn't dare to say it, so I had to go back by myself.

Lu Ancheng looked at the lonely back of the third child, feeling sad for a while.The youngest son of the Lu family is the hero who lowered the average age of their generation, but he is really too young for everyone. He has been timid and afraid of getting into trouble since he was a child, and he is not able to integrate into the group. He has been on the edge for a long time. Lu Ancheng and his elder brother both know that of.But why don't everyone spoil him?Maybe he wasn't born to act like a baby.

Fortunately, Bai Yan, who was even younger than him, lived in the courtyard later, so the youngest Lu didn't have to be the youngest anymore.

"An An."

Cheng Qianyang came, he touched Lu Ancheng's shoulder from behind, Lu Ancheng patted it away in disgust: "Did I tell you not to call me that in the courtyard?"

"No one else."

"I can't do it without anyone else." Lu Ancheng straightened his face, "Speak the business. What is the origin of those people?"

Cheng Qianyang paused, and lowered his eyes leisurely.The compound was still so quiet at night, as dusk faded and his playmates returned home, Cheng Qianyang could still feel at ease in such an atmosphere.He suddenly laughed out loud.

This is Cheng Qianyang, who is both familiar and unfamiliar to Lu Ancheng. The same smile brings out a different taste, which Lu Ancheng has never felt before, but he knows it is definitely not a sign of rising emotions.He frowned.

"I—" Cheng Qianyang leaned over and leaned on the other's shoulder, "Maybe I found the person who killed my parents."

Lu Ancheng was startled, but considering that such speculation has been going on for many years, it is not unreasonable: "Aren't your parents...?"

"Really not." Cheng Qianyang affirmed, "This matter has blocked me for so many years, I must find out."

Lu Ancheng was silent for a while: "Don't go into the tiger's den alone, I don't have enough manpower to let me borrow it, the ones in my shop—"

"No!" Cheng Qianyang interrupted him, with a rare serious tone, "I know you are secretly helping me for my own good, but the people behind this time...you have nothing to do with it."

"The Lu family doesn't care about you if you're involved in gangsters, but after all, the Lu family is still on the white road. Your elder brother is in the army. This matter is too dangerous, and I can't let you take care of it."

Lu Ancheng twitched the corners of his mouth: "Our Lu family is important, but your Cheng family is not? Your grandfather sent black hair for nothing back then, and you plan to let him experience the pain of losing his flesh and blood?"

"I won't. When I thought about the fact that there are so many people I love and love me in this world, I never thought about the word 'death'." Cheng Qianyang said firmly, and he looked up at Lu Ancheng with tenderness in his eyes.

"But you know how stubborn I am. I want to live a stable life and pursue the truth."

Lu Ancheng rolled his eyes.

He naturally knew how stubborn Cheng Qianyang was.

If Cheng Qianyang hadn't been stubborn, he wouldn't have insisted on maintaining such a relationship and trying to force himself to change knowing that he couldn't accept him.

Everyone said he was the most persistent, gentle and best-tempered.

Only Lu Ancheng knew what a stubborn beast was hiding in his heart.

He wants to tear his enemies apart, and he wants to tear his prey apart.

The pain hit my heart again.

Lu Ancheng shook his head, trying not to let himself think about these stupid things.The more he thought about it, the more annoyed he became, no matter what, Cheng Qianyang was his own child, no matter how he treated him, as long as he might be in danger, he couldn't just sit back and watch.

This way of ignoring the wound and caring about the other party made him very angry.

"If you fucking want to die, go to die. If you die, I'll help you take care of him." Lu Ancheng anxiously took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one, lit it, and cursed vaguely, "It seems I owe you my last life."

He walked back while cursing, and after walking about ten meters, he suddenly remembered that Mr. Cheng would definitely nudge him when he saw him, so he clicked his tongue and turned back.

Cheng Qianyang was still standing there, he left Lu Ancheng a beautiful silhouette, with a bright moon above his head, and not far away stood the vicissitudes of old Guohuai tree.

Like an eternal painting.

The person in the painting looked calm, not knowing what he was thinking about.

Cheng Qianyang heard Lu Ancheng's footsteps turning back, and slowly broke out of his thoughts.He looked at the other party and smiled: "You are wrong, I owe you what I owe, and I am ready to pay you back in my next life."

"Are you okay?" Lu Ancheng exhaled.

"I mean it."

"Okay, I'm also serious." Lu Ancheng pinched out his cigarette irritably, "If there is a next life, you must return to your parents, live a good life, live a good life, and we don't need to meet. We don't need to meet There are not so many things. Cheng Qianyang, I have thought about it countless times. If you hadn’t come to the compound, we would not have been able to go to the same elementary school, the same middle school, would it be possible not to go to the same high school? ? Didn’t go to the same high school, so they couldn’t go together during the summer vacation—damn it!”

Lu Ancheng suddenly saw Cheng Qianyang's darker and darker eyes, he suddenly realized that he was revealing his own wound, he stopped for a moment, and could only scratch his hair in regret.

I was speechless for a while, only feeling embarrassed.

"None of your assumptions will hold up."

He didn't dare to look at Cheng Qianyang, he just lowered his head, but Cheng Qianyang's calm tone still floated into his ears.

"We can't deny what happened, and we can't escape. An'an, I did something wrong that day, but I never wanted to escape. I thought our relationship was enough to have a good chat-but you have been running away .What I am most proud of is our 20-year-old bamboo horse friendship, which is stronger than anything else, and I will not allow anyone to deny it. Don't you think the same way?"

Don't you think so too?

You agree with this friendship from the bottom of your heart, immerse yourself in this relationship to enjoy the warmth, and are afraid of cracks.And I stood up and shattered your illusions, so you ran away in a panic, dodging endlessly.

"What did you do in the time I gave you?"

"You're the most running coward I've ever met."

"..."

Lu Ancheng was silent.

He lowered his head, Cheng Qianyang couldn't see his face clearly, but he was not in a hurry, and he was not worried that the words were too serious.

They know each other too well.

Lu Ancheng finally raised his head. He looked directly at Cheng Qianyang. There was no anger or shame on his face. Instead, he was proudly filled with sarcasm: "Oh, the time you gave me? So you gave me time?"

"Are you forcing me to take the time to accept it? It's too bad that I've slept with a hundred girls in the time you called me." He sneered, "I don't want to waste my time with a rapist .”

Then he walked away without looking back.This time, instead of walking back to Cheng's house, he turned around and went back to Lu's house.

Cheng Qianyang pursed his lips tightly, his face turned pale, he wondered if it was blown by the wind.He pulled the hood over his sweater to cover his messy hair, and sighed deeply.To be honest, after so many years, he still has a grudge against these three words, although everything is his own fault.

If time can go back to that summer 11 years ago.

No, you can't.

Time can only move forward, and so can they.

If not that summer, they will tear up this relationship on another day.

He is paranoid.

"Hey, if I would study more and improve my skills, and take care of people, maybe it would save a lot of trouble." Cheng Qianyang looked at the Lu family's house, stared at the window of Lu Ancheng for a while, and then walked back. The Cheng family.

"Good night."

Another unhappiness broke up, Lu Ancheng entered the house with a stern face, and did not forget to slam the door.When Lu Niansheng heard the commotion, he hurried to the stairs to look. He was so frightened that he thought someone was coming to demolish the house.

"Second brother, are you back?" He asked cautiously, "You and Brother Cheng finished chatting so quickly?"

It really is a pot that cannot be opened without mentioning.

Lu Ancheng scolded: "None of your business, go back to your room and do your homework. Don't bother me!" Lu Niansheng was so wronged. He didn't know where his irritable brother made a mistake, so he could only say "oh". Back to the room.

Lu Ancheng threw himself on the sofa and buried himself in the pillow.

He found that although Cheng Qianyang was humiliated, he didn't feel any better.

Everything he does now is to slash Cheng Qianyang's flesh while stabbing himself in the heart, the gain outweighs the loss.