After dressing as the hero's wife

Because of what?

Because there is no trust between you and me, because neither of us can go back to the beginning, because our beginning was a mistake...

Ji Yuanchuan didn't turn around, turned his back to him and said: "There are so many reasons, Gu Changsheng, you should try to grow up, without me, you will live better, and I... the same.

I feel very comfortable now, I don't have to think about it, weigh it, let alone plan anything, I enjoy the current state very much.Gu Changsheng, you should come out too. "

This sentence hit Gu Changsheng far more than Ji Yuanchuan said that he had no other in his heart, his heart became cold inch by inch.

He always thought that the time they were together was the existence that could warm each other, but in fact it wasn't like that?

For the master, during that time, wasn't all that was left to the master happy?Was he also a burden to the Master?He didn't seem to have thought about it.

In other words, he has always refused to think deeply.

In fact, he should have found out a long time ago. He guarded under Qingming Mountain for a long time that day, but he didn't wait for the explanation from his master until the second uncle's people found him a month later.

At that time, he should understand that the master really doesn't want him anymore.

But...it turns out that the master has also planned for their future, but...everything is gone, he has nothing now.

Gu Changsheng couldn't help but feel confused. If Master no longer needs him, is there any point in his efforts?The motivation he has been insisting on is that one day he can protect his master, one day he can stand beside his master openly, and he can call his name unscrupulously...

But if all of these are gone, what is the need for him to exist?Could it be to become the master of the second uncle's mouth?Is it to become the existence of the glorious ancestors in the mother's mouth?Or was it to avenge his aunt?

No, none of this meant anything to him. All he wanted from the beginning to the end... was to be able to stand beside that person...

However, he lost it...

If he hadn't been so impulsive that day, if he hadn't seen it, if he had quietly retreated, if he hadn't said those unfeeling words, if he hadn't hurt him...

Will everything be different?

At no point did Gu Changsheng realize so clearly that he really lost his most important thing.

The convoy went farther and farther until it could no longer be seen. Gu Changsheng felt that he didn't even have the strength to stand up. He collapsed on the ground, his mind was in a mess.

After an unknown amount of time, the rain poured down, and the raindrops hit Gu Changsheng's face and body, but he didn't seem to feel it at all.

He huddled in the muddy water without moving, except for one horse that never left.

He seemed to be thinking of the scene of that day again, even though he kept refusing to think about it, the images of that day kept filling his mind.

Next to the disheveled wife lay a woman with a white complexion and no trace of a thread...

That woman's skin was so white, dazzlingly white, and there were ambiguous red marks on her body, which only made him feel even more disgusted...

Sometimes, he would feel that he was right, he just shouldn't be so impulsive, if he was more tactful, things might be different...

He kept thinking about why he and his wife had come to this point...

It seems that from the day he left...

At that time, the master made an agreement with him that there would be a letter every day, and he kept this promise, but later the letter from the master changed from one letter per day to one letter every month.

Moreover, most of the things mentioned in the letter were related to business, and he complained that the business was not easy to do because of fierce competition and sometimes deficits, and he was afraid that he would blame him.

But how could he blame it? Money is the most useless thing. If it's gone, it's gone.

So he wrote a letter to comfort him, but then he never received a letter.

He sent someone to investigate, but the result was that the master was in love with the Qin Lou Chu Pavilion and had no time to write to him.

He naturally didn't believe it, and decided to go back and see for himself.

Just after leaving the battlefield, the bloody smell on his body was still not clear, and after half a month of trekking through mountains and rivers, he finally rushed to the side of his master without stopping, but what he saw was the cruelest scene.

He remembered the Master's oath to him!

"If I betray you, you can kill me..."

OK, then I'll kill you...

What did the master want to say to him at that time... What did he say?He no longer remembers.

He resented his master's ruthlessness for a while, so he should have made up his mind to kill the master with a sword; at the same time, he was annoyed at his own impulsiveness, if he hadn't done that at that time, wouldn't it be different?

Extremely contradictory, he decided not to think about anything and put everything in his heart.

Until one day, he saw the Qianjinding made by his master, and his thoughts like a tide eroded him in an instant. He really wanted to see his master again, but only once.

But when he really saw someone, he realized that what he wanted was not just a simple glance from a distance, but what he wanted even more was to have his wife by his side.

Just like before.

However, all this is impossible now...

What did the master say that day?Why can't he remember clearly...

The rain was getting weaker and weaker. Gu Changsheng closed his eyes and tried hard to recall, but all he could remember was the opening and closing of his master's mouth, but he didn't hear any sound...

What did the master say, what exactly did he say, would it be different if he had heard it at the time?

Gu Changsheng's body was trembling, and his ten fingers scratched unconsciously on the muddy ground until his fingernails were opened, revealing bright red flesh and blood, but it was soon stained black by the muddy water...

What did the master say, what did he say?

Gu Changsheng's ten fingers dug deep into the mud, but he didn't feel the sharp pain coming from his fingertips even though he was numb...

At this time, the divine horse who had been accompanying him suddenly raised his head to the sky and roared...

Gu Changsheng was startled by the sound of the horse's cry, and he was stunned for a long time, then he suddenly smirked...

He remembered, he remembered.He remembered everything the Master said at that time.

At that time, the master wanted to explain, and he must have something to say to himself.

Those words must be very important, as long as he listens, everything will turn around.

Gu Changsheng seemed to have grasped the last straw in his life, his eyes burst into amazing light, and his tired body suddenly regained his strength. He quickly got on his horse and chased in the direction where the convoy left.

It's just that he forgot, time has passed and the situation has changed, those words are no longer important, even if he listens, nothing can be changed.

At least for Ji Yuanchuan, nothing can be changed.

……

The team that escaped a heavy rainstorm finally arrived at a small town before the second heavy rainstorm.

There are more livestock than people in this small town, so when they suddenly saw a convoy of hundreds of people, every household was frightened to close their doors and windows.

Ji Yuanchuan took people to knock on the door one by one, but no one came to answer, so he had no choice but to temporarily settle in front of a dilapidated house.

However, he still didn't give up. Seeing that the rain was getting lighter, he asked a few students to endorse at the gates of the town's residents, some in Xiaowan Mandarin, and some in Daqin Mandarin.

This trick was quite effective. After a while, the house with a big tree at the door opened the door.

An old man with a cane came out: "Are you scholars?"

It was Xiaowan Mandarin, maybe it was slow, but Ji Yuanchuan understood it, but he still didn't intend to speak, so he asked Li Boran, who speaks Xiaowan Mandarin very smoothly, to negotiate...

Not long after, the other dozens of households also opened their doors.

Xiaowan Kingdom is different from Daqin, only the nobles can read and practice calligraphy, and the common people will never be able to get in touch with these in their lifetime, so these people in front of them will attach great importance to their status as scholars.