that love, that youth

Without saying hello or letter, Xiaoshi rushed over from the attached middle school to see me.

When the uncle on the doorman found our class, I was sitting alone in the classroom in a daze.When I saw Xiaoshi, I had the urge to cry, as if I saw the sun shining through the dark clouds.

Walking on the main road in front of the school, he said, let's eat shredded potatoes, hot and sour or vinegar.I didn't speak, but in fact I replied in my heart, I said: "That's really the only thing I can't get tired of eating."

He told me a joke about arctic penguins, which made me cry out of laughter. He asked a brain teaser question about a bus driver surnamed Zhang who picked up a few passengers at the first stop and got off. I stood down for a few times, until I was dizzy. When I was thinking that he would ask me how many passengers got on and off in total, he actually asked me what the driver's name was.

That afternoon, watching Xiaoshi walking steadily on the outside of me, watching the road carefully, telling jokes to make me happy, ordering my favorite dishes, and listening to him instruct the master to put less pepper, I had a kind of Inexplicably moved, thank God, long live friendship!

I said, Xiaoshi, if you are so good at taking care of people, girls will like you more.

He said, yes, I can't even shake it off, and I will find you a sister-in-law another day.

"That would be beautiful."

"It goes without saying that I'm sorry for not being pretty."

"What does it have to do with me? You are looking for a girlfriend, not me."

"You just said let me find a beautiful one."

"After talking about it and going back and forth, it's boring!"

"It's been a long time since I heard from you?"

"busy!"

"How is this exam?"

"not so good."

"As long as I tell you to study, you will pull your face."

"Don't point out just because you are a top student, I don't owe you anything."

"The third year of high school is coming soon. You know what it means. If you don't hurry up, you will regret it."

"Can you talk about something else, I choke when I eat."

"Do you have a boyfriend?" Hearing this, I looked up and saw the worry in his eyes. I don't know who told him so many things.However, it was predictable, even if no one told him, he would still find out.

Maybe he came here today just to get rid of my thoughts.Thinking of this, I am a little angry.

"Does this matter have anything to do with you? You are too lenient!"

"I just want to remind you, don't forget what you said yourself, Weiming Lake is waiting for you, and there are still 307 days from today. Whether you want to continue like this is up to you. I'm too lazy to care about it."

"You are too lazy to take care of it! Are you annoying!"

After saying this, I put down my chopsticks and walked outside the restaurant.Standing outside the door was Zeng Xiaowu and two other gangsters.I began to tremble with fear, the scene of that classmate bleeding last time was flashing in front of my eyes.

I was about to go back and block Xiaoshi's path, but he had already come out.

I whispered to him, you go, I will find a way.

Xiaoshi glanced at Zeng Xiaowu who was standing behind me and said, is that him?Missing my body, he went directly to Zeng Xiaowu.

"If there is anything, let's solve it together, don't make a fool of yourself here." These are Xiao Shi's words.

I closely followed his footsteps and walked towards a secluded place in the north of the school.Walking beside me was Zeng Xiaowu, followed by those two annoying little bastards.

Xiaoshi stopped, but my heart began to beat violently.I took a step to block Xiaoshi, and then stretched out my hands. "Zeng Xiaowu, forget it in the past, but this time you dare to touch my brother's finger, I swear that I will never recognize you in this life."

Xiaoshi blocked me with his hands. "I'm not her brother, I'm her boyfriend"

Are you crazy?What Zeng Xiaowu said is not true, if you believe him, you will be fooled.

I tried my best to defend myself, hoping that this war could be settled like a clarified misunderstanding, but the fact is not at all.Before I could finish my sentence, Zeng Xiaowu kicked me over, Xiaoshi pushed me back, and the two of them wrestled together.I desperately grabbed the two people behind me until I was pushed to the ground.

Xiaoshi has been pushed to the ground by the three of them.I desperately grabbed Zeng Xiaowu, blocked his fist, and shouted "stop" heart-piercingly, "Why are all things related to me resolved by force." "Who do you think your fist can impress?" Heart?" "Let go".

Zeng Xiaowu finally stopped, "You go, I don't want to see you next to He Tiantian again."

I helped Xiaoshi up, he adjusted his clothes, and looked at me, "Is such a person worthy of your ideals?" This sentence seemed to contain blood and tears, and it gave me a blow to the head. I watched him limping He walked out with a crutch, tears in his eyes.

I turned my head and exhausted all my strength, shouted at Zeng Xiaowu: "I hate you", and left crying.

Back in the classroom, I wrote two letters, one was full of apologies to Xiaoshi, and I told him to visit him one day so that he could remember.

One to Zeng Xiaowu, full of accusations.I said who allowed you to treat the people and things I care about in such a brutal way, you don't know yet, this is a consistent friend who has followed me for many years.It was a long, long time before I fell in love with you, and it will be a long, long time after I don't love you.

The letter sent to Zeng Xiaowu was like a small stone stirring up thousands of waves. From the moment he read the letter, he has been interfering in all my actions.There is his shadow in all the journeys such as eating, self-study, and returning to the dormitory.

He put a beautiful diary on my desk and said: girl, this is our common diary, if you have anything to write here, I will do it.

He said, girl, I also regret the beating, but when I think of you favoring others, my heart hurts so much that I want to cry.

He said, girl, please forgive me, I can't guarantee it.

He said, girl, if love is so selfish, can you not blame me.

He said, girl, please, stop torturing me.

I have to admit that love is the most powerful force in the world.No matter what he says, I am willing to choose to believe, to forgive, to accept, and to watch the person I like cling like a child.

In this way, my mood gradually changed from cloudy to sunny, and I began to love without fear.Xiaoshi's words changed from a slap in the face to plain boiled water.

Is this a war of friendship and love?I think love is already waving the flag and shouting, showing off and demonstrating.

I went back to the earth fragrance in spring, the red flowers and willows, and the unbearable heat of summer gave birth to a little bit of coolness in front of love.The two of us are like villains glued together again, not only leaving no gaps, but even closer than before.

Wind blowing, shopping, chatting, I go farther and farther in love, until I can't see the starting point, and forget the original intention.

The author has something to say:

Writing a novel is a bittersweet drama. . .

As soon as I entered Jincheng, it was as deep as the sea, and from now on I was a newcomer.