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Almost at the moment when his vision was plunged into darkness, Su Cheng shivered and woke up.

It's just that there are too many messy pictures in my mind, and I am very dizzy, and I can't tell them apart for a while.

What's even more strange is that some memories even appear in two completely different versions.

One is beautiful with a bit of sweetness and sadness unique to adolescence, while the other is gloomy and bewildered longing for a ray of light.

Although it was only subconsciously, Su Cheng felt that the less beautiful one was the real one.

In these very different pictures, there are also many similarities.

The most important thing is that the two memories contain the same person.

At the thought of this person, Su Cheng had mixed feelings in his heart.

Sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty, steamed, cooked, fried, fried, all tasted.

Su Cheng was counting with his fingers, trying to figure it out.

It was so easy to find Ren Xin to settle the account, when suddenly, a child's crying sound came.

The crying sound was heart-piercing and harsh, but the surroundings were dark, and it was unknown where the sound came from.

Su Cheng was upset when he heard it. He didn't like crying, but it was usually because it was uncomfortable to listen to. This was the first time that crying made him so upset.

He was wandering around in the dark, eager to find the source of the sound.

But the cry was far and near, and it was impossible to judge. Just when Su Cheng was about to give up and covered his ears to pretend he couldn't hear, a white light suddenly lit up in front of his eyes.

The dazzling white light forced Su Cheng to close his eyes, and when he opened them again, the scene around him had changed.

Judging from the furnishings, it should be a living room.

In the center of the living room, several big men in brightly colored clothes were escorting a little boy, and it was the little boy who was crying.

Judging from his face, the little boy should not be very old, but judging from his height, he should be about eight or nine years old.

That's right, it's a baby face.

A tender and tender face with red lips, white teeth, and smooth skin. Although she has passed the age of a child, she still looks like a doll with New Year pictures.

Probably because of his cute looks, those men's hands were carelessly stroking his face.

While crying, the little boy tried to avoid the man's hand.

However, people with little strength and little strength can't avoid it at all.

Su Cheng frowned.

He could only hear the crying of the boy, but it was just the picture, and he could also imagine the obscene laughter of the men in the floral dress.

The hands of the men in the floral dress became more and more excessive, reaching down from the cheeks and finally reaching into the boy's clothes.

The boy cried so hard that he almost died, he kept crying.

"Dad, Dad...help me, save me..."

Su Cheng clutched his heart.

The cry was like a steel brush, brushing hard over his heart, leaving blood-soaked marks.

Following the boy's shout, he saw another group of people.

Two men in the same flowered clothes were pushing and shoving a man in home clothes.

The man in home clothes kept trying to rush over, but was easily pushed back by the two people, bumping into the window sill, repeated several times, the man supported his waist, but still rushed this way.

In the silent silence, the man's anxiety could be seen.

Suddenly, someone's hand reached out to the boy's pants.

The crying stopped abruptly.

The boy's eyes widened in horror, his beautiful eyes were like a doll's.

The wet eyelashes curled up slightly, and the dark brown pupils dilated extremely.

Without blinking, big tears dripped from the bottom of the pupils, fell down the lower eyelashes, and hit the cheeks silently.

In this silent long shot, Su Cheng's heart ached bit by bit.

The suffocation of hypoxia is getting heavier...

Then, there was a sense of nausea that exploded from the depths of the soul.

In sight, the man in home clothes fell to the ground, and he got up from the ground, roaring hysterically.

In exchange, the men in floral clothes laughed even more wantonly.

The man was so anxious that he climbed onto the window sill, squatted on the protective window, and said something loudly.

The men in the floral dress laughed again.

The man's hands trembled violently, but he reached out firmly to the protective window, where there was a small narrow window.

The man's head had been stretched out of the window, but the men in floral clothes were still laughing, and the one standing by the balcony even wiped away his tears with a smile.

The boy's crying finally came back, but the piercing sound seemed to tear the scalp.

Su Cheng only felt the qi and blood in his whole body surging, and the pain in his head was so severe that it burst.

"what--"

With a high-pitched exclamation, the world was silent.

The living room was in chaos, no one cared about the fainted boy, and several big men rushed to the window sill.

As if being pulled by some force, Su Cheng also drifted over involuntarily.

His gaze swept across the small open window, which was originally reserved for emergency escape, but now it has become the door to death.

Looking down, the man who jumped from the building was still in the air. His rapid fall made him look like a bird with broken wings. His open skirt fluttered wildly in the wind, and his arms were still stretched out, as if trying to catch him. What.

The panic and annoyance in the eyes that were trying to widen turned into tears, flying in the air, crystal clear.

But it no longer has any substantive meaning.

Everything turned into a blurred blood red at the end.

Like a bursting watermelon.

"thumping--"

The huge and warm watermelon exploded right next to the woman's feet, and little drops of bright red splashed on her long white dress.

The woman has beautiful long hair, which flies up gently in the air, and finally falls quietly.

……

"Bah-"

Ren Xin also dropped something for the first time in his life.

Those beasts, even children, are just debts...

"No wonder he's so averse to human contact."

Ren Xin also covered her forehead, inserted her slender fingers into her hair, and scratched vigorously.

and many more……

why?

Why... I still feel angry because of that guy.

Obviously did so many unforgivable things.

Even with such a shadow of childhood, can he wantonly play with other people's feelings?

In this world, he is far from the only one who is miserable.

Who is better than anyone else, but the surface is glamorous...

How can there be any natural happiness!

What's more, if he really had that kind of childhood shadow, why would he casually sleep with a man?

Just for revenge?

It's so funny!

Ren Xin also twitched the corner of her mouth.

But he immediately realized that even if he was asking back, his emotions were still being involved by the other party.

Ren Xin also felt unfamiliar with being held in his weakness, unable to calm down, and lost control of his emotions, and it was also unacceptable to the proud him.

No one has ever been able to control their emotions like this.

Chen Jing can't.

Ren Qiming and Gu Lan couldn't.

He, Su Cheng... didn't allow it either.

Suspicion, fear, anger, all these negative emotions should not appear on him.

He is Ren Xinyi, how could these useless emotions disrupt the pace of progress.

calm down, calm down...

Ren Xin also tugged at her forehead hair, exerting so much force that her knuckles turned white.

It hurt a little, but the pain stimulated the nerves, gradually relieving the emotional anxiety.

At this time, Ren Xinyi was like a patient who had just undergone a transplant operation, showing obvious rejection.

From the body to the soul, they just want to completely eliminate the life of that alien body.

Let that man who always lied, pretended to have amnesia, dared to forcefully kiss himself, and lied about having sex with him, completely... Completely disappear from his life.

disappeared.

……

Su Cheng woke up from the nightmare, opened his mouth wide but couldn't make a sound, and could only cry silently.

Fortunately, there was no one around, at least no one saw how vulnerable and embarrassed he was.

Fortunately, it was quite dark around.

Only the red light and beeping sound of the ECG monitor beside the pillow sounded regularly.

everything is fine.

Su Cheng is used to this dark environment.

And getting used to it… can be reassuring.

But the images that repeatedly appeared in his mind, the crying boy, the man jumping off the building, the woman with long hair... made him unable to relax.

Especially that woman.

He obviously didn't see her appearance clearly, but a familiar figure gradually took shape in his mind.

That was his mother - Chen Xiuping.

Before her long hair was cut off, Chen Xiuping's appearance gradually overlapped seamlessly with that of a woman.

It's Chen Xiuping!

Su Cheng stood up suddenly, his eyes widened, as if he wanted to pop them out.

His mouth was wide open in a frightened expression.

After sitting there for three seconds, the memories finally flooded into my mind like a flood.

He remembered, finally remembered everything...

A memory buried by myself...by myself as a little boy.

The tears were uncontrollable at all and fell hard.

But he quickly cheered up, and he remembered the real purpose of coming out.

"There are still people waiting for me... There are still people waiting for me..."

Su Cheng muttered in a low voice, and quickly unplugged all the lines and tubes that were in the way on his body.

In the end, only the injection needle on the back of the hand was left. Looking up along the infusion tube, there was still more than half of the bottle of transparent liquid in the drip bottle.

I don't know what medicine it is for.

Su Cheng frowned slightly, only thought for a second, and pulled out the needle.

There was still tape used to fix the injection needle on the back of his hand, Su Cheng pressed the tape, waited for less than a minute, then got out of bed impatiently, and opened the cabinet next to the bed.

Sure enough, the phone was inside, and I pressed it to open it.

Below the big 8:43, it shows Friday, November 11th.

Su Cheng's pupils shrank slightly, and he confirmed it again in disbelief.

That's right, it's already number 4.

But he was No. 1 when he came out of the hospital.

Su Cheng squeezed the phone, his whole body couldn't help shaking, worry, fear, fear, all kinds of emotions came one after another.

There was no longer any delay, he had to go back, to his mother.

Mother is still waiting for herself.

There was no time to find clothes, or even a pair of shoes, so Su Cheng rushed to the door with bare feet.

As soon as I got to the door, I heard someone talking outside the door.

"Look closely, don't let anything happen. It's hard to explain to the boss, I have to go and put some water."

Another voice responded quickly.

"You can go at ease, I will guard, I can't run away."

Su Cheng was stunned at the door, was the boss they were talking about Ren Xinyi?Ren Xin also wants to shut herself up?

why?

Because I caused him trouble again?

No, now is not the time to think about that at all.

Su Cheng looked back, this should be a VIP ward, only the bed he used to lie on, if it wasn't for the testing equipment, it would really look like an ordinary room.

I went to the window and took a look. Fortunately, the window was not welded. I looked down and it should be the fourth floor.

Su Cheng pursed his lips with a firm expression.

Very good, not too high, can't fall to death.

……