door of eternal life

[Copy of this chapter: It turns out that this is love.No matter how deep and how long it is buried, whether you are aware of its presence or not, whether you deny its truth or not, it is there and it will not disappear. 】

The days are like this, and the water flows silently and quietly.Just when Qing finally pushed Yu slowly into the shadow of his memory, almost invisible, Yu suddenly appeared in front of him again, like a ray of dazzling sunlight, instantly illuminating every memory in his memory. corner.

It was the winter vacation of Yu's senior year.

Feather matured a lot.This was Qing's first feeling when she saw Yu after such a long time.

Qing's parents have already retired, and now they have invited some old friends to go on a trip.Zilan teaches at a university in this city. Because she is far away from the urban area, she usually lives in a teaching dormitory, and Qi Haoze's time outside of work is hers. She basically only comes back on weekends.Now only Qing is left at home.

Qing stayed up late writing until five o'clock in the morning, and now he was in the most sluggish state of sleep, and was in a daze. When Yu kept ringing the doorbell, he almost closed his eyes and touched the door to open it. , thought it was my sister who came back, and wondered why she had to wake him up because she had the key.Slightly opened his eyes, looked at it, the light was so harsh that his eyes could not be opened, opened it again, it seemed that she was not a sister, but also a salesman?He opened his mouth and said, "Sorry, I don't need to buy anything at home, you can go to another house and ask." Then, he was pushed into the door in a daze, pressed against the back of the door, and his mouth was blocked by a lip.A Jiling woke up completely, and the taste in his memory was fished out with the entanglement of the tongue that was inserted into his mouth.

It's Yu.He realized it instantly, and finally saw the face in front of him.

At that moment, Qing felt that the things he had buried in his heart, the things he thought had been buried deep and had been eroded by time, were all turned upside down at once, and the dust was all over the sky, covering the clouds and evils. Day, the sky is dim and the earth is dark.

Qing's chest rose and fell rapidly, he stared at Yu's face without blinking his eyes, Yu stared at him, then pulled him to the sofa and sat down.Qing sat down passively, and was passively kissed by Yu on the back of the sofa again, kissing and kissing, Qing suddenly shuddered, and was relieved.

It turned out that this is love.No matter how deep and how long it is buried, whether you are aware of its presence or not, whether you deny its truth or not, it is there and it will not disappear.

The person in front of him, this person who always comes and goes, goes and comes, never leaves a message, the person who makes him care about it is Yu, this person makes him sad for no reason, lost his mind for no reason, has insomnia for no reason, and misses him for no reason. He turned out to be the one he was in love with, Yu.Qing forgot about the difference, his arms took the initiative to wrap around Yu's neck, tightly encircled him, and leaned forward to eagerly ask for a kiss, the desire in his heart was ignited again.Yu finally appeared in front of him again, like crossing the ocean, traveling to every corner of the world, looking for it, thinking that there is nowhere to look for it, and he can't find it, turned around in a lonely moment, suddenly Finding that person was looking at him with a smile in the dimly lit place, waiting for him, that kind of great ecstasy that burst into the chest, and the determination to make people regardless of their efforts have never been seen before.Yu's tightly bound arms seemed to cut him off, which made him know that Yu also missed him. The sudden sense of happiness made him suffocate for a moment, and the phantom of dying was in his hands. The wind and clouds in my mind are surging and changing rapidly, as if I am submerged in a dark abyss, as if I am in a circle of flames, and as if seeing myself floating in a dense space...Suddenly, it is as if I dived out of the tens of thousands of meters of seabed On the surface of the water, the sun is shining brightly.

Yu hugged Qing tightly, without leaving any gaps, as if if he let go of his hand, this person would disappear, he couldn't bear to let go of him, he couldn't bear to look at him.During the whole university period, the confusion and hesitation that had plagued him for several years until just now had cleared away, and the forbearance and longing accumulated for several years were like a monstrous flood, which was unstoppable and no one could stop it.He has never wanted to have someone so strongly in his life, even if it is Qing, it doesn't matter, it is also because he is Qing, the only Qing in the world, Qing who he has never forgotten since he was a child.When he once again truly embraced the person deep in his heart, whom he longed for and dreamed of for countless sleepless nights, oh!The heaven and the earth are mysterious and yellow, the universe is prehistoric, let time stop at this moment, and let this moment freeze forever!

Everything happened so suddenly that Qing felt that everything was unreal, he was just a big dream.Yu hugged Qing in his arms, and slowly rubbed his hands on Qing's forehead, as if comforting, then lightly pecked and kissed Qing's forehead and cheeks, until he caught Qing's lips again, and held on tightly, The tip of the tongue lightly outlined Qing's lips, Qing felt numb and itchy, a little unbearable, she stretched out her tongue to lick, touched Yu's warm tongue, and was sucked by Yu.A long and deep kiss actually gave people the illusion of time stagnation.

Realizing that Qing was out of breath, Yu let go of his lips.Qing stared at Yu steadily, feeling a little uncertain and puzzled in his heart. He didn't know that it took so long for Yu to appear suddenly, and what was it this time, Yu smiled softly: "Too I miss you, I miss you every day." He hugged Qing tightly in his arms, as if wanting to embed him in his body.

Qing felt that this was the most beautiful thing he had heard from Yu so far, and it made him happier than the phrase "You look so good-looking". The strings were gently plucked by Yu's words, making a melodious and clear sound.He couldn't help rubbing the tip of his nose into Yu's neck, buried his face in it, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but lift up.

In the past few years, Yu has also been with other people, not just one.But he obviously felt that when he was with other people, there was only desire, no passion, and no ecstasy from the bottom of his heart. After the desire, there was a emptier emptiness in his heart, more loneliness, and more anxiety.He would always think of that night with Qing, let him keep reminiscing and indulging in it.And the longer the time, the heavier the yearning, which made him breathless, restless and inexplicably angry.

He knew he shouldn't, he knew he should restrain himself, but he still couldn't help but came to see Qing.

"Obtaining a heart that has no experience of being attacked is like capturing an unguarded city." Qing was thus captured by Yu.

The winter vacation was over, and Yu didn't go back to school on time. Originally, during his senior year, graduates had relatively free time. He postponed it until Valentine's Day on the pretext of investigating the market.There are a lot of people in the mall on this day. No matter what the holiday is, it is always the busiest time in the mall. The merchants are full of various promotional advertisements. It seems that if couples do not go shopping in the mall on Valentine’s Day, they will break up. .Couples of lovers can be seen everywhere, and Qinghe Yu is not immune.People who are in love are probably like this. It is not the important thing to be vulgar. What is important is how to show the world that they are a couple and let the whole world recognize that they are a couple. Although Qing and Yu can't They blatantly show it to the world, but they also want to see them in such festivals and occasions where lovers come and go, and secretly give them a sense of identity. They don't need to announce it to the world, and they understand each other It is enough to have such a mind.

"The Chinese celebrate Valentine's Day even more loudly than in the West," Qing said to Yu with a smile.

"Yes. But this is our first Valentine's Day." Yu whispered into Qing's ear.

They came out today to buy two sets of pajamas, so they went straight to the pajamas counter on the third floor, and Yu picked out two types of pajamas, one with light blue plaid and the other with light blue stripes, and then blinked narrowly. , how about buying these two?Like a couple, right?

Qing smiled knowingly and nodded.Yu turned behind Qing, blocked Qing, and quickly kissed Qing on the cheek, then turned and walked towards the salesperson as if nothing had happened.

Qing was startled, and looked around, wondering if anyone had seen it. She felt that her face and neck were burning hot, and she didn't dare to turn around for a while.Yu is too bold, he thought, but Yu's "defiant" kiss made him very happy.

Yu went to pay, and Qing was walking back and forth among the shelves at the counter, looking at Waiting Yu.

"In these days, there are really all kinds of people."

"That's right, I really don't know what to think, I must be sick. It's disgusting!"

The voice came into Qing's ears, but Qing didn't show any changes. He reached out and took the hang tag of his clothes in his hand. He lowered his head to look carefully. Out of the corner of his eyes, he felt that two salesmen were looking at him.His chest felt like someone had stabbed him hard with an awl, a deep, stinging pain.

There were too many people and the line to pay was very long.While waiting, Qing felt that the time was unusually long. He had already carefully looked through the rows of shelves in the sleeping wardrobe three times, brand, price, origin, material, Chinese size, European size...but what did he say? I didn't look into it either, and the things I wanted to ignore were torn apart and spread out in my heart, with a faint pain.

After Yu finished paying, the pajamas had been packed and put into the handbag.Yu picked up the bag, grabbed Qing's arm, smiled and said, "Let's go."

Qing followed and walked away without looking at the two salesmen, and he didn't intend to tell Yu what happened just now.

Yu said not to take the elevator, let's take the stairs.It seems that the happy time will be short because of the speed of the elevator, and will be extended because of the long stairs.The stairs are winding, and only four or five people are going up or down. Most of the people are still around the counters of various promotions and discounts, or they are waiting in line to pay.

As soon as he went down two steps, Yu took two steps faster, stood in front of Qing, turned to look at Qing, patted himself on the shoulder, and said with a smile, "Qing, I'll carry you!"

Qing hesitated for a moment, but immediately Yu's indifference to the eyes of the outside world quickly dispelled the depression and pain in his heart. Since Yu didn't mind, he didn't bother, he smiled brightly, nodded, and leaned down on the ground. Feather's back.

Yu rushed downstairs with Qing Deng on his back, laughing all the way.

Two sunny boys, youthful and unscrupulous.

Before Yu went back to school, he said to Qing, I will go back to City D after I graduate, you wait for me.Qing smiled and nodded.

After graduation, Yu returned to City D as promised.He wants to stay in City D, where there is a big warm family that welcomes him at any time, this is his idea when he was a freshman, not to mention that there is Qing, his beloved person here.

When Yu was just promoted to senior year, he had already discussed and planned in detail with Zhang Minghai and Zhou Zhengyang, two classmates in his class, and planned to use D city as the starting point of his career.Zhang Mingqi's family is also in D City, and he has been paying attention to D City's economic situation, geographical location and development prospects. The three quickly reached a consensus, formed a basic idea of ​​establishing an e-commerce company in D City, and immediately started to implement it.

Of course, no matter how confident you are in your plan, you must first have investors.The three of them ran to Shanghai to meet the investors. The first investor, according to Yu later told Qing, was a typical nouveau riche, with a shiny golden body, a huge gold watch on his wrist, and four of the ten fingers. Wearing a big gold square ring and a gold chain as thick as a thumb around his neck, he has a rich and arrogant air.After skimming through Zhou Zhengyang's meticulously prepared PPT, he put on a condescending look and asked them: "Are you boycotting Japanese products?" Yu didn't know what this person meant by asking this question inexplicably. , or decided to directly express his views, he shook his head and said: "In business, you will inevitably come into contact with Japanese products. Domestic products have the advantages of domestic products, and Japanese products have the advantages of Japanese products. Rational consumers buy quality products. Commodities, that is, the quality of the commodity, not the nationality of the commodity." The nouveau riche looked at the three young men in front of him meaningfully, and said, "Go back and wait for the news."

The three of Yu returned to the hotel, and after discussing and analyzing, they agreed that they should not wait and make an appointment with the second investor, Mr. Shan, immediately.

When they called, Mr. Shan was in a meeting, so Yu and the others went directly to the coffee shop downstairs to wait for him.The three of them were mentally prepared this time. Rome was not built in a day, and they were confident in securing investment. Every day, hundreds of investors traveled across the country with money and contract terms to see projects and teams, and to Their nearly three years of market follow-up research, massive data support, excellent policy forms, and their sufficient strength and confidence, success is only a matter of a day or a day.They came to the coffee shop downstairs of the meeting place, and after waiting for less than 5 minutes, a man in his 40s, in a suit and leather shoes, with a steady demeanor walked towards them with great strides. Yu intuitively felt that this was Mr. Shan, and the three hurried up , and sat down after introducing each other.Mr. Shan lit a cigarette when he sat down, and said to them: "I got off the meeting in the middle, and I will go back to continue the meeting later. To make a long story short, what do you want to do with this project?" After hearing this, Yu immediately opened his notebook, Opened the PPT and was about to tell the story, but Mr. Shan didn’t read it, and said to Yu: “I hope that what you want to tell me is stored in your heart, not on the computer and paper.” Yu closed the notebook and started to talk. Looking at the PPT, not the business plan, he is already familiar with everything.Mr. Shan listened to Yu's speech in silence, then smoked out the cigarette in his hand silently, pressed the butt of the cigarette into the ashtray and extinguished it, and said slowly: "How much do you want? I voted! "The faces of Zhang Minghai and Zhou Zhengyang have shown a slight joy. They are obviously trying to restrain themselves, but they have reached the limit, as if they will jump up and hug and cheer if they are not careful. Yu is not too surprised, but the joy in his heart is self-evident. Yu, he also tried his best to restrain himself, not to show himself, and said calmly: "300 million." Mr. Shan readily agreed, and before leaving, he said: "If you want to spend a few more days in Shanghai, I can Send someone to send a car to accompany you." Yu said: "Thank you, no need, we still have a lot of things to do, now is not the time to rest and play. Concentrate on your business."

Yu, Zhang Minghai and Zhou Zhengyang went back to the hotel to celebrate, and got drunk.In Yu's dream, there were all Qing's faces, smiling, happy, blushing, and dripping with sweat... Then he saw Qing walking over with a smile, hugging him and saying, "Welcome home, Yu!" I just woke up, looked at the time, it was past six in the morning, and after lying down for a few seconds with my eyes closed, I suddenly jumped up, washed quickly, packed my luggage, and then woke me up. Zhang Mingqi said, I’m going to the train station now Alright, go back to City D.Zhang Mingqi looked at his watch sleepily and said, Tianyu, you are confused, the train leaves at five o'clock in the afternoon.Yu said that I would not wait until the afternoon, and rebooked for the high-speed train after [-] o'clock.Zhang Mingqi said, what are you in a hurry for? You have been tired for so many days, so you should have a good night's sleep and rest.Yu said "I can't wait any longer" and picked up his luggage and went straight to the train station.

When Yu returned to her aunt's house, Qing was still sleeping.He quietly opened Qing's room door, closed it behind his back, sat on the edge of the bed, bent down, and held Qing in his arms. He did not let go for a long time. Qing woke up, but did not move or speak. How tired, but at this moment, Yu has let go of the burden of the past, and is about to have a brand new start.Now Yu needs to relax and take a break.Now, let Yu hug him quietly like this.