hope and gift

"I have been in the police force for 28 years. I have taken over six cases of split personality, but most of them were murderers. They all have tragic life experiences. I heard from our psychological consultant that they are generally intelligent and will Build another self in your brain to bear all the things you don’t want to face. So I want to ask, Teng Jiangyan’s personality in the face of pain, whether he is male or female in his subconscious, what is he good at?” Shi The captain's tone was calm, as if he was reminiscing with an old friend, but the question he asked hit Han Zi's heart.

Han Zi stretched out his hands to applaud, and said with a bit of admiration: "Captain Shi is a talented person. Sure enough, anyone who can become the captain has two talents. Xiaoyan has three personalities, and we will not mention the third personality for the time being. But His second personality, that is, the one he is suffering from, is a woman named Teng Jiangyan, who is his own sister."

Captain Shi pondered for a long time as if he had gotten some important clue.The little girl at the front desk ran over to change a glass of water for them, and Captain Shi finally said slowly: "It is undoubtedly Yu Shaoqian who tormented Teng Jiangyan, but Yu Shaoqian is not related to Teng Jiangyan, and there is no relationship between him and Teng Jiangyan. There is no sympathy or pity. However, Teng Jiangyan subconsciously felt that this personality could protect him. I think there can only be one reason. Do you think it is because Teng Jiangyan is a woman, and Teng Jiangyan knows women subconsciously? There should only be Teng Jiangyan and Ran Hongyu, Ran Hongyu was bullied by Yu Shaoqian, so he created the personality of Teng Jiangyan?"

Captain Shi paused after finishing speaking, and said with some difficulty: "In Teng Jiangyan's consciousness, Yu Shaoqian should be a homosexual, and he would not have sex with other women except her mother."

"What else?" Han Zi had expectations in his eyes, as if he was very satisfied with what Captain Shi said.

"I have also encountered a case about a homosexual couple. The murderer and the victim were a loving couple, but the victim married a wife and had children because of family reasons. The murderer killed his wife because of love and hatred. He and the child forced the victim to compromise with him. In the end, when the incident was revealed, he coerced the victim to commit suicide by jumping off the building together." When Captain Shi said this, his eyes were a little unnatural, and he even showed a bit of grief, but he calmed down quickly. He calmly said, "Will Yu Shaoqian have the same relationship with Teng De?"

"So, hurry up and interrogate Teng De, Xiaoyan is innocent, so there's no need to ask." Han Zi stood up, pulled Teng Jiangyan who hadn't calmed down by his side, and said: " Go back and find Mu Xiao."

When Han Zi sent Teng Jiangyan to the door of his room, Teng Jiangyan's hand that was about to swipe the room card paused.He grabbed Han Zi who was about to leave, and asked hesitantly, "Brother Zi, you said my third personality... what is that?"

The first question Teng Jiangyan asked after he calmed down was really beyond Han Zi's expectation.After all, in Han Zi's guess, it was normal for Teng Jiangyan to ask about the relationship between Teng De and Yu Shaoqian first.

Han Zi carefully glanced at Teng Jiangyan, who had erratic eyes, and asked tentatively, "Xiaoyan, did you remember something?"

"I'm already a normal person, right? You..." Teng Jiangyan took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to continue: "The so-called third personality is because you are afraid that I really did something wrong, so the sentence can be commuted right ?"

Han Zi shook his head, and said word by word: "You do have a third personality, and that personality is more dangerous than the previous two. That personality bears all the hatred you have for others."

"I...I want to be quiet." Teng Jiangyan covered the scar on his heart, his face was pale, he staggered a few steps, and stuck the room card on the sensor.

When Teng Jiangyan entered the room, Mu Xiao was sleeping soundly.Teng Jiangyan was silent at the door for a long time, feeling that some memories were scratching his mind like fragments, and finally managed to piece together static pictures.These pictures sent chills down Teng Jiangyan's spine, and even his knees were a little weak, and he almost couldn't stand upright.He opened the door again and looked around to make sure that no one had closed the door. When he ran to the bathroom, he vomited while grabbing the toilet with that nauseating force.Teng Jiangyan didn't eat, and there was nothing to vomit in his stomach, so he could only keep spitting out sour water.

Mu Xiao didn't sleep at night, and now he has an unavoidable headache, which almost cost him half his life.Ever since he came back and lay on the bed, he felt dizzy and dizzy, tossing and turning, and now he is still in a light sleep state.

The sound of closing the door when Teng Jiangyan came back almost woke him up, and the subsequent bursts of vomiting scared him away from sleepiness, and he quickly jumped out of bed and ran to the toilet.

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?" Mu Xiao hurriedly helped Teng Jiangyan, who was kneeling on the ground, with a disheveled face.

Teng Jiangyan leaned against Mu Xiao weakly, his eyes turned red, and tears flowed down unstoppably like a sluice was opened.

"I just prepared salt water for you, don't cry, be careful to cry and dehydrate again, drink some, it should still be warm." Mu Xiao picked up the glass container, poured a glass of water, and handed it to Teng Jiangyan.

The water in the glass was a bit cloudy, Teng Jiangyan was forced by Mu Xiao to take a sip, his throat felt better, and he immediately pushed the glass away.

Teng Jiangyan supported the wall and walked towards the bed with one foot deep and one foot shallow.

"It's so hard to drink." Teng Jiangyan waved his hands and simply lay down on the bed, "It's too salty."

"Impossible, I obviously only added a little bit." Mu Xiao took a sip and found the taste to be okay, "It's not salty."

"You feed me and I will drink." Teng Jiangyan sat up from the bed as usual, although his face was ugly, but his eyes were fixed on Mu Xiao.

"Success, ancestor, don't move." Mu Xiao brought the water in front of Teng Jiangyan's mouth, "Come on, open your mouth."

Teng Jiangyan leaned back a little, distanced herself from the glass of water, and said provocatively, "Drink and feed me."

"Hey, Xiaoyan is enlightened? Dare to tease you, Brother Mu?" Afraid that Teng Jiangyan would choke, Mu Xiao only drank a small sip of salt water, put the cup aside, put his arms around Teng Jiangyan and kissed it.

After feeding him with a sip of water, Mu Xiao still wanted to make him a cup of milk, but Teng Jiangyan hugged Mu Xiao and refused to let go.Mu Xiao's head was a little dizzy, and his mind was almost muddled. Teng Jiangyan really didn't mess with what he meant now.

Before he could react, Teng Jiangyan directly pressed him onto the bed, lowered his head, and piously and carefully planted a kiss on Mu Xiao's neck, and then went all the way down.

Only then did Mu Xiao realize what Teng Jiangyan was doing.

"Xiaoyan, you... your body can't take it now... hiss... don't use your mouth..."

When he first came back from the hospital, Mu Xiao's upper eyelids were fighting with his lower eyelids, and the main purpose of entering the room was to sleep.It took him 3 minutes to mix the salt water and take a shower, then he just put on a pair of boxer briefs and got under the quilt, but he really didn't sleep well, and now it seems that he has brought himself a little bit of trouble.He reached out and tried to push Teng Jiangyan away, but Teng Jiangyan not only didn't hide, but also kept his strength to resist him.In the end, Mu Xiao's hand could only be placed on Teng Jiangyan's hair, neither pulling nor pressing.It is a lie to say that there is no feeling, Mu Xiao's reason and instinct are fighting in his body.The two sides fought for a long time with no results, Mu Xiao couldn't help but gasped, and grabbed a bunch of Teng Jiangyan's hair, but he didn't move after only grabbing a bunch, he really didn't have the one who dared to use force courage.

Mu Xiao's panting hit Teng Jiangyan's ears, which made him feel slightly accomplished and proud, and diluted the feeling of those things that he thought of earlier.After a while, Mu Xiao suddenly pulled his hair back, which made Teng Jiangyan feel pain.Teng Jiang Yan Dekong grabbed his hand, but didn't have time to avoid it. Mu Xiao almost choked his throat and swallowed a lot without paying attention.

Mu Xiao woke up quite a bit, and quickly leaned forward, patting Teng Jiangyan's back who was coughing non-stop.

"This smell makes me a little nauseous." After coughing, Teng Jiangyan glanced at Mu Xiao in disgust, and wiped the corner of his mouth.

Mu Xiao saw that his mouth was a little cloudy and red from being rubbed with the back of his hand, and he pushed him against his body, and all the remaining rationality in his heart 800 years ago was thrown into the sky.

He stuck to Teng Jiangyan's ear and said: "The fire that was buried since you kissed me for the first time, now I think it will be extinguished, and you will never want to run away again."

After speaking, he took a bite on Teng Jiangyan's shoulder as if venting, then groped blindly and took a box of condoms provided by the hotel from the bedside table, and opened them roughly.Mu Xiao, who has been single for more than twenty years, really has no experience, so he can only do what he feels comfortable with.Teng Jiangyan endured the pain and gritted his teeth trying not to make a sound. After a long time, he also felt other meanings. After all, some small sounds came out from between his teeth.

At six or seven o'clock, Teng Jiangyan was a little hungry. Turning over, she found that there was no one around her, so she barely opened her heavy eyelids.

Mu Xiao sat on the sofa and looked at the computer, not knowing what to fiddle with.Teng Jiangyan grumbled dissatisfiedly, turned over, and finally caught Mu Xiao's attention.

"Are you still in pain?" Mu Xiao got up and poured a glass of water for Teng Jiangyan, then touched his forehead, still feeling hot, "Come on, wake up and take medicine."

Teng Jiangyan changed his posture and lay down, but found that he was still uncomfortable, so he had no choice but to stand up and drink the medicine.

"Your skills are so poor." Teng Jiangyan complained and swallowed the medicine in one gulp.

"Let's not talk about this first." Mu Xiao coughed twice, trying to hide his embarrassment, the tips of his ears were stained a little red, "You are a little bit wrong today, is there something wrong? Just tell me if there is anything wrong. Well, two people are better than one."

As soon as Mu Xiao finished speaking, Teng Jiangyan silently looked at his nose, his nose at his mouth, and his mouth at his heart.When Mu Xiao saw his appearance, he was sure that there was a reason for the incident. Thinking of this, he simply took off his shoes and sat on the bed, just looked at Teng Jiangyan like that, and pretended to be deep without saying a word, planning to fight a protracted war with him.

"I don't want to say it." Teng Jiangyan shook his head in frustration.

Mu Xiao hissed, and scolded Teng Jiangyan's heartless bastard in his heart, but he still said patiently: "I won't recognize anyone when I'm asleep? Then I guessed wildly?"

Teng Jiangyan continued to hang his head in silence, like an old monk in meditation, determined to hide it from Mu Xiao.

"Let me guess, did you remember something? Something about the source of your 'hate'?" Mu Xiao lit a cigarette and held it in his mouth. "For example, Yu Shaoqian is a Gay related..."

Teng Jiangyan turned pale in astonishment, looked up at Mu Xiao fiercely like a frightened bird, her voice trembled a little: "You...you know all about it?"

Seeing him like that, Mu Xiao couldn't help snorting coldly. After taking a deep breath, he pushed the cigarette to one side of the ashtray, and said, "I've already slept you, so I don't know what else is going on. Just now, Han Zi He told me all his conjectures, and after I listened to it, I looked at your abnormal behavior today, guessing all kinds of things. Now do you want to hear me tell you, or do you tell me yourself? "

After Mu Xiao finished speaking, he stretched his legs and took a pillow to cushion his back, as if he was ready to listen to Teng Jiangyan's speech.

"I'm scared." Teng Jiangyan's face was extremely ugly, and he could hardly hold back a sentence. As soon as he finished speaking, his eyes were red, "Brother Mu, I'm scared. The things I remembered made me feel that I was so scared."

"What are you afraid of? It's okay. Even if you're a murderer and you're going to jail, I'll wait for you." After Mu Xiao finished speaking, his eyes widened, "Aren't we waiting for you for four years anyway? It doesn't matter if you wait any longer. "

Teng Jiangyan bit his lower lip tightly, and he bit the part where the skin was peeling off before, and a bloody smell spread from the tip of his tongue to his entire mouth.

Mu Xiao was a little flustered in his heart, Teng Jiangyan's actions probably corresponded to his previous conjecture.

He and Han Zi had also discussed in private about why Teng Jiangyan gave birth to a third personality before him, but the two insisted on their own opinions.Han Zi thought it was because Teng Jiangyan thought that after he became Teng Jiangyan, Ran Hongyu would protect him.Mu Xiao thought that Yu Shaoqian was gay and would not violate women.

Teng Jiangyan sighed, and surrendered to Mu Xiao's insistence: "Brother Zi told Police Officer Shi today that my stepfather is gay, and you know that, so he did some things to me..."

"Some of Han Zi's thoughts are what I thought before, so I'm not surprised by this result." Mu Xiao was calm and calm.

"Then you guessed before... You suspected it early in the morning?" Teng Jiangyan pinched his fingers a little sadly when he said this.

Mu Xiao stretched out his hand to separate his self-abuse hand, and pressed it lightly on the bed: "No, he wasn't as bad as a beast as he thought at the beginning."

"Don't you think I'm dirty?" Teng Jiangyan looked a little more lonely after she finished speaking, like a puppy abandoned by its owner, with a hint of begging for mercy.

Mu Xiao took him into his arms, stroking his back to give him comfort.After a while, he resented iron and steel and said: "Baby, do you think I look like the kind of person who has a virgin... oh no, a virgin? What do you think of me! Besides, this matter Seriously, okay? We have to charge Yu Shaoqian with the crime of being a minor."

Teng Jiangyan didn't speak, but Mu Xiao felt him trembling on his shoulder.Mu Xiao put his arms around his waist, hoping to give him some comfort and courage.

"He gave me those old medicines, and I lost my mind in a while, otherwise I would rather die than me..." Teng Jiangyan's voice was muffled, "That day was when my mother divorced him, He tied my mom to a chair and let her watch. But I knew he liked my dad a long time ago, and every time he used to do that to my mom, he would say 'Tender used to lie like this Under him'."

"Every time I hear it, I feel like my heart was punched by someone. I really hate it. I hate him, and I hate myself. I hate why I don't have the courage to stab me to death with a knife. that person."

After Teng Jiangyan finished speaking, his eyes were a little dull, and he should be thinking about something.

"You...why didn't you tell me." Mu Xiao kissed Teng Jiangyan's forehead as if holding a fragile object, and then took the broken hair on his forehead behind his ears, "It's my fault, I'll go So many times...No, I have been to your house so many times, why didn't I notice it at all. "

"When I was in Hangzhou, they thought I was young and my studies were important, so they didn't buy me a mobile phone. Later in Wuhan, it was even more impossible for Yu Shaoqian to buy one for me. I didn't know how to use a phone or mobile phone at that time." Teng Jiangyan Bow your head, "It's not that I don't want to tell you, but he knows my every move. I have a monitor on my body. He... forbids me to take it off. Every time he knew you were going to my house, he took my mother Go out to live, and then tidy up the house, outsiders... can't see it."

"Heh, then he can sit in prison, even if he doesn't, I still need to find a lawyer to make him sit in prison." Mu Xiao patted Teng Jiangyan on the back and said, "Let's stop here. I won’t mention it from now on, you sleep for a while, I’ll go and tell Mr. Police that we’re going back to Wuhan for training.”

The author has something to say:

_(:з」∠)_Xiao Yan has almost overcome all the psychological obstacles, and then we are about to solve the problem of little brother Mu Xiao.

Let us guess what kind of mentality Tender is holding.