star lord returns

Xilin spat out a mouthful of old blood, slapped Jianli's shoulder resentfully, dragged him upstairs, and walked away Feng Mengmeng who was dozing on the plush blanket.

After walking a long distance, Xilin could still hear Xilin saying: "The young couple closed the door, fighting at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, what are you doing here to stir up trouble? You want my brother to stay alone in the boudoir, right?"

Just kidding, his brother's bed has been empty for so long, if there is no one to warm the bed, something must be wrong.

Nan Jing smiled bitterly.

Landis doesn't like too many people serving him, all the servants and servants have packed the house in advance and are on standby outside the castle.

At this time, only Nanjing and Lantis were left in the hall.

"Lantis."

Nan Jing called him in a low voice, and slid over bit by bit, stood beside Landis, and poked a finger on his shoulder.

Landis finished drinking the remaining water in the glass expressionlessly, pushed Nan Jing's fingers aside, glanced at him lightly, and said, "Madam has worked hard these days, go and rest."

After finishing speaking, she got up and was about to leave, Nan Jing panicked and hugged him from behind.

"Don't be angry, okay? I was wrong, and I shouldn't be brave."

Nan Jing put his forehead on his back and said in a low voice: "I know I made you worry about me again, I'm sorry."

Landis was silent for a while, then took off Nan Jing's hands around him, and said in a cold voice: "You say a hundred words of sorry, but it's not worth making another wrong decision."

Nan Jing felt that his heart was about to be emptied.

At that time, the only thing he could do to make himself feel at ease was to let the self with the most energy stay behind.

He only wants the person he loves the most to be able to love equally. Is it wrong to think so?

Nan Jing pursed his lips aggrievedly, took Landis's hand, looked at him from the side, and said, "I can solve the situation at that time, and I can guarantee my safety. I am worried about you..."

"Are you worried about me or don't trust me at all?"

Landis's voice suddenly rose, and with a flick of his hand, Nan Jing's hand that was holding him was thrown away.

Landis's eyes were red, his breath was a little messy, and his beautiful face was full of deep disappointment.

Nan Jing was a little confused.

Even when the two quarreled the most, he had never seen Landis's expression like this.

Nan Jing opened his mouth, a little anxious but could only explain dryly: "I don't...don't trust you."

Landis looked away, he didn't want to look at Nan Jing's face again, because whenever he saw this face that kept him awake at night, he couldn't help but let his cold heart soften.

"However, every time you do it makes me think that you don't trust me at all."

At this moment, Landis was extremely calm.

"You were like this five years ago. When you were held hostage, you would rather die together than believe that I could rescue you safely. You were like this a month ago. You would rather sacrifice yourself than believe that I have enough Ability to hold the life of all people."

Nan Jing wanted to argue, but found that he was completely indistinguishable, because according to Landis, he was speechless.

Landis glanced at Nan Jing, raised his red lips slightly, and said sarcastically, "You think your wishful sacrifice is great, don't you?"

Nan Jing lowered his head and pinched his cuffs.

"Then let me tell you, Nan Jing, I hate your wishful sacrifice so much. You would rather leave all the pain to others than bear it yourself. You are not great, but selfish!"

"I do not have……"

"You have."

Landis pinched Nan Jing's chin, looked at his bewildered eyes with extremely cold eyes, and said word by word: "Nan Jing, you can't be too selfish."

These words echoed in his mind for a long time.

Landis's back stung Nan Jing's eyes, his brain became hot, and he blurted out: "Why didn't you help me when they poured me wine?"

Landis paused without looking back, and said with a self-deprecating tone, "Do you need my help?"

Nan Jing was startled for a moment, then silently lowered his head.

The answer is, no need.

Because he has always been able to think clearly about the consequences before doing things, and he will not be bullied at will - even if it seems that he is really bullied, he will retreat to advance.

Nan Jing is not only not stupid, on the contrary he is very smart.

He also has an extremely keen sixth sense, and can easily predict future dangers.

It is not an exaggeration to say that he is as wise as a fool.

It's like after he estimated his drinking capacity, he calmly accepted the toast within the tolerance range, and then drank a potion for hangover afterwards.

From the beginning to the end of being drunk, Nan Jing didn't give Landis a look for help.

In fact, Landis clearly knew that at that time, he actually hoped that Nanjing could rely on him.

However, Nan Jing didn't do what he wanted, but preferred to believe that he would ignore him because he was angry, and consciously put himself in the position of an "empress", doing things he didn't want to do, and even hated.

Landis was absolutely disappointed——

Each time, Nam Kyung gave him the feeling that he was a failure as a husband.

This sense of frustration almost pushed Landis into an abyss where he could not control himself.

Nan Jing left Si Nian, and he was depressed for four years alone.

Landis was fed up with the feeling of worrying about Nanjing all the time.

Since he wants to be independent and doesn't intend to rely on himself at all, then——

as you wish.

After Landis left, only Nan Jing was left sitting on a chair in the hall.

He didn't understand why Landis was so cold towards him suddenly, it was more terrifying than when Landis was controlled by the inner demon for the first time.

Yes, Nam Kyung was scared.

He originally thought that Landis was just a little angry, and he could reconcile as long as he admitted his mistake and calmed down.

But now it seems that Landis is really disappointed in him.

The word disappointment, like icicles in winter, made Nan Jing's hands and feet cold, and his whole body shivered.

He is working hard to be a qualified wife, a qualified mother and father, and even today he is still working hard to be a qualified empress.

But all these efforts were all denied by Landis.

He said he was selfish, he said there was no trust between them.

Nan Jing bit her lower lip tightly, trying to get her chaotic thoughts back to normal.

After thinking for a long time, Nan Jing finally understood something he never wanted to admit - he was afraid because what Landis said was all the truth.

These cowardice and selfishness buried deep in the bottom of his heart, which are almost about to fester and decay with the years, and finally weathered away, unexpectedly at this time, the person he loves the most and the person he least wants to find out, does not dare to let go of them. He turned it out mercilessly and made accusations.

Nan Jing didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit it. On the surface, since he knew Landis, he began to cling to him and be protected by him.

But every time at the most dangerous moment, Nan Jing finds sadly that he would rather believe in himself than others—even if that person is Landis.

In the past life, he had been bullied too much for too long, they were like dirt adsorbed on his soul, and brought to this life, he had long since lost the ability to rely on others wholeheartedly.

Nan Jing thought he could hide well, but underestimated what Landis knew about him.

Landis is right, he is such a selfish person, he would rather abandon others than see himself abandoned by others.

He saw the dirtiest places in his heart.

Then, can Landis still accept himself like this?Can they still be together without any grievances in the future?

The answer is no solution.

Nan Jing sighed, looked down at the unattractive belly, poked the quiet baby, and said with a wry smile: "Here, mother and father have made your father angry, what should I do?"

Of course no one would answer him.

Nan Jing continued to touch his belly, muttering: "He didn't even touch you, will the baby be unhappy? But the mother and father are not angry, anger is not good for the baby's health."

After a moment of silence, he said to himself again: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have abandoned them."

"But when your father said that about me, it made me so sad."

"I don't want that either, but I can't help myself."

"How to do it?"

Lying on the soft and warm bed, Landis looked at the high roof, regretting what he said impulsively just now.

He looked at the terminal, and it had been an hour, and the south mirror hadn't come up yet.

The slender eyebrows raised slightly, and Landis turned over on the bed, feeling a little insomnia.

Landis couldn't stop thinking, don't look at his wife as careless, in fact, her heart is always fragile. I guess what I said just now could poke Nan Jing's heart into a hornet's nest.