My deskmate is a sand sculpture

Gao He didn't have the mood to do his homework, so he fell asleep.

He actually had a rare dream.But the dream was not happy at all, Yi An left him, no matter how hard he tried to keep him, he never looked back.His parents said why he didn't find a girl to fall in love with, and it would be bad to be known.

Gao He woke up from a nightmare.

Yes, why didn't he consider his parents.It is estimated that he will not have a good face towards him. After all, not only is he in love with him, but the object of his love is not very good...

By the way, he hasn't written his homework yet.But now he really wants to lie down for a while, as long as he closes his eyes, he can rest.Gao He turned his head and looked at the alarm clock - 2:40.

But in the end, rationality defeated sadness. Gao He got up and sat down at the desk. He didn't even confiscate the desk before, so now he can start doing his homework with the lamp on. The topic is very simple, but he can't turn his mind.

Gao He insisted on finishing writing around four o'clock.After finishing writing, he didn't feel sleepy anymore, and sat at the desk to read after finishing his homework.It is better to say that it is reading a book than staring at it in a daze.

He finally knew why he couldn't fall in love early.Only a few people can concentrate on not glancing at the person they like during class, and will not delay their work because of liking.

And almost everyone can't escape the depression brought about by this kind of love, except--people who have not been emotionally invested in the first place.

"bell--"

The alarm clock rang, it was six o'clock.Gao He got up and tidied up the desk before going to wash up.Looking at the gloomy man with dark circles under his eyes in the mirror, he was a little surprised, it was rare for him to be so inhuman.

With his schoolbag on his back, Gao He stopped not far from Yi An's house, he didn't ride a bicycle today, it's Friday anyway, so it won't matter if he goes back a little later in the afternoon.But yesterday, did Yi An walk back by himself...

Of course not, Yi Anke was happy, and walked home with a lot of momentum with his Yidang brothers.

Of course Gao He didn't know that he was worrying for nothing, and even felt that he had done something wrong and felt a little guilty.

Forget it, if Yi An wore that bracelet today, he would forgive Yi An.

After waiting for a while, I saw Yi An coming out of the door and waving at the door, presumably to say goodbye to his mother.Because he didn't call to wake up Yi An today.

Gao He looked at Yi An's wrist, but there was nothing on it.

Gao He's hanging heart sank, and he couldn't tell what his mood was.The guilt in my heart is gone, but my emotions are getting lower and lower uncontrollably.

In fact, Yi An remembered it when he was woken up in the morning.But he was stubborn and didn't want to wear it.

He was thinking that Gao He didn't call to wake him up today, when he suddenly thought of something.

Gao He obviously could call him, why didn't he remind him at all.Isn't this angry at yourself? It just deserves it.

Guess Gao He is laughing so much now, using such an "excuse" to make him feel guilty, and then being dumped, he is still the scumbag.

Obviously, both Gao He and Yi An misunderstood each other.A lot of things in this world don't make sense, so no one person can fully understand another person.

It's like Yi An doesn't understand why Gao He doesn't forgive him, and Gao He doesn't understand why Yi An doesn't care about the bracelet.

Presumably the concept of love is different.

Yi An felt that there was no need for those fictitious things to maintain the relationship, but Gao He was different. He thought it was their common memory, and he believed that the relationship can be seen from the details.

But, in the final analysis, liking this kind of thing is also a kind of emotion, invisible and intangible, the only one who really knows is yourself...

Gao He just followed behind Yi An, and it was not too early for Yi An to walk slowly to the school. Fortunately, he didn't meet any acquaintances on the way to expose Gao He.

Everything was as usual, but Yi An was a little surprised when he saw Gao He who came in after him.Then he glanced at the man's wrist, the bracelet was not taken off.Fortunately, I will wear it myself tomorrow.

Feeling refreshed for a while, we parted from the crematorium...

Yi An suddenly regretted that he didn't wear the bracelet in the morning, and he became more certain that Gao He couldn't bear to part with him.

Hehehe, wear it again tomorrow, after all, I still want to pamper him a bit.

Gao He handed in his homework with a guilty conscience. His homework this time was really not good...

"One, two, three...why is there still one book missing? Who hasn't handed in their homework?" The team leader suddenly raised his head and asked after counting the homework books. Their group has never been short of homework.

"Me." Yi An replied.

Gao He frowned and glanced at Yi An, but Yi An turned his head away from Gao He's probing eyes.

"Why didn't you hand in? Didn't do it?" The team leader came over with the homework and asked.

"I didn't write it down, write it down." Yi An said it very easily, and then sat back in his seat and fell asleep on his stomach.Just like a bad student.

But the people who can enter their school are not far behind.

Gao He paused and paused before asking.

"Why don't you write?"

Yi An glanced at Gao He, he stared at him closely as if he really wanted to see through him.

"I didn't do my homework much before." The implication is-this is what I used to be, now I'm back, surprised?

"...Mmm." Gao He's eyes darkened, since Yi An was willing to degenerate, he didn't want to worry about it too much.No, he doesn't have that right.

After quarreling like that yesterday, Yi An still didn't "remember" the crap about wearing the bracelet.

After the first class, Yi An was called to the office, and when he came back, he took out his notebook and started to make up his homework, Gao He was called again.

Shen Liu looked at Gao He with his head lowered to his chest, a little funny, "What's the matter, it's the first time I saw you didn't do your homework well."

"..." Gao He pursed his lips and remained silent.

"Did something happen yesterday?" Shen Liu is also a smart person, Yi An didn't do his homework today, Gao He was perfunctory, and looking at the usual relationship between the two, he could have guessed that there was a conflict.

"...It's okay." Gao He couldn't tell the teacher that yesterday he was so upset by Yi An that he wanted to cry, and even went to bed before doing his homework.

"Hey, you need to adjust your status well. It's almost the end of the term." Shen Liu stood up, patted Gao He's shoulder, and said, "If there is any conflict, think about it from the other party's point of view."

"It's useless to think about it." Gao He replied, completely forgetting, the teacher still doesn't know what happened.

"Why?" Shen Liu asked.

"I don't know." Gao He replied.

"Did he apologize?"

"I got it."

"So did you forgive him?"

"No."

"why?"

"do not know."

"...Then do you like the current state?" After a moment of silence, Shen Liu continued to ask.

Gao He paused, yes, he doesn't like the current state.

"do not like."

Shen Liu had already guessed the relationship between the two, but because the two were in good condition, they did not reveal it.A few days ago, I could still see two people wearing bracelets. These days, one is wearing the other and the other is not.The status really dropped.

It's not that he has never seen a gender situation like Gao He and Yi An, but there are not many people who can fall in love in middle school and succeed.

"Then think about why, and your own reasons."

"Um……"