dissatisfied [campus]

"Xu Bin—!"

Xu Ji knocked on the door vigorously, screaming with all his strength: "Open the door for me!!"

This is the third day that Xu Ji has been locked up at home.

Xu Bin was completely on par with Xu Ji, he was not allowed to take the art test, and he was not allowed to take the school, and he was determined to send him abroad after a while.

Xu Ji also refused to accept his softness. He didn't eat a bite of the food brought in every day, but only drank a small amount of water.

But Xu Bin was really impatient this time, even so he was determined not to let him out.

On the seventh day, Xu Ji didn't even drink water.

Xu Ji lost a lot of weight due to the hunger strike without water for many days. He leaned against the door frame in a collapsed state, and he didn't even have the strength to say a word.

Tiredness made him fall into an endless sleep, Xu Ji began to hallucinate frequently, and sometimes even suddenly forgot what he was doing now.

Xu Ji knew very well that this was not a good sign.

The feeling that his illness might be relapsed was all too familiar to him.

On the eighth day, Xu Bin asked a private doctor to come home to give Xu Ji a nutritional injection.

When they opened the door and walked in, Xu Ji was leaning weakly on the floor, his whole spirit completely collapsed.

Seeing Xu Ji's haggard appearance, Xu Bin's heart ached immediately.

He immediately asked someone to help Xu Ji to the bed, then gave him another injection of nutrition injections, and forced Xu Ji to be given some water and liquid food.

A group of people surrounded Xu Ji's bed, and the doctor was checking on him. Xu Bin sat next to him and tried to persuade him: "Son, you have grown up so much. Dad has never treated you badly... just look at it." Looking at the peers around me, how many people can have the same conditions as our family? From childhood to adulthood, you will be given what you want, and money is more about how much you want to spend... You usually don’t want to study and no one forces you , I want to hang out with your friends and I didn’t force you, so what’s your dissatisfaction? Why do you have to feel sorry for yourself? You say—”

"Mr. Xu."

Before Xu Bin finished his lecture, the doctor beside him interrupted him.

"what happened?"

"There seems to be something wrong with your son's situation."

Hearing this, Xu Bin immediately became a little nervous: "What's wrong with him?"

The doctor touched Xu Ji's slightly trembling body, took out a flashlight to shine a light on his pupils, and then turned his head to look at Xu Bin seriously: "I suggest you take him to the hospital for a checkup."

half a month later.

After repeated persuasion by Gu Mingchuan and Xu Jing, Jiang Jianzhong and Rong Xiaoying finally agreed to transfer Jiang Yu to the ordinary ward.

This can also be regarded as a compromise reached between them. After Jiang Yu has taken care of his body, let him go back to school for the college entrance examination, and everything will be discussed after the college entrance examination is over.

Since Gu Mingchuan was entrusted by Xu Ji, he began to travel between S City and D City. Not only would he visit Jiang Yi when he had time, but he would also help Rong Xiaoying with psychological counseling on a part-time basis.

That day, after Rong Xiaoying knew that she was the source of her son's internal resistance to the opposite sex, she completely collapsed.

Rong Xiaoying began to cry at home every day, and never went to the hospital to see Jiang Mi again.

She didn't know what she did wrong, and she didn't understand more than being sad.

Isn't she paying enough for so many years?

Give up your own life, devote yourself to caring for your husband and raising your children at home, but in the end, you get betrayed by your husband and disgusted by your son?

Rong Xiaoying felt a deep sense of frustration.

Let Rong Xiao understand that she is a failed mother and has done wrong for so many years... This is simply impossible.

All Gu Mingchuan can do is try his best to ease Rong Xiaoying's emotions and prevent her from getting into a dead end.

Even so, Jiang Yu was really grateful to him.

On this day, Gu Mingchuan went to D City to visit Jiang Yu again, and told him bad news the first time he saw him: "Xu Ji's depression relapsed, and he was sent to the hospital by his father."

Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, then he was stunned instantly. He said incoherently: "How could it be... He, isn't he all right?"

Gu Mingchuan sighed and said: "The chance of this disease recurring is very high. He has just recovered not long ago, and he has received too much stimulation during this period, so..."

It's so funny....

Who would have thought that both of them are in the hospital right now, one for homosexuality and one for depression.

Jiang Yu took a deep breath, looked at Gu Mingchuan and begged, "Doctor Gu, can you help Xu Ji? You really don't have to worry about me here."

"I can't help him." Gu Mingchuan said with a wry smile, "Xu Ji's father already knew about Xu Ji's long-term bipolar disorder, and he has already found out about me...His father wants to give minors medicine without authorization." Sue our hospital in the name of the lawsuit, and I have been temporarily suspended."

Xu Bin has never thought that depression is a disease worthy of attention. Even though the doctor repeatedly emphasized that he should be hospitalized, Xu Bin still chose to have a private doctor come to treat Xu Ji at home.

Xu Bin was afraid that Xu Ji would sneak away by himself.

He has already found a university for Xu Ji in the United States, and he can directly enroll and report after the college entrance examination in June.

Xu Ji was locked in the room every day.

He had never felt that time was so long.

This time, Xu Ji could no longer go out with Shi Yi and the others to make noise all night long, nor could he open a video call with Jiang Yu to fall asleep quietly. He didn't have any electronic devices around him, and he never spoke to others.

Xu Ji closed the blackout curtains in the room, and lay in bed every day in a daze or sleeping.

This time the illness was a little different. In the past, he always had trouble falling asleep, but this time it seemed like he never got enough sleep, and he would fall asleep again soon after he woke up.

Whenever Xu Ji opened his eyes, the room was completely dark. He couldn't distinguish day from night, and he didn't know how long he had been lying like this.

Xu Ji still didn't eat, so Xu Bin continued to ask the doctor to give him a forced injection of nutrition.

Slowly, Xu Ji also became thinner and thinner. Sometimes when he looked at himself in the mirror, he felt a little happy in his heart, as if this would bring his heart closer to Jiang Yu.

Xu Bin changed three psychiatrists for Xu Ji. These doctors used many methods, but they couldn't even do the most basic communication.

The third doctor, surnamed Zhou, is a very observant and gentle woman.

Doctor Zhou knew that Xu Ji had completely sealed herself off now, and she had to find an outlet for Xu Ji to vent.

Dr. Zhou also tried many methods.

Knowing that Xu Ji likes to draw, she found a blank drawing paper to accompany him to draw, but Xu Ji still lay motionless on the bed; later she asked Xu Bin to expand the range of activities and accompany Xu Ji to the garden Take a walk and chat, or sit by Xu Ji's bed and read to him...

Xu Ji refused to cooperate with any treatment except for the compulsory administration and injection of drugs.

So for the first week, Dr. Zhou and Xu Ji didn't even make any eye contact.

On the eighth day, Dr. Zhou brought two notebooks, two pens and two small boxes.

She put one of the boxes in front of Xu Ji: "Come on, this is the secret box I brought you."

Xu Ji lay on the bed without even opening his eyes.

"It's so boring anyway... How about we try to write something?" Dr. Zhou persuaded patiently, "If you continue like this, your memory will gradually decline, your thinking will become slow and you will have cognitive impairment... .I have prepared some interesting little questions. You try to write them down, just like making a Chinese paper...express your innermost feelings and put them in your secret box. Don’t worry, I won’t read them , I will write with you, neither of us will peek at each other, and I have prepared two small locks here..."

Dr. Zhou prepared some simple questions from the shallower to the deeper. She hoped that Xu Ji would not be too closed, but at least go into her own heart and learn to reconcile with herself.

But Xu Ji still didn't respond.

Seeing this, Dr. Zhou sighed, and said in a low voice, "Maybe...you can also write to her what you want to say."

Xu Bin roughly told her that Xu Ji separated from the person he liked some time ago.

But Dr. Zhou was not too clear about the specific situation, so he subconsciously took this "person he likes" as a girl.

Hearing this, Xu Ji's expression changed suddenly, and he slowly opened his eyes.

Paper cannot hold fire.

Shi Yi and Su Min discovered early in the morning that Xu Ji and Jiang Yi were gone.

After Xu Ji's entrance exam, Shi Yi asked Su Min to call and text the two frantically, but there was still no news at all.

Xu Ji is fine, knowing where his home is, Jiang Yi can't even reach his shadow.

When Yi and Su Min came to Xu Ji's house with such thoughts, they realized that they couldn't even get through the door.

Originally, the parents of Shi Yi, Su Min, Xu Ji, and Bian Yuchen were all in the same company, but after Shi Yi and Bian Yuchen's parents left, the relationship between the four families gradually became more distant.

Coupled with the complicated situation in Xu Ji's family, the other families more or less look down on Xu Bin, so the adults naturally don't care about the children's affairs.

In their eyes, children's affairs are trivial matters, and naturally there is no need to meddle in other people's affairs for trivial matters.

Therefore, if Shi Yi and Su Min wanted to see Xu Ji, they could only go to Xu Bin by themselves.

But not surprisingly, the two of them were scolded by Xu Bin in a strange way, but they didn't see Xu Ji in the end.

Xu Bin found out about Xu Ji's long-term depression, and at that time Yi and Su Min naturally became accomplices who helped to hide the adults. In addition, Xu Bin has always disliked these two dudes, and of course he didn't like Xu Ji and them. Get too close.

At this point, Shi Yi and Su Min knew that Xu Ji was locked up at home by his father.

There are too many people guarding Xu Ji's house, doctors, nannies, bodyguards, assistants... It took Shi Yi and Su Min a long time to sneak into their house late one night.

Xu Ji's room was on the second floor, and there wasn't even anything to climb around.

So Shi Yi stepped on Su Min's shoulder and walked to Xu Ji's window, then reached out and knocked on the window lightly.

Shi Yi knocked for a long time before he saw the light in the room. The moment the window opened, he was startled: "Fuck... Brother Ji, why did you become such a bear?"

Xu Ji looked at him, his eyes were dazed for two seconds, and then he said in a hoarse voice, "Eleven?"

I haven't spoken for a long time, and the hoarse voice seems to come from the deepest part of my throat.

As soon as these two words came out, Shi Yi's eyes turned red immediately: "You fucking remember me!"

Just as Xu Ji was about to speak, Su Min's gritted teeth came from the lawn downstairs: "Damn it! Can you go in first and then talk! How fucking heavy are you on Eleven? You don't have a clue?!"

As soon as the words fell, Shi Yi was about to grab the door frame and crawl in. Seeing that he was using his strength, Su Min quickly took his feet away from his shoulders.

As soon as Shi Yi stepped into the room with one leg, a man's scolding sound came from not far behind: "Who's there?! Come out for me!"

Su Min was startled, raised his head and shouted at Shi Yi: "Fuck, Xu Ji's father is here, come down quickly!"

Xu Bin got up in the middle of the night and went to the kitchen to drink water. Through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, he saw the lights in Xu Ji's room were on from a long distance, and there was still a vague figure hanging outside the window. He frowned and immediately put down the water glass Go outside the garden.

"what--?"

Shi Yi didn't react, and was in a dilemma for a while.

Su Min urged him from below: "Come down quickly! His dad will be here soon! I'll follow you!"

Shi Yi put down the leg he had stepped on, and was about to jump down while holding on to the window frame. Xu Ji, who had been in the room in a daze just now, suddenly remembered something, and quickly put his hand into a box on the bedside table.

Xu Ji stuffed the envelope in his hand to Shi Yi: "Eleventh, find a chance to help me hand this over to Jiang Yu."

Shi Yi grabbed the envelope and hurriedly asked: "By the way, I haven't asked yet, where did brother go?"

Xu Ji opened his mouth, but before he could answer, he heard a shout not far away: "Shi Yi, Su Min, I saw you! Come here quickly."

Shi Yi jumped down immediately, and ran away with Su Min in a flash.

Seeing the two boys running fast, Xu Bin immediately turned back and went upstairs to Xu Ji's room.

Fortunately, Xu Ji still stayed in his room obediently.

The father and son looked at each other in silence, Xu Bin sighed, and had a brief late-night conversation with Xu Ji, or it was his unilateral persuasion.

At the end, Xu Bin frowned more and more tightly: "Yangyang, you have to think about the future, right? Your life is still very long, you can't—"

Before the words finished, Xu Ji suddenly interrupted in a low voice: "...I've already thought about it."

This is the first sentence that Xu Ji said to him in such a long time, Xu Bin was a little surprised: "What?"

Xu Ji repeated again in a hoarse voice: "In the future... I have already thought about it."

Xu Bin didn't know what Xu Ji meant, until the next day, Dr. Zhou found Xu Ji covered in blood in the room.