hope and gift

After Teng Jiangyan left the hotel, she found that she did not bring her bank card, and all the money she had had was left in Wuhan.

So he had no choice but to find a monitored park outside, and slept on a bench all night.The room leak happened to rain all night, and what was even more deceitful was that when I woke up early in the morning, I found that my phone was turned off.

Because he didn't sleep very comfortably, Teng Jiangyan rubbed his sleepy eyes and felt sore all over.He looked up at the bright sky, ready to rush to the airport with his ticket.I have to say that the weather in Beijing is not bad, and there are actually very few mosquitoes in July. Teng Jiangyan was really surprised that he hadn't been bitten all over his body after sleeping in the open.He took the few dollars left in change and asked for directions for a long time, but he found the bus stop and got on the bus smoothly, catching up with the plane in Wuhan.

When Teng Jiangyan landed in Wuhan, Mu Xiao just woke up.

When Mu Xiao opened his eyes, he turned over in a half-asleep and half-awake state, and put his arm around the person next to him in a habitual manner, while still muttering coquettishly: "Xiaoyan, you...I was wrong yesterday, don't be angry. I'm angry."

However, he didn't hear Teng Jiangyan answer him for a long time, but because of the headache after a hangover, Mu Xiao thought it was Teng Jiangyan who hadn't woken up, so he closed his eyes and planned to continue sleeping.

"Mu Xiao, are you awake?" Ma Sizhe pushed his hands away from him, and said with some displeasure, "Look clearly, I'm not Teng Jiangyan."

Mu Xiao's eyes, which were about to close, opened quickly when he heard the voice.After the vision is not so blurred, Mu Xiao can be regarded as seeing the person lying beside him clearly, and the whole person is completely awake.He rolled over from the bed and sat on the floor, covered his aching head with one hand and rubbed it twice, and said impatiently, "Why are you here, Xiaoyan?"

"Brother Luo Jun asked me to take you back. I didn't see Teng Jiangyan when I came back." Ma Sizhe stretched his sore arm, "You vomited all over yourself, so hurry up and change your clothes before it's too late. It's killing people."

"Then what do you mean that you slept with me yesterday?" Mu Xiao became irritable, "You fucking...won't you leave after sending someone away?"

"Isn't this my freedom? You didn't refuse me to stay. On the other hand, I was a very upright gentleman and didn't do anything to you. If I had known you were going to say that about me, I might as well have done something." Ma Sizhe sneered, and put The room card was thrown on the bed, "As for Teng Jiangyan, what he sees when he comes back is his business, and it has nothing to do with me."

"Ma Sizhe, you fucking... can you be a person?" Mu Xiao grabbed his collar, hesitated for a long time, and then let go weakly, "I don't do it because we have known each other for two years. , don't force me."

"Who is forcing whom?" Ma Sizhe straightened his wrinkled collar and smiled wryly, "I asked you, Mu Xiao, do you feel your conscience and say that you don't know what I think about you in my heart? When you are indifferent to me , What do you think of me again? A spare tire?"

Mu Xiao paused, pushed him hard on the bed, and said through gritted teeth: "I refused it very clearly at the beginning, you are just trying to figure something out. I only endured you because you are my friend." Those little tricks, you fucking have to push an inch? Get out, get out, just pretend that I, Mu Xiao, don't know you anymore."

"I'm not at a loss." Ma Sizhe put on his glasses slowly, smiled maliciously and said to Mu Xiao: "I think Teng Jiangyan is very stubborn. If you came back last night and saw something, don't even think about it." with him."

Mu Xiao took a deep breath, clenched his fists, and shouted at Ma Sizhe: "Get lost."

After hearing this, Ma Sizhe's face was not too relaxed, but he chose not to say a word, and went out in a gentle manner.

Seeing him leaving, Mu Xiao hurriedly called Teng Jiangyan with his mobile phone. After calling several times, he found that his mobile phone had been turned off and he couldn't reach anyone at all.

"Fuck." Mu Xiao irritatedly threw his phone on the bed, planning to go out and find someone by himself.

But when he changed his clothes, he was surprised to find that all his clothes had been folded and put away, and there was a small blue velvet box and another room card in the middle of the suitcase.

It is self-evident who stayed.

Mu Xiao suddenly had a bad premonition, he picked up the small box with trembling hands and opened it, and as expected, he found a ring lying quietly inside.He stretched out his hand to touch it in a daze, then quickly retracted it.

The ring feels cool to the touch, so it must have been there for a long time.

He took a deep breath, took the mobile phone still in some confusion, and after looking through the contact list for a while, he called Luo Jun.

"Luo Jun, are you up?" Mu Xiao's voice was very anxious, "Do you know where Xiaoyan is?"

"He went to the airport last night and bought a plane ticket back to Wuhan alone. Why, he didn't tell you?" Luo Jun yawned, "But he called me on his landline before six o'clock and said he had a bank card. I didn’t take it with me when I left the hotel, let me take it back for him.”

"Sure, then I'll go back to Wuhan first. Come to my room later and help me pack my luggage. I leave my room card at your door." After Mu Xiao finished speaking, he hung up the phone, quickly changed his clothes, and went straight to the airport to change. Check in for the nearest flight.

The first thing Teng Jiangyan did when he returned to Wuhan was to suspend his school leave.After the semester starts in September, he can take classes with the freshmen of this year and start his college life.After thanking the dean, he walked around the school from beginning to end. When he saw the busy students coming and going, he felt a strong sense of belonging.

After he dealt with these matters, he returned to the empty training area.It was almost 06:30 in the evening when he went back, because he had something on his mind and he didn't have the appetite to eat all day, so he had to say that his stomach was aching now.

But as soon as he entered the "unmanned" training area, he was hugged by Mu Xiao who had been standing behind the glass door for an unknown amount of time.

Teng Jiangyan was half frightened and half flustered, his whole body was stiff.

"Xiaoyan, you must listen to my explanation." Mu Xiao's voice was a little hoarse, and he could tell that he probably didn't drink water all day.

Probably didn't eat.Thinking of this in Teng Jiangyan's mind, the sourness in his heart flowed through his body like a spring, making him almost so weak that he didn't even have the will to push Mu Xiao away.

But he knows that he has no right to soften his heart, this will only harm Mu Xiao.

"There is nothing to explain." Teng Jiangyan's tone was lost, and his complexion was not very good. "It's my problem."

"No, we yesterday..." Mu Xiao explained anxiously, but Teng Jiangyan reached out and pressed his lips.

"Don't talk about Mu Xiao, really." Teng Jiangyan only felt sour and unstoppable, tears fell uncontrollably, "It's my fault, if you say it again, I will feel ashamed."

"I have made up my mind. I will hand in the application for quitting the team after finishing S2. I came back today mainly to go through the formalities, and I plan to go back to university." Teng Jiangyan shook his head with a wry smile, "I decided to stay because of you. I decided to take gaming as my main job, but I don’t think so now, it’s not suitable for me at all, and it’s not the path I should take.”

Mu Xiao may have been stunned for a moment, he is such an eloquent person, he just couldn't squeeze a word out of his teeth for a long time.

"Mu Xiao, I just hope that you will be well in the future, really." Teng Jiangyan's words were full of grievances, and his voice was broken by sobs.

"You mean...you want to break up with me?" Mu Xiao was silent for a long time, and finally said this sentence in disbelief.

He felt as if his heart had lost contact with himself, only despair and pain pervaded its original position, giving him only incomparable sadness and loneliness.

Mu Xiao almost lost his voice because of the blow, he opened his mouth two or three times to speak, but he didn't make a sound.

In the end, he forcefully choked out a sentence: "Just because of Ma Sizhe? You want to hate me for breaking up?"

Mu Xiao's words were full of anger, and Teng Jiangyan was stunned for a moment, not understanding what was going on.

Mu Xiao kept staring at him, and naturally noticed his blank expression.

"Did you not go back to the hotel yesterday at all?" Mu Xiao came to his senses and quickly questioned him.

But Teng Jiangyan lowered his eyes and turned his face, as if he wanted to avoid this problem.

"Luo Jun said you didn't bring any money, where did you go to sleep? Why are you so stupid...Are you still angry because of the quarrel with me? I was wrong, it was my fault, don't be angry, okay?" Mu Xiao spoke in a hurry, even with a crying tone, which made Teng Jiang Yan's heart throbbing.

Teng Jiangyan gritted his teeth: "I'm not angry, Mu Xiao, I have my pursuit, and this pursuit is not limited to your side, we are not suitable."

"Inappropriate? You say it's inappropriate now, why did you go?" Mu Xiao closed his eyes and shook his hand fiercely, throwing the small box Teng Jiangyan left for him on the ground, "You think I'm really Will I beg you? Yes, don’t regret it in the future.”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and went upstairs, slamming the door hard.

Teng Jiangyan stood there for a long time, picked up the small box that rolled around on the ground before stopping, glanced at the ring without a name inside the ring, closed the box again, and threw the small box into the trash can in.

But after finishing this series of things, Teng Jiangyan was still worried about the problem of Mu Xiao not eating or drinking.He went to the cafeteria to make a meal for Mu Xiao, took milk and put it at his door, knocked on the door twice, and went back to his room.

His room was clean and tidy, but he was relieved that he had been unoccupied for a long time and lost a little popularity.Teng Jiangyan could only feel full of strangeness and loneliness. He went to the bed weakly, staring at the ceiling with straight eyes.

Teng Jiangyan originally planned that Mu Xiao's birthday gift would be a pair of rings, which were custom-made according to the size of his own fingers and Mu Xiao's, and the sample was designed by Teng Jiangyan himself.

Although this pair of rings cost more than half of his own savings, it seems that he can't give it away now.When he was wandering around Beijing yesterday, he bought another Jaeger-LeCoultre watch for Mu Xiao, intending to use it as a birthday present, but now he is penniless.

Teng Jiangyan was a little dazed, he didn't know what Mu Xiao's attitude would be towards feelings, and he didn't know how much the few words he said to Mu Xiao today would hurt him.He felt a little uneasy, so he opened the door lightly and went out to take a look, only to find that the food at Mu Xiao's door was still unmoved.

"Mu Xiao, it's a matter of size, you come out to eat." Teng Jiangyan knocked on the door helplessly and shouted.

Mu Xiao didn't reply.Countless bad thoughts flashed through Teng Jiangyan's mind, so he quickly opened the door.After turning it, he realized that the door was unlocked, so he opened it directly.

The inside of the room still looked familiar, and Mu Xiao was nestled under the quilt, motionless.Teng Jiangyan walked over anxiously, only to find that he was asleep when he got closer.Mu Xiao's eyelashes are still stuck together, he must have cried just now, but now he should be tired from crying and fell asleep.

Looking at him, Teng Jiangyan was a little reluctant to leave for a while.

He gently put the food behind Mu Xiao's bedside, carefully covered him with the quilt, adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner, turned around and left quietly.

"Teng Jiangyan, take another step forward and try."

Mu Xiao's angrily voice came from behind him, which made his heart go cold, and he really didn't dare to move.

Mu Xiao got up from the bed and walked in front of him, looking very closely into his eyes: "You have the ability to touch your conscience and say that you don't like me."

"I..." As soon as Teng Jiangyan opened his mouth, he became nervous because of Mu Xiao's eyes. He was forced to look into Mu Xiao's eyes like this, and it was impossible for him to lie seamlessly.

"What the hell are you looking for, and you threw the ring into the trash can?" Mu Xiao's question forced Teng Jiangyan to remember that Mu Xiao had installed surveillance below.

Teng Jiangyan felt that talking would only let Mu Xiao find a loophole, so he simply remained silent.He suddenly felt a sudden pain in his neck, only to realize that Mu Xiao was actually biting him.Teng Jiangyan quickly stretched out his hand to push, but Mu Xiao pushed him onto the bed.

"What did Mu Yueru force you to do?" Mu Xiao knelt on Teng Jiangyan's lower abdomen, looking down at him.

"No." Teng Jiangyan denied it.

"I said, what did Mu Yueru force you to do?" Mu Xiao was so angry that he wanted to strangle the person in front of him to death, his anger made him tremble a little because of anger.

"No one forced me, it's all my own decision." Teng Jiangyan resisted the fear, and he just finished the sentence in his calmest tone.

Mu Xiao leaned over and bit Teng Jiangyan's lip, Teng Jiangyan resisted several times because of the pain.But at this time, Mu Xiao was using an astonishing amount of force, but Teng Jiangyan was afraid of hurting him and dared not use force.

Teng Jiangyan felt the bloody smell in his mouth, and began to daze again.Selfishly, he didn't want to push Mu Xiao away, but reason told him that he had to.While in a trance, Mu Xiao directly turned him over to hold him down, and pulled down his pants.

"I know it's Mu Yueru, but I don't intend to forgive you. Teng Jiangyan, you really broke my heart this time." Mu Xiao gritted his teeth and said, "What do you think I am?" A person, so that you keep everything you want from me? I just realized now that you are living in the memory of the past, and you don't understand me at all. "

The pain made Teng Jiangyan's mind go blank, and he gritted his teeth trying not to let himself take a breath.Teng Jiangyan squeezed the pillow in front of her tightly, feeling a little fuzzy.

Did I not understand Mu Xiao at all?

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It is updated every day, and the three chapters that were missing before will be added accordingly.It's just uncomfortable, I didn't expect the internship to be so busy! ! ! !