when we kiss the blade

The index finger is slightly bent, so that the slender golden spoon rests naturally on the middle finger, and the thumb gently presses it. This is Xu Shaoting's movement of holding the golden spoon. I imitated it the first time I saw it.

For a whole year, I didn't get the point.

The bitter taste of coffee permeated, I raised my head, and the deep starry night swirls above my head, the bright stars, the rich blue, the hot breath surging in my mind, the man's eyes like fire, breathing deeply Feelings as lush as spring grass.I couldn't help but close my eyes. Since five o'clock that day, all the ties that were tied together were severed.

"...Song Kai?" Luo Hua's eyes drifted over, keenly catching the panic in my eyes, "Are you in a daze?"

I shook my head, trying to drive out those abnormal thoughts, it was too scary, the breathing and heartbeat completely exposed the emotions, which made people see everything at a glance.I forced a smile and said, "You forgot why you asked me to come, what about that mission?"

He was not in a hurry, and said very temptingly: "I want to ask you again, are you sure you want to leave Sal Palace and me? I can assure you, Song Kai, within three years, you will stand The top of the imperial capital looks down on those who once laughed at you. That is an honor that ordinary people dare not think about. You can ignore me, but you cannot ignore your own future. People can put all their eggs in one basket, but I hope you are in full control. "

I kept silent, what he said was right, it was indeed the case, but if this continued, I would become another person again, he was not Song Kai, but a disgusting man who would use any means to gain power.

I joked again: "You think I'm an MB in a bar, so I can be tricked so easily?" I suppressed my smile, and my tone returned to indifference, "Tell me, what task?"

He couldn't believe that it was so difficult for me to communicate.

"That man is so important to you?" He began to look for a reason, "Song Kai, I don't believe you are such a person."

In the end, he still didn't mention the task, and asked me to go back and find him in another week.

This time he counted very well. A week later, Xu Shaoting was married. At this time, I can still be so light, which shows that I am really hopeless.

For the next three days, I had the same dream. I dreamed that I was back on the black market, but no one wanted to buy me. Every day I watched my partner being picked by the buyer, and then I took off the number plate around my neck. I waited every day to be accepted by the owner, but from the beginning to the end, no one was willing to look at me for even a second. He stole a fruit knife from the kitchen and stuck it in his chest.

Every second before waking up, I was frozen in the same picture. I seemed to be looking down from a high altitude, and I saw the bruised and bruised boy sleeping peacefully in a pool of blood. The blood continued to spread until it drowned the entire dream... Watching cruelly until the last moment seconds, and then I wake up.

The hotel room was very quiet, and the cell phone next to the pillow did not make any beeps.

I refuse to sleep again.

Why do dreams with the same ending have to be staged so many times.

In the imperial capital, insomnia is the most indispensable thing. On the streets, dance halls, nightclubs, and even in every ordinary family, there will be people who suffer from insomnia, not one more than me.

I've been waiting for an explanation, but now there's not even a word.

The majestic seven-foot man dreamed back at midnight with tears streaming down his face.