call me kid

"Happy New Year~"

The four members of the Lin family had a New Year's Eve dinner together to celebrate the arrival of the new year. On the way, Lin Zhengqing and Xiao Fang still distributed red envelopes to Lin Ran and Lin Xin as usual.

As the youngest in the family, Lin Ran could also get Lin Xin's red envelope.

According to the rules of the Lin family, as long as the two daughters are not married, they can receive red envelopes from their parents every year. Of course, red envelopes are easy to receive, and daily topics cannot be escaped.

"How about Xinxin, does Xinxin see any good boys?" Xiao Fang first looked at Lin Xin.

Lin Xin paused slightly with his chopsticks, and said with a natural expression, "No, Mom, I've been busy all year, so I don't have time to fall in love."

"Oh, I'm not urging you, but I just want to ask you if you're interested. Falling in love isn't much more interesting than your job."

"That's right, back then..." Lin Zhengqing echoed.

Before he finished speaking, Lin Ran stopped him, "Dad, we've heard the love history between you and Mom countless times."

"Then why don't you learn from me and your mother?" Lin Zhengqing asked back.

Lin Xin smiled and continued, leaning forward to pick up food for the two elders, "Hey, where is your father? You are lucky. You met such a nice person as my mother when you came here." No matter what you say, you should praise it first.

Lin Zhengqing took a sip of the white wine in the glass leisurely, and said proudly: "Well, it's true, meeting your mother is my life's blessing, Lin Zhengqing."

Xiao Fang also smiled. She might have been a little embarrassed in the early years, but later on she got used to Lin Zhengqing's way of showing off his wife, and brought the topic back, "Then, is there anyone chasing you in Xinxin?"

"No." Lin Xin firmly denied, but Lin Ran who was sitting next to Lin Xin noticed her frown for a moment.

Seeing that Lin Xin couldn't ask anything, Xiao Fang turned her head and threw the topic to Lin Ran.

Lin Ran chuckled twice, "Eating and eating, Dad, your cooking skills have improved again! It's delicious! Mom, you can eat too, don't stop."

Xiao Fang was unmoved, "Of course you have also worked with a few actors, do you like it?"

Lin Ranru said, "I don't like any of them."

Xiao Fang continued to ask, "Is there anyone outside that circle you like?"

"Hi, mom, I don't have time to meet people outside the circle. I'm busy."

Xiao Fang sighed, "Forget it, forget it, I won't ask you, anyway, you know your own affairs well, and if you have someone you like, you should take care of it."

"Don't worry, Mom."

"It's okay, they are adults now, don't worry about them too much." Lin Zhengqing held Xiao Fang's hand to comfort her.

Tsk, dog food!

……

"Well, let's eat. I went out with my parents in the morning to buy some new year's goods."

"Well, are you full?"

"By the way, I hung up the video in the morning and suddenly remembered that your father is a table tennis player, but you can't play table tennis?"

"Hahaha."

Since that phone call, Shi Yige has been standing by the window and talking for ten minutes, the smile on his face has not changed from light to deep, and Shi Wenguo and Yan Qiu, who are sitting on the sofa watching TV, can vaguely hear the voice coming from over there. laughter.

Yan Qiu looked at Shi Wenguo with some doubts, Shi Wenguo spread his hands and said that he didn't know, he told Yan Qiu about Shi Yige's abnormality as early as the night when he went to pick up Shi Yige back a few days ago.

"Are you in a relationship?" Yan Qiu thought for a while, but did not make a sound and communicated with Shi Wenguo with his mouth.

Shi Wenguo nodded and said, "Maybe."

"Ask me later?"

Shi Wenguo agreed and made an ok gesture.

"Okay, then go quickly and wear more when you go out to play, and don't miss any earmuffs, gloves, and scarves."

"Okay~ I miss you."

Shi Yige coaxed Lin Ran to hang up the phone, tilted his head slightly and imagined what kind of snowman she would build in his mind, and soon felt a little regretful that he couldn't accompany her to build a snowman in person.

Shi Yige stood by the window for a while, put away his phone and went back to the living room.

Shi Wenguo paid close attention to Shi Yige's movements, and winked at Yan Qiu.

Shi Yige sat beside Yan Qiu, and the three of them continued to watch TV. Shi Wenguo picked up the orange and peeled it while pretending to ask unintentionally, "Who called Yige? We've been talking for so long."

Shi Yige nodded, as if he had been talking for a while, "Girlfriend."

The air froze for a moment, and suddenly no one spoke in the living room, only the voice from the TV.

"Girl...friend? Is it the girlfriend I understand?" Shi Wenguo digested the word "girlfriend" and asked, putting a half-peeled orange on the coffee table.

Shi Yige thought for a while, and explained: "Huh? Dad is the girlfriend who is in love."

Shi Wenguo was choked by Shi Yige's frankness and didn't know what to say for a while, he turned his head and exchanged eyes with Yan Qiu.

When Shi Yige said the word "girlfriend", Yan Qiu also looked at Shi Yige in surprise, but the surprise soon returned to normal.

"Do you like her?" Yan Qiu asked.

"like."

The other party answered in the affirmative simply and seriously.

"Mom and Dad, I know you don't understand very well. In the beginning, even I didn't understand it very well. I also tried to escape, but it didn't work."

After a pause, Shi Yige said again: "So just face it calmly, there is nothing wrong with liking itself."

Shi Wenguo opened his mouth to say something, but was stopped by Yan Qiu's gesture.

"Then she likes you too?"

"like."

Still yes.

Yan Qiu said: "Then you and mother introduce her?"

Shi Yige's eyes turned to a green plant placed by the wall, "Well, she is a young actor in China. She was a trainee and debuted as a girl group before, and then the group disbanded and became an actress."

"What about me?"

"I am lively and cheerful, sincere and frank with people, and serious and dedicated to work."

Yan Qiu smiled suddenly, "Why do you feel that what you said is so official?"

Shi Yige also laughed, "Mom, let me put it another way. The first time I saw her was on an outstage stage several years ago. The next show after I sang was them. After I stepped down, the weather was not good, and suddenly It's raining heavily."

Shi Yige seemed to have returned to the stage where she met Lin Ran for the first time in an instant. She was standing under the stage and was about to go back to the lounge with her assistant, but she heard the assistant say happily, "Ah, it's raining heavily, it's okay Teacher Shi's singing is over."

Shi Yige turned around and saw the pouring rain. Four girls walked onto the stage against the heavy rain. Their bodies were soaked in less than three seconds. At that time, it was already autumn. While singing and dancing, their breath was white mist.

"The rain that day was really heavy." Even now, Shi Yige still feels the same.

But what to say about this kind of thing, being a singer or star may be their job, maybe it's not a big deal, but what impressed Shi Yige was the person who sang, danced and laughed.

Drenched in the rain, she couldn't even open her eyes, but she couldn't hide her smile, her smile was bright, and her eyes were crooked.

She couldn't tell what that scene seemed to light up in Shi Yige's heart, but it inspired her. After the stage, she went back and wrote the single "Smile" that won the Chinese Music Golden Melody Award.

After a long time later, Shi Yige saw her for the second time in an interview. The girl still had the smile on her face but was less childish, and she said with some persistence in her eyes, "I want to grow up confidently, and I want to constantly improve myself as I grow older, and shape myself into a confident Lin Ran who is upright and upright with himself and others."

Shi Yige finished the memory, smiled softly, looked at Yan Qiu and said seriously: "Mom, I have been learning music since I was a child, but do I really like it? I have asked myself this many times, but I can't figure it out, and I can't find the direction. Lao Shi, you also know, you said that my music lacks passion.”

"It wasn't until I saw her performance that day, that smile, that I didn't know...it turned out to be like this."

Her smile was bright and sparkling, Shi Yige looked over for a moment, the world in his eyes was only her on the stage, and later Shi Yige realized that her heart was lit up not only because of her interest in music, but also because of her love for Lin Ran. next like.

Yan Qiu looked at Shi Yige's eyes with a different light than every time before, this was the first time she saw her daughter talking about liking someone, her whole body was shining.

After a while, Yan Qiu nodded, "Mother Yige respects your choice, but as an elder, I still want to tell you that you have to think about what will happen after you, such as going public, getting married, etc. After all, you are both Public figures, coupled with domestic conditions, make a careful decision."

"That's right, your parents respect your decision, but I hope you can make a decision that you will not regret and be responsible to yourself." After a pause, Shi Wenguo continued, "After all, you will walk the road ahead, and your parents will accompany you." You can't go too far."

Shi Yige frowned, "Dad..."

Shi Wenguo smiled again, and waved his hand, "I'm not cursing myself, I mean that the longest time in a person's life is your own, and the second one who can accompany you to go further is your partner. , Parents’ time is actually very short. Me and your mother are not old fashioned anymore, I just hope you can make your own decisions carefully. "

"Hey, I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep for a while." Yan Qiu stood up and said.

"I'll accompany you." Shi Wenguo also got up.

"Okay, then you guys go to rest." Shi Yige knew that his parents might need to communicate in private to ease the impact, but he didn't say anything.

Yan Qiu returned to the room with Shi Wenguo on his arm.

"Qiu, what do you think?" Just after closing the door, Shi Wenguo still couldn't hold back.

Yan Qiu sat by the bed, "Are you wondering why I acquiesced?"

"Well, with your personality..."

"The former me might not agree, but I didn't tell you that I had a client before, and I was always in charge of his financial management. Later, when he came to talk to me about business, he looked ten years older and older. Full of white hair."

"Later he told me that their family conditions are very good, his children are also very good, and he and his wife are also very loving. It should be a good family, right?"

Shi Wenguo moved the makeup stool and sat beside Yan Qiu, stretched out his hand to hold her hand on her lap, and rubbed it lightly, "Yes."

"But later, what made him a thunderbolt was that his child fell in love with a boy of the same sex. The child came back and mustered up the courage to confess to them. The situation can be imagined, and the parents strongly opposed it. They thought it was immoral, deformed, etc. Wait. In short, he said a lot of ugly things, and asked to break up immediately and cut off contact, hoping to bring his child back to the right path."

"Later, the collision between the two generations was fierce and painful. The child radically chose to commit suicide. Although he was rescued, the trauma in the hearts of the two generations may not be healed. This was the first time I came into contact with homosexuality. I was so shocked, I went to consult some psychologists and look up information."

"It's normal to find that it's normal to like the same sex. It's not a choice or something you can control. It's just because of the large number of heterosexuals and the old ideas from ancient times. Later I thought, the reason why the child would choose extremes Suicide is also inseparable from his parents, he may have been facing pressure from the external environment at the time, and he mustered up the courage to talk to his parents and suffered double pressure."

Shi Wenguo thought for a while and said: "Well, in today's society, the social pressure is already great. Even his own parents have become the opposite of the child, and they can't give him support. That may be the last thing that crushes the camel's camel A straw."

"Well, so I was thinking that if it was my child, I must not do this."