dissatisfied [campus]

Xu Ji and Jiang Yu stayed at grandma's house for another day, and the next day, Xu Ji got up early as usual.

Before going out, Xu Ji said to Jiang Yu: "I'm going out for a while, and I'll be back before four o'clock in the afternoon."

Today is the last day of their vacation. Before nine o'clock tonight, they will go back to school for evening self-study.

Just when Xu Ji was about to leave, Jiang Yu suddenly grabbed his arm: "Hey, can you take me with you?"

Xu Ji was a little surprised, he smiled and said, "Do you know where I'm going? You just go with me."

"Wherever you go, take me with you, okay?"

Looking at Jiang Yu's sincere eyes, Xu Ji felt that he might know something.

Xu Ji was silent for a long time, Jiang Yu just kept pulling him like this, staring at him closely with his eyes.

The two seem to be facing each other.

After a while, Jiang Yu couldn't help letting go: "Forget it, I still—"

The slipping hand was held backwards, Xu Ji interrupted: "Let's go. Go sell you."

Jiang Yu's heart skipped a beat, Xu Ji's cool fingers tugged at him lightly and then let go, seeing the back of Xu Ji leaving first, Jiang Yu took a deep breath and followed silently.

Xu Ji took Jiang Yu by taxi for an hour to the center of City H, until the car stopped in front of a residential area, Xu Ji didn't say what he was going to do.

Jiang Yu didn't ask any more questions, and just followed him silently.

The two wandered around the convenience store at the gate of the community for 2 minutes. After a while, Xu Ji stared at the figure appearing at the gate of the community, walked out of the convenience store all the way, and stood at the gate of the guard room.

Jiang Yu followed his line of sight, and saw a little girl carrying a schoolbag walking out of the community, followed by a middle-aged woman.

The little girl seemed to be about the same age as them. She was tall and nearly 1.7 meters tall, and she was dressed in a water-blue school uniform, which made her clean and beautiful.

The middle-aged woman helped the girl straighten her collar. The girl smiled and said, "Mom, you don't have to send me out every day. Our school is only a few steps away from our home."

"What? You think I'm annoying?" The middle-aged woman joked a few words, and then patted the girl on the shoulder: "Okay, Xiaoyue, you should go to school quickly, and when you come home at noon, Mom will cook something delicious for you."

"Ah."

The girl nodded vigorously, turned around and left with her schoolbag on her back.

Xiaoyue.

Looking at the girl's face that resembled Xu Ji's most closely, Jiang Yu suddenly realized something.

Grandma told him last night that after Xu Ji's mother, He Xiaoling, gave birth to twins, she named her siblings He Ji and He Yue because of household registration reasons.

So... this is Xu Ji's younger sister.

When Jiang Yu came back to his senses, Xu Ji had already followed He Yue, and Jiang Yu hurriedly followed.

Just like that, He Yue walked in the front with his schoolbag on his back, Xu Ji followed He Yue, and Jiang Yu followed Xu Ji.

He Yue seems to be very familiar with the people around the community. When passing the kindergarten in front of the community, the neighbor’s children will greet her; when passing the breakfast shop on the corner, the proprietress will give her a bag of fresh hot milk with ease; When passing by the square in front of the park, the old man with a dog will call her name kindly...

And He Yue will happily greet everyone around her.

Xu Ji and He Yue are separated by a short distance, whenever there are pedestrians passing by or bicycles scurrying indiscriminately behind, Xu Ji will reach out to block He Yue who is walking in front, as if silently It's like making a way for her.

Xu Ji and Jiang Yu followed He Yue all the way to a high school, and Xu Ji didn't stop until he watched He Yue enter the school gate.

When it was time to go to school, students in blue school uniforms rushed past. Xu Ji stood at the school gate for a long time, until the preparatory bell rang in the huge campus, he turned his head and looked at Jiang Yu beside him.

Seeing Jiang Yu's normal expression, Xu Ji asked suddenly: "Are you bored?"

Jiang Yu shook his head and said, "Where are we going next? Or are we going to wait here for her after school?"

Seeing Jiang Yu's extremely natural expression, Xu Ji's tense face relaxed a bit.

This feeling is so good, there is no need to say or explain anything, and each other's heart is like a mirror.

Xu Ji didn't realize that his defense against Jiang Qi had gradually decreased, almost to zero.

He hooked the corner of his mouth: "Let's go to the bookstore over there and sit for a while. Wait for her to finish school."

There was a rest area in the bookstore, and they sat by the window and ordered two drinks casually.

Xu Ji sat down and stared out the window in a daze. Jiang Yu was afraid that he would be bored, so he randomly found two books from the bookshelf and handed one of them to him.

Xu Ji took the book, didn't say anything, just put the book neatly on the table.

"Such a book..." Xu Ji looked down at the book on the table, and suddenly said, "I probably won't be able to read 100 characters in a row."

He suffers from severe anxiety disorders and often has trouble concentrating. Even reading books is difficult for him.

Jiang Yu understood what he meant, and couldn't help asking: "Did you receive treatment on time? This should be curable. Ms. Rong used to—"

Xu Ji didn't want to talk about this, so he changed the subject: "I heard from Shi Yi that you participated in the winter camp of University B?"

"Yeah." Knowing that Xu Ji didn't want to talk about his own affairs, Jiang Yu followed his words, "I want to try their recommended admission plan in March next year, so this can be regarded as preliminary preparation."

Xu Ji didn't understand these things either, so he said casually, "It's pretty good, then you can do your best."

Regarding study, the two have nothing in common, and regarding the future, they are even more at odds.

In the following time, Jiang Yu read the book silently, Xu Ji lowered his head to play with his mobile phone for a while, closed his eyes for a while, and the two had no further communication.

At noon, He Yue finally finished school.

In the turbulent crowd, Xu Ji saw He Yue's figure at a glance. She walked with the female classmates in twos and threes beside her.

Seeing this scene, Xu Ji's eyes were unconsciously stained with a smile.

Xu Ji was looking at He Yue, and Jiang Yu was looking at Xu Ji.

People seem to be born with the right to be parents, and there is no school in this world that will teach people how to be a qualified parent.

It seems that as long as you give birth to a child, it is like harvesting your own spoils, which can be disposed of at will.

Xu Ji and his brother and sister were ruthlessly separated by the people called their parents, and even when they met each other, they had to hide secretly in a corner.

Jiang Yu didn't know what kind of mood Xu Ji was looking at his sister.

Jiang Yu turned his attention to He Yue, who was not far away, who was having fun wantonly. She was too clean, and she didn't seem to have any hurt in her body.

This made Jiang Yi very surprised. After going through so many things, He Yue can still be so clear and pure.

Jiang Yu and Xu Ji followed He Yue all the way back. When passing by the stationery store, He Yue and a few classmates picked out some small stationery to buy.

And Xu Ji silently selected some small gifts from the side, and secretly asked the boss to give them to He Yue as gifts.

This was the first time Jiang Yu saw such a gentle and patient Xu Ji.

When He Yue came home, a car stopped in front of her before she entered the community.

"Xiao Yue." The middle-aged woman she met in the morning rolled down the window and said to He Yue, "Your father has an appointment with Dr. Wen for an examination at noon today. Let's go to the hospital first, and then go home for dinner."

He Yue responded, took off her schoolbag and got into the car.

Xu Ji and Jiang Yu took a taxi and followed, and the car drove all the way to the Central Hospital of City H.

Looking at the hospital in front of him, Jiang Yu felt puzzled, He Yue...was sick?

But seeing Xu Ji's indifferent expression, he couldn't figure it out for a moment.

Grandma said that since she left Xu Ji's family, she didn't know much about their affairs, and she didn't know much about the series of events in which He Yue was sent away. He Yue was sent to a friend's house as an adopted daughter.

After entering the hospital, Jiang Yu saw the couple taking He Yue to the psychiatric department.

Xu Ji and Jiang Yu waited silently in the corridor of the hospital. After a while, after He Yue finished his examination, the doctor, He Yue and his wife stood in the corridor talking.

A female doctor stood in front of He Yue, and she handed the bag in her hand to He Yue, which probably contained materials and medicines, and then she reached out and touched He Yue's head: "Xiao Yue is in good condition recently. , keep going."

He Yue nodded and smiled at the doctor.

Then the female doctor said to the couple again: "Mr. He, Mrs. He, I still have something to say to you."

The couple followed the doctor into the office, and He Yue waited in the corridor with a bag.

After a while, two or three medical workers carried a patient through the corridor. The patient seemed to be in a poor state of mind and had been resisting strongly, attracting people around to watch.

The patient was struggling desperately with his hands and feet, and was still yelling. Before he could take a few steps, the surrounding medical staff took advantage of the patient's loopholes and ran away.

He Yue, who was standing not far away, bumped into the patient by accident, and both of them fell to the ground.

A group of people surrounded him, and several medical staff rushed forward to hold down the sick patient. Before Jiang Yu could react, Xu Ji also rushed over.

There was chaos over there, the medical staff grabbed the patient and took him to the ward, the passers-by watching saw the excitement and dispersed.

He Yue was still sitting on the ground. Xu Ji, who rushed to the crowd, just wanted to stretch out his hand, but suddenly stopped, and withdrew his hand stiffly, and subconsciously turned his back.

Jiang Yu who rushed over thought that Xu Ji was afraid that he would be recognized by his sister, so he quickly bent down to help He Yue up.

Jiang Yu asked with concern: "Are you okay?"

"It's okay." He Yue smiled at him, "Thank you."

Just when Jiang Yu thought that Xu Ji would not make any moves, Xu Ji who was beside him suddenly bent down and picked up He Yue's scattered things on the ground.

"Give you."

The brim of Xu Ji's hat was pressed down very low, but the eyes that were revealed inadvertently collided with He Yue.

He Yue seemed a little stunned, and didn't reach out for a while.

Oops.

Jiang Yu's heart sank.

Just when he thought Xu Ji was about to be recognized, He Yue suddenly smiled at Xu Ji.

"Thank you."

The smile was polite and distant, as if he had never seen this person before.

Before Jiang Yu could be surprised, his eyes inadvertently glanced at the inspection report that the two were holding and was exposed outside the bag.

Name: He Yue

Age: 18

Past medical history:  ….

Confirmed Case: Psychogenic Amnesia

......

what.

It turned out to be the case.

In an instant, all the doubts in Jiang Yu's heart were solved.

Psychogenic amnesia, also known as selective amnesia, was mentioned by the doctor when Jiang Yu accompanied Ms. Rong to the hospital for an examination. After receiving some stimulation, the patient will selectively forget those things that he does not know. Things to remember.

Looking at the brothers and sisters who were strangers in front of him, Jiang Yu's heart felt like a needle prick, and he felt densely uncomfortable.

By the time Jiang Yu and Xu Ji returned to the town, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.

The two of them didn't say anything along the way, and Jiang Yu wanted to comfort him a few times, but he felt that no matter what he said, it seemed powerless.

After arriving at grandma's house, as soon as the two entered the door, they saw a young couple standing in the yard chatting with grandma.

Beside him was a five or six-year-old boy sitting on a swing under a big tree, entertaining himself.

Seeing Jiang Yu and Xu Ji coming back, grandma quickly waved to them: "Yang Yang, little guy, come quickly."

Jiang Yu noticed that Xu Ji beside him looked a little stiff, paused in his steps, and walked towards grandma first.

Xu Ji seemed to know the couple, and took the initiative to greet each other.

"Come on, little guy, let me introduce you." Grandma smiled and took Jiang Nier's shoulders. "This is my son and daughter-in-law. You can call them Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen."

Jiang Yu smiled: "Hello, Uncle Chen and Aunt Chen."

The young couple also smiled and said, "Hello, little fellow."

After saying hello, the man opposite looked at Xu Ji with a grateful expression on his face: "Xiao Ji, it's thanks to you for taking care of my mother all these years."

The woman on the side also echoed: "I've always heard my mother say that Xiao Ji is a good boy. It's been so hard for you for so many years."

Xu Ji twitched the corners of his mouth and did not speak, but his eyes caught the woman's slightly swollen abdomen.

After a few people said some polite words together, grandma led Xu Ji and Jiang Yu into the bedroom.

"Yangyang," grandma looked at Xu Ji, with tears in her eyes, "Your Uncle Chen and your Aunt Chen are worried about me living here alone, and want to take me to the United States..."

Xu Ji nodded: "I know."

I realized it from the moment I walked in the door.

"At first, I didn't want to go back and forth. When I was old, I always wanted to return to the roots of the fallen leaves, and I thought that I would be buried with my grandfather when I died. But now, your uncle and aunt Chen's life has gradually stabilized, and your aunt Chen is pregnant again. Child, thinking that I can help take care of the child by following me..."

Grandma paused, not knowing what to say.

When she gets old, she wants to return to her roots, but she always thinks about the happiness of her family. She wants to live with her son so that she can enjoy the life under her son Chenghuan's knees, but when she thinks about her leaving, she will yell at him...

Seeing grandma's embarrassed expression, Xu Ji smiled, pretending to be relaxed and comforting: "Grandma, you can go with Uncle Chen at ease, and I will go to the United States to see you when I am free."

Hearing this, grandma burst into tears. She took Xu Ji's hand and repeated over and over again: "Yangyang, grandma misses you, really misses you..."

Xu Ji held grandma's hand back, and grandma hugged him and cried.

Xu Ji has always been a cold person, and he didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only pat his grandmother on the shoulder and silently support her.

After a while, Xu Ji and Jiang Yu managed to persuade grandma, and when they were about to leave, grandma took a bag and packed a lot of things for them.

Xu Ji and Jiang Yi went back to the room and tidied up briefly. Just as they were about to leave with their grandmother's things on their backs, Jiang Yi saw Xu Ji standing by the bed, staring blankly at the window in a daze.

Jiang Yu followed his line of sight and saw through the window that grandma was still busy in the yard, wanting to bring some more things for Xu Ji and Jiang Yu, and the son and daughter-in-law next to her helped her obediently. The lively grandson is also playing around them, and the picture is warm and harmonious.

Seeing this scene, Jiang Yu suddenly felt sad for some reason.

Six years ago, Xu Ji's mother ended in such a tragic way. His father took him home and continued to live as if nothing had happened. The younger sister who was sent away also completely forgot the past and lived a good life in the new family. Yes, the grandma you are talking about is not your own grandma. Although I have been with you for so many years, you will eventually return to your own place...

As for the memories of the past years, only Xu Ji still remembers them.

Jiang Yu found that everyone was walking forward in various strange ways, but Xu Ji was left behind and stuck in place.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu's eyes turned red, he stretched out his hand to grab Xu Ji's sleeve, and said softly: "Xu Ji, let's go home."

The author has something to say: I feel sorry for Xiao Xu x2