[Entertainment] Time is not lost

In the crowded slums, every time it rains, the dirt road on the ground becomes extraordinarily hideous.It was another night of torrential rain, and the street lamps shone dully, unable to illuminate the street.

Wearing a long beige dress, the pale girl was terrified, shivering and curling up in the corner of the wall.It was as if Yuye was some invisible monster that would devour her body at any time.

Suddenly, lightning flashed across the sky, almost illuminating half of the city, and the girl became even more frightened, and thunder came one after another. She couldn't help but let out a hoarse cry, but her cry was weak, like the thunder that shook the mountains. The sound is too powerful.No one could hear her cry, no one could see her cry.

She was like a panicked little beast, isolated and helpless, she could only cower and hug herself tightly.Abandoned by the world.

Suddenly, the keyhole made a 'click' sound, followed by a dazzling white light shining into the eyes, the girl looked timidly at the person at the door, and then showed a joyful expression.He ran over a few steps and hugged the young man who was changing shoes.

The appearance of the youth seemed to illuminate her dark world.

"elder brother."

Her voice was soft but hoarse.

She is a girl who looks like a teenager, but she looks like a child of a certain age. She should be a beautiful, youthful, energetic girl who lives in the sun, but she is skinny, with sunken cheeks and a dull expression , can only be imprisoned in one world.

"Xiaoyue, don't be afraid, brother is here." The young man first raised his hand to touch the girl, and then closed the door behind him.As the door closed, he changed his shoes again, and then led his sister to sit in the small living room, on the shaky plastic bench.

Taking out the KFC bag that had been hidden all along from behind him, the young man smiled gently, with a doting tone, as if coaxing a five or six-year-old child. "Do you like it? Today is Xiaoyue's birthday. My brother brought you something to eat."

The girl named Xiaoyue looked at the package of the fried chicken burger, showed a silly smile, nodded heavily, and said firmly in her hoarse voice. "like."

"These are all Xiaoyue's." The young man patted the girl's head again, and placed the fried chicken burgers from KFC in front of his sister one by one.

The girl opened her eyes wide. The wind and rain outside the window seemed to have nothing to do with her. She focused on the golden fried chicken exuding a tempting aroma, and carefully stretched out her hand to pick up a piece.

There was a desire for fried chicken in her eyes, but she still handed the fried chicken in front of the young man, saying every word. "Brother eats first."

The young man's eyes were red, he lowered his head slightly, raised his head again, and took a bite of the fried chicken that the girl handed to his mouth. He didn't care what it tasted like after eating it, he chewed it numbly twice, and swallowed it into his belly .

"Brother is full."

"Oh." The girl didn't understand the young man's eyes, but she still believed in him unconditionally.He said that when he was full, the girl stopped handing food to her brother, but concentrated on eating the fried chicken that she thought was very delicious.

She ate very slowly, seriously, and carefully.

She is sick.Her illness made her world stay before the age of seven forever.Her illness also made it impossible for her to get out of the world that imprisoned her. She was afraid of everything, anyone, and anything in the world.

In her cognition, in this world, except for her mother and brother who are good people, everyone else is a beast, a jackal, who will kill her, eat her, and torture her...

It's not that the youth never thought of sending her to a specialized medical institution, but to no avail.After leaving her youth and this family, her illness made her hoarse.In the end, she could only curl up quietly in the house, like a ghost abandoned by the world.

Now, the young man has also decided to abandon her.After drinking the cola mixed with sleeping pills, the girl fell into a deep sleep in a short while. The young man looked at her with unbearable eyes flashing across his eyes, but it was quickly replaced by resolute ruthlessness.

He leaned over and kissed the girl's forehead, and took a last look at his sister who was still asleep, as if she had fallen into some beautiful dream. After turning on the gas, he turned and left the house.

Lin Lang's hands were shaking, but at some point, his hands stopped shaking.Standing in the torrential rain, he looked up at the room with the window open, silently saying goodbye to himself and his last relative and confidant.

He resented the world, why should so much suffering be imposed on him.He never expected to have such a beautiful family, let alone money and wealth.

He just wants an ordinary life, quiet, mediocre.Rather than what he has experienced since childhood.bad life.Looking back on his first 20 years, he can only say that his life was really terrible.

His mother was in the last wave of going to the countryside. She was a beautiful, intellectual, and very good woman, but his father was a complete piece of rubbish.

That man was an idle hooligan, and his mother married that man because she was raped by that man, and then had his eldest sister.

In that terrible era, even if a woman who was unmarried and pregnant was raped, she would still be stabbed in the back.

Within a few years, his mother gave birth to his eldest sister, second sister, third sister, and him.The eldest sister married a man from the next village when he was six years old. The next year, the second sister was married to an old man by his grandmother for thousands of dollars.The third sister...was pressed into the water basin a few days before she was born and died.

And then, when he was eight years old, his idle father got together with the village widow and had a younger brother.

His mother was kicked out.On the night when his mother left, he quietly hid in the bus and escaped from that magic den.

He hated that bad life with all his heart.

After returning to the city with her mother, she has long been out of touch with society. The middle-aged woman, who is no longer an intellectual young woman, found an ordinary job in a factory, dragged her child who followed her quietly, and then she desperately found out that she was pregnant. .That child is Xiaoyue.

During that time, Lin Lang felt that his life was the most ordinary and happiest, although he lived with his mother and Xiaoyue in a very difficult and bitter life.But very happy.

Until that day comes.Everything is like a broken kaleidoscope.The gorgeous and beautiful world has always been illusory.Overnight, his mother died, and Xiaoyue went crazy... Only he was left where he was.Guarding the already precarious home.

The torrential rain continued, and the man's heart was already rotten. He even fell into a deeper abyss. He stared blankly at the light source, spurned his sins, and looked forward to the day when someone would appear to punish his sins.

But before that, he will become the worst murderer in the world, carrying the sin that cannot be washed away, heading towards a deeper abyss.

Brightness has never been with him.

"Card—" accompanied by the director's voice.Several cameras surrounding Shen Yicheng stopped recording at the same time, and the people who were standing in the rainstorm also opened and closed their eyes, and pulled away from the despair and sickness, showing a shy smile in the past.

Director Wang didn't wait for Shen Yicheng to say anything, and spoke first. "Drink some ginger tea first, take a break, apply makeup, and prepare for the close-up of the face and the second line." After saying this, he returned to the camera.Look at the pictures in the camera from all angles.

Shen Yicheng nodded with a smile, didn't say anything, and let himself be dragged away by the makeup artist.

Gou Chen shook his head desperately, trying to get the emotion out of his mind, but to no avail.It was so shocking.Shen Yicheng is really too charming...Holding his forehead that was gently kissed by a man, Gou Chen felt like everything was in a dream.

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I don't even know what I wrote today.