when we kiss the blade

At [-]:[-] in the evening, I arrived at the restaurant early, but I never expected that Su Ting came earlier than me, and two drinks were already ordered on the table.

I pulled out the chair, and before I sat down, my face felt cold, all the liquid flowed into my collar, and the sweet and sour smell of the drink spread on my face.I can't get angry with Su Ting, even if she just splashes boiling water on my face now.

I took a tissue and wiped my face in embarrassment. Su Ting just smiled slightly: "I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back seeing you."

This dumbfounding answer.

"It's okay, I don't mind if you splash me to relieve your anger."

Her expression looked very helpless: "You are very frank. Tell me, how are you going to solve this matter?"

"Maintain the current state without any response, and let the media find it boring." I sincerely suggest.

She played with the empty goblet in her hand, raised her eyes and looked at me: "Song Kai, you are changing the subject, you know what I am asking is how to explain the relationship between you and Shao Ting."

I have no leverage at all, I can't explain anything, I'm at a loss for words.She didn't embarrass me, but she generously showed the demeanor of a lady. In comparison, I am a bit of a villain.

She smiled lightly: "No matter what you say, I will believe you, just say it. I don't treat other people so well, Song Kai, you have to think clearly. I have known Shao Ting for three years, and he This person is very strange, I haven't figured out what he is thinking, so naturally I would not have expected today."

"Now he can even suspend a very important meeting, answer your messy phone call, and put everyone aside in a hurry. I have never encountered him in this state. Please explain, when did your friendship Has it gotten so deep?"

I feel like I have nothing to say.

She waved her hands in despair, and opened the skylight to speak frankly: "Okay, I don't care about Shao Ting's mischief for now, but you, Song Kai, I always think you are a mature man, why would you fool around with him?"

I'd also love to know the answer to why things have come to this point. "Su Ting, I don't think this matter is that serious."

"No?" She asked with a smile, but suddenly raised her voice, "We are going to get married in two more months! How much will the Xu family and Tianye be involved by then? The entire imperial capital is watching. Planting has always been popular, what are you going to mix it into? Tell me!"

It was indeed not easy for this woman, she even put her feelings aside.

"I'll pay attention, I won't give it to you again..."

Anyway, ever since I met Xu Shaoting, my life has been full of bowing and compromise, all kinds of things don't go my way.

She interrupted with a wave of her hand, took out her mobile phone and put it in front of me, looked at me, and said directly: "Call, just say that you have severed ties with him, and don't contact him again. Don't say that I, Su Ting, are unreasonable today. I'm usually too caring about human feelings, that's why I was slapped in the face by you Song Kai today." After a pause, "Why didn't you hit me, and you still want me to call you?"

She pressed her step by step and did not give me a chance to breathe. She explained what courage is. I was silent, took a deep breath, and looked at the mobile phone in front of me. I have never felt so heavy when I picked it up. I knew it by heart number, I felt like I was about to drown and suffocate.

She was patient and waited for what I had to say.

"It's me, Song Kai."

"have you eaten?"

Obviously, he didn't know that his fiancée had found me here... "Not yet."

"That's good," he said.

I thought about Su Ting's expression on the opposite side, and then asked, "What's wrong?"

"I bought you a chestnut cake, are you happy?"

Seeing Su Ting's complexion getting worse and worse, I completely ignored the fact that every time I called, I was not the dominant person, and I was completely passive.

I don't know if there is any room for redemption if I say it, but Su Ting forced me to say: "Xu Shaoting, enough is enough, there is no need to continue, let it be like this."

"What's going on?" He was very calm.

I was suddenly very angry. Since when did I, Song Kai, have fallen to the point of talking based on people's faces, all because of this entangled dog-day relationship... When I realized this, my mouth was out of control Le: "Do you want me to be more clear? The game is over! I don't want to play with you!"

The moment he finished yelling, his mind went blank.

What really freaked me out was that the expected anger from him didn't come.It turned out that I had been waiting for his anger, for him to scold me bloody, and then I would have a sense of reality.

On the contrary, it was very calm over there, which made me instantly have the urge to take back my words, and I was almost about to say it. Su Ting finally had a relaxed expression on her face. Xu Shaoting smiled lightly, and said lightly: "Yes Ah, that's all for now. You hand over your phone to Su Ting. "

I handed her the phone: "He asked you to answer the phone."

She got up to avoid it, and came in to get the bag after a while, and said to me: "I hope you won't be so selfish, it's not just about Shao Ting alone."

I close my eyes and stretch my body in a chair.

Mess!Mess!It's all messed up!It's all a mess!My brain became a battlefield, and countless voices and images were killing each other, without giving me any room to breathe. Apart from anger, there was also a greater despair in my heart...

In a rage, I threw the wine glass on the table to the ground, and the sound of falling apart made me feel happy. Am I a pervert...

"Did the cup mess with you? Since you said it was over."

The smiling voice was extremely familiar.

I turned around in surprise, my whole body froze, Xu Shaoting, why is he here, why does he still have such a relaxed expression that annoys me?

He put the cake in front of me, and I grabbed his shoulders, my anger had already rushed to the top of the sky, and I said fiercely: "You fucking playing with me?!" I just stayed here like watching a monkey, looking at me Isn't it interesting to be embarrassed by Su Ting?

He glanced at me, opened the cake box, and said in distaste, "Be civilized in public."

I stopped all his movements and didn't let him sit down. Damn it, I was so angry that my lungs were about to explode, yet I still acted like nothing had happened! "Xu Shaoting, please explain clearly, what did you mean on the phone just now?!"

"What do you mean," he said slowly, locking my eyes, and then frowned, "I'm right to ask you, what do you mean it's over, there's no need for extra time? You don't know why and you're ashamed to ask me, you're so self-willed , are you determined to eat me?"

"..."

"Sir, do you need any help?"

As soon as the waiter who heard the sound came in, he saw the scene of me and Xu Shaoting looking at each other. He was stunned, then swept the broken glass on the floor, and said to me in embarrassment: "Excuse me, sir, the tableware is broken at the original price. Compensation... Please cooperate."

The corners of Xu Shaoting's mouth turned up, and he politely explained to the waiter: "It's okay, this gentleman is in a bad mood today, and I will pay for breaking the cup."

Damn it, I was so angry: "Don't accept him! I will pay!"

The waiter who didn't know why looked at me, then at Xu Shaoting, dropped his hands in frustration, and his voice was about to cry: "It's my first day as an intern, please don't be like this..."

I emphasized: "I broke the cup, I'll pay for it, don't use him."

Xu Shaoting seemed to be on the bar, and then said: "If you take his money, then you don't have to practice tomorrow, and I will do what I say."

I stared straight at him: "You..."

Holding the menu and pen, the waiter was so angry that he wanted to stomp his feet: "Which one of you will pay for it!"

I calmed down, this kind of nonsense is really crazy, coughed, and said: "Forget it, I'm sorry to trouble you."

The waiter looked at me gratefully and nodded.

As soon as he left, Xu Shaoting immediately pushed me to the seat, condescendingly, with a cold face, and said: "What's the matter, today you are like swallowing dynamite, broken love?"

I looked away and said coldly, "I don't know who caused the trouble."

After a long silence, he suddenly said, "It's mine."

I took a deep breath, bowed my head and remained silent. This can be regarded as he has given me enough face, and if I lose my temper again, I will probably collapse.He turned his head to the side, and the angle was just right, so that I could just see his eyes with a deep smile, his slightly raised phoenix eyes, and he was very cunning.

"Song Kai, you have retreated a little bit now, your temper is similar to that of a Tibetan mastiff... just very vicious, the kind that bites when you let it out."

I'm almost out of lung cancer.

He spread his hands, showing an indifferent expression: "You have so many mental activities, and you don't say a word, so I will label you a dumb Tibetan mastiff that only bites people."

I covered my eyes: "Damn it."

"Can you be more civilized?" He sighed, "I really want to put you in confinement. After two months, you will probably restrain yourself a little."