when we kiss the blade

The water splashed, and I felt the huge resistance he gave me in the water. I didn't dare to mess around anymore. He suddenly raised his head from the water, like an awakened beast, with bright eyes, which made me palpitate.

Guiltily, I moved a little away and warned him: "Don't come here, I'm not good at swimming..." If he pushed into the water like this, I would have choked half my life.

There are thick trees beside the open-air hot spring, and there are many shadows. The unique summer creatures are hiding in the dark and spying. Only a few chandeliers under the corridor glow with white light. When the white air is transpiring, people's eyes are particularly bright.

In such an environment, people will have an illusion.

Drops of water slipped down his hair, he wiped his face, and looked at me dissatisfied: "What are you doing pressing my head, I didn't hear anything."

I looked at him, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, I went ashore by myself, dressed in one go, and finally leaned over and snapped my fingers in his ear: "This is what I want."

When I turned around, he laughed, and the voice came clearly:

"I'll seduce you, Song Kai, I'm sorry!"

I turned around, looked at his still wet face in the hot spring, and laughed loudly: "Did you know? It's late."

The night was full of ups and downs, and we were like two hungry beasts, endlessly demanding each other, surviving in panting, confirming each other in groans, blending blood, brutally encroaching and plundering, and overcoming the limit.When taking a bath, his whole body was limp, and he was not honest with his hands and feet in the bath, so he grabbed my hand and put it to his mouth for a kiss.

I threw him a look.

He came over and surrounded me with a lazy expression: "I heard you can cook?"

"Who did you hear that from?" I asked angrily.

He understated: "I heard what you said in your dream... tell me, what kind of food will you cook?"

This man's intuition has always been terrible.I was probably thinking about cooking at that time, thinking about it day by day and dreaming about it at night. I inevitably said the name of a dish or two in my dream at night, and I could hear it all.

I turned my head and bit his shoulder, and said viciously, "Human pork buns."

"Where do the ingredients come from?" He unexpectedly answered.

"I kill and make now," I laughed. "Isn't there a lot of missing people in the capital recently? In fact, I killed and made barbecued pork buns. After marinating the meat, the sour taste is gone. It's very delicious."

He sighed.

"Want to taste it?" I stroked his neck, my voice was full of evil, "It's still the same, let's kill now and do it now."

"I really underestimated your guts."

After soaking comfortably, I slowly got up. I put on my watch, and it was already midnight. I dug out Xu Shaoting’s private collection of cigarettes in the drawer, and lit them slowly on the balcony. When the smoke was lingering, the blood-red number in my mind went from Four became three, and there were only three days left.

That number started from seven, and it tortured me all the time, before and after reconciliation.

It's like the detonator is counting down, time is like a sharp blade, cutting lines, but it's useless, and it will explode irreversibly in the end.

The red color on the cigarette butt is flickering, that is the fingers are trembling, how can the hand that can't even hold the cigarette be able to hold the gun, all the courage bought with blood and sweat is lost, this time, I have to admit it.

I'm afraid.

I even wanted to backtrack.

Be brave for yourself, but be afraid for another.

I looked back and saw that Xu Shaoting was still drying his hair in the room. The noise of the hair dryer was numb, and it kept humming like this. Using this sound, I called Luo Hua.

He was the one who spoke first: "Have you figured it out?"

I smiled and said, "Can you change to a mission where I can not die? I am still young and I don't want to go to the Land of Elysium yet."

"But you have already promised me," his tone was not different, "I have given you a lot of time to think about it, and now you have given me such an answer, Song Kai."

"Then what answer do you want?" I said coldly, "Damn it, what's wrong with me, now I'm more and more unsure of what mission this guy will arrange for me to go up the mountain of swords and into the sea of ​​fire."

I leaned against the wall, and the sound of the hair dryer continued in my ears.

He said frankly: "Stay with me all the time, it's as simple as that, you can do nothing and live a good life."

"Then you should prepare the task and give it to me in three days." After finishing speaking, I hung up the phone, the timing was very accurate, and the noise of the hair dryer just stopped. If it is trampled, it is useless except to increase troubles.

The next morning, I got up very early. After I dressed and washed, Xu Shaoting slowly opened his eyes. Seeing me was like seeing an alien, and the sleepiness in his eyes was immediately replaced by surprise.

"Why do you get up so early, didn't you sleep well before?"

I guess I was late for work and left a deep impression on him. While wearing a tie, he said with a smile: "It's rare to be suspected of waking up early. I have to think about whether to lie down or not."

He leaned back on the pillow, looking relaxed, "I'll give you a chance to think about it."

I walked over and pulled him up from the bed: "It's endless, get up for me, you don't care about your business?"

He lay back again, and began to be cunning: "Personal matters are also very important."

"Are all Xu's employees blind? They are devoted to you, the boss." My attitude was very strong and I could not resist. "Get up, I have something to tell you."

Only then did he slowly get up, and threw a pillow on my head, blaming me: "This is the first time I sleep well, so you can't calm down a bit."

I was silent, probably for a while, he didn't fall asleep well, we are all people who are good at hiding emotions, usually what happens is carried by one person desperately, and even if we can't bear it, it's like a lunatic, I It is completely conceivable how painful he was during this period of time. If he didn't tell me, I wouldn't ask.

While taking care of it, he asked me: "What is it, you are so serious?"

I thought about how to answer, but found that it was hard to speak, so I shook my head annoyed, and smiled bitterly: "Suddenly forgot..."

He resumed his sharp and decisive style: "Just say it."

I took a deep breath and looked at him seriously. He nimbly tied the tie with his fingers, then tightened it tightly, and habitually picked up the water glass to pour water.

"If I die, will you miss me like Eddie?"

I thought he would be angry, turn around and call me an asshole, smash the water glass into pieces, even come over and pinch my neck, and then quarrel with red eyes like before, but there was nothing, the glass was not broken, and neither was he Angry, he didn't even turn around, but just replied lightly:

"No, I... don't want anyone anymore."

I stood where I was, nearly collapsing.

I forgot that he too was a victim crawled out of hell.