Who allowed me to live like a dream

Cheng Yizhou soaked in the bathtub for a long time until the skin of his fingers became white and wrinkled, and his strength slowly recovered.Yun San didn't feel tired at all.

In fact, Yun San is also very tired, but he is used to hard work, some things can only be passed by hard work, and sometimes only hard work can be used to delay time so that he can continue to survive.

Yun San took a long bath, so long that he was a little dazed.In the army, he took a bath for only 10 minutes, but now he took a bath slowly, and it took him more than half an hour.He heard the sound of water behind him, and the breath of the person behind him changed direction.The keen sense made Yun San ask without turning his head: "Where are you going?"

Cheng Yizhou was supporting the bathtub wall trying to get up by himself, his legs were trembling a little, this was another kind of trembling different from the fatigue after training, it made people feel weak all over.

Yun San walked over, fished Cheng Yizhou out to dry, then carried him out and threw him on the bed.He noticed that Cheng Yizhou was sizing him up with unnatural eyes.

Yun San raised his eyebrows slightly: "What?"

"It's strange, you used to be able to talk about love, but now you can't." Cheng Yizhou pulled the quilt over himself.

The sky has turned pale, and it is almost dawn.They didn't sleep much that night, the exhaustion of staying up all night made Cheng Yizhou finally exhausted, his head tilted, and he fell asleep.

Yun San's exhaustion was no less than his, perhaps even more exhausted than him.But now he can't sleep, his heart is heavy with things, he can't speak, his mouth is full of fishy and sweet taste.

He licked his lower lip, only to find blood stains on his mouth.During the orgasm, he kissed Cheng Yizhou so hard that he probably bit him.The corner of Cheng Yizhou's mouth was faintly red, the wound should be inside his mouth.It's okay, it can be said that it was accidentally bitten while eating.

In fact, after each time, he left Cheng Yizhou covered in marks, bruises, swelling, tooth marks...these are all there.That's why Cheng Yizhou always likes to wear long-sleeved military uniforms, and the discipline buttons are always tightly buttoned.

Yun San sat on the bed, hugged Cheng Yizhou's head, and let him rest on his lap.Cheng Yizhou's breathing was very calm, and he slept deeply, probably because he was really tired.After the exercise, there must be a holiday. This time, it is estimated that these officers can rest for two or three days.

In these two or three days...that girl named Ah Yue will come to pester Cheng Yizhou, right?After all, my boyfriend is only on vacation for a few days.

Finally got to this point.

In the past, Cheng Yizhou was young, but Yun San didn't feel it.Probably didn't feel that way about him then.At that time, I thought that if he loves getting married, he should get married. Anyway, as long as I have time, I can fall in love with him if I want to, regardless of whether he is married or not.A paper marriage is necessary for a young master like him, right?But I don't have to worry about it, the two elder brothers in the family can't let me climb up to a woman with a strong background no matter what.

At that time, Yun San had just arrived in the southwest, and it was the time when he was forced to suffer the most.He came to Cheng Yizhou purely to vent.But it's different now, he lives under the protection of Cheng's family, his life is much easier, the persecution of his two brothers is gradually far away, and his relationship with Cheng Yizhou has grown deeper and deeper as time goes by.The intimacy between him and him is not entirely fake.

This place made him feel the warmth of home, he could come back here once every one or two months, and occasionally take a few more days off, he could still sleep until dawn with Cheng Yizhou in his arms.To sleep carefree until dawn in someone's arms... what a luxury it is.

He knew that he longed to have this man, and he knew it very clearly in his heart.But he couldn't say it, not because he was afraid that Cheng Yizhou wouldn't accept it, anyway, he was always forced.Yun San just felt awkward and didn't know how to say it, did he say "I want you"?Or "I want to be with you"?Or even more exaggerated, saying "I love you"?

The word love made him flustered, and he didn't believe in it.This thing is so empty and depressing.What's more... His mother had him because she loved his father?It's not evil, it's not evil.

He did say the first sentence, "I want you, I just take half a day off", he said that almost every time.But for a man, it's probably just a manifestation of physical desire.Which man doesn't have it?

Cheng Yizhou also asked Yun San, why did you come to me, and why was it me?

This kid...has he figured it out now?Why is that you?Don't you understand?

I only want you, I can't afford to love others in my life, and I dare not love, only you can make me feel safe.Because you are weak, you are stupid, you will not harm me, and your desire is shallower than the people around me.You are so obedient, everything is arranged by your parents, so well-behaved, so soft-hearted, but you are bluffing and longing for a bright future, wanting to make your family stronger... but in the end you have to rely on me.Because I know you're not tough enough, and it's hard to achieve in this dirty world with a soft heart like you.And I can help you.

do you know?You need me. To make the Cheng family stronger, you can't do it alone.

So...why not you?

Cheng Yizhou moved slightly in his arms, Yun San hurriedly withdrew the hand that was stroking his cheek, thought for a while, and covered it again.

Cheng Yizhou opened his eyes in a daze, looked at him, and murmured, "Are you still awake? I...so tired..."

Yun San lay beside him, pressed his head to his chest, and said, "Sleep when you're tired."

"Ok?"

Cheng Yizhou was not used to it.He remembered that the more tired he was, the more Yun San refused to let him go.He just thought that this man was going to do it again, so that he could die.You know he hasn't closed his eyes for several days.

"Sleep, or do you want me to come again?" Yun San threatened in his ear.

Cheng Yizhou moved his body, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, and said stickily, "Sleep...you sleep too..."

The child was still in a daze, not even asleep.Yun San's heart trembled, he suddenly raised his palm, supported Cheng Yizhou's chin, and asked, "Do you want me?"

"Huh? Huh..." Cheng Yizhou probably didn't hear clearly, and hummed like a dream.

"I want you, what do you say?"

"I'm... tired, wait for me, tomorrow..." Cheng Yizhou subconsciously moved back, but didn't move much, and stopped again.Probably out of strength.

"I want you." Yun San hugged him tightly to prevent him from breaking free, and continued, "I want you... From now on, all the time, every time... Will you give it?"

Cheng Yizhou woke up suddenly, as if he had a dream, his face was full of disbelief.

"What do you mean?"

"Don't marry the girl, she is so young, what does she know? It won't help you."

Cheng Yizhou was stunned for a while, as if he was thinking about the meaning of his words. At the end, he said, "Yun San... I am the only child, and I don't want to get married. What do you want our Cheng family to do? You can't do this, you can't..."

"Then I allow you to have children, as many as you like. Just don't get married."

Cheng Yizhou was silent, and put his arm around Yun San's waist, tightening it tightly.

"You...what the hell do you mean?"

"I want you."

"Didn't you already have it! How many times have you fucked me, you can count it? You fucking have already..."

"I want the future, and you have to give it to me in the future!"

"...You want me to give you my future? Why do you ask me to give you this kind of promise! Do you know what you are talking about?!"

"I know." Yun San's eyes were dark and he couldn't see his emotions. He supported Cheng Yizhou's chin with his hand, and slowly gathered his five fingers, strangling his throat.

"I want you, either you promise me, or I will strangle you right now."

Cheng Yizhou's body became stiff, and he trembled a little.The strength of Yun San's fingers was neither light nor heavy, and Cheng Yizhou felt very uncomfortable, almost suffocating.He pinched Yun San's fingers vigorously, and explained weakly: "I know what you think...I know, you want to let me go."

"You promised me."

"Yun San...don't do that."

"Promise me..." Yun San suddenly leaned forward, kissed Cheng Yizhou's lips, then followed his earlobe all the way down, lingering between his neck and collarbone.

Yun San is not an honest man. In the past, he and Ji Ze belonged to the same faction. Occasionally, they met each other. Both of them are the protagonists of the night scene. The young master and brother provoked the whole scene of swallows crying and Yingjiao.

The tip of her tongue nimbly teased the sensitive skin around Cheng Yizhou's neck, and licked the places where she had pinched just now. Cheng Yizhou couldn't help making a soft nasal sound, which was unusually charming.

He could never refuse this man, whether it was his toughness or his tenderness.The duality of ice and fire, the reincarnation of heaven and hell... made him at a loss, and made him helpless!

How difficult is it to see your own heart clearly?Cheng Yizhou even thought about whether he had feelings for this man.He can also get pleasure from this man, hugging and sleeping after the work is done, sometimes he also longs to go on like this...

Tenderness and tenderness, who doesn't want to have it?How sweet his voice was when he called his name!Cheng Yizhou felt that his heart was about to melt.It seems disgusting to say that, but he really feels that way!

He envied this man, that's for sure.He also felt sorry for this man, there is no doubt about it.But... do you want to do this?The two of them, together?Promise him the future and promise to walk with him?

In fact, Cheng Yizhou originally planned this way, he regarded Yun San as his elder brother, man, it's no big deal if he fell asleep.After marriage, if you can restrain yourself, restrain yourself, if you can't...it's no big deal.Men with their identities, do they still require them to guard themselves like jade?It's a joke.

He originally planned to go on like this until he was old, until both of them had no ability to do that. At that time, they would be a pair of real brothers, pure brothers, and stay with each other until death.

However, he just proposed so suddenly, I want you, we will be together in the future, you don't want to marry that woman...

Cheng Yizhou felt very strange, this is too absurd, how could this be Yun San.