Frontier of rebirth

Zi Ran once resented that Shu Jiaoyan's gaze never stopped for her, but she forgot that he never gave her a reason to stay.Now she is doing what she dreamed of in her previous life, but this is no longer what she wants.

She didn't listen to a word of what Shu Jiaoyan said later, she just looked at Shu Jiaoyan, watched her talk and watched her smile, so beautiful, so charming, so unapproachable.They are not in the same world. In the last life, she tried her best to chase her back, but she was still left behind.But now that she has had enough of this kind of life, she still wants to watch her as she is now, but no longer force herself to integrate into her world.

You see, in fact, she is still living as well as before without you, and you have no reason to bother her anymore.

Shu Jiaoyan sensed her absent-mindedness, stopped and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's okay," Zi Ran smiled apologetically, "I remembered something from the past."

The atmosphere was a bit awkward for a while, but fortunately at that moment Bihua Daoist walked in.Shu Zhiyuan did not show up, and was still accompanied by Shu Xing. "Alright Ziran, let's go."

"Zi Ran?" Shu Jiaoyan was a little surprised, "Are you that Zi Ran?"

Zi Ran nodded, she didn't expect Shu Jiaoyan to still remember her.

After getting an affirmative answer, Shu Jiaoyan looked very happy, took Zi Ran's hand and said: "When you left, I never heard from you again, and I was always worried about you. Now I see that you are doing well. not worried."

Zi Ran also couldn't tell if Shu Jiaoyan's words were true or not. She would rather believe that what Shu Jiaoyan said was false than be disappointed after knowing the truth.

"Don't worry, I've been living well." After saying that, she left with Master Bi Hua.

Neither of the two of them spoke first, and Zi Ran didn't speak until they had walked a long way: "I'm feeling a little lost now, I wonder if the two of them can take care of themselves, can they live well?"

"I thought you would care more about Shu Jiaoyan."

"She doesn't need my concern."

"Caring is never necessary, it just depends on whether someone is willing to give it."

"Talk from experience?" Zi Ran's tone of voice couldn't help but feel a little sarcasm.

Master Bihua didn't care about Ziran's attitude, but nodded seriously and said, "That's right, speaking from experience."

"I thought you wouldn't be bothered by these things for someone as dedicated as you are."

"The way of the Tao is not without desires and desires. It is advisable to forget one's feelings too much, but it is not the only one." Then the real Bihua finally told Ziran the story of her past.

That was decades ago, Bihua Daoist was still very young, she had just started to practice with her master, and everyone still only called her Bihua.Her master said that she had too little experience and asked her to travel down the mountain.She had never left Yihai Town at that time, and she had no idea where to go.But the teacher had no choice but to obey, so she had no choice but to bite the bullet and leave.

Bihua thought that since he was coming out to see the world, it would be best to go to the capital.In this vast and bustling world, how can you experience all kinds of things in the world better than the capital city?

Their acquaintance began with a story-like hero rescue.Bihua, who has never gone out alone, obviously does not know the importance of not revealing her wealth. She simply and persistently believes in the kindness of human nature, and helps a farmer who owes money to the landlord on the way.Unexpectedly, seeing Bihua alone, the farmer became malicious, and wanted to kill Bihua and steal her money.

At this time, he happened to pass by, discovered the farmer's intentions, and rescued Bihua in time.He told Bihua that his name was Yuan Zhishu.

Before this, Bi Hua had never seen anyone who was as elegant, knowledgeable, and polite as Yuan Zhishu except her master.Along the way, Yuan Zhishu took good care of Bihua, enough to make Bihua, who just understood what love is, fall in love with him.And before that, he himself had already fallen deeply into it.

Like all people who fell in love, they made vows together, looking forward to a future that was not as beautiful as they imagined, but firmly believed that they could be together forever.

Along the way, they toured the mountains and rivers, played chivalry and fought for righteousness. It took them more than a month to travel for three full months.

It was only when he was approaching the capital that Yuan Zhishu told her that his real name was actually Shu Zhiyuan, and that he was the eldest son of the Shu family in the capital.But at that time, Bihua didn't understand these things, she didn't know what it meant at all, she just smiled and said that she didn't mind that he lied to him for so long, as long as he really loved him.

Shu Zhiyuan knew that Bihua was not deeply involved in the world, so he couldn't bear to say more, but just told her over and over again that he loved her.

But love can't solve all problems, Shu Zhiyuan knows that he has no way to fight against the power of the family, and he and Bihua have no future at all.On the way, he can deceive Bihua, even himself, but these are only lies after all.Bihua is smart, but she has too little experience, so she will naturally be able to understand it by herself.

It's just that the capital city is already close in front of him. When he first met Bihua, he never expected that he would love someone so much that he even wanted to escape from Shu's house.

Bihua could see Shu Zhiyuan's hesitation, but did not guess the reason.She no longer clamored to go to the capital quickly as before, but asked Shu Zhiyuan cautiously: "Don't you like the capital? If it's just to accompany me, then let's not go."

"No," Shu Zhiyuan comforted Bihua, "I just thought of something, you don't have to worry."

Bihua wanted to say something more, but Shu Zhiyuan changed the topic.

In the end they finally arrived in the capital, Shu Zhiyuan put Bihua in the inn first, and returned to Shu's house.Everything was as he expected, the Shu family would never accept an ordinary person with no background as the wife of the Shu family, not to mention that this person was a member of the Taoist sect, even if he became a vulgar person, he would still be a grudge in his heart.

Shu Zhiyuan would visit Bihua occasionally, but the frequency became less and less.It's not that Bi Hua is completely out of touch with the world. After living in the capital these days, she already knows what kind of giant the Shu family is.Although she doesn't know much about this kind of aristocratic family, she also knows the truth that the right family is right.She also gradually understood that the original vows of eternal love were nothing more than a few casual words, how could there be so many things that could be taken seriously?

Bi Hua thought about this matter, without any hesitation, immediately wrote a letter to Shu Zhiyuan, entrusted others to forward it to Shu Zhiyuan, and left without even saying goodbye.

Bihua told herself, maybe this is the experience that the master said.

After traveling with Shu Zhiyuan for so long, Bihua is no longer the one who just went out and needs to be taken care of.She is still willing to believe in the beauty of human nature and to lend a helping hand to those she has never met, but she has also learned to protect herself.

She has been traveling abroad for several years, at first her mind was full of Shu Zhiyuan's shadow, after a long time, she learned not to think about him anymore, but sometimes she sees people somewhat similar to Shu Zhiyuan, Still can't help but pay more attention.

Later she returned to the capital, at that time Shu Zhiyuan had already taken over the Shu family, no one dared to question his words.When Shu Zhiyuan learned that Bi Hua had come to the capital again, he thought she was looking for him.

Shu Zhiyuan found Bihua and told her that now he has enough ability to ignore other people's opinions, and he is willing to marry her.

But Bihua was not as he imagined, she just rejected him with a smile, telling him that she didn't come for him, she just came to the capital to visit fellow Taoists.

Later, Bihua met Yihai Town, and rarely left.

After listening to Bihua's story, Zi Ran was very surprised. She had known Bihua for ten years, but she only knew one side of Bihua, but never touched her other side.

Everyone has something that they don't want to tell outsiders, just like herself.

"So you actually almost became Mrs. Shu? That's the glory and wealth you can get at your fingertips!" Zi Ran said pretending to be relaxed, trying to ease the slightly sad atmosphere.

Master Bihua shook his head: "He and I will never really get together. But you are different. You and Shu Jiaoyan are different from us."

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