Jin Rui

The school has a school meeting every Monday morning, which has been a habit since the school was founded and has never been interrupted.Each class is neatly arranged in four rows on the playground, two rows for girls and two rows for boys.

Zhou Rui stood in front of the boys, and on the right was a girl from the next class. Zhou Rui raised his head and looked at the rostrum, with a serious expression on his face, and he did not whisper in private like other students. Pay attention to the movement of the national flag on the field.

Suddenly and inadvertently, Zhou Rui heard the whispers of two girls in the next class. Zhou Rui didn't care to listen, but the other party's voice was not too low.A sentence of homosexuality attracted Zhou Rui's attention. "Did you see it? It's the boy from Class [-], he's gay."The girl who said this said to the girl next to her mysteriously, just like Columbus discovered the New World, but her tone was sarcasm.

The girl next to her looked at her finger, and looked in disbelief, "Don't talk nonsense, it's not good to say that. Do you have evidence?"

"What nonsense, it's true. I saw him kissing a man in the corner of our school playground a few nights ago! The evidence is convincing!" the girl who said this said proudly. Take pride in the evidence you have witnessed.

"Really? Maybe it's just a mistake. It's so dark, how can you see clearly?" the girl said.

"What is wrong, it is. I can see it very clearly," the girl said affirmatively.

Lin Jing also looked at the homosexual they were talking about. Zhou Rui was startled when he saw it. Isn't that Duan Nan?Some time ago, I even talked to myself!Zhou Rui clearly remembered that he said at that time that he had someone he liked, who looked very close and gave people a gentle feeling.

Zhou Rui glanced at it and quickly turned his gaze away. How could he be discovered?What should we do now?Zhou Rui thought anxiously.At this time, the national anthem was also played, and Zhou Rui watched the national flag rising with a sad face, and his heart was in a mess.

After the school meeting, when everyone went back to the classroom, Zhou Rui even took a special look at Duan Nan. He looked very sunny, but he kept his head down. There were so many people, it was unavoidably crowded, but the people next to him seemed to be avoiding him, for fear of It's like infecting yourself with a disease.Zhou Rui was

Duan Nan raised her head and looked at Zhou Rui for a while, with a forced smile on the corner of her mouth, her eyes were deeply isolated.

Zhou Rui was taken aback by Duan Nan's look. Duan Nan, who was still persuading him before, became so pitiful and helpless at this moment. .

At this time, Chen Jin squeezed over from behind Zhou Rui and hugged his shoulders. Zhou Rui glanced at Chen Jin, didn't speak, then turned to look at Duan Nan. He had already walked away, but he kept his head down. Zhou Rui I can't help but feel uncomfortable.Seeing Zhou Rui's preoccupied look, Chen Xi asked with concern, "What's the matter?" Zhou Rui shook his head and didn't speak.

Zhou Rui had heard the word homosexuality before, but when he heard it again, he felt very nervous, and now the word vividly reflected on himself.Transgender, transvestite, heterosexuality, two people of the same sex like each other.

This is the case with myself and Chen Jin.Zhou Rui didn't dare to think about it, for fear that he would become an outlier in the eyes of others.

However, thinking of the mocking tone of the girl when she said homosexuality just now, Zhou Rui felt very uncomfortable. Why did the word homosexuality exist?Why can't others accept it?Zhou Rui began to resist the word in his heart, for fear of being discovered by others.

After returning to the classroom, Zhou Rui sat down in his seat. Chen Jin stood in front of him and wanted to talk to him, but seeing Zhou Rui's absent-minded appearance, he had no choice but to return to his seat listlessly.His eyes kept focusing on Zhou Rui.

Seeing that Chen Jin was gone, Zhou Rui lay down on the desk and buried his head deeply in his arms. His mind was in a mess. He kept thinking about homosexuality and the mocking and contemptuous eyes of others. He was afraid that one day he would become their Alien in the eyes.

Words such as "mental illness" and "psychological abnormality" kept shuttling in Zhou Rui's mind.Zhou Rui only felt stuffy in his heart, and there were signs of dizziness in front of his eyes.

Zhou Rui was groggy throughout the morning, and didn't listen to what the teacher was saying. After class, Zhou Rui was called to the office by the teacher, "What's wrong with you? You're sick, you need to have a good rest." The teacher asked with concern .Zhou Rui had been thinking about homosexuality all the time. When the teacher suddenly asked him this question, he felt even more nervous. He lowered his head and said in a flustered "Hmm".

"If you can't, go to the infirmary to have a look, grab some medicine, and don't read too late at night," the teacher said again.Zhou Rui came out of the office with his head down, and saw Chen Jin standing at the door of the office, paying attention to himself. "What's the matter?", seeing Zhou Rui coming out, Chen Jin hurried over and asked.

Zhou Rui shook his head, his condition was very bad, Chen Jin thought that Zhou Rui was sick, so he reached out to support him.Unexpectedly, Zhou Rui broke free from Chen Jin's hand and left by himself.Zhou Rui returned to the classroom and lay down on the desk, looking out the window. The noon sun was particularly dazzling. After watching for a while, Zhou Rui's eyes were stunned.

Zhou Rui felt very uncomfortable, thinking that he and Chen Jin usually did not hinder anyone, and the two secretly kissed in their own home, is that a mental illness?

At this time, Chen Jin came over and put her hands on Zhou Rui's shoulders. Zhou Rui's eyes were full of sadness, and he didn't turn his eyes away when he saw Chen Xi.

"What's the matter? Can you tell me something?" Chen Jin asked with concern.Zhou Rui didn't speak for a long time, and Chen Jin was about to ask, when the class bell rang.

Zhou Rui hurried back to his seat as if fleeing in a panic, his mind was still groggy and he looked listless.After class, the teacher came directly to Zhou Rui and said, "Zhou Rui," be serious during class. "But seeing that Zhou Rui was not in good spirits, he asked again, "Are you sick?"Or did you not have a good night's rest?That's why you don't have energy in class. Don't read too late at night, and pay attention to rest.No, please take a day off in the afternoon!Go back and have a good rest. "

Zhou Rui was already in a low mood, so he agreed, asked for leave, and went back.

Unexpectedly, after only half a day, the news about Duan Nan was already spreading. When Zhou Rui went to ask for leave, he heard the students in the hallway discussing about it.

, the same tone of mockery, surprise and contempt, a homosexual came out of Class [-], and he was still kissing in school, how...

The other party did not say the last words, but the expression and tone must be words like disgusting.

Several other boys also had such mocking, surprised and contemptuous expressions and tones. Zhou Rui frowned and thought to himself: No one else is bothering you, so why do you say that about him.

Zhou Rui kept his head down and didn't speak, and walked into the teacher's office sullenly.

When he came out, he happened to meet Xiao Duan, who asked in surprise, "Zhou Rui, why are you here? Where is Chen Jin? Why aren't you with him?"

Zhou Rui buried his head in a panic, said uncomfortably, "I'm here to ask for leave" and ran away after speaking.Looking at Zhou Rui's flustered back, Xiao Duan felt like something was wrong.

When I went back, I told Chen Jin about Zhou Rui's leave. Chen Jin looked serious.Probably had a conflict with Zhou Rui again.Everyone thought about it, and it was no surprise.

During evening self-study, Chen Jin also looked absent-minded, only looking forward to finishing get out of class early.As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Chen Jin ran away in a panic.Seeing Chen Jin's flustered look, the classmates behind him said, "My wife is sick, so I have to rush home to see her!" Then there was a burst of laughter.

"What's wrong with you, Zhou Rui? Are you uncomfortable? Let's go to the infirmary!" Chen Jin asked with concern.Zhou Rui shook his head, went back to the bedroom without saying a word.Chen Jin hurried to catch up, and kept asking Zhou Rui, her tone full of concern.

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