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Li Heng's good intentions were treated as the liver and lungs of a donkey, and he was probably pissed off.

There was silence for 2 minutes, without saying the last word, and directly sent a video over.

Then, there was no movement at all.

If it wasn't for the circle in the middle of the video indicating the cache kept turning, Su Cheng would have thought his phone had crashed.

Staring at the non-stop spinning circle on the phone, his heart beat uncontrollably.

For some reason, he had a bad feeling.

It seems that if you click on this video, something will break.But people are such strange creatures, the more afraid they are, the more curious they become.

Su Cheng finally couldn't hold back, and clicked on the video immediately after the circle was finished.

The video is more than three minutes long.

After clicking on it, it was dark at first, and nothing could be seen clearly, only various chaotic and noisy voices, panting and footsteps.

Gradually mixed with the sound of wind and water, rustling.

Although it was always dark, I could feel that the camera was shaking constantly. It should be that the person who was shooting had been running.

On the screen of the mobile phone, it was so dark that it was like traveling through black clouds.

Slowly, the camera finally calmed down. In the darkness, someone yelled loudly.

"I found it, I found it, come quickly."

In the silent room, the voice was exceptionally loud.

Su Cheng was taken aback, and pressed pause guiltily.

His gaze fell to the door of the room, and he tilted his head to listen for a while, but he didn't hear any movement outside, then turned down the volume of the phone, and slowly retracted into the bed.

Su Cheng tucked in the quilt.

This action is very like a child watching an "educational film" behind his parents' backs, but it feels more like a coward secretly hiding in the middle of the night to watch a horror film.

When he pressed the play button again, a thin layer of sweat was already breaking out on his body.

The video continued to play meaningless pictures, and someone exclaimed from time to time.

But there are always only vague figures.

Just when Su Cheng was about to lose his patience, someone finally turned on the flashlight.

A beam of strong light seemed to come from outside the sky, instantly lighting up the entire screen, and also illuminating the direction the phone lens was facing.

There, something particularly glaring.

Su Cheng pressed the lock screen button almost as soon as the light hit, and the bed was instantly plunged into darkness and dead silence.

But in the next second, a loud noise as violent as a bomb exploded in his ears, his brain was buzzing, and his eyes were all white.

But the clattering heartbeat stood out amidst the noise.

"Pounding..."

"Pounding..."

Su Cheng covered his beating heart, for fear that it would beat out of control.

It must have been covered in the quilt for too long, lack of oxygen...

Su Cheng gasped, and reached out to lift the quilt, but found that he couldn't exert any strength at all.

The air in the quilt became thinner and thinner, and her heartbeat became more and more intense uncontrollably.

As if it was going to explode.

How could this be?

Su Cheng closed his eyes forcefully, he must have been dazzled just now.

otherwise……

How could he see such a familiar figure?

Although it was swollen and whitish from the blisters, and even rotted and peeled, Su Cheng still recognized it at a glance.

In his more than twenty years of life, apart from this person, there was no one he was more familiar with—he was only terribly familiar with this one, the one who had been ground to ashes in the true sense and recognized everyone.

just one glance...

Just one glance.

But he didn't believe it.

how is this possible……

Should not, should not.

How could that person be there?

It took Su Cheng a lot of determination to find the phone, and pressed the power button, but the phone didn't turn on.

It was still dark all around, with no light to be seen.

Press again...

Still no response.

Is your phone out of battery?

Su Cheng was panting heavily, and he didn't know where the energy came from, and finally threw off the quilt.

The room was also pitch black, and the light outside the curtains could barely penetrate, and the shadows were vague, like clouds and mist.

He needs a light...

Yes, need to turn on the lights...

Su Cheng thought, groping and sitting up from the bed.

The surroundings are so strange, even though I turned off the lights in the past, I wouldn't have such a feeling of black eyes.

His feet finally landed on the ground, Su Cheng got up, but couldn't stand firmly, and fell to the ground suddenly, making a dull sound, because he couldn't control it, his forehead also hit the floor, and there was another crisp sound.

I don't know if it was a hard fall, and after that, no matter how hard Su Cheng tried, he just couldn't get up.

Fortunately, it was just lying on the ground.

Everything in the line of sight is getting darker and darker, only the suddenly illuminated picture keeps flashing in front of my eyes...

Gradually, even that remnant body was annihilated in the boundless darkness.

Su Cheng suddenly thought of Aunt Zhao, Zhao Xiaoyou's candy, Ye Ye who was dismissed, and the death certificate in the zoo.

And Ren Xin also...

Why is he so patient with himself.

He even sleeps with himself.

Those questions that I can't figure out, those uneasiness that is always in my heart...

It turned out that there was already an answer.

It's strange, after thinking about it, it seems to be more at ease.

Just, a little heartache!

But I don't want to cry.

Who said that only tears can prove sadness, he is obviously very sad now, but he doesn't want to cry.

What's the use of crying!

Crying can turn back time and let him go back to the night when the car accident happened.

Or, when first waking up in the hospital.

Even... even if it's the second time I wake up.

No way, he can't go back.

So, he doesn't cry...

I don't want to cry!

He just wants to die.

From the moment he wanted to understand all this, he couldn't hold anything in his mind, and repeatedly, what appeared was how to die.

Jumping off a building, jumping into a river, crashing a car, hanging yourself...

Cut the wrist, cut the palm, pierce the heart, smash the brain...

Upside down, no fear, only eager to move, eager to try.

He wanted to laugh, laugh out loud.

He doesn't want to drink water, eat, or sleep...

He wanted to be sober and watch his body slowly become cold.

he thinks……

kill yourself.

Breathing and heartbeat are sins...

Only death.

He has nothing left...

Only death.

It's terrible to be alive...

must die.

dead... dead... dead... dead... dead...

Su Cheng finally understood why he couldn't exchange for anything for the rest of his life.

Because, he already has no rest of his life!

……

Uncle Shao was the first to find Su Cheng lying on the ground.

He came here to wake Su Cheng up. Yesterday afternoon, the two agreed to make breakfast together today.

When he saw no one on the hospital bed, Uncle Shao thought that Su Cheng had already woken up, but the bathroom door was open, and there was no movement inside, so he took a closer look and took a closer look.

Only then did he find Su Cheng who had fallen under the bed on the other side.

Uncle Shao was taken aback, and his first reaction was to call for someone.

The first person to hear the sound was Ren Xinyi who lived next door.When he heard Uncle Shao's voice, he was doing morning exercises in a small room.

On a cool winter morning, Ren Xinyi who ran out was still smelling of sweat. If the air conditioner was not turned on in the house, he would probably be able to see the heat steaming from his body.

However, when he saw Su Cheng on the ground, his body, which was still steaming hot just now, suddenly became icy cold.He pretended to be calm, and his eyes fell on Su Cheng's chest. When he saw the ups and downs, he let out a heavy breath.

"Go and call the doctor."

Ren Xin also yelled at Uncle Shao, and he ran over to pick up Su Cheng in two or three steps.

In this kind of weather, I don't know how long Su Cheng has been lying on the ground, his body is cold to the touch, but his face has a suspicious blush.

When I touched my forehead, it was scaldingly hot.

After Su Cheng had a low-grade fever last time, Ren Xin also asked. Su Cheng said that he usually had a low-grade fever, and his body temperature would only increase unless it was particularly severe.

Ren Xin's heartbeat also increased.

A kind of unreasonable fear occupied my heart, like a thick layer of dark clouds, and I couldn't see the sun through the clouds no matter what.

The medical staff came quickly, checked, infused... It seemed to be in order, but Ren Xinyi was in a state of disarray.

Su Cheng didn't wake up until noon.

Intuition told Ren Xinyi that something must have happened last night, but Su Cheng's expression was too calm, lying on the bed with his eyes open, like a pool of stagnant water without waves.

Ren Xin also couldn't make up his mind for a while.

I want to ask, but I can't ask.

What I fear most is to provoke Su Cheng again.

But if you don't ask, you can't help but make random guesses.

I wonder if Su Cheng has already known the truth, and he believes that he has done a good job and will not easily cause problems.Thinking of the cell phone that suddenly broke, is it because of this that Su Cheng was impatient and caused a headache...

Ren Xin also seemed to have changed into a different person, and began to look forward and backward, timidly.What was even more frightening was that even though he was aware of this, he still didn't dare to make changes.

Ren Xin also pursed her lips tightly, the lines of her face were tense to stiff.

He didn't speak, and Su Cheng didn't speak, just stared at the ceiling with a pair of misty eyes.

At this time, Ren Xin also hoped that Su Cheng could yell out loudly, or make a fuss again, it doesn't matter like last time.

But Su Cheng stopped making trouble.

It seems that until that point, he will not burst out.

Ren Xin also understands that they are not people who can make noise, and they are more used to being silent.

But silence does not mean compromise.

They are like two quiet black holes, attracting each other, colliding silently, maybe merging, maybe swallowing...they all have huge silent tension, not silent objects.

But silence is not golden, it is tormenting each other.

Ren Xin also couldn't stand it at first, he finally couldn't help it, coughed very lightly.

"What are you thinking about?"

His voice was cold, trying to be calm, but in fact he cared terribly in his heart.

However, Su Cheng seemed to be delayed, he got stuck, the signal flickered, almost interrupted, and finally connected tremblingly.

Then he smiled, dimpled shallower than usual.

"I want to pee."

His voice was hoarse, like a slow machine, and his actions and words could not form a whole. His voice had already fallen, but that strange smile was still rising, and finally froze into a sad arc.

Su Cheng doesn't know, he doesn't look like he's smiling at all, who looks more like crying than laughing.

Ren Xinyi's heart suddenly clenched together, causing him to frown in pain.

"last night……"

Ren Xin also cleared his throat, and suddenly couldn't bear to expose Su Cheng, paused, and maintained his usual indifference, "You may not be able to exert your strength just now that your fever has subsided."

"Ok!"

It was like a soft hum that was squeezed out directly from the body.

Su Cheng closed his eyes and tried to move. Sure enough, his body seemed to be made of cotton. Not to mention his strength, even his perception was numb, but he didn't care at all.

Su Cheng pursed his lips, as if he was being coquettish, and more like angry: "Can you hug me?"

If it was yesterday, Ren Xin would definitely accept it, but now...

Not to mention being happy, he had already lost his other senses due to heartache.

He guessed that maybe his child already knew about the thing he was trying to hide.