Ah, it's better to die

If he could be reincarnated, Bai He decided to be an owl in his next life.

"Why?" The boss asked with a smile.

"Keep an eye on you." Bai He raised his feet and spread out the book irritably, "It's very late, can you finish the review quickly and let me go home?"

"Hehe, I don't appreciate your attitude."

"Ha ha."

Bought a large piece of bread downstairs in the community, Bai He rushed to the elevator while biting his dry dinner.

It's been a long time since I had a warm meal.Of course, because he made the owner angry.Entering the elevator, Bai He pressed the button on the No.14 floor.After he finished pressing, his finger scraped the button on the fifteenth floor.In fact, he could also run to the fifteenth floor now, and act out the scene of being malnourished and then fainting in front of Gu Qingrang.Lu Qingrang's tofu heart trembled, and he had something to eat again.

When he was distracted, he forgot to get out of the elevator on the fourteenth floor, and followed others to the rooftop.He blew on the cold wind irritably, then lit a cigarette.

The faint light of the cigarette butt flickered in the dark night, Bai He was in a trance for a moment, when did he start smoking?

Many people may not believe it, but he used to go to bed early and get up early, healthy and uplifting, he was simply a bright and beautiful man.

It's a pity that one day he understood that, whether it's happiness or misfortune, everything may disappear in an instant.

So what does it have to do with his addiction to smoking?

Bai He admired his jumping thinking again.

As soon as the wind blew, Bai He was shocked. "It's cold, let's go back quickly."

In order to meet Gu Qingrang by chance.He also deliberately went out on the twentieth floor, and then walked past the fifteenth floor on purpose.When he walked past the tenth time, he found that Gu Qingrang would not go out, so he thought it was cool, shook his head and went home.

Gu Qingrang deliberately walked past the fourteenth floor this morning, and as expected, he did not meet Bai He by chance.

There was no activity this morning, he sat at his desk for an hour, and he didn't see someone who often walked around by pouring water.

Lu Qingrang suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, and grabbed the sleeve of the person next to him, "Zheng Xiu, why didn't the director show up all morning."

"Do you have a manuscript for him to review?" Zheng Xiu asked.

"Yes!"

"He went to a meeting this morning and came back in the afternoon."

Only then did Gu Qing let out a sigh of relief.

"Yes, this is for you." He brought him a cup of coffee. "This is what the director asked me to send to everyone."

Lu Qingrang touched the cold coffee, "Thank you for passing it to me now."

"Oh, you're young now." Zheng Xiu, who was one year older than Gu Qingrang, complained, "I'm so busy that I forgot, haven't I?"

Just like that, in the afternoon, Gu Qingrang met Bai He.He stood downstairs with his boss, who squatted down to tease the stray cat by the door, looking very happy. "What a cute cat."

Bai He stood with his chest folded, not agreeing.

"Oh, it's really worrying whether you won't be able to eat enough and sleep well."

Bai He was aloof, and said calmly: "Wild cats won't die. Wild dogs won't die either. But people, maybe."

boss:"......"

Gu Qingrang: "..."

"You should get a dog to cultivate your love." The boss smiled.

Bai He: "If I can't raise myself, what kind of dog should I raise?"

Lin Rui decided to keep silent to this man.

Lu Qingrang touched the invisible black line on his head, although he returned to this difficult look, at least he was more energetic, and he didn't commit suicide every now and then.

However, apart from the necessary communication at work, the two of them didn't say anything else.It's like the time when he first came to practice, he silently watched a lazy hedgehog inhabiting the forest that belonged only to him.

When I was able to talk again, I was leaving get off work once, and the elevator was crowded with people.Lu Qing made this young man turn his head regretfully, and chose to wait for the next elevator.

But now it's the rush hour, and the two elevators are like this.When the fourth elevator came, Gu Qingrang gritted his teeth and squeezed in. "Excuse me."

"It doesn't matter."

Gu Qing was stunned for a moment, he looked up, just in time to see Bai He lowered his head, he grabbed his shoulders and pulled him inside.Gu Qing was stunned even more.

"Ding."

Bai He let go, "You stand too far outside, the elevator door can't close."

"Oh."

The elevator descended very fast, most people went out from the first floor, Bai He did not move, and neither did Gu Qingrang.Then the door to the first floor opened, and the rest of the people went out, Bai He didn't move, and neither did Gu Qingrang.

Bai He: "You also have a car parked on the second floor?"

Lu Qingrang: "No."

Baihe: "..."

Gu Qingrang took a deep breath, "I wonder if the director can kindly take me home by the way? I don't seem to have any change today, so I can't take the subway or bus."

Bai He: "..." Are you kidding, he has clearly seen that you have a subway bus card. "Can."

The two got into the car, and Gu Qingrang sat in the co-pilot, and after fastening his seat belt, he was speechless for a moment.Naturally, Bai He couldn't speak, so he drove the car well, and drove out of the garage smoothly.

"Actually, I plan to make chicken chops tonight." Gu Qingrang said suddenly.

Bai He: "Oh."

"What's for dinner, Director?"

Bai He felt sad for no reason, "Sha County."

Lu Qing raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and then managed to calm down again, "What about yesterday?"

Baihe felt that yesterday was today, "Lanzhou Ramen."

Gu Qingrang: "..." Their community said that they can't go anywhere upscale, but it's not near the pedestrian street. How did he find such a store?

"Want to eat together?" Lu Qingrang pretended to ask casually.

At this time, the red light came on, the car in front stopped abruptly while still some distance away, Bai He also had to brake abruptly, Lu Qing let his body lean forward, and was startled for no reason.

"Okay." Bai He's foot was still on the brake.

Lu Qingrang touched his heart, "Yes."

Bai He returned to the community and parked the car, followed Gu Qingrang to the elevator.He watched Lu Qingrang press the elevator on the No. 15th floor, then closed his eyes silently.

"Okay, let's change your shoes."

When he got to the house, Gu Qing asked him to take out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet.Bai He changed into silently, and then followed him in.

Not surprisingly, although Gu Qingrang lived alone as a man, the place was unbelievably clean and everything was neatly placed.Lu Qing asked Bai He to sit down, and took out a box of ice cream from the refrigerator to him, "Eat it first and wait for me, but I have to eat later, so don't eat all of it, eat half of it, and take the rest back. "

Bai He held the ice cream and sat on the sofa foolishly.

Lu Qingrang turned on the TV and put the remote beside him.

"I want to watch a movie."

Lu Qingrang quickly adjusted the cable TV for him.

Bai He: "..." To be honest, Gu Qingrang's old lady's personality is really terrible.

For dinner, Gu Qing asked to make black pepper chicken chops, and washed the fruits thoughtfully.

After drinking and eating, Bai He nestled on the sofa eating fruit and watching movies, feeling as if he had been raised in captivity.

At that time, he randomly clicked on a movie, which seemed to be a literary film.A good-looking man has been cheating on a little girl, and he makes a deal with her with stories, hoping that she will go get him some bad medicine and end his paralyzed body.

To change tomorrow, start today.

I know this kind of thing, but, but...

Bai He's body tilted, and his nose let out a steady breathing sound.

Lu Qingrang felt a heavy object fall on half of his body, he froze for a moment, then turned his head, Bai He was leaning on his shoulder, already asleep.

When Bai He woke up, he found that his whole body was sore, he sat up with his forehead pressed, and the quilt on his body slipped down. "Ah." He remembered, it was unbelievable that he fell asleep in someone else's house, it must be because the movie was too boring.

The bedroom door opened, and Gu Qingrang, who had just changed, threw him a new toothbrush and towel. "Take care of it, go take a shower and change clothes after breakfast."

"How about breakfast?"

"You must be an old man at home." Gu Qingrang sighed, "Go and brush your teeth!"

Holding the toothbrush and towel in his arms, Bai He obediently went into the bathroom.When he came out, Gu Qingrang was setting chopsticks on the table.Bai He stopped in his footsteps, not daring to step over for a moment.

"Not yet! Do you want to be late!"

Bai He: "You look like an old lady."

Gu Qingrang: "..."

Later, Gu Qingrang took Bai He's ride to work again.

The days are so routine and boring.

One night, a friend from the university came to this city and asked Gu Qingrang to play.Lu Qingrang readily went to the appointment.

The two clinked glasses in a quiet bar, talking about life after leaving school.When the conversation got interesting, my friend drank a large glass of wine in one gulp. "Drink! Didn't you like drinking the most before?"

Lu Qingrang patted him on the head, "I have to go to work tomorrow!"

"Really? What a pity." My friend was already drunk. "You used to be cute and drunk, but you were easy to get drunk. When you got drunk, you always made a lot of troubles. We will help you clean up."

Lu Qingrang refused to admit that his wine quality was poor, and slapped him again.

His friend was photographed in a hurry to urinate.

While waiting for his friend to go to the bathroom, Gu Qing asked him to drink the juice in silence.The lights in the bar were dark and psychedelic, a pedestrian was dizzy for a moment, and then bumped into him.

Gu Qingrang turned around.

"I'm sorry." The other party was taken aback.

Gu Qingrang was also taken aback.

The man in front of him was thin and small. Gu Qing asked him to see him a few times. He was Bai He's ex-boyfriend.

He obviously recognized Gu Qingrang, so he didn't leave immediately. "Is he... all right?"

Lu Qingrang held his glass of orange juice in the posture of holding a wine glass, "Fortunately, it's just that he committed suicide twice in the first three days, and then became depressed."

Zhou Que sat down beside him. "Although this is a bit heartless, it's not because of me that he wants to commit suicide and be decadent."

Lu Qingrang glanced at him sideways, of course it's none of your business to be decadent, but it's always your business to commit suicide. "But I'm curious about one thing." Gu Qingrang asked, "What exactly do you like about that man?"

Hearing this, Zhou Que took out his mobile phone without hesitation, opened the photo album, and transferred a photo for him to see.

There are three people in the photo, one is Zhou Que who is not so thin and younger, one is a beautiful woman with long legs, and the other is a beautiful boy with a bright smile and shining.

Lu Qingrang had a black question mark expression on his face.

Zhou Que: "I, Bai He's girlfriend back then, Bai He."

Lu Qingrang was dumbfounded, "This bright-looking young man is the director? No, isn't he crooked? Why does he have a girlfriend? Liar together?"

"He wasn't bent before."

At that time, not only was he not curvy, but his personality didn't seem dark either.

"Baihe had a slightly melancholic tendency at first, but then he experienced a series of experiences of his mother's death, no one cares about him, and for a while, he was like a walking dead in the bar every day and was picked up by others, and finally he was broken by others, and his personality suddenly changed. It became like that."

Gu Qingrang knew that it was impolite for him to do such a thing, but he still couldn't help picking up Zhou Que's cell phone and went to check it.This person exuding a charming youthful atmosphere is Bai He?

"Who broke him?" Gu Qingrang looked up at Zhou Que.

Zhou Que: "Don't look at me like a beast, okay? I don't have that ability."

That seemed another mystery.

"Even Bai He doesn't know who the other party is?"

It seems to be a gun/friend.

"It's a high school student."

That's a crime.

Zhou Que didn't expect that after so many years, he still remembered that incident. "At that time, Bai He was depressed all day long and went to bars from time to time, so he broke up with his girlfriend. That day he sat there drinking again, and then a group of high school students were also playing in the bar. They were playing some games, and then A high school student ran over, grabbed Bai He, and kissed him deeply."

Lu Qingrang also had such crazy years, so he could understand it all at once. "Truth or dare was popular back then."

"Bai He was bent by him."

"..."

"Actually, I think it's better to say that he just fell in love with that boy at first sight than he was turned away."

Lu Qingrang wanted to complain, it was really unromantic love.

Zhou Que put away his phone, "That's all for now, goodbye."

Gu Qingrang stopped him who was about to leave. "It can be seen that you really like him, so why?" Why did you leave after you got him.

Zhou Que frowned, then sighed. "Because I don't think he can fall in love with me. Baihe is like this. He wants to grasp any concern that can keep him in this world. He has worked hard to fall in love with me. However, he seems unable to do it. Do it If you don't, you have to force it, I hate it when I look at it."

"He's going to kill himself."

"He's been killing himself all the time."

Zhou Que waved his hand, "Let's go."