little goldfish and memo

A week before the start of school, little Jinyu couldn't stay at home anymore. Although he had already bought the plane ticket very early, he still couldn't wait to start school. Jin Mengying also looked helplessly at his silly son who was going around at home every day.

The night before going back to school, Jin Yu chatted with Lu Zhiyang very excitedly, "I'm going back to school tomorrow!"

Lu Zhiyang smiled and said, "I'll pick you up at the airport."

That night, Jin Yu was probably too excited to be lulled to sleep by Lu Zhiyang. He said good night to Lu Zhiyang several times before hanging up the video call.

The next day Jin Yu bid farewell to Jin Mengying at the airport with tears in his eyes. Jin Mengying nodded his small forehead and laughed at him, "I thought you didn't even know you couldn't bear me?"

Jin Yu didn't say anything, just wiped away his tears and shook his head, feeling wronged.

Jin Mengying hugged him, "Okay, Mom can rest assured that someone will take care of you."

Jin Yu nodded, "Senior can take care of me."

Jin Mengying continued, "The person who takes care of you also needs to be taken care of by you, you know?"

Jin Woo paused and nodded.

As soon as Jin Yu arrived at the waiting area, he saw Lu Zhiyang waiting for him at the door, tall and handsome among the crowd.

Jin Yu dragged his luggage and ran over quickly, and threw himself into his arms, and Lu Zhiyang also hugged him tightly in his arms.

Really Want.

Lu Zhiyang pulled up Xiao Jinyu who was sticking to him, "Let me see, how come I got fat?"

Jin Yu curled his lips, "Yesterday, there was a video, why did you gain weight?"

"That's different, the camera is distorted," Lu Zhiyang squeezed Jin Yu's little face, and touched his waist, "There is flesh on his waist."

"Hey, stop making trouble!" Jin Yu hid and stopped him.

Lu Zhiyang didn't make any progress either, he took the bag on his back and put it on his back, then dragged his luggage, took him by the wrist and led him away.

Jin Yu said as he walked, "I found that flying is not so scary. I have never dared to fly, and this is the first time."

"Why are you sitting this time? Do you want to see me soon?" Lu Zhiyang rubbed his hair, thinking that the hand feels as good as ever.

Jin Yu thought for a moment why he wanted to fly, and half a minute later he suddenly realized, "I want to bring you strawberries! I picked them myself in my uncle's garden! It's in my bag."

Lu Zhiyang was taken aback for a moment, he had already completely forgotten about his desire to eat strawberries, but Xiao Jinyu still remembered that he took the plane that he had always been afraid of because of this.

Lu Zhiyang slid down the hand holding his wrist, and took his hand, "Then let's go quickly, I can't wait to eat."

"Okay! It's delicious!" Jin Yu also quickened his pace.

Lu Zhiyang went to his dormitory first to help him tidy up his dormitory. Jin Yu's other roommates hadn't come back yet, giving Lu Zhiyang the feeling that they were tidying up their home together.

Lu Zhiyang was helping him tidy up his closet, and Jin Yu came back from the water room, holding a pot of strawberries in his hand, "Quick, it's delicious, big and sweet, but a little smashed."

Lu Zhiyang stopped what he was doing, "Feed me one."

"I'll pick a big one for you." Then he took a big and red one and handed it to Lu Zhiyang's mouth.

Lu Zhiyang ate a big one in one gulp, rubbing his lips against Jin Yu's fingers.

As if Jin Yu didn't notice it, his attention was all on the strawberry, "Is it delicious?"

Lu Zhiyang nodded, "It's delicious."

Jin Yu handed another one to his mouth, "Then eat another one."

After feeding him two, Jin Yu himself took one and took a bite, squinting his eyes from the ice, "It's delicious."

Before he took a second bite, a warm touch replaced the cold touch of the strawberry just now. Jin Yu opened his eyes wide in fright, staring straight at Lu Zhiyang's face that was close at hand.

Seeing his surprised face, Lu Zhiyang thought it was funny, took the strawberry basin from his hand and put it on the table, and clasped the back of Jin Yu's head, deepening the kiss.

It's not unreasonable for Lu Zhiyang to be stubborn before. The strawberry-flavored little Jinyu tastes really delicious.

After the kiss was over, Jin Yu still blushed and opened his mouth dumbly, but the strawberry juice in his mouth had already been sucked away.

Seeing that he was still holding the half strawberry in his hand, Lu Zhiyang took it and ate it with a smile, sticking out his tongue and licking his lips, "It's delicious."

Jin Yu regained his composure, feeling ashamed and angry, he pushed Lu Zhiyang away and was about to run out.

Lu Zhiyang was quick, grabbed him, and hugged him, "What's the matter, baby? Did I scare you?"

Jin Yu wanted to break away from him, and asked a little angrily and aggrieved, "Why did you kiss me?"

Lu Zhiyang felt that this was a good opportunity to speak clearly, he held Jin Yu's shoulder, stared at his face, and said seriously, "Jin Yu, I know I didn't make it clear before, but I think we are no different from a couple. , I don’t understand why you reacted so badly when I kissed you.”

Lu Zhiyang paused, seeing Jin Yu's reaction, Jin Yu lowered his head and didn't make a sound.

Lu Zhiyang went on to say, with some anger in his tone unconsciously, "Don't you know how I treat you? Don't you feel anything about me? Just think of me as a senior who can take care of others?"

Jin Yu's mind was buzzing with the word "couple", and he didn't even listen to Lu Zhiyang's question later.

It's not that Jin Yu has never thought about being with his senior, but he is afraid that his senior will dislike his illness sooner or later, and sooner or later he will get tired of the habit of reminding him over and over again.As a friend, you may be cold, but at least you will not lose it, but once you become a couple, you will face the risk of losing it.

Jin Yu was afraid, afraid of losing Lu Zhiyang.

But things have progressed to this point, Jin Woo has no reason to lie to himself anymore, he whispered, "But I have a bad memory..." I'm afraid you'll bother me later...

However, before Jin Yu finished his tentative confession, Lu Zhiyang misunderstood it as another meaning.

Lu Zhiyang thought that Jin Yu's words were an answer to his question. He has a bad memory so he can't remember your goodness, so I don't have any other feelings for you.

People will lose their minds when they are angry. Lu Zhiyang even forgot all Jin Yu’s dependence on Jin Yu at that moment, everything about him in Jin Yu’s book, and Jin Yu’s memorization of bringing him strawberries for a holiday, leaving only affection unrequited anger.

"Fuck." Lu Zhiyang cursed, bypassed Jin Yu, slammed the door and went out.

Jin-woo froze in shock, a chill driving him to shiver.

He still hates me...

Jin Yu's memory uncontrollably jumped out of the scenes of his father slamming the door and leaving after thinking he was stupid, frame by frame...

The moment Lu Zhiyang walked out of the dormitory, he was sobered up by the cold wind, and suddenly remembered something, and suddenly turned around and opened the dormitory door.

The scene in front of him was similar to what he had imagined.

Jin Yu was still standing there, his slumped shoulders trembling slightly, and two lines of tears rolled down his face.

Lu Zhiyang rushed over in two steps, hugged Jin Yu in his arms, and apologized while kissing the side of his hair, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

How could he forget, his Jin Yu is most afraid of being rejected because of his bad memory.

Why didn't he understand, his Jin Yu said that he had a bad memory, and he was confessing himself, not trying to shirk.

Lu Zhiyang looked at the sobbing person in his arms, feeling more and more distressed, "I don't dislike you, really, I like you, everything."

Lu Zhiyang was impulsive on his own, reminding Jin Yu of sad things twice, the first time he could use ignorance to excuse him, but this time, this person is already very familiar with him, why would he still make such a mistake, just because of his so-called Giving, just so maliciously speculate on the person he likes?

Lu Zhiyang murmured to coax him while kissing him, "Little goldfish, I like you, I was wrong, I'm sorry, don't cry..."

Jin Yu cried for a while, and finally calmed down sobbing in his arms, but still lying on Lu Zhiyang's shoulder.

Lu Zhiyang called him, "Jin Yu?"

After a few seconds of silence, Jin Yu responded with a nasal voice, "Huh?"

"I am stingy, selfish, impulsive, bad-tempered, and unmotivated. I have too many shortcomings. Can I like you?" Lu Zhiyang asked.

You only have one shortcoming, and it's not even considered a shortcoming. I'm the one who is really afraid of being rejected. Are you willing to accept such a bad me?

Jin Woo raised his head and looked at him suspiciously with red eyes.

Lu Zhiyang smiled at him and asked, "Will you dislike me?"

Jin Yu shook his head firmly, Lu Zhiyang smiled and asked him, "Then why do you think I despise you?"

Jin Yu was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head.

Lu Zhiyang raised his head and looked into his eyes, "I like you, even if I tell you I love you every day like in that movie, I won't be bothered, let alone tell you the story of our love. You will write down all my good things, I just need to be good to you every day, we are just like normal couples."

Jin Yu's head was fixed by Lu Zhiyang, unable to lower his eyes, he could only lower his eyes, "You will be annoying...what if you will be annoying in the future..."

Lu Zhiyang was in a hurry, "Jin Yu! According to your thinking, then I also worry that you will recover from this so-called illness in the future. If you are so good, you will despise me. There are many possibilities in the future, but will this stop me from liking you now? "

Lu Zhiyang's voice softened, "I'll just ask you, do you like me?"

Hearing his question, Jin Yu suddenly raised his head, and met Lu Zhiyang's eyes, which were full of affection and hope, like a lamp in the dark night, and like a hand leading him forward, as if saying, "To One step ahead is boundless light."

Jin Yu's eyes were a little wet again, he nodded and said softly, "I like it."

The tender kiss fell again, and Jin Woo closed his eyes.

The person in front of him is his light source, he is too dazzling, he dare not look at it.

Finally, the worry deep in my heart seemed to be uprooted and handed over to another person. It seemed that those distant, small and vague memories were no longer important. I miss him when I don't see him.

A good life should be remembered.

But all good things are happening, so why bother to remember them.

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It ended unexpectedly, is it a surprise or not?