hope and gift

Seeing that Teng Jiangyan was in a daze and didn't look this way, Mu Xiao quietly took out his mobile phone and clicked on the word document Fang Shimei sent him.

Teng Jiangyan must have some mental problems. He suspects that it is a split personality. In Teng Jiangyan's consciousness, besides Teng Jiangyan's personality, there must be another personality that is his sister.But being alone, why did he become like this after four years of not seeing each other?

Now he really wants to know what happened to Teng Jiangyan after not seeing him for four years.

The document is only about 30k, and there are not many words. The language can be said to be very short. Mu Xiao finished reading the document in a short while.

He took a deep breath, turned off the phone, and pressed his fingers on his temples for a while, feeling a little headache.

"Xiaoyan, I'll go to the stairs to smoke a cigarette, can you stay here alone for a while?" Mu Xiao took out a pack of cigarettes from his trousers pocket, and took out one.

"Go." Teng Jiangyan's expression became much calmer, he took the pack of cigarettes from Mu Xiao's hand, and said somewhat reproachfully, "The last one."

"to make."

After finishing speaking, Mu Xiao tried his best to control himself and calmly walked to the side of the stairs, and lit a cigarette.

Teng Jiangyan was born on April 20, 4xx. On the day of his birth, his sister Teng Jiangyan was diagnosed with ovarian yolk sac tumor.At that time, Teng Jiangyan was only nine and a half years old. Because of the late discovery, she became a malignant tumor. After surgical resection of the tumor weighing two kilograms, she was hospitalized for follow-up chemotherapy.

Fifteen years later, Teng Jiangyan's parents formally divorced on August 15, 20xx due to emotional discord.

The two parents went to court to argue over the custody of the child. After the strong request of Teng Jiangyan’s father Ted and the compromise of Teng Jiangyan’s mother Ran Hongyu, the court awarded Teng Jiangyan’s custody to his mother and Teng Jiangyan’s sister Teng Jiangyan. Jiang Yan's custody was awarded to her father, and her mother must bear half of Teng Jiangyan's medical expenses.

Only three days after the divorce, on August 20, 8xx, Ran Hongyu and Yu Shaoqian held their wedding in Wuhan. Teng Jiangyan transferred from Hangzhou to Wuhan and changed her name to Yu Ran.

In the same year, on September 20, 9xx, Teng Jiangyan passed the entrance examination and transferred to Wuhan No. 1 Middle School, which is the high school where Mu Xiao attended.

Half a year later, Teng Jiangyan was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukemia l3 due to repeated chemotherapy and rehabilitation failed to achieve the best results. The hospital took over conservative treatment and urgently searched for suitable bone marrow.

Half a year later, on August 20, 8xx, Ran Hongyu divorced Yu Shaoqian due to personal reasons, remarried Ted and took care of Teng Jiangyan herself, so Yu Ran changed her original name back to Teng Jiangyan.

Half a month later, Teng Jiangyan died of respiratory failure due to complications.

In the following year, Teng Jiangyan was taken twice by his father Ted to consult a psychologist in xx private clinic.

The next year, Teng Jiangyan scored 632 in the college entrance examination and was admitted to the Physics Department of Central China Normal University.

However, as a freshman, he just reported that his father used some connections to successfully apply for a two-year suspension from the school on the grounds that Teng Jiangyan was mentally ill.

Mu Xiao still remembers adding the last sentence in the document: "Ask Teng Jiangyan's neighbors, and found that Teng Jiangyan fled the house after being scolded by his mother on April 20, 4xx, with many bruises on his body."

On April 20, 4xx, Ted divorced Ran Hongyu again and sent her to a mental hospital for recuperation.

He doesn't know what kind of emotion it is in his heart now, he just feels chest tightness and shortness of breath, and a spontaneous discomfort that lingers for a long time.

He thought about it, and it was the end of April when he met Teng Jiangyan at the company, that is to say, Teng Jiangyan was kicked out of the house for half a month and wandered outside for more than half a month.For more than half a month, Teng Jiangyan had no mobile phone, no place to live, and even no money. Mu Xiao really didn't dare to think about how he survived.

Mu Xiao turned on his phone again, searched the xx private psychological clinic on Baidu, and found that the psychological clinic was actually in Wuhan. He took a screenshot and saved the address, and turned back to find Teng Jiangyan.

He got to the chair and glanced sideways at Teng Jiangyan.Teng Jiangyan was hanging her head in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.Mu Xiao sighed, put the phone in his pocket and patted him on the shoulder.

"Don't think too much, adjust your state, there is still a competition." Mu Xiao reached out to Teng Jiangyan's head, and rubbed his hair twice.

"Yes." Teng Jiangyan replied with some reluctance, and pulled out a smile: "I will, Brother Mu, don't worry."

With a heavy heart, Mu Xiao took the CT scan taken by Teng Jiangyan, and pushed him back to the orthopedics department.

"Looking at the situation, it's not too serious, as long as you take care of it." The doctor looked at CT and pushed the spectacle frame on the bridge of the nose. "There is no need to prescribe medicine. If it hurts, just sell some plasters for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis. Recently If you have nothing to do, just lie down and raise it for a month or two."

"Okay, thank you doctor, I'm fine." Mu Xiao thanked again and again, took Teng Jiangyan back to the training area, and sent a WeChat message to report that he was safe.

[HAL Mu Xiao]: Nothing serious, on the way back.

[A delicate flower]: That's good, just now Su Jinnian told me that it scared me to death.

[HAL Su Jinnian]: Are you okay?OK, you can sleep peacefully, and catch a flight tomorrow.

Teng Jiangyan seemed a little tired, and fell asleep lying down in Mu Xiao's car.Mu Xiao closed the window of the car and turned on the air conditioner, so as not to disturb him with the sound of cars coming and going outside.

After arriving at the company, Mu Xiao patted Teng Jiangyan's forehead lightly: "Wake up, we're home Sleeping Beauty."

"Hmm... Sleeping Beauty can't wake up without the prince kissing her." Teng Jiangyan looked at Mu Xiao with half-opened eyes, her voice was a little hoarse because she hadn't drank water for a long time, but there was still a hint of naughtiness.

"Yo, will you seduce your elder brother Mu?" Mu Xiao leaned over and kissed his lips, and said with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Sleeping Beauty should wake up now, right?"

"Well, I'm awake." With suspicious crimson cheeks, Teng Jiangyan got out of the car in a hurry, and hit his head on the car without paying attention.

Mu Xiao couldn't help laughing, and handed a large bag of plaster on the back seat to Teng Jiangyan, saying, "Where does it hurt? If it's not enough, call me. Go back to sleep. It's getting late. I'm going to park the car."

"Okay." Teng Jiangyan nodded obediently, then turned and went into the company.

"Hey, Mom." Mu Xiao saw Teng Jiangyan's figure getting closer and closer, took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"What's wrong?" Fang Shimei flipped through the contract that had just been printed out, causing a buzzing sound on her side.

Mu Xiao hesitated for a moment, and then asked: "Are you familiar with that xx private psychological clinic? I want to inquire about Teng Jiangyan. And I don't understand why his father didn't go to Hangzhou. They are going to Wuhan."

"I checked it for you. That clinic and our side do have some cooperative interests. You can contact him to ask something. In fact, I don't think it's very useful for you to make insinuations. Just ask that Teng Jiangyan himself. That's it."

"He's not emotionally stable, I don't want to provoke him." Mu Xiao paused, "And I asked, but he might not be able to answer. Well, that's it, thank you mom, goodbye."

Before Fang Shimei could say anything, Mu Xiao hung up the phone directly. He looked at the direction Teng Jiangyan was leaving, and it was impossible for him not to feel uncomfortable.

He really doesn't know what Teng Jiangyan's feelings for him are, why is Teng Jiangyan unwilling to tell himself what happened to him?Is he so unworthy of his trust?

After thinking for a long time, Mu Xiao smiled wryly, and had an answer in his heart: probably because he doesn't like you enough.

Teng Jiangyan went around and bought two bags of hot milk from the vending machine before returning to Mu Xiao's room. After putting the milk on the bedside table, he threw himself on Mu Xiao's bed.

Mu Xiao used to make him a glass of milk before going to bed, waiting for him to finish his homework.Usually Teng Jiangyan's parents are not at home, so every time Teng Jiangyan is afraid of sleeping alone, she will call Mu Xiao to come to his house to sleep together.

At that time, Mu Xiao was of course extremely happy.

After Teng Jiangyan rolled on Mu Xiao's bed for a while, he had to say that Mu Xiao's bed was not only bigger than his, but also more comfortable than his. He turned over again and rolled the quilt completely around himself.

Today's incident was like a nightmare for Teng Jiangyan, and it hit him hard.His inferiority complex started to flare up again. He felt that he was no longer good enough for Mu Xiao when he saw Mu Xiao. He was really satisfied to be able to stay beside Mu Xiao in such a quiet way. From now on...

Teng Jiangyan didn't dare to think that in the future, Mu Xiao could have him now, but certainly not in the future.In fact, he still had some luck in his heart about the future, but after Mu Xiao accidentally saw him like this today, this luck has been completely shattered.

Mu Xiao should be disappointed in him just like his mother. Will Mu Xiao feel disgusted by him like his mother...

Teng Jiangyan didn't want to think about it anymore, he just wanted to be by Mu Xiao's side all the time, not going anywhere.

When Mu Xiao pushed open the door of his room, he saw Teng Jiangyan wrapped himself up in a coil, lying on the bed and seemed to be sleeping soundly.He walked over, but saw two bags of milk on the bedside table, and was a little dazed for a moment.

Mu Xiao stretched out his hand to poke it, and found that the milk was still warm, Teng Jiangyan probably bought him a bag, and also bought a bag for himself, but Teng Jiangyan's own bag was probably sleepy before drinking it. Fell asleep.

Mu Xiao was a little confused. He squatted beside the bed and listened to Teng Jiangyan's breathing, and sighed: "What kind of feelings do you have for me...I really don't understand you."

He took out the quilt again, and was about to cover it up by himself. When he turned around, he saw Teng Jiangyan rubbing his eyes in a daze: "Brother Mu, you are back."

After talking, Teng Jiangyan rolled around, rolled out of the quilt, and said half asleep, "Then I will go back, remember to drink milk."

Mu Xiao pushed him to the bed, covered him with a quilt and said, "Just sleep here, go to sleep, my bed is big anyway."

After speaking, he went to the other side, and simply used the quilt he just took as a pillow.

Teng Jiangyan turned to Mu Xiao, moved closer to his arms, and said in a daze, "Good night."

Mu Xiao put his hand on Teng Jiangyan's waist, pressed against his forehead and replied: "Good night."

Early in the morning, Mu Xiao and Teng Jiangyan didn't get up because they were tossing too late.

Su Jinnian and the others had packed their luggage. Seeing that Mu Xiao and Teng Jiangyan hadn't come out yet, they assigned a task, asking Sun Qingyun to call Teng Jiangyan, Su Jinnian to call Mu Xiao, and Chen Cheng to help Mu Xiao and Teng Jiangyan Pack up the keyboard and mouse uniforms.

"Hey, Mu Xiao, why don't you get out of bed... what the hell..." Su Jinnian was so frightened that he closed Mu Xiao's door which he had opened, and the sound of "Boom" shocked Sun Qingyun on the side.

"What's the matter, Jinnian, why are you making such a fuss?" Sun Qingyun silently rolled his eyes at Su Jinnian, and casually pushed open the door of Teng Jiangyan's room.

He looked at the neatly folded quilts in the room, and said curiously: "Has Xiaoyan gone to the cafeteria? There is no one in the room."

"..." Su Jinnian pointed to Mu Xiao's room, and exchanged glances with Sun Qingyun, "It's inside."

"Damn it." Sun Qingyun was so frightened that he hurriedly dragged Su Jinnian downstairs, muttering as he walked, "Do not see evil."

Mu Xiao was woken up by Su Jinnian slamming the door shut. He turned on his phone and glanced at the time. He remembered that he forgot to set the alarm clock last night, so he quickly pushed Teng Jiangyan who was still confused: "Wake up." Wake up, go to the airport, pack up and go."

"Ah... my God, what time is it?" Teng Jiangyan woke up immediately when he heard this, and quickly got up from putting on his shoes and was about to leave.

"Don't panic, it's still early, just prepare in advance. You don't have much luggage, just use my suitcase, I'll buy it for you in the past, wait... Did I forget to get the bank card for you?" Mu Xiao took a picture Patting himself on the head, he said angrily, "I have a good memory."

"I've done it, and I gave the card number to Brother Luo Jun." Teng Jiangyan took out a card from his pants pocket, "I'll buy it myself, and you can go shopping with me."

"Being respectful is worse than obeying orders." Mu Xiao said as he got up and opened the empty suitcase, and began to put the clothes in the closet inside.

When they were all done, the three people below were watching their noses, noses, and mouths.

"We're done, where is Luo Xiaojun?" Mu Xiao dragged a suitcase, glared at Su Jinnian, and said, "Did you see a ghost in my room early in the morning or what? I woke up scared."

"Well, does any of you have an empty suitcase? I have to take a bag of plaster here, and Brother Mu can't fit in the box." Teng Jiangyan asked a little shyly, holding the bag of plaster in his hand.

The faces of the three became even more exciting.

Su Jinnian coughed, pointed at Mu Xiao and scolded: "You! You are still talking about me! Did you cause Xiaoyan's back pain? Admit it, old man, he is our nanny. If you want to compete, you should be more restrained." No?"

"Huh?" Mu Xiao was a little dumbfounded by the words, Teng Jiangyan immediately came to his senses, his face blushed suddenly, and quickly explained: "No...it's not like that...I...I'm just..."

I stuttered nervously.

Mu Xiao would also feel sorry for it, and directly grabbed Teng Jiangyan's shoulders to interrupt his stuttering, and looked at the three of them playfully and said, "Jealous? A group of old men who don't have nightlife."

Teng Jiangyan glanced at Mu Xiao helplessly, then lowered her head in embarrassment.

"Mu Xiao, if I don't beat you to death today, I'll write your name upside down." As the oldest single young man, Sun Qingyun felt deeply ridiculed, jumped up and ran towards Mu Xiao, but was still caught by Chen Cheng. Pulled.

"Don't make trouble with Qingyun." Chen Cheng took out a box of sleeves from his pocket in a very serious manner, handed it to Mu Xiao without changing his face, and said, "I just bought it, and I gave it to you. Be careful, you, I will go to Baidu Take a moment, don't make Xiaoyan's stomach hurt."

Teng Jiangyan was so ashamed that he felt bad all over.

Seeing Teng Jiangyan burying his face in his shoulder, Mu Xiao finally couldn't help laughing, and said, "Oh, no, I'm just teasing you. I was too tired after going to the hospital for an examination yesterday. I’m just in the room, there’s really nothing there. Don’t talk about it, let’s talk about Xiaoyan’s going to crawl into the cracks in the ground.”

The few people stopped making trouble, and together they packed up their things together.After a while, Luo Jun walked into the training area with two panda eyes and a tired look on his face.

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The place names and school names appearing in the article must not be taken seriously, I just said that ABC or XXX are easy to confuse! ! !