small death

fourteen

It took Li Xiangming a long time to find Shihui.

He didn't know how to face him, and he didn't know how to forgive him.

As for why he was going, because he left something behind when he returned home.

He knocked on Shihui's door, just once.

Shi Hui opened the door and looked at him. He didn't seem to want Li Xiangming to go in. He stood by the door and asked him, "What's the matter? Mr. Police."

He also called him Mr. Police, just like the first time they met.

"There is a case, I hope you can assist in the investigation."

"Please come in."

But as soon as the door was closed, Shi Hui was pressed against the wall.

"Are you fucking crazy?"

"You are the one who is crazy!"

Li Xiangming punched Shi Hui in the face, Shi Hui watched Li Xiangming's movements with his eyes open, and said, "Mr. Police is angry."

"Yes, I'm angry, I saw you being ooxxed by the old man next door, shouldn't I be angry?"

"It was you that day." Shi recalled and yawned as if remembering something, "Actually, if you don't mind, we can go together, I don't mind."

Li Xiangming didn't know how this person had the face to say such a thing, and he didn't know why he had to associate with this person and hang out with him day and night. Now thinking about it, he finds it ridiculous.

(slightly)

Li Xiangming seemed to calm down, he suddenly felt very childish, "I'm sorry." He said.

Shi Hui curled up there, and he called him, "Xiang Ming."

It was the first time Shi Hui called him that, so Li Xiangming didn't react when he heard it.

"Xiang Ming, I feel so uncomfortable." Shi Hui lowered his head, and he circled his hands as if he was hugging himself.

Li Xiangming held Shihui in his arms, he regretted it, he felt that he was crazy, he was a lunatic, he must be.

He felt that he had no reason and no position to appease Shi Hui.

"You and Angel's father won't have any results."

"I know."

At this time, Li Xiangming's cell phone rang, it was Shanshan, Li Xiangming didn't answer it, and 2 minutes later Shanshan sent a WeChat message, she asked him where he was, if he had dinner, and if he wanted to go together.

"I told you, Shanshan."

"As you said, she seems to be a pretty good girl." Shi Hui seemed to have calmed down, and he got up to get toilet paper and blankets.

He simply wiped it with a paper towel, threw a blanket to Li Xiangming, and asked, "So, you get along well?"

"Okay."

"Then try it."

In silence, Li Xiangming lowered his head and kept silent. He played with the tissues in his hand, tore them up and rubbed them into pieces, threw them into the wastebasket, then took out another one, and continued.

The phone rang again, incessantly, filling the room with the melody of yourraisemeup.

"I'm going to take a shower." Shi Hui said, he looked at Li Xiangming, and made a phone call gesture with one hand.

Li Xiangming saw him and threw a paper ball at him.

Li Xiangming still answered Shanshan's call, he didn't say yes or no, he said that he would come back here while he was there, and he would go back later.

He started to pack his things. For the first time, he found that he had a lot of things here. Ono and Yuko circled around him, jumping up and down happily, and they didn't know it was a farewell.

He has always kept the memories of the two of them, two movie tickets, two opera tickets, a broken cup, and a note that he did not want to drink coffee. Bread... These things seem to be inseparable from the unclear memories, dragging him back and forth.Then he saw the thick travel diary, and he remembered the joke he had with Shi Hui. They had made an appointment to go on a trip, but before the trip could start, everything was over.

When he finally finished packing, Shi Hui came out wiping his hair.

He was surrounded by steam that hadn't dissipated, "Are you leaving?"

"Ah."

"I'm leaving here too."

"Where are you going?"

"secret."

"Have you planned it in the morning?"

"Yes."

"Then... the journey went smoothly."

"Thank you, and goodbye, my Mr. Policeman."

"Goodbye."

They stood at the door for a long time. In the room, Ono and Yuko had already run from the window sill to the cabinet, and then chased to the desk. They finally ran to the door and looked out. They seemed to be a little curious about the outside world. Youzi kept wrapping around Li Xiangming's trousers, biting it with its mouth and making a whining sound.

"Youzi seems to have grown up a bit." Li Xiangming picked up Youzi, who was very familiar with Li Xiangming's embrace, turned around and stopped moving.

"Ah."

"Do you think that if Ono and Youzi are separated one day, they will be sad?" Li Xiangming looked at Youzi, he didn't know how to say goodbye to it.

"It will be sad for a while, and then it will get better."

"Really?" He put Yuko down and wanted to find Ono, but he saw Ono inside the door, looking this way.

"real."

"Go get married, Xiang Ming, you are still young, and your life is still long." Shi Hui paused and said.

"it is good."

Li Xiangming turned and left, as if he was here for the first time, without looking back.

He heard a crisp voice behind him, "Beautiful brother, you are crying."

Li Xiangming suddenly remembered that once he was forced into marriage by his family, Shi Hui sent him a bookmark that read:

I'm Nobody, Who Are You

Are you nobody, too

Then there's a pair of fus—don't tell!

They'dbanishus, you know.

Howdreary to be somebody!

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