good night

During the Qingming Festival, it rains heavily, and pedestrians on the road want to die. (Note: Tang Dynasty poetry)

The drizzle was mixed with a bit of chill, Xi Feng supported Chu Yunshen, carrying the flowers and fruits for worship, and walked steadily on the rocky steps.In his free time, he spends more time climbing and hiking, and the steep and slippery stone stairs do not affect his actions at all.

On the other hand, Chu Yunshen, who was almost insulated from sports in the first 18 years, only started exercising with Xi Feng slowly since college, and when he walked halfway up the mountain, his face was flushed and he was out of breath.

The slightly cool palm covered the forehead, which was a familiar touch. Chu Yun blinked deeply, and a thin drop of sweat slipped from the end of the eye, and was gently wiped away.

Xi Feng stopped and wiped his sweat with a tissue: "It's all wilted. Why is grandma's cemetery so high?" He pulled the young man to a big rock next to him and sat down.

Chu Yun licked his lips deeply, and handed over a bottle of water at the right time. He bent his eyes and took a sip of water: "Grandma chose it herself, saying that she likes the scenery at a high place, and there are not so many troubles. My mother and uncle— — not very harmonious."

"It's okay, I'll just make peace with you."

"Ok!"

Half an hour later, Chu Yunshen and the others came to a cemetery with beautiful scenery. Although the scenery was beautiful, it was deserted. There was only one gravekeeper, but there were many names in the registration book, and some guests who could not come would entrust guardians. The tomb man looks after himself.

"The little baby is here again?" The gravekeeper is an old man who still remembers Chu Yunshen.The grave sweepers came and went with those faces. This thin boy, always silently carrying a schoolbag, was alone, and took pains to come to pay respects with flowers.

"Hello, Grandpa." Chu Yunshen wrote down his name in the registration book, and by the way, asked his grandfather to help look after his grandma's tomb at ordinary times, and the other party agreed with a smile.

Chu Yunshen took Xi Feng's hand back and looked back at him a little nervously.Xi Feng smiled: "It's the third time to meet the parents, are you still nervous?" Be nervous, isn't he the person who is nervous?

"Grandma will definitely like you, you are so kind." Chu Yunshen said softly.

The old man in the photo smiled kindly, and the years were frozen in the most beautiful scene in Chu Yunshen's memory.

Chu Yunshen let go of Xi Feng's hand, and squatted down on the ground to pull out the newly grown weeds.

Xi Feng arranged the flowers and fresh fruits he had brought. He stood up and bowed three times respectfully to the old man.

Chu Yun raised his head to look at him deeply, his glazed eyes seemed to be filled with tears, or maybe Xi Feng misread it. "Do you need to whisper to grandma?" Xi Feng rubbed the young man's hair with a soft voice.

Chu Yun shook his head deeply, and stretched out his hand.This time there was no sadness and emptiness like before, and he was sure that the person beside him would not leave.

Xi Feng understood, held his hand, and stayed by his side.

"Grandma, I'm here to see you."

"His name is Xi Feng."

Chu Yunshen's mood was a little unstable, and his speech was a little confused, saying what he thought of.When he was alone, chatting with his grandmother was his only way to vent.

Xi Feng didn't interrupt, but just wiped away the tears that were falling down the young man's face in time.He thought, how long has it been since Yun Shen cried, except that at the beginning, he would cry bitterly in his arms to vent because of his nightmares, but in the later days, the other party smiled more, and hardly shed tears of weakness.

Chu Yunshen wiped his face with the back of his hand, his eyes were red, Xi Feng pressed the hand he still wanted to rub, and said softly: "Don't rub it, or you will become a rabbit if you don't meet." He carefully wiped away the tears from the corners of the young man's eyes , holding the person's shoulders, turned to the stone tablet, "Grandma definitely doesn't want to see her relatives and grandson crying so desolately, and think I'm bullying you."

The old man in the photo just smiled, and the lily petals on the ground moved as the breeze blew, as if responding softly.

Xi Feng let go of Chu Yunshen's hand, got up and straightened his clothes, and met Chu Yun's puzzled gaze, he only smiled: "I abducted his little grandson, and it seems insincere to just bow." After speaking, Xi Fengduan knelt down.

Chu Yun was stunned, Xi Feng took his hand, kissed his fingertips, and solemnly promised: "Grandma, leave Yunshen to me from now on." He smiled and looked at the young man, "In the future, the sky will be clear and the haze will clear away .”

Chu Yunshen finally stopped the tears, and big drops fell down. He leaned on Xi Feng's shoulders, as if he was about to cry out the sadness of the past, and the sky was really clear from then on.

Xi Feng felt distressed, and patted him on the back lightly, "I would have known better if I didn't say it."

Chu Yun was so choked up that he couldn't speak, but he shook his head desperately and hugged Xi Feng so tightly that Dr. Xi could only stand up with his arms in his arms.

Xi Feng was busy coaxing people, and it was only when he saw a woman who froze not far away. He didn't take it seriously at first, thinking that it was the worshiper next door. Yun Shen is somewhat similar.

"Yunshen."

Chu Yunshen calmed down slowly, arched his neck slightly, Xi Feng whispered: "The one over there, can't it be your mother?"

Chu Yunshen lay on his shoulders without moving, and looked up after a few seconds. He was very embarrassed at the moment, and cried a lot, not only himself, but also Dr. Xi.Regarding the biological mother he met suddenly, Chu Yunshen wiped his eyes, looked at her for a few seconds, and said calmly, "Mom."

Mother Chu saw their relationship. This strange man was very close to her son. She was very angry at the thought of that possibility, and her fingertips were trembling.But Chu Yunshen was caught off guard and cried on Xi Feng's body. All the things she had neglected about her son in the past came back to her mind——

"Hmm." Chu's mother didn't know what expression she should make, and accused her of lacking confidence, pretending not to be able to see it, and bringing up the flowers with a slightly unnatural movement, Chu Yunshen said in a low voice, "Let me do it." He said He took the bunch of lilies and put them aside.

"Mom, who are they? Are they also here to see grandma?" A boy who looked like a primary school student asked.Chu's mother opened her mouth, facing the calm face of her eldest son, she suddenly lost her voice.

Instead, the middle-aged man next to him said, "Chengcheng, don't be rude, call me brother."

"Are you my brother? Then why haven't I seen you before? Why doesn't my brother live with us?" The boy named Cheng Cheng came over and took Chu Yunshen's hand. With his head tilted, a pair of bright black eyes stared curiously at his brother whom he had never met.

There was an unfamiliar warmth coming from his hand, Chu Yunshen saw his mother's nervous expression from the corner of his eyes, withdrew her hand, and lowered her eyes: "I'm not studying here, so you haven't seen it, let's go first." After he finished speaking, he turned to the seat Feng, after pulling people over and saying goodbye, his figure gradually drifted away.

After walking a long distance, the only sound in my ears is the rustling of the wind blowing through the leaves.Xi Feng looked at the young man who became more and more silent, and pulled him back into his arms with force with his wrists. He lowered his head and kissed him through the overlapping branches, "It's far away, don't go."

The kiss broke at the touch of a touch, Chu Yun put his arms around his waist deeply, and chased after him.

The drizzle is still continuous, and the breeze in the mountains and forests brings a chill to the bone, but it can't compare with the enthusiasm under the cover of the forest.Chu Yun leaned quietly on Xi Feng's shoulder, "She is afraid that I will hurt him." There is no need to refer, both of them understood the meaning.

Xi Feng pulled people away a short distance, met those glazed eyes, brushed the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and said slowly: "I think Auntie is just guilty of ignoring you for so many years, she is nervous because she doesn't care about you." Know how to introduce your existence to your youngest son. No matter how you say it, it will involve those things in the past."

"Believe me, Dr. Xi's judgment has never been wrong."

Chu Yunshen raised his head to look at him, Xi Feng smiled, like ice and snow melting, he is used to preying on his beauty, he said: "Besides, are you Chu Yunshen? Aren't you Xi Feng's Chu Buyu?"

Chu Yun smiled deeply, and under Doctor Xi's burning gaze, he took the initiative to kiss his lips.

The two stayed in the mountains for a while, and it was already late when they came down again. Xi Feng had rented a car before coming, and they happened to be visiting City B at this time.He drove Yun Shen through the streets and alleys where he lived.

Those street vendors, the crowded and lively street food, and even the deserted playground covered with vines, each scene was frame by frame. Chu Yunshen lay on the car window, and for the first time seriously examined the life he once lived in. place.

"Go down and take a walk." Xi Feng watched him staring intently, found a place to park, and led him down.Although the playground is deserted, there are still many children playing here.

Chu Yunshen looked at the child who was building a castle in the sand, "I used to want to come here to build a castle sometime. But I didn't dare."

"Will that doctor Xi accompany us once?" Xi Feng said as he was about to roll up his sleeves, but thanks to the suit and leather shoes he was wearing, he didn't care about his appearance at all.

Chu Yunshen held him back, smiled and shook his head: "No need. I used to see them very happy, and thought that piled sand would make them very happy."

At that time he didn't know what happiness was.

But now there is no need, every day, as long as he sees this person, he will smile.

Xi Feng raised his eyebrows, Chu Yunshen was very excited, and continued to drag him along until he walked to the place where he had lived for 18 years, a half-old small apartment.The house was locked, and no one cleaned it for half a year. As soon as I opened it, there was a smell of dust.Chu Yunshen went over and opened the window, then turned around, "Brother, this is my home."

Xi Feng saw a framed photo on the TV cabinet. It should be Chu Yunshen in elementary school, carrying Ultraman's small schoolbag, with a sullen face, and his current handsomeness can be vaguely seen in his eyes.He saw a lot of yellow graffiti under the cabinet, and before he could speak, he suddenly felt his back sink and Chu Buyu lay on top of him.

"These were all drawn during painting class in kindergarten. When I was a child, I didn't have any toys. My grandma said that I could play for a day with a pen and a piece of paper." When he talks about the past now, he is more nostalgic and relieved.

"Come here, let me take a look at my Buyu." Xi Feng motioned him to move the stool, and didn't pay much attention to sitting on it, looking through each one. Chu Yunshen was still lying on his back, looking up at the serious side of the man. Face.Xi Feng is always like this, comprehensive, gentle and considerate, even a picture can see flowers.

Chu Yunshen liked him very much.

Xi Feng spent more than half an hour sorting out the yellowed and old paintings, ready to take them back for collection.Just when he was about to raise his head, he realized that the person on his back hadn't spoken for a long time, breathing slowly, and fell asleep just lying on his back.

Xi Feng put the painting beside him, and lifted him up gently. Chu Buyu was deeply asleep. He went upstairs and turned around, picked a room that looked a little cleaner, and put him on the bed.

Chu Yunshen fell into a deep sleep this time, and in the dream he returned to his childhood.He stood on the stairs, listening to his parents' incessant quarrel.He sat on the steps, day after day, waiting for his parents who hadn't come home for a long time.

At that time, grandma would always rush over with small steps and pick him up.

Later, the grandmother who was able to pick him up left, and the cousin who played with him stayed away.

Chu Yunshen stood blankly in the empty living room, bent over, propped his hands on his knees, tears dripped down, everyone will leave, they will all leave.

wrong,

It shouldn't be like this.

He seemed to have forgotten something.

The piano music set as the ringtone of the mobile phone seems to have come from another time and space.The memory comes back instantly.

"Hi, hello, I'm Xi Feng, can I call you Yun Shen?"

"Little ancestor."

"Good night, no encounter."

There was an extra person in the empty living room, against the light, the facial features could not be seen clearly, he stretched out his hand towards the bent young man, smiling like a bright moon in his arms: "Chu Buyu, come here, go home."

"I wish my Buyu a happy new year, and the rest of my life goes well."

The gentle voice is like sunshine dispelling the haze, and like the dew on the dry land for a long time, Chu Yunshen's heart is full of flowers.With tears in the corners of his eyes, he raised his head, it was Xi Feng.

he came.

"Brother, Xi Feng, wait for me, I'm running."

——You are so excellent, how can I catch up with you.

"Don't run, come here safely."

——I want to be the same age as you, and protect you now; I want to be older than you, and protect you for the rest of my life.

Chu Yunshen opened his eyes and heaved a sigh of relief. He rested his arms on his eyes, and a tear from the corner of his eyes quietly sank into the pillow, but the corners of his mouth turned up.

"Chu Buyu, what dream did you have? You're just laughing." Xi Feng opened the door and came in, telling him to get up and eat.

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The author has something to say:

It's over, I still have a lot to say, but I can't help it, if I write it down, it will only expose my poor writing, so I will stop here, and there will be three episodes starting tomorrow.

The next pre-acquisition of "I stepped on the tail of a senior again today (rebirth)" is probably self-selling and boasting. I can start an article if the collection is high (laughing and crying)

To answer the question of whether I will write the suspected sub-cp in the comment area: I used to love my own sub-cp, and I always promised to write it. In fact, I have already started driving in my mind, but now I dare not promise. An An's has already been arranged, and those of Lawyer Bai should probably be in the extra box of the column.

I want to ask a question, very serious.

If you may or will regret what you do now in the future, but you feel very happy now, should you do it or not?Alas ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah people are always contradictory animals, how can I know the answer (bald head)