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Su Cheng's experience from childhood to adulthood is both simple and complicated.

To put it simply, it means that not many people really walked into his life.

His father was a pianist and his mother was a violinist. When the two met, they had no elder relatives.

Probably because of this similar experience, the two soon fell in love, got married and had children.

Su Cheng grew up in such a simple and happy family.

Because she was cute since she was a child, and was often teased by other adults, Xiao Sucheng didn't like contact with outsiders since she was a child.

Ren Xin could even imagine that Xiao Sucheng, who was as tender and jerky as a flower bud, hid behind her parents and looked around, looking cute and cute.

Such days lasted until Su Cheng was ten years old—the Su family suffered a sudden change.

A troublesome and disgusting turn of events.

Because Su's father was addicted to gambling, he owed a huge amount of loan sharks, and later the loan sharks came to ask for money.

Unexpectedly, that group of scumbags actually attacked Su Cheng, who was still a child. Su's father jumped off the building in a panic, and Su's mother went crazy ever since.

And Su Cheng also suffers from autism.

This was something Ren Xin hadn't seen before.

He didn't know that Su Cheng really had a medical history in that area.

If he had seen it earlier, would he have decided to wait at Song Zhe's side with peace of mind?

He also thought of the scene of Song Zhe's house, and of Su Cheng's desperate effort when he went crazy in the hospital.

Suddenly, you can imagine why Song Zhe's family is like that.

In fact, he should have discovered that Su Cheng was different.

When we met for the first time, Su Cheng, a student, was late for half a class. He was stared at coldly by himself, but he didn't notice it. He didn't seem to feel other people's emotions at all.

Thinking about it now, autistic patients themselves are very slow in their emotional perception of outsiders.

It's just that Su Cheng concealed it too well, he was always smiling, proudly.

When a beautiful girl confesses to him, he can smile and say that he likes a man, even if he gets knocked out, he doesn't know the embarrassment at all, and walks away gracefully.

Even if he was beaten to death by a group of gangsters, he was still laughing.

It seems that for him, as long as he can't die, he can laugh.

Ren Xin also had heart palpitations.

Memories are therefore forced to end.

He got up and poured himself a glass of warm water. In the dim light of the bedside lamp, there was a lot of water vapor floating in the water.

It's already late autumn.

His gaze caught sight of Su's pale lips.

Ren Xin also looked up, only to realize that there was a panic just now, and the air conditioner in the room was not even turned on.

No wonder it wasn't warm at all.

Although warmth is a breeding ground for laziness, warmth also makes it easier to feel good.

He got up and turned on the air conditioner, adjusted it to 27°C, and sat back down.

His gaze fell back to Su Cheng's face again.

They had obviously dated before, but he didn't seem to understand this guy at all.

He hardly...knows everything about Su Cheng.

They seem to have an extra layer of nominal relationship than ordinary people.It seems that when they agreed to date, they were just acting.

So we occasionally eat together, go shopping, and greet each other every day, which is so mere formality.

They don't have dates like normal couples, no hugs, kisses, let alone more intimate "negative distance".

They always kept such a safe distance, like most familiar strangers.

Ren Xin also wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

His fingers lightly touched the corner of Su Cheng's mouth. His lips were soft, and when they touched them, they trembled like butterfly wings.

The butterfly flapped its wings on the lips, which caused a storm in Ren Xinyi's heart at this moment.

Would love to taste it again... the taste of the lips pressed by the thumb.

No, this is not right.

Ren Xinyi's eyes darkened, and her fingers were suddenly retracted as if they were being burned.

He withdrew his mind, drank the water that was about to cool down, and continued to look through the information.

Later, with the help of the government, Su Cheng and Su Mu moved to the old city.

Later, Su Cheng's life seemed to be boring at home, going to school and fighting.

Obviously has such a cute face, but because of the desperate way of fighting.

For himself, and for Su's mother, he obtained a sliver of survival resources.

As he grows older, Xiao Sucheng seems to find that fighting alone is not enough, he also needs to earn money.

There are two ways to earn money - working and going to school.

Ren Xin also couldn't imagine how that small body did it.

The 13-year-old Xiao Sucheng, while going to school, is receiving subsidies for extremely poor students, earning all the scholarships available in the school, and working part-time in private.

Unable to do public work, he squatted in the dark kitchen washing dishes.

"I'm afraid of the dark."

Su Cheng's voice suddenly rang in his ears.

fraud!

Ren Xin also frowned, but opened her eyes.

This is not the first time, he is not always lying, saying that he is afraid of the dark, obviously he often stays in dark places.

But what if he was really afraid of the dark?

Ren Xinyi's heart twitched again, and her brows frowned even tighter.

In this way, Su Cheng worked part-time while earning a scholarship, all the way to university, and was admitted to University A with excellent results, studying the most popular economics major.

He rented a cheap house near the school, which was convenient for working and going to school. He would go home occasionally on weekends, and then hurried back to his residence.

He is running away!

Such thoughts suddenly appeared.

Ren Xin also thought about it for a while, and there is indeed such a possibility, a lunatic who hardly responds to the outside world, will not give himself any help, and only drags;

A mother who never wants to mention it to anyone, perhaps such a person is a burden to Su Cheng.

Then it makes sense to move out after entering university and escape to a relatively comfortable distance.

But there seems to be something wrong...

If it was really just a burden, why would Su Cheng go to Li Heng when Su's mother was sick, and desperately earn money.

Thinking of Li Heng, Ren Xinyi narrowed his eyes slightly.

That Li Heng seems to be still looking for Su Cheng.

Oh, this rose with thorns is really attractive!

It's a pity that even this guy's thorns are only allowed to be touched by himself.

Ren Xin also hooked the corners of her lips.

The proud expression collapsed in a second, and Ren Xin also clenched her fists in annoyance, what is there to be proud of in such a thing.

If I hadn't seen that guy's bad character early and broke up with him, and Su's mother was sick and hospitalized, that guy would definitely rely on me.

That's it, this guy is a big problem!

So, when this guy wakes up, send Song Zhe to the prison, find Su's mother, and send their mother and son away together.

In this way, there will be no more Su Cheng, and no one will disturb my mind.

After making such a decision, my mood has stabilized a lot, and my emotions are no longer ups and downs.

It's not a difficult thing!Even if you know this person is different, as long as you don't look at...

It doesn't matter.

Ren Xinyi is really still Ren Xinyi!

There is nothing that can influence Ren Xinyi.

Ren Xin also shrugged his shoulders relaxedly, stood up holding the documents, and was about to go outside to continue reading, but stopped after walking a few steps, what if the damn guy woke up in the middle of the night and sneaked away again?

That's not going to mess up my plan again.

Ren Xin also clenched her back molars, her beautiful jaw line was tense, her Adam's apple was raised high, and then slowly lowered.

He walked back to the window, took off the glasses on the bridge of his nose, rubbed the space between his brows, and continued to read the materials by the streetlight outside the window.

Su Cheng's life is like a running brook, which is always calm on the surface, but who knows how many times there have been undercurrents under the water.

Until his name appeared repeatedly in the information, this guy's life finally changed.

Ren Xin also turned down page by page.

I saw on the information that on July 7, xxxx, Su Cheng committed suicide in a rented room.

On that day, if it wasn't for his sudden visit, perhaps this guy would have died in that small bathroom long ago.

So why all of a sudden?

Ren Xin also leaned against the window, wanting to smoke a cigarette, but there was none on her body.

He could only stare at the darkness outside the window, frown and think carefully.

They had known each other for three years then.If you are a teacher and a student, you know each other by asking questions and answering questions in class.

In short, Su Cheng suddenly didn't come to class that day, Ren Xin inevitably found out about the only student in the class who dared to look directly at him.

As a student, Su Cheng's attitude is not good, and he is always late, but he is very serious about his studies.

In the afternoon of that day, I happened to go to the old town on the other side of the school to find someone, so I happened to...

In fact, it's not exactly the way.

Just because he was restless, he called Su Cheng's tutor, asked his address, and hurried away.

This is probably a kind of providence in the dark.

Although Ren Xin is also very reluctant to believe in God's will, but... it seems that there is indeed it!

For example, his own birth, or the death of that woman and that old man.

Thinking of those two people, Ren Xinyi scratched his hair irritably, and glanced at the bed... Before he glanced over, Ren Xinyi controlled his gaze, let's continue to read the information!

After that day, I agreed to associate with Su Cheng.

So there is something behind.

Su Cheng, who made an appointment with him to go to the movies, would suddenly receive a call before leaving the house, and then silently retreat to the rental room.

Su Cheng, who was in the middle of shopping, would run away alone because he received a text message, and disappeared for a long time.

When he was on a business trip, Su Cheng's cell phone would shut down due to accidents.

Ren Xin also found it incredible that it was written in black and white, as if Su Cheng did not do these things voluntarily.

He was coerced.

how can that be!

In Ren Xinyi's perception, he never felt that people like Su Cheng would be threatened by others.

It's better to say... The earth is ruled by aliens, which is more convincing.

After all, people like Su Cheng are born to be solitary knights who wield their swords, and they don't need a reason for what they do.

He is a self-willed person, except for himself, everything else has nothing to do with him.

When he is happy, he plays with others. When he is tired, he chooses to leave completely.

It's as simple as that.

Until Ren Xinyi turned another page.

At the top of the paper, there are three words marked in red.

It was a name - Gu Jixi.

Below it is a line of small characters.

[Gu Jixi threatens Su Cheng with the matter of Su Mu, if Su Cheng is disobedient, he will make the matter of Su Mu public to the public]

Ren Xin also tightened her grip on the file.

Since it is really a threat.

I can't tell whether it's embarrassment or discomfort, but there is still a little bit of distress, annoyance and anger.

To be honest, before today, Ren Xinyi had never thought about this possibility.

It's just that after knowing the truth and looking back, it seems that everything is so natural.

Su Cheng is such a proud person, Su's mother is his Nilin...

He didn't want anyone to know that he had a crazy mother.

So Su Cheng would rather force himself to break up than let others know what he was hiding.

From this point of view, it seems to be a normal thing.

It's just that, knowing that this is normal, why...

I still feel very uncomfortable.