when we kiss the blade

The boy on the screen is like a magnet that attracts people's attention. His arms, his legs, his elegant and slender neck, his beautiful eyes, his every move, is a born artist.Xu Shaoting kept looking at the boy, silent and expressionless.

I looked at my watch, four or five minutes had passed.

I really don't know that he also likes dance art, I really can't tell, I thought he didn't have any hobbies other than exploiting others.I smiled and got up, and thumped his back: "Hey, I'm distracted, I admit that this dance is very powerful, but you don't have to do it, do you?"

He turned off the remote control, looked back at me, and reminded me with a frown: "When I'm not talking, you can rest by yourself and don't come to me, you know?"

I really underestimated his love of art.

I made fun of myself, practiced the movements again, and was about to take a bath, but was stopped by him: "You do what I taught you just now."

I was still holding a change of clothes in my hand, and when I heard this request, I immediately became annoyed: "You didn't read it just now, come again now, Xu Shaoting, are you kidding me?!"

He took my pajamas away, held my pajamas in his arms, and explained calmly: "No, doing it again will only make you more familiar with the movements, and besides, there is something missing in your movements."

"What?" I asked.

He thought for a while, and said, "I can only tell you the specifics after reading it, which will be more accurate." He strode forward, pointed to the mirror, and continued, "Things that you can't even discover by yourself."

I looked at myself in the mirror, and it was ridiculous to be honest. The hand I used to make a fist now actually does those weird movements. It’s because of my personality. Once I start doing something, I have a kind of forcing myself to do it. Good desire, whatever that is.

"Do you need music?"

I said coldly: "No need."

"Let's start then." He chuckled lightly, pretending to wait and see.

"Wait, why do we have to dance such a dance at an annual meeting? It's fine to just find a dance." I suddenly remembered the source of all this, and then everything went wrong.

His expression seemed to be thinking about this question, but his answer was very unusual: "For the better development of the Xu family."

I decided not to discuss this with him anymore. Although I was not very willing, I still did the movements completely. During the period, he would remind me occasionally, but more of it was what he was thinking about.After I finished, he clapped his hands again and again, but said something irrelevant: "It's as stiff as a puppet, with no emotion at all. It's not as good as the first time you danced."

I held back my anger, and said in a deep voice, "Where do you come from with so many demands? If this annual meeting is just to punish me, Xu Shaoting thinks highly of me."

He came over, looked into my eyes, and his eyes became very serious: "How can this be to tease you, if it is to tease you, I will not teach you in person, but your movements are really not in place, and you have no emotion , Do you want others to laugh at this dance?"

I am silent.

He stroked my hair: "Is it okay to be a little patient? That dance expresses redemption, and expresses the pain of the dancer's inability to pursue his lover. He longs for others to redeem him, but he can't save himself. Then This kind of helplessness, pain, if you show it, it will be perfect."

I was shocked and looked at him in disbelief, how could such a cold-blooded and heartless person say such a thing?Am I hallucinating?I took a step back subconsciously, feeling that he was more dangerous than before.

"Of course I don't need you to do a good job, as long as you can make that feeling, I'm quite satisfied." He relaxed the request, "Now go take a shower, I asked Chen Ping to prepare some food for you Things, you can eat if you are hungry after dancing. And the most important point, come back early in the future, and use your sleep time to make up for the delayed time."

I responded: "Understood."

Today he talks a lot, as if he is very abnormal when he comes into contact with dance. Is it true that art has such a great charm that it can cultivate people's sentiments to this extent?

Is my personality a little too hot, do I need to secretly enroll in a dance class, really learn modern dance, so as to improve myself?

I took the clothes and was terrified by my own thoughts.

But I still did this, because Xu Shaoting stipulated the time to go back every day, and it was impossible at night, so it could only be a break at noon, only that time was the most complete and most private, besides, I didn't want Xu Shaoting to know about it.

The dance teacher is also a young man named Evan, who is only one year older than me. He started to learn dance at the age of six and is famous for his outstanding flexibility of limbs. He didn't intend to recruit apprentices, so he gradually faded out. He agreed to teach me because I really wanted to learn. There was no competition for any reason, and the pressure was very small.Besides, he and I get along very well.

For convenience, I rented a vacant room near the company.

Not big, the two of them just practiced.

For this reason, I would turn off everything at noon, and even Mina was very curious about what I was busy with, and I said it was privacy.

Compared with Xu Shaoting, Evan, the teacher, made me feel much more relaxed. I would even laugh at myself after making a wrong move, but he even laughed so hard, pointed at me, and exaggeratedly said: "Look at it yourself, look at it yourself. Look, I told you to do that, and what you have done, don’t say I’m your teacher, it’s embarrassing!” He smiled, came over to correct me, and said, “Don’t be so serious, you’re not dancing because you’re dancing ..."

I subconsciously looked at myself in the mirror, frowned and said, "Am I that serious? Why is it like this?"

I wouldn't take a duel seriously like this.

He looked at me seriously: "You are too nervous, Song Kai, I don't know why you are nervous, probably because you are afraid of making mistakes, so you are very stiff, and you can't let go of your movements. You obviously have no competition."

I rolled my eyes lightly. If it was just a competition, I wouldn’t care about the ranking. At most, I would be laughed at by the audience. My nervousness comes entirely from Xu Shaoting. His requirements are really high. Although he said to take his time, his performance Not so.

I was silent for a while and said, "Then how can I not be nervous?"

"That depends on you. Some people are not nervous to dance, and their bodies are born for dancing, while some people, no matter how much they practice, they will still be nervous. Of course you do not belong to the former." He said.

I was suddenly frustrated: "Do I belong to the latter?"

He patted me on the shoulder confidently, and comforted me: "Don't be like this, you are not the latter, don't have any pressure, you can let go. I only teach you one, I have enough confidence to teach you well, relax A bit."

Perhaps because he was really devoted to one thing, Xu Shaoting's evaluation began to change, from harshness at the beginning, to encouragement, to occasional small compliments.He was very pleased that I could have these changes, so he raised the original requirements to a higher level.

"Song Kai, if you can't even impress yourself, how can you impress others?" he said.