Scum Amendment Code

"Do you think I really like you?" He whispered, laughing casually, "It's just that I saw a boring soul by chance."

——waiting for redemption.

Xi Wenxuan raised his head in astonishment, his face gradually turned pale: "...I..." he murmured, "...you mean the truth, right?"

Ji Wuchang raised his eyes indifferently, and in his eyes was something strange that Xi Wenxuan had never seen before: "Don't tell me, do you really think that I will fall in love with you?"

He lightly stroked the side of Xi Wenxuan's face, and slowly rubbed it: "Wishful thinking."

His tone was very light, so light that he seemed to be absent-minded, but Xi Wenxuan was pitiful.

——I guessed it, it should be like this, why is it so sad...

The corners of his eyes were wet, and his throat seemed to be choked, making it difficult to breathe.

"A boring soul looks like a bloom when it smiles, but...it is also the easiest to destroy. Obviously you have guessed my purpose, so why are you still stuck in it?"

Ji Wuchang leaned against his forehead with one hand, the bones of his wrist were exposed, and the cuff buttons were two fingers below the knuckles, delicate and delicate.

"...No, you're lying...who would waste time on a boring person...you're lying." Xi Wenxuan tried to plug his ears, clenching his teeth.

Lie Step One: Destroy.

Ji Wuchang chuckled: "It's not fun to deceive yourself, kid."

Xi Wenxuan's movements froze, his body stiffened: "I don't want to know anymore, don't talk about it..."

--So sad.

The speculation matches the truth, and when I actually heard it, it was not a sigh of relief, but a cruel beginning.

There was a bit of crying in his voice, and his nasal voice was heavy.

"Are you crying?"

Ji Wuchang pinched his chin and wiped away his tears: "Why are you crying?" He let go of his hand like throwing away a piece of garbage, and then wiped his fingers with a tissue.

"Don't cry, it's dirty."

"...Since I'm so disgusting, why are you approaching me?" He asked tremblingly.

The indifference in Ji Wuchang's eyes made him feel as if he had fallen into an ice cave. He would rather the other person's eyes were disgusted and bored, and he didn't want to see him so indifferent, as if he was just an innocuous passerby in his life.

Many days ago, the two of them slept together for the first time, and Xi Wenxuan could clearly recall the situation at that time.

——"You...why are you being so nice to me?"

"Because you deserve it."

"No, no, I'm not worth it at all, I suck, I'm bad, I'm useless, I'm gay, I'm bringing you down too..."

"You said it wrong. You are very good, not bad at all. If you want to blame, you can blame me. How can you think so many bad things when you are so good-looking."

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"Is it all a lie?" The ripples in Xi Wenxuan's eye sockets were shaky, "You said before that you wouldn't lie to me."

Gee.

"Just kidding, why do you take it seriously?"

"Do you still remember the place where we first met?" Ji Wuchang stretched out his hand to wrap his hair, playing around with his fingers.Casual, blind.

"Remember." Xi Wenxuan answered hurriedly, he was afraid that Ji Wuchang would no longer bring up the idea of ​​talking to him.His eyes were earnest, and his heart surged.

"Do you think you noticed me first?" Ji Wuchang stopped and let go of the strands of hair.

Xi Wenxuan was stunned, he thought of that scene, and suddenly guessed an answer, he tried hard to shake his head, trying to convince himself: "...No, that's not the case..."

"You guessed it right."

Ji Wuchang touched his neck, the most vulnerable place to increase his psychological pressure, he slid along the side of his neck to his collarbone, and unbuttoned his first button, "Want a reward?"

Lie Step Two: Build.

——You guessed right, what’s the use of knowing the truth?

Xi Wenxuan struggled deeply in his heart,...what is this, I don't want a reward...a liar...

To explain that encounter clearly, the only thing that has changed is that the passive party is no longer Ji Wuchang, and the original passive party has become Xi Wenxuan.

"Do you want it?" Ji Wuchang whispered in his ears.

He looked bewildered, but seemed to be confused, raised his head and murmured, "...I want to."

"Good boy." Ji Wuchang evoked a smile.

The third step of lying: reshaping.

[It's really smooth. 】

--certainly.

[If you were like this before, there is absolutely no need to live so miserable in front of him. 】

——What was I like before?

【The heart is bound and shackled in that person's hands. 】

The system came to a conclusion, and it felt like it was slowly telling him the truth.

——I used to be really unexpected.

Ji Wuchang's tone is quite intriguing.

They kept each other in captivity, two cages, and both of them were covered with bruises.

One is the body and the other is the heart.

Jin Gong died, and Impermanence was reborn in Changing Seasons.

I don't know why, maybe there are some actions, the system feels that he is getting closer to his nature, or that different personalities are merging.

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After experiencing the lie, no matter whether Xi Wenxuan doubted it or not, he didn't dare to doubt it anymore, because he couldn't bear to lose it.

Even if I knew it, I didn't want to reveal it again.

Perfectly solved a problem.

"The reward is, I'm lying to you." Ji Wuchang held up his tear-stained face and looked into his eyes.

Everything you want is coming, so let your guard down and be content.

Xi Wenxuan felt tormented. After hearing him say this, he was inexplicably grateful and wept with joy.

The taut strings were suddenly loosened, and there was the sound of flowers blooming in my ears.

"Thinking about something all day long."

"I, I didn't think about anything..."

Ji Wuchang laughed: "Really?"

Xi Wenxuan hesitated: "...not..."

He changed his position, his legs were already numb, "I was wrong."

"That's good."

"I really thought it was like this..."

"That's why I told you not to think about it." Ji Wuchang lifted his bangs up, revealing his teary face, "Don't cry, okay, I was wrong."

"Why can't I like you, why do I have ulterior motives when I get close to you, just like you said, there's no need for me to do this, isn't it? It's a waste of time."

"...I was wrong." Xi Wenxuan sniffled.

"Don't think so, I will be very sad." Ji Wuchang took out a piece of paper and wiped his tears.

"Just now... I thought it was true."

"If I lie to you, take it seriously. If I tell the truth, I am lying." Ji Wuchang said helplessly, "I really don't understand what you are thinking."

【You clearly understand it very well. 】

System pierced.

- Shh.

"Can I kiss you?" Xi Wenxuan raised his head, as if unsure.

With a smile in Ji Wuchang's eyes, he pressed his lips.

——A very familiar breath, so warm that it makes people feel the urge to cry.

"Ji Wuchang."

"kindness?"

"Will you leave later?"

"Do you want me to stay?"

"hope."

"As long as you wish, you can achieve it."

"I want you to be with me forever."

"Then I will always be with you."

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Xi's father's milk became a supper, he forgot it after he went out, and he remembered halfway through the case in the house, and warmed up the milk for them.

"Go to bed early, don't stay busy so late, your body won't be able to bear it, study comes second, your body comes first, you know?" Father Xi urged.

"Understood." Xi Wenxuan replied, without raising his head, his face was heavily marked by crying, and could not be seen by Xi's father.

Father Xi thought he was making a fuss, so he sighed and patted him on the shoulder, which meant to comfort him.

He thought Xi Wenxuan was blaming him.

"You study hard, I won't bother you anymore." He closed the door after he went out.

Xi Wenxuan exhaled, because he was still trembling after crying.

"I haven't finished my homework yet." He turned over the previous page and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand.

"It seems a little late now, I'm a little sleepy." He said to himself, pretending to be calm.

Xi Wenxuan is still a little bit overwhelmed. He holds a pen in his hand and presses it a little hard.

He pursed his lips and thought for a long time without writing.

Put down the pen and change direction.

Taking Ji Wuchang's hand, he unbuttoned the cuff button and folded it up twice.

Switch to the other hand.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I..." I was a little flustered, these small details always reminded me of the scene just now, Ji Wuchang's indifferent eyes.

Xi Wenxuan was throbbing with labor pain in his stomach. The stomach was close to the heart and infected each other. He was so uncomfortable that he wanted to suffocate.

That was before.

But now even with an explanation, he didn't feel much better.

——Who made you think about it, why should you doubt it.

He blamed himself, because Ji Wuchang just now made him feel strange, and he was farther away than he imagined.

Xi Wenxuan was a little scared, afraid that he would leave, afraid that he would hate him, afraid of things that could cause changes.

It's all good now, no need to change it.

Ji Wuchang put his finger on his temple lightly, and pressed it slowly: "Idiot."

"...I'm not an idiot." He said so, but he still faintly agreed with this statement in his heart, "Ji Wuchang, I want to write you a love letter."

- Enjoy that feeling of being liked and liking someone else.

Love is a young thing, it will make people become hot-blooded.

"Teach me to write love letters." Xi Wenxuan had no experience at all.

"I suddenly found that we skipped a lot of processes and had to do everything again. Then even if I am not in the same university as you after I go to university, I will definitely be very happy in retrospect."

Ji Wuchang thought for a while: "When I think of you, my whole heart beats fast, and it's hard to breathe."

[It may be a sudden myocardial infarction] system supplement.

--Quiet.

It's a very real feeling, at least that's what Xi Wenxuan felt when he faced Ji Wuchang.