The abyss is insurmountable

"Just like before, I hope that children will be able to pursue the life they want bravely and without any worries. This is their right. Where they are born is not their choice, but they need to bear it. The so-called charity is just to give them a fairness—to remove the burden of education resources and family suffering from them. This kind of thinking has always been swaying me.”

I smiled at the barrage of flashing lights, and I didn't have much trouble in my heart-after all, I had to hold such a press conference.

Meaningful, but false.

This is what he taught me: the true meaning of a philanthropist is that no one knows what he has done for others, but he will inspire others to do good forever.

But I didn't do it.

Forget it, maybe I'm born bad, and I don't have anything to do with these things.

The following time was still so rigid and sluggish. Others asked, and I answered.I have long been looking forward to the end in my heart, but my speech and demeanor can still be called polite.

Official questions, followed by official answers.Everyone was full of smiles, and the camera and microphone were waving, chasing the ever-increasing numbers on the bank card.

I can see clearly, but I can't see clearly.

Are all people in the world like this?

Seems to be.

It seems not.

"That's it for today."

The last question was over, I let out a long breath, got up and wanted to leave.

"Mr. Nan Huaishen!"

I was speechless.

This familiar yet unfamiliar voice exploded in my heart.Like an unexpected volcanic eruption on a calm sea, it stirred up the ocean basin that had been silent for many years, causing great waves.

The voice is still much greener than his, but in the final analysis, it is still unexpectedly similar to him.I resolved to sit patiently a little longer.

So I sat down where I was again: "Please tell me."

Under my signal, the microphone was handed back to his hand.

The short-haired, slightly cramped young boy hurriedly opened his notebook and asked with a microphone in his hands, "Please...excuse me, are you and the scandal-prone movie star Yu Yuan really true?" Is there an ulterior relationship?"

As soon as these words came out, all four were shocked.

My assistant couldn't help being annoyed when he heard the words, and he opened his mouth to scold me, but I reached out to stop him.

I don't know which bastard thing it is, to attract attention to such a question that the new intern needs to beat.

I looked at the strange faces offstage and suddenly missed him very much.

Over the years, I have been traveling around, and I have really met many, many people. Some of them flatter me, some dismiss me, some are fascinated by me, and some turn a blind eye to me.

But everyone is equally boring to me.

In a trance, I returned to the indulgence of the game life at that time, but there is always a string in my heart, telling me where my heart belongs.

I said harsh words not to see you again, but I never forgot in my heart.

Perhaps, he is my abyss, where I should die without a burial.

"I..." The long silence made my voice terribly hoarse, I cleared my throat and continued, "I'm serious, I like Mr. Yu very much, and I hope he can accept me. To put it simply, I I'm chasing him. Also, the so-called scandal, to Yu Yuan, is nothing more than being rude to others. Everyone, if there are rumors...you should understand the style of my company."

I squinted my eyes, smiled at them, and left without looking back.

The four seats were in an uproar.

There are not many items in the office, one is to save money to do something meaningful, and the other is to look upset when there are too many.

I have been sitting here for nearly half an hour, and the meal in front of me has also cooled down.

I have been avoiding it, thinking that I can forget it if I don't pay attention, but I don't know when, he has been around me everywhere.Tingfeng is him, Tingyu is him, but he doesn't have the courage to really go and see him.Even a glance.

"Yu Yuan."

I suddenly opened my mouth to the air like a psychopath.

What tone should I use when we meet again?What should I ask?how is your day?Have you slept soundly lately?Are you full?Have you found someone yet?Ha ha……

……

Or should I tell you directly, Yu Yuan, I miss you.I long to be with you until the end of my life, and I want to give you all the best I can have.Including my unbelievable sincerity.

I venture to say, I may love you.Or... I love you.

It's just that it's too late.

"Xiao Tan, I'm going to country C before the sun sets this afternoon."

Why can't I help but sigh when I think of him?

I hung up the phone and looked out the French windows. The midday sun made my eyes sore.

I want to see you, I want to guard you, and I want to entrust my whole life to you.

Cloudy, sunny, rainy, snowy, cold, hot, spring and autumn, for me, it's just the end of a scene.With Yu Yuan, the flashlight will shine on me, I will become the protagonist of this story, and then I will know what life is.

I have been dissolute and unruly all my life, but I am willing to turn back for your prodigal son.

You are my willingness, you are my abyss.

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