dear earl

Sang Xu has an unspeakable matter that he has never dared to tell Senior.He woke up in the morning and felt uncomfortable all over, and then he found that there was white....liquid on his underwear....

He was very nervous, and he didn't look like he peed his pants...

So Sang Xu dodged for a day, and slept with Senior at night for almost the whole night. He didn’t dare to move, and honestly stayed in Senior’s arms, his body was stiff. Senior noticed Sang Xu’s discomfort, Thinking that maybe Sang Xu had a nightmare, he put his chin on Sang Xu's heart and put his arms around Sang Xu's waist, in a posture of protecting the calf, but Sang Xu felt even more uneasy.

Sang Xu hated himself like this very much, with tears hanging on his eyelashes, biting his lips, not letting himself make a sound, arching into Senier's arms, telling him that he was fine, and then forcing himself to fall asleep immediately, but no matter what Can't sleep, my brain seems to be awake like never before.

That day, Sang Xu didn't fall asleep until early in the morning.

Then the next day, Sang Xu asked to change the room.

Senior was lying alone in the ruby ​​coffin in the bedroom, looking at the ceiling, he was dazed, and suddenly connected Sang Xu's restless sleep last night with changing rooms today, as if he had thought of something, did A Xu have something? Something to hide from myself? Even together, I can't sleep because of anxiety...

Sang Xu has grown up...his little A Xu has grown up...

Senil closed his eyes bitterly, closed the coffin lid, and fell silent in the darkness alone.

"My lord, why are you here?" Sang Xu was a little puzzled, opened his eyes, and before he got up from the bed, Senior in front of him pressed him back on the bed, and then, his lips were blocked by Senior .

Sang Xu's pupils shrank, and he froze.My heart skipped a beat....

grown ups......

Senior held Sang Xu's face in his hands, flexibly pried open Sang Xu's white teeth with his long tongue, and gently pulled Sang Xu's soft tongue to intertwine.

Sang Xu put his arms around Senil's neck and kissed back blankly.

The adults are kissing him, the adults are kissing him...

This kiss is different from the kiss when I was a child, adults have never kissed him like this before...

Sang Xu wanted to cry a little bit, he seemed to know what his feelings for Senil were, it was amazing, it was amazing, it was like being shocked, his heart suddenly jumped, he was caught off guard, and like so much

Sang Xu kissed back excitedly and clumsily, exchanging saliva, Sang Xu swallowed, his nose was sore, his eyes were sore, he wanted to cry... He didn’t know why he cried so much, probably this one was kissing him People pet him?

Senior put his hand into Sang Xu's pajamas, touched every inch of Sang Xu's upper body, and then...

Then Sang Xu opened his eyes, and Sang Xu woke up from his dream.

When Sang Xu woke up, he was a little confused, looking at the ceiling, feeling astringent in his heart.

So it’s all a dream... It’s all a dream... Such a perfect person, my lord, treats me well, that’s because... why? Why is such a perfect person, my lord, so kind to me?! Let him have Thoughts I shouldn't have...

A string of tears flowed from the corner of Sang Xu's eyes.I didn’t cry, I shed tears in silence, my chapped lips parted, and I didn’t say anything...Why can’t I continue this dream? Why, why, why...

My lord, A Xu has a doubt, is this love....