dissatisfied [campus]

Not long after Jiang Yu returned from the winter camp, the short winter vacation ended, and everyone entered the second semester of high school.

With the start of the new semester, as usual, the seats had to be changed, and Jiang Yu and Xu Ji became tablemates again.

When Jiang Yu came to Xu Ji with his schoolbag, seeing Xu Ji's expected expression, he knew that Xu Ji must have greeted the old class in advance.

"boom--"

The black backpack fell on the table, Jiang Yu put his arms around his arms, and looked at Xu Ji with a displeased face: "Hey, am I the one who comes and goes when you call me?"

If you like it, you can be at the same table, and if you are bored, you can change seats.

Xu Ji lowered his head and smiled, but didn't say anything.

Since he was a child, he never said nice words to coax others, and he never told others what was on his mind.

Jiang Yu has long been used to Xu Ji's appearance, seeing that he didn't answer, he didn't care too much, and sat down beside him obediently.

"Brother Ji, Brother Ji!"

A rough voice came from not far away, and as soon as Jiang Yu raised his head, he saw Shi Yi walking over with his arms on Su Min's shoulder.

"It's really fate to meet you from thousands of miles away." Shi Yi raised his chin at Jiang Ni, "Brother Ni, Min Min and I will still sit in front of you this semester, we—"

Before the words finished, Su Min interrupted with a sneer: "What's the fate? Eleven, you forgot how you rolled around in front of Zhang Dongxu and begged him to give you a seat?"

Hearing this, Shi Yi slapped him angrily: "Minmin, you have become more and more arrogant recently? Does it mean that Bian Yuchen is gone and no one can cure you?"

Whenever someone is mentioned, Su Min will be furious. He immediately gritted his teeth and said, "Eleven, you deliberately found fault, right? Who promised me that he would never mention him in front of me again? Give me..."

Shi Yi and Su Min were like two naive primary school students, arguing until class, while Xu Ji and Jiang Yi sat quietly in the back watching the play.

On the first day of school, the teachers were still busy with various teaching matters in the new semester, so the school arranged an afternoon of self-study classes for the students, and everyone just used this time to frantically make up for the holiday homework.

The whole classroom was filled with the sound of ballpoint pens scratching across the notebook, only the table of Jiang Yu and Xu Ji was extremely quiet, one was reading because he had nothing to do, and the other was sleeping because he had nothing to do.

After sleeping for most of the class, Xu Ji rubbed his arms in a daze and opened his eyes. When he turned his head, he saw a student from the student union standing outside the window sill checking discipline. The other party took a notebook and recorded the conversation in the classroom with a serious face. A student who sleeps and deserts.

Because they were far away, the other party hadn't noticed Xu Ji yet, but Xu Ji suddenly remembered something, and chuckled lightly inadvertently.

Hearing the movement, Jiang Yu glanced at him subconsciously, and turned his head to meet Xu Ji's eyes.

Xu Ji supported his head and said to him softly: "Hey, do you remember that girl from last time?"

Jiang Yu looked confused: "What?"

The smile on Xu Ji's face grew stronger, and he leaned closer to Jiang Yu's ear: "It's just the girl from [Let's continue] last time."

"what?"

After hearing this, Jiang Yu was still a little puzzled, but when he turned his head and saw the students outside the window sill, he immediately remembered that embarrassing experience.

"Tell me," Xu Ji whispered, "what was she thinking at that time?"

With an ominous premonition in his heart, Jiang Yu warned: "You have to show some face, now—"

Before he finished speaking, Xu Ji stretched a leg between his legs.

After school at night, when Rong Xiaoying received Jiang Niu, she saw Jiang Niu was smiling all the time, so she asked casually, "Dabao, what's so happy about it? You laughed all the way."

Looking at his own face reflected in the car window, Jiang Yu unconsciously revealed a smile that filled his eyes.

"It's nothing." Jiang Yu hooked the corner of his mouth, and changed the topic casually, "By the way, Mom, today the old class told me that the comprehensive ranking of this winter camp has come out, and I took the first place."

"Oh."

Rong Xiaoying responded, apparently not paying much attention to the result.

"By the way," Rong Xiaoying asked, "Have you got your transfer exam results yet? Why haven't you heard from me for so long? When can you officially transfer?"

The B University winter camp that Jiang Yu participated in was actually just to get an "admission ticket" for the recommended student examination in half a year. Liberal arts universities have no interest. At the beginning, Jiang Yu insisted on participating in this activity, but Rong Xiaoying forced him to take the school's transfer exam first.

In the second semester of high school, he can pass the exam and choose arts and science again. Rong Xiaoying is determined to let Jiang Yi change his mind. As for the winter camp, it doesn't matter if his son wants to try more.

Hearing this, Jiang Yu's expression changed, and he reluctantly said, "School has just started, and the results of the transfer exam will take two days to come out."

Rong Xiaoying frowned: "You didn't hand in a blank paper this time, or did you deliberately fail the exam?"

Jiang Yu narrowed his eyebrows and said in a low voice: "No."

Rong Xiaoying attached great importance to the transfer exam before the holiday, and asked the teacher for news, and went to the school to watch Jiang Yu enter the exam room in person.

The atmosphere in the car became silent again, and the smile on Jiang Yu's face disappeared.

It didn't take long for the two of them to return home. At this time, Jiang Jianzhong had also left work early. Seeing his son coming back, Jiang Jianzhong greeted his son happily.

"Dabao is back." Jiang Jianzhong greeted Jiang Yu to sit next to him, and handed Jiang the snacks on the coffee table, "Try this quickly, your Uncle Li brought a lot of things to our house today."

Uncle Li is Jiang Jianzhong's friend for many years. When he was in D City, the two families also lived in the same community.

Rong Xiaoying on the side said, "Why did Lao Li come to S City?"

Jiang Jianzhong said: "Isn't Lao Li's son a Ph.D. student at F University? This kid had a local girlfriend two years ago, and he is going to get married this year. Lao Li and his wife came here to meet the girl's parents."

Rong Xiaoying praised: "I remember that child, he was sensible and smart since he was a child, and he will be married in a blink of an eye..."

Speaking of this, Jiang Jianzhong suddenly mentioned Jiang Yu: "I told Lao Li that when Dabao is admitted to F University, his son will have to take care of Dabao."

"Ah... Actually, it doesn't matter if I don't have an F degree," Rong Xiaoying seemed to have a feeling, "I just hope that he will get married after finishing his master's degree, find a job within the system, and help me while my legs and feet are still flexible. He takes the kids..."

Jiang Yu watched them talking more and more excitedly, and sat on the side in silence.

His parents, one only cared about what he would study in college in the future, and the other only cared about where he would study in college in the future. The two of them drew a circle for his future together and trapped him to death all his life.

"It's okay," Jiang Jianzhong said indifferently, "In a place as big as S City, there are many good schools, and F University is just one of the choices. In the future——"

"Not necessarily." Jiang Yu suddenly interrupted, "It's not necessarily where I will go to college in the future."

As soon as these words came out, Jiang Jianzhong and Rong Xiaoying immediately fell silent.

Jiang Jianzhong frowned and said, "Then where do you want to go in the future?"

"Dad," Jiang Yu put down the snack in his hand, and looked at Jiang Jianzhong seriously, "I won the No. Major in Public Diplomacy at B University."

Hearing this, Jiang Jianzhong didn't object immediately, but thought for two seconds and said, "University B is pretty good, but it's too far away from home, you—"

"Don't even think about it!" Rong Xiaoying stared at Jiang Yu, and quickly interrupted, "What public diplomacy do you want to learn? In a few days, I will transfer to the science class and take part in the competition steadily to win the S University's qualifications." It’s really not enough to study consecutive master’s degree, and there are good schools like Q University, T University, F University, which B University do you want to go to?”

Until now, neither of these two felt any joy about him getting No. 1 in the winter camp, as if all his efforts were a joke, and he could only be a marionette, only in the field they planned Do things inside.

Thinking of this, Jiang Yu's disappointment and anger calmed down instead.

He took a deep breath, looked up at Rong Xiaoying: "I haven't filled out the application form, how can I transfer it?"

Rong Xiaoying's expression froze: "What do you mean?"

"Although I took the transfer exam, I didn't fill in the transfer application form issued after the exam." Jiang Yu said word by word, "So, I can't transfer, and I don't want to transfer."

"Jiang Yu!" Rong Xiaoying stood up from the sofa suddenly, and stepped in front of Jiang Yu, "How did you promise me before? You took the exam and didn't fill in the application form? Did you do it on purpose!"

"I told you, I never want to talk back!" Jiang Yu also stood up, and he frowned and looked at Rong Xiaoying, "Can you listen to me seriously, even once?! Don't Force your thoughts on me again!"

Hearing this, the feeling of chest tightness and shortness of breath rushed up immediately, and when she was dizzy for a while, Rong Xiaoying leaned back.

Seeing this, Jiang Jianzhong quickly stood up and supported the crumbling Rong Xiaoying.

"I'm so pissed off, I'm so pissed off..." Rong Xiaoying leaned into Jiang Jianzhong's arms and cried out in a dragged tone, "What kind of son am I raising..."

"Dabao, what's the matter with you?" Jiang Jianzhong couldn't help frowning, "Have we been too indulgent with you recently?"

indulgence?

Jiang Yu laughed at himself, turned and walked towards the entrance.

"Dabao, where are you going?"

"Jiang Yu, come back to me!"

......

"Bang—" the door slammed, and Jiang Yu left the house.

When Xu Ji received Jiang's call, he was playing games in an Internet cafe. After hearing Jiang's words, he immediately went to where Jiang was.

Jiang Yu didn't go far. After leaving the house, he found a step to sit in a nearby square.

When Xu Ji came, he saw Jiang Yu sitting next to the white street lamp, and he was in a daze.

"What's wrong?" Xu Ji sat next to him, his tone relaxed, "Did you argue with your parents?"

"Actually, it's nothing. It's still because of those stupid things." Jiang Yu sighed, "Ms. Rong wants me to transfer my case, and my dad is arguing for me to go to F University."

Xu Ji looked up at the sky, it was gray and there was no light at all.

"They're just too self-righteous, always doing things that they think are good for us." Xu Ji sneered, "Xu Bin is still thinking about sending me abroad when I graduate."

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and depression spread inadvertently.

Xu Ji turned his head to look at Jiang Yu, opened his mouth, and didn't know what to say to comfort him.

Xu Ji has always been used to being tough. He just kept his face cold when facing someone like Xu Bin, but he was really at a loss when facing Jiang Yi.

It would be great if Eleven was here, it was the first time Xu Ji hoped so.

"Don't listen to them." Xu Ji whispered, "Do what you want."

After holding back for a long time, Xu Ji finally choked out these two sentences.

The gloomy atmosphere was suddenly broken, and Jiang Yu couldn't help laughing twice.

"But they are right in one sentence." Jiang Yu grinned, "I have been too indulgent recently."

Indulgence to the point that everything is different with you by my side.

"If it was in the past, I wouldn't be sad," Jiang Yu's voice trembled slightly, "I wouldn't feel tired..."

Hearing this, Xu Ji felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

"I've been the gangster in their hearts for so many years, and it's not too bad for the past few years." Jiangji took a deep breath, "Anyway, I will definitely win in the end."

Jiang Yu is like this, no matter what kind of blow he receives, he will always muster up his confidence immediately and move forward firmly.

"When my parents know what I have done, what do you think they will think?"

Jiang Yu raised his eyebrows, and looked at Xu Ji with some complacency.

Xu Ji hooked the corners of his mouth, but did not speak.

"They..." The smile on Jiang Yu's face remained undiminished, but the tone of the original teasing tone dropped, "They must be very disappointed."

He was obviously smiling, but it made people feel very distressed.

Xu Ji was silent for a long time, then sighed and said: "Jiang Yu, you know...sometimes I think, I am really grateful that you didn't kill the real Jiang Yu in your heart."

Xu Ji got up and squatted in front of Jiang Yu, carefully supporting his shoulders and looking at him.

"Jiang Yu, you are very good in the original, the best I have met in so many years."

What the fuck is this non-mainstream tone.

Jiang Yu laughed again, but his eyes turned red.

This is the first time someone told him that you are fine as you are.

Jiang Yu has been unswervingly walking the path he believes in, but there is always lingering anxiety and fear deep in his heart——

Would his parents be disappointed if they knew that Jiang Yi under the skin of a good student was such a person?What would the people around him think of him?

It seemed that the longer he pretended, the more he was afraid of being seen by others.

"When I was young, I went out to play with Ms. Rong. I fell in love with a robot dog toy. I begged Ms. Rong to buy it for me, but she refused, saying that I can't get used to my problems. No matter how much I cry, it's useless. Then she left, leaving me sitting alone in the toy store until the evening, and finally the police took me home."

"From then on, I realized that it doesn't matter whether I like it or not. The important thing is what kind of son Ms. Rong thinks about... I never asked her for anything again. ..."

"You said," Jiang Yu's voice trembled slightly, complaining with some grievances, "She's gone too far, hasn't she?"

Looking at Jiang Yu's eager eyes for affirmation, Xu Ji said obediently: "Yes yes yes..."

"Another time, when I was only five years old, they were arguing for a divorce. At that time, I was lying in the room alone with a high fever, listening to them throwing things in the living room. I had a terrible headache and kept on I kept crying, but none of them came to see me, and finally my grandpa came and took me to the hospital..."

Xu Ji exclaimed: "So our Dabao remembers things when he was five years old? That's amazing!"

"Is this the point? Are you listening carefully?!"

"For me, the details about you are the key."

"rhetoric."

Jiang Yu rolled his eyes at him.

"Also, don't call me by my nickname, I'm dead, I've been annoyed by people calling me Dabao since I was a child..."

"When I usually do my homework, I also hate people staring at me next to me. Interrupting from time to time really disrupts people's thinking..."

"And don't you think it's really annoying to have the whole family tethered together all the time? You can't even think about being alone for a while..."

"I really hate eating celery, and I don't like eating winter melon and spinach, and I don't like being forced to eat..."

"Actually, I also really want to sleep in on weekends. I don't want to get up at five or six in the morning to go to the Mathematical Olympiad..."

.....

Jiang Yu vented endlessly, as if he wanted to vomit out all the thoughts of the past ten years.

As for Xu Ji, it was as if he was comforting a child, and he kept talking to him.

Until Jiang Yu said all the words in his heart, Xu Ji reached out and touched his earlobe, and said in a low voice: "From now on, you can do whatever you want in front of me."

Brother Ji spoils you.

The author has something to say: Jiang Yu: I hate you like a piece of wood (bushi)