The No.15 Years of Loving the Actor

The first scene Zhao Yiran saw when he opened his eyes was lying on the operating table with blood all over his head, but his face was bloodless.He was startled, and instinctively stepped back to see a nurse rushing towards him. He had no time to dodge, and watched the nurse pass through his body.

He looked at himself in disbelief, and when he looked down, he saw his feet floating in the air.

He, is this already dead?

He looked at the lifeless self on the bed, the nurse running around in a hurry, and the doctor fiddled with the surgical equipment nervously, when the doctor was about to use the knife on himself , he floated out.

He floated in the corridors of the hospital, listening to the little nurses whispering.

"Hey, did you know? The person who sent first aid just now is Zhao Yiran!"

"Ah, Zhao Yiran, isn't that the handsome star who sings well?"

"That's right! It's him. He had a car accident and was only half dead when he was sent to the hospital."

"Ah, it's so miserable, how could it be like this?"

"..."

Zhao Yiran leaned against the wall, staring straight at the boring and repetitive patterns on the tiles in the corridor. The lights in the hospital were always incomprehensibly dim, but even so, Zhao Yiran could clearly see the dirt on the tiles.

How did it become like this?

Shouldn't he be dead already?At this time, shouldn't you go to Huangquan Road alone, why are you still here?He looked at the closed door of the emergency room, thinking about himself lying inside, and wishing he would just die on the operating table.

I don't want to live anymore, it's really too hard.

The sound of running footsteps came from far and near, Zhao Yiran raised his head and saw the person he least wanted to see.Qin Yin's face was anxious and his head was covered with sweat. His body was gray as if he had fallen, and there were scratches on his arms and one side of his cheek.

Zhao Yiran looked at the dust on his trousers, thinking that he just washed them yesterday.

Well, one more reason to hate him.

Qin Yin's face was no longer calm enough to make Zhao Yiran so angry, he was very flustered, he dragged a passing nurse and asked directly: "How is Zhao Yiran?!"

Seeing him like this, the nurse didn't know what to say, so she could only comfort him and said, "It's being rescued inside, so don't worry too much."

It's just nonsense.Zhao Yiran curled his lips and did not speak.

Of course no one could hear him even if he said it.Qin Yin let go of the nurse and leaned against the wall decadently, bowed her head and said nothing.Su Bai stood beside him and looked at him worriedly.

Zhao Yiran floated in front of Qin Yin and looked at him closely, he wanted to see how this person would react.

It was only a few hours ago that he drove himself away with the greatest malice and the most excessive thoughts, so that he cut off his thoughts and thoughts.

Doesn't he wish he would leave him?This is not what he wanted now.

Qin Yin lowered his head, with a very sad expression on his face.

Zhao Yiran took a look and then turned his head away. After thinking for a while, he turned his head and taunted Qin Yin: "Who are you showing this face to? Pretending to be." It's a pity that Qin Yin couldn't hear or see, and still had an expression that made Zhao Yiran unhappy. Crazy expression.

Zhao Yiran kicked Qin Yin as if giving up, and then floated to the other side.

Qin Yin just leaned against the wall without moving, no matter what Su Bai said, he didn't respond.

After a while, Shen Yan and Qi Yu also rushed over.Seeing his friend's anxious look, Zhao Yiran was moved and felt a little guilty.

Several people waited together for three hours, and the doctor came out and told them that he had lost a lot of blood and suffered a severe blow to the head, and that he was still in danger.

Zhao Yiran kicked the wall a little annoyed, why isn't he dead yet?

Qin Yin, who had been silent all this time, suddenly rushed forward and grabbed the doctor's clothes and shouted angrily: "He must be kept alive, it's still dangerous if I don't!" His voice was hoarse and harsh because he was too emotional.

Zhao Yiran took a small step back in fright at his broken voice.Qin Yin really hates him, always making him unable to fulfill his wishes, and now that everyone else is about to die, he still wants to sing the opposite.

The doctor was startled and struggled desperately, Qi Yu hurried forward and held Qin Yin down, "Calm down!"

Qin Yin tightly clenched his fists.The wound on the arm also began to ooze blood due to the large-scale pulling.

Qi Yu looked at him and said angrily: "Don't go crazy! Don't you know how Zhao Yiran became like this?! He crashed into the guardrail on purpose!"

Qin Yin didn't speak, and the circles of his eyes turned red instantly.

Zhao Yiran looked at his red eye circles, turned his head and stopped looking at him.Sitting in a corner is boring.He simply drifted to the morgue to pick a bed he liked, although he knew that the choice was not his.

The dead have no right to speak.

It took another three hours before another doctor came out and told Qin Yin that although his condition was not stable, he was basically out of danger.Now transferred to the intensive care unit for observation overnight.

Zhao Yiran irritatedly punched the wall, half dead with anger.

Why is his life so miserable, the good will always be shattered, the hope will always be disappointed.When I was alive, I was infinitely aggrieved, but now I can't even die.

Because they had been waiting for a long time, Shen Yan who originally wanted to stay was persuaded by Qi Yu to go back, Su Bai accompanied Qin Yin for a while and went back, finally only Qin Yin and him were left in the corridor.

Qin Yin stood at the door of the intensive care unit and watched for a long time, motionless like a lifeless sculpture.Zhao Yiran sat bored on the bench behind him, looking at the young woman who was sobbing softly on the other bench.

He had just heard from the little nurse that the young woman's son was only five years old and was hit by a car innocently while walking on the road. He had already amputated a leg to save his life.

Zhao Yiran felt a little sour in his heart, but he knew that life and death were suffering.The child is really innocent, but tragedies happen every moment in this world, and he himself is an example.

After a long time, Qin Yin finally went back.He walked slowly, Zhao Yiran followed him out of the hospital, after thinking about it, he got into Qin Yin's car.He had to go back to the apartment, and it would take too much time to float back.

He sat in the co-pilot and looked at the inside of the car curiously. After all, he hadn't been in Qin Yin's car for a long time.Although they lived together, they shared very little in common.

Qin Yin drove the car quietly, with no expression on his face, looking normal.The car drove to the parking lot of the apartment, Qin Yin turned off the car, Zhao Yiran looked out the window and waited for him to get out of the car, and found that he was not moving.

Looking back strangely, I found that he was already crying.Silently, but the tears were very turbulent.

Zhao Yi was stunned, this was the first time he saw Qin Yin cry in five years.He slapped him sharply.What are you doing, what do you mean by crying now? !

Zhao Yiran was very angry, and he slapped Qin Yin several times, although it was full of emotion, it was just a meaningless movement.

Qin Yin couldn't feel it again.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yiran stopped his movements quietly, looked down at his knees.

Qin Yin cried silently for a long time before recovering, he opened the car door silently and got out of the car, Zhao Yiran stayed in place for a long time before returning to the apartment.

Zhao Yiran floated into his room, looking at the strawberries that he had left on the table in the morning, he tried to grab them with his hands, but he couldn't grab them.There was anger and some inexplicable sadness in his heart, which made him spin around in circles.

He was wandering around the room in an upright manner, and saw Qin Yin walking in.He was surprised that Qin Yin never entered his room, nor did Qin Yin allow him to enter his room.

Damn, I feel aggrieved just thinking about it.

Qin Yin stood there looking at Zhao Yiran's room for a while, and suddenly lay on his bed without moving.After a while, Zhao Yiran saw his mouth open slightly, as if he was talking about something.He leaned closer to listen, and only then heard Qin Yin murmuring in a low voice, "It's so uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable." He closed his eyes, and tears kept pouring out from the corners of his eyes.

Zhao Yiran was stunned for a moment, then suddenly turned his head and rushed out.

He sat on the sofa in the living room, looking at the lipstick on the coffee table expressionlessly.That Liu Tian is really capable.Knowing that he lived with Qin Yin and deliberately left this thing, it seems that she regards herself as a competitor.

In fact, she didn't need to bother at all.Because Qin Yin eliminated him from the beginning.

Out of sight, out of sight, Zhao Yiran left the sofa and floated to sit on the wicker chair on the balcony.He bought the rattan chair, but Qin Yin never sat on it.

Zhao Yiran rested his arms on his head and looked up at the sky.There weren't many stars in the sky, and it was so dark that he didn't even have a sensational mood.He simply curled up on one side, sleeping with his eyes closed.

After 10 minutes, 10 minutes, and half an hour passed, Zhao Yiran opened his eyes expressionlessly.

... As a soul, he seems to have no desire to sleep at all.

After thinking about it, he got up and floated back to his room.Qin Yin was still lying on his bed, but she stopped crying.Just looking up in a daze.

Zhao Yiran sat beside him and looked at him quietly.

One person, one soul, just sit quietly until dawn.

At six o'clock in the morning, Qin Yin got up from his bed, went to the bathroom, washed his face, brushed his teeth and came out.Seeing that he was still wearing yesterday's clothes, his body was wrinkled, his face was gloomy, and there were scratches on his face, Zhao Yiran squinted his eyes and smiled.

Qin Yin, you also have today.

But Zhao Yiran was very upset about Qin Yin going out without breakfast.There is still a chicken sandwich that he specially made for him in the refrigerator, and it will not taste good after a long time.

Zhao Yiran was a little angry and followed Qin Yin to the hospital. The doctor said that he had passed the critical period and could be transferred to the general ward.But his head was severely injured, coupled with his subconscious reluctance to wake up, he may become a vegetable.

Zhao Yiran floated in the air and looked at himself lying on the hospital bed, unable to accept this result.Could it be that from now on, his body will linger on the hospital bed, while his soul can only wander around all day long.

No one can see him, no one can feel him, there will always be only one person in his world.

Zhao Yiran lay on his body, praying constantly that his soul could return to his body.

He couldn't even control his own body, he felt so pitiful.

Qin Yin's expression was calm, and he said calmly to the doctor: "It's okay to be a vegetable, as long as he is still alive." As long as he is alive, there is hope, and if he is dead, there is nothing.

Zhao Yiran was very angry, he walked up to Qin Yin and punched him in the face several times. "You are fucking sick! I don't want to live like this, who the hell wants to be a vegetable!" If you say these words now, can you go away!"

Zhao Yiran grabbed Qin Yin's collar and roared angrily, but Qin Yin passed through him and approached him who was lying on the hospital bed.

Zhao Yiran froze for a moment, then let go of his hand in a dejected manner.

What the hell am I doing, no one can see me, don't tell me I don't know until now?

No, have, person, can, can, feel, receive, reach, you.