John Snape of HP

Snape thought about it all night but couldn't figure it out.

He never knew how to treat someone well.Likewise, he doesn't know what to do when the person he likes starts to dislike him...

With his pride, he should have just left.Snape couldn't imagine how much it would hurt him to see John's disgusted look or words again.

Slytherins always play it safe.Now that he sensed the danger, he shouldn't give John another chance to hurt him.

but--

Snape subconsciously put this option at the end.

His wand, actually, should belong to John.If he took his wand away, it would still be very unsafe for John to use only inexperienced wandless magic.

He thought so.

And since he came to this world, John has always been by his side.If he were to go—where else?

Snape turned sideways, staring at John, who was still asleep.

... He knew that what he just said was just an excuse.

If he really wanted to go, it was all the same to him.He also doesn't care where the wand belongs, he's selfish after all.

He didn't want to leave John.

After living two lifetimes, this is his only love.

His stubborn yet sensitive ego has cost him a lot.He didn't want to give up his warmth so easily.

If John starts to dislike him because of his age...he will work hard to make it back.

But if it can't be saved...

"..."

Snape was silent for a moment, with a decision in his mind.

From this day on, the whole family felt that Snape seemed to have changed...

At noon, John looked blankly at the table in front of him:

A bowl of onion soup is still steaming, and the fried veal steak is placed on a long and narrow fish-shaped plate, and a few slices of lemon are added for decoration.A salad of diced peas and vegetables sits nearby.

John looked up blankly again, and saw Snape sitting on the sofa.He folded his arms across his chest, staring at the TV.

The man seemed to notice his gaze, raised his eyelids and glanced at the table, beckoning him to have a taste.

John stammered in disbelief: "Cy, Severus, this...you did it?!"

—Is the sun coming out from the west today?Severus actually cooks himself, and he cooks all his favorite food? !

He wanted to make himself less surprised, but his tone couldn't help but rise.

John's eyes turned to Mrs. Laws to the side for confirmation.The latter nodded to him in relief.

John didn't know what was wrong with Severus, but the act of cooking - he was flattered.

"Severus, that's so kind of you!" John cheered, and started cutting the steak into small pieces with his knife, tasting it.

"...It tastes great." He opened his eyes slightly, and looked over in admiration, "Where's your share? Let's eat together."

Mrs. Laws hurried into the kitchen and brought it out.

Snape raised his eyebrows, watched John taste everything, his face was full of admiration, and he didn't see the expression of last night at all.

Only then did his expression soften, and he sat down across the dining table.

After a good lunch, John was going to see Somerville in the afternoon to talk about her role again.

Now everyone is just waiting for the post-production of the fifth part to be completed and publicized for release.In a few months, the crew will be able to shoot the sixth part.At that time, Somerville, as Lily's actor, will also join the crew.

When John was about to go out, Snape followed him - he wanted to go with him.

Although John was a little surprised why Severus didn't stay at home today to study the spell, but they were used to going out together, so they didn't care.

——He just felt a little uncomfortable because the actor he was going to meet was Lily.

But this meeting was simply beyond his expectations.

The place where John and Somerville agreed to meet was still the coffee shop in front of her school.

Due to identity issues, Snape dispersed again, and sat beside John in silence.

"Somerville, have you seen the Half-Blood Prince and the Deathly Hallows?"

John asked.

"I saw it when it was published," Somerville replied.

In the past few years, she has become more and more beautiful, and she has begun to lose the youthfulness on her body, revealing a mature charm.

——Her smiling eyebrows and eyes are curved, and she looks more and more like Lily.

John smiled and nodded, but his eyes subconsciously looked to the side.

He was unhappy because he knew Snape must be staring at Somerville.

Even if he knew Snape was just out of nostalgia now, he wasn't happy.

But John caught off guard and met those black eyes——

The man's arms lined the table, his fingertips were intertwined, and he was looking at him sideways.

The sunlight filtered through the glass window onto the right side of Snape's face, softening the contours of his face.

The corners of his lips curled into a gentle arc, and his black eyes were staring at John calmly, earnestly and cherishingly.

John felt his heart and breathing stop at the same time.A second -- or 1 years later -- before regaining their functionality.

—Severus was watching him!

John heard his heart pounding, beating more and more violently, almost jumping out.

—Severus wasn't looking at Somerville, it was him!

He confirmed it again.

"...Mr. Snape?" Somerville interrupted his thoughts suspiciously.

John quickly looked away and smiled reservedly at Somerville: "Oh, sorry, let's continue."

He now clearly knows that the man beside him has been watching him.

John's face was a little red, and his smile became more reserved and airy.

The author has something to say: the typical aftereffects of an unforgettable first love after losing it.Cautiously probing, as soon as there is a clue, I would rather give up than continue, for fear of being hurt like that again.

John > Snape's fear.

John > Snape's pride.

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