I don't want to play anymore

Gu Jingyuan stared at him blankly, blushing a little.

Being drunk made his reaction a bit slower than usual, Kankan realized that he was too close to Long Yanzhao now, he struggled to get up again.

But Long Yanzhao was already prepared and hugged him tighter.

"A Yuan, don't move, don't talk, listen to me."

Clutching the waist of the man in his arms tightly, Long Yanzhao licked his dry lips: "Yang Jin is not someone who cannot be mentioned. I just want to say... If you miss him, you think of him, no matter what Anything, you can tell me."

"Don't be alone."

Even the drunk Long Yanzhao couldn't control himself, talking nonsense.

He naturally cared about the relationship between Gu Jingyuan and Yang Jin.

Special care.

Caring so much that I'm going crazy!

If possible, he would never want to mention the name again.

At least not in front of Gu Jingyuan.

He was afraid that if he mentioned it too much, the impression would be deepened, and the name would be more and more engraved in Gu Jingyuan's heart.

……

But every time he saw Gu Jingyuan's dazed expression, he would feel distressed again.

...I feel very distressed.

He had already thought about it and made up his mind.

If Gu Jingyuan had any doubts, he would dig them out one by one and expose them to the sun until they all disappeared.

"A Yuan is a person who likes to hide everything in his heart." He tightened the waist of the other party, and deeply smelled the fragrance of saponins on the other party's body.

Some nonsense, but very sincere.

Long Yanzhao said: "But the scars will fester and turn into sores if you cover them in your heart. I want you to speak out. I want to hear all the things that are hidden in your heart."

"A Yuan, are you willing to trust me once?"

"emperor."

Gu Jingyuan didn't move again, as if he was tired.

He didn't say whether he believed it or not, but answered Long Yanzhao's first question.

He said: "There is really nothing between me and Yang Jin."

Long Yanzhao: "!"

Before Long Yanzhao could react and feel happy about it, Gu Jingyuan said softly, "You probably don't know that Yang Jin values ​​you more than anything else."

"..."

Gu Jingyuan's voice was so calm that there was no ups and downs.

It was like simply stating what he saw and felt.

He never thought of hiding the matter between him and Yang Jin.I didn't say it before, but I didn't have the courage to mention it.

Now that Long Yanzhao wanted to hear it, he didn't care, he just said it.

...Since fulfilling his wish and leaving the capital, Yang Jin is no longer a knot in his heart that he can't get rid of.

He still didn't want to mention those things.

But even if it is mentioned, it seems to be nothing.

It's just ashamed that Gu Jingyuan actually doesn't know Yang Jin very well.

The other party is a person who shows neither emotions nor anger.

During that time, I was trapped in a strange circle again, and I didn't have any special perception of the outside world.

He just remembered that the other party dug him out of the abyss, took him to the Western Regions to seek medicine, and when he came back, he was covered in bruises.

There are more details of life - Yang Jin will often mention a person.

mentioned too often.

It was so frequent that it was completely out of line with his usual taciturnity.

And Gu Jingyuan heard a lot, so he naturally remembered it.

Does he have feelings for Yang Jin?

There must be.

But does he like him?

Maybe like it, maybe not.

When Yang Jin got along with him, he always kept a linear distance.

He is nice to him sometimes, but once the line is about to cross the line, the other party will immediately back away.

At that time, Gu Jingyuan didn't know what liking was.

He only knew that Yang Jin saved him, treated him well, and tried his best to find medicine for him and heal his leg injury...

The other party is the only one who doesn't need him to pay, but will treat him well, and will not abandon and betray him.

So he has to treat him well and repay him.I even began to feel that even if I stayed with the other party forever, it would be good to live like this.

It's just that when he finally healed and could repay him, that person... was gone.

……

Even though it has improved a lot, Gu Jingyuan can't keep calm every time he thinks about it.

He will feel very tired.

So I stopped struggling and just slumped there powerlessly.

... He will always remember that before Yang Jin went to the battlefield that day, he wanted to tell the other party these things.

If you want to say thank you to him, if you want to say that you want to stay by his side forever.

But at that time, Beirong soldiers came to make a surprise attack. Before he could say anything, Yang Jin put on his armor and went into battle.

Before leaving, the other party said to himself with a smile: "If you have anything to say, wait until I come back."

……

Never came back after that.

Gu Jingyuan will always remember the three days and three nights when he took Yang Jin to find the miracle doctor, how the other person's breath disappeared from his ears little by little, and how his heart became cold little by little following the other person's body temperature.

He never believed in fate before.

I never believed that the experience of extreme yin would bring bad luck.

But that time, he really believed it a little bit.

... If it wasn't for my own reasons, then a small battle... How could Yang Jin be gone?

Gu Jingyuan's body trembled even more violently. After he finished describing all this, his bright eyes opened, and he looked at Long Yanzhao seriously: "So look, Your Majesty, I am an ominous person."

"No... Ah Yuan is not." After hearing this, Long Yanzhao immediately denied, "Don't say that!..."

"I don't believe it either." Gu Jingyuan murmured softly.

The past is in his mind, he can always think of his father, queen, including his brothers, and those soldiers... They pointed at him, and all said he was a disaster, he was an unknown scene.

After all these years, those images are still clearly visible.

But even so, despite what everyone is saying, even though they torture him day and night, damage his body, and wear down his will, Gu Jingyuan just doesn't believe it.

He never gave up.

It's just that Yang Jin...

He was really scared.

"But why does the emperor take the risk of being with someone like me?"

He looked at Long Yanzhao seriously, blinking his eyes, brighter than the stars scattered in the dark night.

Gu Jingyuan said very seriously: "The world is so vast, one day, the emperor will meet a truly innocent person. Not like me, who has hurt you, and may continue to implicate you in the future..."

"No! That's not the case, Ah Yuan..." Long Yanzhao couldn't listen anymore, and interrupted his words with excitement.

it's not like that.

Not at all!

Yang Jin was overwhelmed to death by Gu Jingyuan!

He is clearly... clearly is...

Although Yang Jin is only a few years older than him, Long Yanzhao has been practicing martial arts with him since he was a child, and the other party is regarded as half of his martial arts master.

Long Yanzhao knew Yang Jin, just as Yang Jin knew him.

He had been thinking about how Yang Jin, who was so superb in martial arts, would suddenly die in a small battle...

But now, he understands.

——With Yang Jin's upright and upright character, if he conceals one thing left and right, and obstructs it in front of the princess he is loyal to, he will indeed have trouble getting over the hurdle in his heart.

...Maybe no one killed him.

It's just that he doesn't want to live.

……

But how should I explain it to Gu Jingyuan? !

...How should I explain to Ah Yuan that the reason why Yang Jin keeps mentioning me in front of you is most likely just because he feels guilty.

He neither told his master Shang Cheng Qi's situation, nor told Cheng Qi, the master has always been thinking about him...

Maybe I didn't know it at first.

According to Yingba, Ah Yuan took the initiative to tell his identity after a long time.

But later...the reason why Yang Jin kept Gu Jingyuan from mentioning the matter of his emperor...maybe it was because he didn't find a chance to explain it, or maybe it was because he was worried that Gu Jingyuan would do something that would affect him at that time.

Or maybe...

At that time, he already had the boy named Cheng Qi in his heart.

——The boy he likes is always by his side, and he watched with his own eyes that the boy's gaze gradually changed from lifeless to radiant, shining like stars.

I saw with my own eyes that the way the boy looked at me changed day by day.

But, the young man is the one whom his master misses...

…………

Long Yanzhao didn't dare to imagine what he would do if he became Yang Jin.

...Maybe he didn't even think about dying.

It's just that being condemned by conscience day and night, and facing dilemmas from time to time, Yang Jin was distracted on the battlefield...

These are no longer verifiable.

It doesn't seem to matter anymore.

Long Yanzhao closed his eyes fiercely, trying to calm himself down.

...The most important thing now is how should he tell Gu Jingyuan that Yang Jin was actually killed by such day and night suffering? !

Ah Yuan...doesn't even know that Yang Jin was sent by me...

Long Yanzhao's eyes turned red instantly.

After all kinds of entanglement, he simply got up by himself, and hugged Gu Jingyuan again.

"Your Majesty?!" The body suddenly flew into the air, and Gu Jingyuan called out to him in shock.

"If that's the case, then I really want to see how Ah Yuan will overcome me."

As Long Yanzhao said, he was already holding him and walking towards the cabin.

The interior of a large cruise ship is also very spacious. In order to provide the owner with ample space for entertainment, there is also a large bed in the spacious cabin.

The dark fragrance is floating, and the light gauze is lingering.

In order to facilitate the use of distinguished guests, the pillows and bedding of the bed are all brand new.

Long Yanzhao put Gu Jingyuan on the soft bed.

With his body next to the bed, Gu Jingyuan immediately sat up.

Just now, Long Yanzhao's series of actions caused his hair to mess up, and it was scattered on his shoulders. Gu Jingyuan said: "Your Majesty, you...how can you..."

"How can I be so irrational?" Long Yanzhao showed a smirk, and helped him say what he wanted to say.

At the same time, he had already reached out and took off his coat.

He leaned down, propped his hands on the bed, around Gu Jingyuan, and squeezed him into a corner of the bed.

He said: "Ah Yuan is an extremely yin body, that's just right, I am the lone star of Tiansha."

As he was talking, he actually laughed again, "So Ah Yuan, you see, we are actually destined to be a couple."

Having said that, he was no longer satisfied and trapped Gu Jingyuan like this.

Long Yanzhao hugged him again.

The scorching smell of alcohol sprayed on the opponent's face, Long Yanzhao couldn't bear it any longer, and kissed the lips that made him miss him day and night.

……

Although the cabin space is large, there are no windows, and the air is very stuffy.

Perhaps because of the smell of alcohol emitted by the other party, Gu Jingyuan felt that he was drunk again.

He heard Long Yanzhao say quite solemnly: "I don't blame you for taking advantage of me, and I'm not afraid of you overcoming... If the reason is only these two points, I'm sorry, Mr. Gu still can't convince me."

When the other party said this, Gu Jingyuan only felt his belt loosen.

Before he recovered, Long Yanzhao's kiss had already fallen to...

Gu Jingyuan trembled violently.

"Well."

He let out a soft cry.

Long Yanzhao's voice sounded more and more fierce: "Also, when will Mr. Gu think about himself?! Why don't you think that without you, I would still be just a puppet under the control of the regent! Gu Jingyuan, do you know how much those people envy me, envy me for having you?!"

Gu Jingyuan: "..."

He pushed Long Yanzhao and tried to hide as far away from him as possible.But the opponent pushed him into a corner from the very beginning, so where could he hide?

The limbs were quickly entangled, and under the flickering indoor candlelight, Gu Jingyuan suddenly met Long Yanzhao's long and narrow eyes.

The other party stared at Lang Gu with eagle eyes, sharp as a knife.

"..."

The emperor didn't know when he had grown from a green boy to an iron-blooded heroic man.

All of a sudden, Long Yanzhao's breath subsided a little, and Gu Jingyuan saw the other party showing a somewhat wicked smirk.

Long Yanzhao held his narrow mouth, his voice full of temptation.

"As for whether it can be overcome or not, you will know if you try it? If I am still alive and kicking after today, then it must not be A Yuan's problem."

Gu Jingyuan: "..."

What absurdity is this?

Gu Jingyuan couldn't figure it out.

But just like his dull mind, Gu Jingyuan's whole body was weak and weak, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get rid of the entangled body of the other party.

Or maybe, he simply couldn't refuse Long Yanzhao.

Because it is too familiar.

I have done countless things, and they are all engraved in my memory, so familiar...

"Gu Jingyuan, look at me."

In the humid and hot cabin, Long Yanzhao's hoarse and intoxicating voice sounded again.

The Ninth Five Lord always has the ability to speak the most naive and straightforward love words in the world with the most unquestionable posture and tone in the world.

"Look at me, at least tonight, the person I want you to accept sincerely is me."

"If you don't try it, how do you know that there is no such thing as a curse?"

"If Ah Yuan is shy, then I will come first."

He leaned over and bowed his head, his hoarse voice was tinged with a chuckle and a hint of seduction.

Long Yanzhao said: "No matter who you are... Gu Jingyuan, I am happy with you."

The author has something to say: It should be the last part~ I have a bit of heatstroke today, the sun is not moving, continue tomorrow~