Every time I take the subway, someone peeks at my phone, why is it swollen?

About Xiaoxi, Xie Muchen didn't think about hiding Zheng Lang, but the two of them just got together and haven't talked about such issues yet, and now Xia Li's big mouth said it like that, and he still felt a little uncomfortable What a good meaning.

If Zheng Lang had been more careful, he would probably have felt that he had been cheated.

Fortunately, Zheng Lang's heart is not small, and he didn't feel the anger of being cheated at all, but was very curious: "Who is Xiao Xi?"

"Xiaoxi is..." Xia Li didn't realize that Xie Muchen was behind him, so she was so excited about gossiping, who knew that Xie Muchen didn't interrupt her before she finished speaking.

Xie Muchen stood behind him and said, "Xia Li, your elder brother Yuyan is looking for you."

Xia Li, who was gossiping behind his back, was almost scared out of his wits. He was a little afraid of Xie Muchen since he was a child, but now he was so frightened by him, and ran away in a hurry.

Seeing him running like a rabbit, Zheng Lang was a little funny: "How can he run so fast?"

Xie Muchen said: "Probably because I want to see Yu Yan."

Zheng Lang had an expression of "Are you sure you're not kidding me?"

Xie Muchen pulled him to the chair under the vine stand beside him, and said calmly: "I still think it's better to tell you about this personally."

In fact, it is a very simple story. Xie Muchen's mother passed away when he was very young. Later, his father remarried, and his stepmother got along well with Xie Muchen. Later, the two also had a son, Xiaoxi.Xiaoxi has been very clingy to her brother since she was a child, and she follows her wherever she goes. Liang Xi and the others used to always say that he is Xie Muchen's follower.

Xie Muchen is much older than him, and Xie's father is usually busy. Xie Muchen said he is an older brother, but most of the time he is like a father.He also loves this younger brother very much.

On the day of Xiaoxi's 17th birthday, he was on a business trip. When he returned to the company, he saw Xiaoxi waiting for him, and his father was also there. The family originally planned to go home to celebrate Xiaoxi's birthday, but encountered a car accident on the way home.Father and Xiaoxi were too seriously injured to be rescued.

For a long time, he fell into the abyss of self-blame and couldn't extricate himself. It seemed that he would feel better only if he kept blaming himself.That day, Xiaoxi was wearing the sneakers he bought for him, sitting in the co-pilot and talking to him with great interest, talking about interesting things in school, about the results of recent competitions, and about the beautiful female students in the class. A little bit shy, like a young boy who is just in love, always like this, with a high-spirited look, people can't help but laugh along with him.

Later, when the big truck hit him, Xiaoxi threw him down with quick eyes and hands. It was because he fell on top of him that his injuries were the least serious.Many times in his dreams at midnight, he could see Xiaoxi's pretty eyes, smile brightly at him, and tell him that he has no regrets and that he loves his brother the most.

But Xie Muchen couldn't forgive himself. If he hadn't insisted on driving by himself that day, maybe everything would have been different.He was already very tired from the flight for half a day, and for some reason he became obsessed and wanted to drive home by himself.

Most of the time, he wondered why he wasn't the one who died in the first place. Xiaoxi was still so young, his life had just begun, and it ended abruptly like this. What a cruel thing it was.

Although he said it lightly, Zheng Lang knew how much pain he had endured for this.

He wanted to comfort him, but found that the language seemed so feeble at this moment.

He can only hold his hand and tell him, don't be sad, I will always be by your side.

Xie Muchen's heart felt warm when he held him, and he looked at him with lowered eyebrows: "There is one thing that I think you should know."

Zheng Lang's heart softened at this moment, and he felt that what he said was no big deal: "What's the matter, I'm listening."

Xie Muchen said slowly: "You should have been wondering why Xia Li mistook you just now. In fact, it wasn't just him. Back then, Liangxi and the others thought you looked like Xiaoxi. When I saw you for the first time, I felt that there was a kind of Xiaoxi. The illusion of coming back. But I know that he is him and you are you, and your personalities are so warm, open and likable."

"I admit that a large part of the reason why I became friends with you at the beginning was because of Xiaoxi. In fact, I am a very cold and lazy person at heart. Except for a few old friends, when I grow up, I seldom spend experience with a stranger. Relationship. I probably really miss him too much, so many times I will unknowingly regard you as him."

Zheng Lang blinked: "Then will it still work now?"

Xie Muchen said in a low voice: "I won't now, and I will become more sober in the future." Many times he was thinking, maybe Xiao Xi didn't want him to be alone, that's why he and Zheng Lang met, otherwise How to explain the fate of it.

Zheng Lang stood up, reached out to hug him, put his head on his shoulder, and said softly: "Actually, I don't mind if you continue to think of me as Xiaoxi, if you miss him, you can continue to treat me as him. If this makes you feel better, I'm really happy."

Listening to him talking about these past events, all the scattered and broken armor that I heard Assistant Ruan said before are all glued together.Although Xie Muchen recovered his life, he still lay in bed for half a year.After recovering, I suffered from the sequelae of not being able to drive. When I touched the steering wheel, I felt dizzy, nauseated, and had nightmares at night, repeating nightmares about the car accident.

But the last time he summoned up the courage to come out, he bumped into Zheng Lang by accident.

Now thinking of his pale reaction at that time, it was probably because of this incident.

Zheng Lang's heart was full of distress, and he hated himself for not getting to know him earlier and being by his side to comfort him earlier.

Xie Muchen never expected him to react like this, and he had planned to get angry.

After hearing what he said, Zheng Lang couldn't help laughing, and said with a straight face on purpose: "So I'm such a coquettish bitch who doesn't know what to do in your mind?"

Xie Muchen didn't understand the flirtatious bitch, and apologized earnestly: "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you."

Zheng Lang wanted to laugh every time he saw him being so serious, he leaned over and left a kiss on the corner of his mouth: "Oh, why are you so upright, I'm joking with you. Although I read novels, I still It’s good to see those stupid people, they won’t quarrel with you over such a trivial matter, it’s too unreasonable to make trouble..."

Xie Muchen let go of the original hanging heart, and felt that his heart was full of love for him, the more he looked at his lively eyes, the cuter he felt, the desire to kiss him gained the upper hand, and he whispered to him Zheng Lang, who was talking, pulled over and blocked his mouth with his mouth.

Zheng Lang: "..."

He hadn't finished speaking yet, and this came too unexpectedly.

But he likes being caught off guard.

He opened his mouth slightly so that he could kiss him more deeply.When the two were kissing so hard, they heard a whistle coming from the balcony door, and Liang Xi's exaggerated voice sounded over there: "Oh my eyes!"

The author has something to say:

Hahaha I feel like it's time to put an end to it.