good night

17

Speaking of insomnia, Chu Yunshen hesitated slightly, and nodded: "Sleep better than before." He sleeps lightly and has many dreams, can't fall asleep, and wakes up early, but now he won't be oppressed by the impenetrable darkness in his heart when he wakes up in the middle of the night He was not angry, as long as he thought of Dr. Xi next to him, he felt at ease.

Xi Feng was very close to him, seeing his slightly long eyelashes trembling restlessly, and smiled slightly: "After that, I will continue to run for half an hour, drink milk at night, and try not to rely on sleeping pills."

Chu Yunshen nodded seriously. In fact, he hasn't taken sleeping pills for a long time. He used to take them only when he couldn't sleep. He hasn't taken them here.All the sleeping pills were handed over, and Dr. Xi asked him to ask for it because he couldn't sleep.

Chu Yunshen went to look for him once, but Doctor Xi chatted with him and just fell asleep, not even knowing how to get back to the room.

"So cute." Xi Feng rubbed his head, took out his mobile phone to search, the progress bar on it was completed quickly, he also downloaded a "Penguin Comics", operated and registered, with a smile on his lips, "What's Yun Shen's name?" ?”

"No."

"The hermit will never be met?" Xi Feng has been fascinated by his ears since he was a child, and he is very sensitive to poems. He immediately understood the source of the name, "It's only in this mountain, and the clouds are deep."

Chu Yun pursed his lips deeply, his eyes wandering and he just didn't look at him.Xi Feng got along with him these days, knowing that the young man was probably embarrassed by what he said, so he immediately collapsed on the chair with a smile, his eyebrows stretched like clouds and scattered: "Yun Shen, you are so cute."

Chu Yunshen pricked up his ears and realized that Dr. Xi was praising him, so he frowned, "Dr. Xi——"

Xi Feng stared at him, and the young man immediately changed his words: "Brother is better."

I didn't expect Yun Shen to be a little lively like this. Xi Feng put his fist on his lips and coughed lightly, but he couldn't hide the smile on his lips: "It's still early, mind if I sit a little longer? I'll watch you draw." He It's just that I instinctively want to spend more time with Yun Shen.

Chu Yunshen nodded, picked up a pen to write and draw, and quickly forgot about Xi Feng. Occasionally, when he looked up, he would find that Xi Feng was concentrating on the painting, but the heart in his chest was pounding. Bang and dance.

"Is there something missing here?" Xi Feng just went out and came in with his professional books. Occasionally, he could catch a glimpse of Yunshen's progress when he looked up. A grand framework.But it always felt like something was missing.

Chu Yunshen raised his head to look at him, a gleam of color flashed across his glazed eyes, he lowered his head and thought about the scene on the painting seriously, while he was looking at it, he muttered: "The lord is facing threats, the princes are gathering, the wolf's ambition—"

Xi Feng, who was eavesdropping, heard him talk about wolf ambitions in a serious manner, and tried his best to hold back his smile, watching him slowly deliberate on the rationality of the plot, sometimes refining the characters' demeanor, and sometimes filling in the scenery, but looking at it, I still feel less.He pointed to the corner: "Yun Shen, the princes want to coerce the emperor to order the princes to become famous as teachers."

"Lack of beacon fire!" Chu Yunshen's eyes lit up, and there was no beacon tower.He wrote it down in his notebook and prepared to make up for it tomorrow. He sketched concisely tonight, and he needed to buy more professional pens and paper tomorrow.

Xi Feng looked at him, and suggested at the right time: "Tomorrow, I will accompany you to the inspection, and then buy painting tools. If you want to do a good job, you must first sharpen your tools." It was a mess, as if seeing Cong'er who hugged his thigh many years ago and called him brother.

Chu Yun nodded deeply, his glazed eyes were really pretty, he thought for a few seconds, and seemed to have made up his mind: "Brother, I have a gift for you." He always wanted to thank Xi Feng, so he drew a picture Painting, but I didn't know how to say it before, but tonight is different.

Xi Feng was flattered, and Yun Shen's serious expression showed that he must have been preparing for a long time.It is very common for ordinary people to take the initiative to give gifts to others, but for Chu Yunshen, it was his careful probing and hesitation that made the decision.

This is the most precious wish from Chu Yunshen.

What Chu Yunshen used was monochromatic painting, which in layman's terms was sketching.He took out a scroll of paintings from the bookshelf and slowly spread them out.

In the painting, Xi Feng is leaning on the balcony, the sleeves of his usual white shirt are rolled up to his arms, the corners of his lips curl up slightly, his eyes are on the fallen leaves in the distance, or the sunset glow, and the slender index finger and middle finger are still holding the lit candle cigarette.

The surrounding buildings are also clearly visible. The people in a hurry in the distance are obviously in the noisy city, but the place where Xi Feng stands is a world of its own, quiet and peaceful, and the surrounding aura blends in with the distant scenery.

The sky is full of rays of light, and the fallen leaves are scattered. He is the only bright spot in this painting. The painter has put a lot of thought into it.

Xi Feng is usually very careful not to smoke in front of Chu Yunshen. He is not a big smoker, but occasionally he likes the smell of nicotine.But I never thought that the "criminal evidence" was so obvious just secretly smoking a cigarette on the balcony.

"I——can only draw to this extent." Chu Yunshen slightly lowered his head and stood beside the table, revealing a small section of his fair neck, pinching the sides of the painting with his pretty fingers.

Xi Feng reached out to take the painting, suppressed the emotion in his heart, hugged him actively, and whispered in his ear: "I like it very much, thank you." He should frame the painting.

Chu Yunshen smiled slowly, his eyebrows stretched.

Xi Feng said goodnight to him and took the painting out.

Chu Yunshen lay under the blanket, took out his mobile phone, and typed word by word on Weibo: ××month××day

Today I did what I have always wanted to do and sent gifts.

He has always been gentle and will support me in everything.

good night.

Xi Feng clipped the picture in the book, and the mobile phone rang a reminder tone at the right time.The Weibo account that I have been following has been updated. When I saw the content, I didn't realize the smile on my lips, so I liked it.

Chu Yunshen probably didn't know that he was following him secretly.You must know that the account number is too simple, Xi Feng just chatted with him on the phone before, and then he made a fool of himself.Chu Yunshen thought that there was no twists and turns, long-term love, and the Weibo name was Buyu.

Chu Yunshen closed his eyes, and vaguely heard the notification sound from his mobile phone. His Weibo account only had a few zombie fans. He didn't know why those people followed him.The things he writes every day are few and not nutritious, but the "half-into-the-river" account always gives him likes every time, but never comments.

It was the same this time, the other party liked it immediately, Chu Yunshen held the phone, watched the number of likes become 1, and had a vague guess in his heart, but he was slowly falling into a dream, and did not go again thinking.

Chu Yunshen fell to the ground, and the darkness engulfed him like a tidal wave. He stumbled forward without seeing his fingers or direction.

He knelt down and hugged himself tightly. He used to pass like this when he was sick, and he felt better after a while.

But why?

Why does he have to bear this?

He also wants to live a normal life like everyone else.

I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that Chu Yunshen felt that his body was about to go stiff, and there was a familiar voice in the darkness, coming from far and near.

"Hi, I'm Xi Feng."

"See you tomorrow good night."

"Are you afraid of the dark at night?"

"Drink milk and go to bed early."

He was not alone, Chu Yunshen raised his head and looked around, bewildered, but with some hope.He has friends, Dr. Xi will be there.

Xi Feng hugged Chu Yunshen, patted him on the back, and whispered softly. He had just gone downstairs to drink water when he heard a small sobbing sound coming from the room. He stopped and listened for a while before Realized that it was really Yun Shen who was crying.

Fortunately, Chu Yunshen didn't have the habit of locking the door behind his back. When Xi Feng came in, he realized that he was crying in a dream. What did he dream about that made him feel helpless in his dream?

Chu Yunshen woke up from his dream, the tears on his face were still wet, but he was unconscious, gasping for breath like a dying fish, with overwhelming fear and anxiety, his mind was filled with endless negative thoughts.

But all this is not worth the deep voice above the head, and the warm chest.

"Yun Shen is not afraid, I am here."

Chu Yunshen tightly wrapped his arms around Xi Feng's waist, and buried his head in his arms, his voice was hoarse and inaudible: "Brother, it's hard to bear, give me a hug."

The author has something to say:

Yun Shen: Brother hug...

Dr. Xi: Hug.

In the preview of the next chapter, Yun Shen quietly found out what he wanted~ Quietly~ Quietly~ Chasing Doctor Xi~ I actually wanted to sing it out, it's poisonous!

Thank you Qing for the overlord ticket~