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This article is somewhat reminiscent (≧▽≦)/

Zheng Bang and Ms. Jiang finally got married, and Zheng Ling was really happy for his brother. You must know that Zheng Bang and Ms. Jiang have known each other for many years, they are childhood sweethearts, and the two families are family friends. Nothing could be better than a happy event.

Zheng Ling also knew Jiang Siwan since she was a child. At that time, she was always courteous to "Sister Wan, Sister Wan". Zheng Ling is naturally very clear about these things, so he is happy for his brother and sister Wan from the bottom of his heart.More importantly, his brother's marriage also alleviated his guilt towards his parents to a certain extent.Because he knows very well that he doesn't want to get married anymore in his life, which is undoubtedly a kind of "unfilial" behavior, so when he knew that his brother was going to get married, his first reaction was as if he had unloaded a heavy burden, like a The pleasure of relief accompanied by self-blame was unbelievable to him.

Soon they had a child, a boy named Jianxiang, just like his literal meaning, parents hope that he can grow up healthy and healthy, and then fly in the sky with his own talent, the little baby is chubby The little face is very cute, so Zheng Ling called him "Dudu" on his own initiative.Zheng Ling met him a few times, and he was always unconsciously amazed and fond of this young life. Children are always sleeping, and when they are not sleeping, they will open their eyes and look at the life in front of them. People, no matter how you look at them, are cute.Sometimes Zheng Ling also thinks, what if I have my own child in the future?Will he be as cute as Little Dudu?But sometimes he feels that he is very ridiculous, like a mouse living in a dark corner, afraid to see the sun, and can only hide in a dark corner and peep. Thinking of this, he can't help but feel very lost, even for some reason I shuddered, feeling like my past was a joke, and he was the hardest performing clown out there.

After a long time, the scene of his brother and sister-in-law pushing the stroller for a walk began to become blurred in his heart. He was no longer just envious, but felt a tingling, a strong contrast.The happier he (she) is, the more restless he feels, the more lost in his heart, and the more he wants to escape.

As time passed, he saw the little guy less and less, because he couldn't bear that feeling, the feeling that he would never get the happiness that seemed to be within easy reach.

never get it, never...

Desperation is suffocating, even if it was hoped for once, it is now smashed into powder by reality.

Can't expect, can't accept, can't be disappointed.

It can only sink deeper and deeper, and be swallowed in the gray vortex.

I have participated in your past, but it is difficult for me to participate in your future.

Once, I never thought I would be so powerless.

Women are always sensitive creatures.Jiang Siwan soon noticed Zheng Ling's strangeness.In the past, they were just friends, but now they are not only friends, but also Zheng Ling's elders.If it can really help him, she also hopes to give it a try.

"What's the matter, I've always been out of my mind recently, and I don't come to see Xiaodudu anymore."

Zheng Ling was always able to let go of Jiang Siwan, after all, she was the one who grew up together and was always treated as his own sister by him.

"Nothing, just annoying".

"What's bothering you, I really don't know what else you can't do." Jiang Siwan has rarely seen Zheng Ling's hesitant and dejected look since she was a child.

"You don't understand even if I tell you." Zheng Ling didn't hide his emotions either.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it, but you have to remember that no matter what happens, there are parents, your brother, and me, so don't go into a dead end." Jiang Siwan said firmly.

"Okay, okay, it's nothing serious, don't worry about it," Zheng Ling complained, feeling very comforted in his heart. He still has parents, brothers, friends, and so many people who care about him. What have you been thinking about all day long?

Thinking of this, I feel a little relieved, as long as you live happily, why do you always ask for troubles?

When he saw Xiao Shan again, he was still very surprised. He really didn't expect Xiao Shan to look like he didn't know him at all. He should be angry because he lied to him, or it was a big lie about life and death. God knows those gloomy days. How did he get through it? At this time, this person appeared in front of him, with the attitude of a winner.I don't care... I changed a brand new name and identity, completely different from the original, and I don't remember the past at all, as if I was torn apart from the past, and I was a completely different person.

The only thing that hasn't changed is that Xiao Shan is cruel to himself, in the past and now.As long as he wants to forget and abandon, even if the removal will be accompanied by pain that invades the bone marrow, he will not hesitate and absolutely abandon it.

Changing everything about him for more than 20 years, distorting his original personality, who will suffer more?Who doesn't understand?

But he is Xiao Shan, he doesn't care!

Even if Xiao Shan doesn't remember him, he only remembers that he is Shen Ziyi—a character like a textbook, without stains, and also without sorrow or joy.But people's feelings cannot be changed, just like eating when you are hungry, and wanting to sleep when you are sleepy.

Xiao Shan who came back from "rebirth" seemed to be less resistant to him than before, but he became a complete stranger.

I thought I would get beaten for meddling in other people's business, but when I was dragged into the car, I couldn't believe it, it was like a dream.

That overly delicate and somewhat dull face, that rigorous and meticulous attire.The coldness was chilling, but the corners of his mouth were raised for thousands of years - he really became another person.

complete stranger.

There is no similar intersection with Xiaoshan in the past.The fact that I don't want to admit.

It turned out to be just being taken to a strange place.

It looks like a small villa on the outside, but strangely, there really doesn't seem to be anyone living inside.Everywhere was empty, the shadows of the trees by the roadside swayed back and forth, and some moonlight shone through the shadows.The deserted path stretched into the distant shadows, and at the end there was another darkness.

The noisy group of people quieted down untimely, with gloomy faces and a preoccupied look.It is in stark contrast to the arrogance of humiliating others in bars.

Zheng Ling wasn't worried at all, half of it was just this group of people playing tricks, and they escaped the bad luck of being beaten up, so what if they didn't do well?Now the situation is more like a blessing in disguise.

The standard smile was still on the corner of the man's mouth, which was very uncomfortable to watch.

A group of people walked around, as if they had no destination.

Zheng Ling suddenly heard a strange hissing sound. He was a little surprised, but he turned his head to look at the people next to him. They all seemed to have heard nothing and said nothing.

Shen Ziyi stopped suddenly, turned around and said "Wait" but there was no door in front, Zheng Lingzheng felt strange, and felt the coolness behind him, and the sizzle sounded close at hand, as if with ulterior motives Malicious, Zheng Ling couldn't help but want to look back, but he was afraid of looking back and seeing something frightening.

The cool touch of that thing became clearer and clearer, making people's goosebumps stand up unconsciously.The coolness slowly wrapped itself around Zheng Ling's neck, and now Zheng Ling lost all his remaining sanity.He turned his ashen face, and saw a blue snake, its armor gleaming under the moonlight, its two cloudy eyes stared at the stunned Zheng Ling, one man and one snake confronted each other like this.

The python's belly was bulging. It must have eaten something just now. When it saw the prey that was frightened by itself, its appetite was aroused again. It slowly wrapped around Zheng Ling's body and slowly walked around him. neck.

It was only at this moment that Zheng Ling regained his composure. His instinct to survive made him struggle hard, but the more he struggled, the tighter the python became entangled, gradually making it difficult for people to breathe smoothly, and even lost strength.

For some reason, Zheng Ling glanced at the person who was by his side just now, but was protected by several bodyguards from a distance from the corner of his eye.The man's gaze was finally no longer so dull and dull, his eyes were looking straight at Zheng Ling's direction, with a look eager to try, his face was no longer so pale, but slightly red.The corners of his eyes were slightly squinted, showing a look of sadness, and he didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Zheng Ling cursed inwardly, "I'm so excited to see other people's misfortunes, what a pervert."

No one in the group spoke, just watched from the sidelines. Zheng Ling could tell that this must be Shen Ziyi's order, because he saw a yellow-haired man's face change obviously. He should be afraid of snakes, but in front of Shen Ziyi But he didn't dare to say anything, not even half a point of dissatisfaction.

To be able to train such a cruel and arrogant killer to be so obedient and docile, apart from the mind-boggling technique of buying people's hearts, the most important thing is - you have to be more ruthless and stronger!

This person is really so powerful!In the past, even though Xiao Shan was stubborn and cruel, he did not have such a strong hostility.

This person is really not Xiao Shan!It's just that he has the same face as Xiao Shan, and it's been ten years in Hedong after all.

Zheng Ling didn't struggle anymore, and the snake wasn't so tight any more. I don't know if it was a hallucination, but a strange music suddenly came to his ears.

The snake didn't move at all, as if it was dead, Zheng Ling also gasped for breath, afraid of angering it again.Zheng Ling thought to himself, "Is it really a wonderful experience to hug and sleep with this boa constrictor tonight?"

The snake seemed to lose interest suddenly, and slowly relaxed.Zheng Ling also probably understood why, because he smelled a faint smell of blood.Since he could smell it, the snake could smell it too.

The snake should have just eaten and had been trained, so under the hint of some signal, he decided to give up Zheng Ling. Thinking of this, Zheng Ling felt relieved.

The snake slowly crawled along the vines into the dark depths.

Just when Zheng Ling breathed a sigh of relief, the snake suddenly turned its head.

The movement was smooth and standard, and Zheng Ling felt that it had feelings—that movement was like a human being.

It quickly crawled towards the encirclement, its movement speed doubled, and the group of people seemed a little at a loss.Only the bald man shouted "Protect the young master!"

Shen Ziyi wasn't in a hurry, he just watched the beast crawling towards him. Only then did Zheng Ling realize a little bit, who is this snake attacking, one of the bodyguards?Or Shen Ziyi?

Before he could figure out what to do, he saw that the snake had been cut into several pieces, and the rotten meat in its stomach was exposed. There was a bloody smell in the air, and those cloudy eyes still looked Turning the pages, Zheng Ling thought to himself, "You are a snake, don't you want to die with peace?"

Those bodyguards looked at the bloody knife in their hands with disgusted expressions.

The corners of Shen Ziyi's mouth curled up, and he regained that cold expression, as if nothing had happened just now.