Fall in love with special forces

The next day, Gao Tianlong and Gao Tianhu brothers really came over early in the morning and sent grandma to the nursing home.I basically didn't say anything to Gao Tianlong all morning, not because Gao Tianhu was in front of me, but because I suddenly didn't know what to say to Gao Tianlong.He has already got a marriage certificate, and there is a person who really belongs to him and will accompany him for the rest of his life. My dream has completely become a fantasy.

However, since my grandma went to the nursing home, there will be someone to take care of her in the future, and I felt relieved all of a sudden, so I went back home that day.

Lying at home all day not wanting to move.On the second day, I just lay down on the bed without watching TV after dinner.When I was sleepless, I heard someone knocking on the door outside.

"Uncle, is Xiao Le at home?" That was Gao Tianlong's voice.

"Tianlong is back? He's here!" My father replied, still as enthusiastic as before, "You came back after so much trouble, why are you still buying these things!"

"It's not easy to come back, so I bought a gadget for Xiao Le. Is he already asleep?"

"He seems a little uncomfortable today. He lay down after eating. I don't know if he fell asleep or not. I'll call him!"

"Don't call, Uncle, I'll go in and see him myself!"

"That's fine too!"

Following my father's promise, the door rang, and Gao Tianlong opened the door and entered.Because it was still early, I hadn't turned off the lights yet, just lying on the bed in a daze.I saw him lock the door of the room, then walked to the bed, looking down at me.

I also looked at him.After a long time, he sat down on the bed and stretched out his arms to hold me in his arms.

I want to cry again, I am not a boy who loves to cry, I have not cried even once since he left, no matter how much I think about him, I have never cried.But as soon as I lay down on his still strong and flexible chest, which still fascinated me so much, my tears couldn't help but fall down.

He felt me ​​cry, turned sideways to put his arms around me, and began to kiss me softly with his mouth.I responded to him involuntarily, stopped crying involuntarily, opened my mouth again involuntarily, and used my tongue to linger with his tongue.

For a long, long time, he kept kissing me like that, until the sound of the TV outside stopped, and then he opened and closed the door, and my father also went in to sleep.All of a sudden, he rolled over on top of me, kissing me violently, touching and rubbing me violently.

The light was on all the time, and I didn't even think about turning it off.After more than a year of lovesickness, I finally saw him again, and finally shared the same bed with him, and this is very likely to be the last time I share the same bed with him in this life.So I want to take advantage of today to see every inch of his body clearly.Every expression on his face is firmly engraved in my memory.

I don't know if he felt the same way, but he didn't reach out to turn off the light, just let the light shine like that.We writhed, exhausted all kinds of positions, all kinds of ways.Even some postures and methods will make me look humble and obscene, but I don't care!Not because the last time he came back to visit relatives, he had already tried almost all these positions, but because, while I kept him in mind, I also wanted every image of me, even the most lewd and despicable ones, to be equally engraved in his memory.

After a long, long time, amidst his low growl and my panting, it was finally released, and everything returned to calm.We still didn't talk, just hugged like that, but he stretched out his hand and pulled out the light.

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We barely slept that night because I couldn't bear to sleep.When the first time was over, I leaned on his chest and couldn't help but trace the outline of his chest muscles in detail, until soon, I provoked his enthusiasm to be ignited again.

He's never been with me twice in one night... so what, because he knows I'll be in so much pain doing it twice in one night.

But I would rather be in pain, and I even hope that the more pain the better, because that can make me more unforgettable.

So when it was almost dawn, he was finally under my active temptation,...that's the second time.

I was really tired, lying on his strong chest, I fell into a deep sleep.

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When I woke up, Gao Tianlong had already left.I lay in bed for a while, and got out of bed to find the "gadget" he brought me last night.

It was a digital photo frame, and there is no such high-end product in our small town.I groped for a long time with the instruction manual, and finally turned on the switch and released pictures one by one.

That was the photo I took when Gao Tianlong and Zhu Junhao went to the city to play that time.It was still taken with a film camera at the time, and after the photos were developed the next day, Gao Tianlong gave me all the photos that belonged to me.Including my solo photos, as well as my group photos with him and Zhu Junhao Su Yuguo.

But now, it is estimated that he used some high-tech means to scan the photos and make them into electronic pictures.But there are only my solo photos inside, plus a photo of me with him.Not a single photo of Su Yuguo and Zhu Junhao was included.

There is also a photo of him in regular military uniform taken in the army. I can't get enough of his cool and handsome appearance in military uniform.

And after the military uniform photo, there was a wedding photo of him and his wife.In the photo, he is tall and mighty, handsome and straight.And his wife, wearing a wedding dress, is even more beautiful like a fairy.

I looked at that wedding photo, and I was so envious that this woman could be his wife for the rest of her life, but I was only envious.At least in this life, I'm not lucky enough to stand with him.

I watched for a long time before turning to the last one.But that was no longer a photo. What I saw were a few strong and tall characters, which should be his own handwriting.

——Let the past become a memory, let the memory become a permanent treasure in memory!

I cried.

When Teacher Li committed suicide, I cried twice.But this time, I didn't wail and cry, I just sat there, staring at those words, and crying all the time.Cried until my heart broke and I'm still crying.

Heartbroken?

Yes!

Because of him, I know what worrying is.Because of him, I know what missing is.Because of him, I know what sweetness is.Because of him, I know what heartbreak is.

He once told me that being gay is hard.And I told him that because I met him, I'd rather be gay.

But now, I am so sad why I am gay!

But it's useless to be sad, homosexuality is not something I can decide on my own, it's what God wants me to do, and I can't resist God.

Fortunately, meeting him has given my gloomy life a touch of dazzling color!

So I am sad but have no regrets.

After "The First Taste of Love", please read the second volume "Nature VS Human Relations"

Warm winter sun

12. 11, 18

[Gao Tianlong is married, is his emotional entanglement with "I" really over?If not, how will the follow-up develop?Gao Tianlong is a man who is so calm that he will never let himself make mistakes, but is marriage right or wrong for him and for all homosexuals?And as I grow older, "I" will soon fall into the situation of being forced to marry by my family, what should "I" do?Should he obey his parents' wishes, or bear the charge of unfilial piety, grit his teeth and go his own way?All these, please look forward to the second volume "Nature VS Human Relations".Thank you for your support! ——Winter Warm Sun]

Volume [-] Announcement of Nature VS Human Relations

This novel is more realistic and cruel than the other novels I created before, and it reveals more sad things that homosexuals cannot tell, so I named it "Special Love" at the beginning, which is what it means.

The first small attack in this novel may disappoint many readers. First of all, he found a woman to marry, which is something that many readers cannot accept.But the fact is that the vast majority of comrades will eventually choose to get married, especially "attacking" accepting women is easier than "receiving", and 99.99% of them will marry wives and have children to live a "normal" life.In addition, the fickleness and ignorance of the first small attack may make many readers grit their teeth with hatred, but please remember that this is homosexuality, not heterosexuality, and it cannot be like a relationship between a man and a woman as long as two people love each other.As for Gao Tianlong, based on his persistence in taking care of his grandma for many years, he already knows the absolute kindness in his bones, and it is this kindness that prevents him from hurting his parents and family for the sake of love.As for the woman he was going to marry, at least before getting married, he thought he could give that woman happiness.

A handsome guy earlier wrote a comment, saying that this novel should not be written purely as a love story, but should revolve around the various realistic pressures the protagonists bear, and see how they resolve and bear them, so as to tell those who are on the gay road Let them be strong and give them a kind of confidence so that they can go on bravely.

He is very powerful. This novel does not have too many emotional disputes caused by minor offenses and minor sufferings, but more troubles caused by external pressure.Should homosexuals get married?Is it right for Gao Tianlong to get married?If it was wrong, why would someone as calm and rational as him make such a mistake?Should this society also have reflection?Should we also choose to be more open and inclusive?And as he grows older, Ma Xiaole will soon fall into the situation of being forced into marriage by his family, what should he do?Should he obey his parents' wishes, or bear the charge of unfilial piety, grit his teeth and go his own way?Wait, wait, all these questions are the central theme of this article.

The first volume has 36 chapters. If it is updated every day, it will be a very uncomfortable thing for readers who read the public chapters.So I chose to add a new chapter every other day to finish the first volume before the Spring Festival.However, the number of chapters will increase as the second volume progresses, so it is still updated daily.If you encounter family affairs or creative bottlenecks and need to adjust, I will notify you in time.

It’s time to enter V again here, but the first volume is already a relatively complete story. Many gay novels end in tragedy, so you can treat it as if it’s over.

Please don't slander because of this, joining V is a trend, and it is also to protect the author's rights and enthusiasm for creation.Each of my novels will guarantee a relatively independent storyline before entering V, and it will never be cut off suddenly at the climax, and the ban will be gradually lifted in the end.If there are people still swearing at this point, then I will simply stop lifting the ban on all novels.

But if you are willing to enter V to support, then please rest assured that I will not disappoint you.And after this novel, the second and third volumes of the "Nurture Series" will be released consecutively, so you don't have to be afraid that you will not be able to use up the coins after entering the V book.

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If you have entered V, please enter the e-book to watch the second volume of "Nature VS Human Relations" Chapter 1 updated today!The Spring Festival is coming soon, I wish you all a happy new year!

Warm winter sun

February 13, 02 (early morning)