hope and gift

Mu Xiao was silent for a while, and then slowly said: "Have you never thought about what I told you?"

Teng Jiang was silent.

"Xiaoyan, feelings are really not a matter of one person. Is my love for you not as good as yours or what?" Mu Xiao forced his face to let him look at him, "Although we are really long I can't contact you for a while, but I am working hard, and at the same time, I believe in my heart that you are also working hard. But what about you, what are you thinking? Treat me as a pet curled up in the arms of the owner, waiting for you to take it home?"

Teng Jiangyan was struck by Mu Xiao's words, and she flinched and wanted to retreat, but found that she was leaning against the closet, and there was no way to retreat.

"Xiaoyan, I'm still very disappointed in you." Mu Xiao sighed, staring at the aggrieved Teng Jiangyan, and said in a low voice, "But what can I do with you?"

He lowered his head and kissed Teng Jiangyan, but it was just a taste, as if he was kissing a precious treasure carefully.

"Like you, I'll build a golden house and just hide you. From now on, we'll have an affair every day." Although Mu Xiao spoke half-jokingly, his brows were still full of unresolved sorrow.

"I'm just... I don't want you to be wronged." Teng Jiangyan wanted to defend himself, "I have suffered a lot of wronged myself, and I'm used to it, so I'll be fine."

"You're here again." Mu Xiao leaned against his forehead, "Do you think I'm a delicate flower in the greenhouse, and I need you, the savior, to save me? I haven't experienced any big storms. Yes, I have something to hide from you , but that's because I don't want you to get involved with those disgusting things, how can I give you the illusion that I have been held in the palm of my hand since I was a child? You don't even think about what Mu Yueru is."

Teng Jiangyan looked complicated, but said nothing.After a while, he tiptoed lightly and kissed Mu Xiao's lips flatteringly.

He suddenly remembered a sentence, which pierced his heart like a sharp knife.

"In this world, there is no feeling that is not riddled with holes."

"I'm leaving, and I don't know what it's like to meet next time." After Mu Xiao pushed him away, he sighed, his expression was a bit gloomy, "But no matter what it looks like, I don't want you to be the same as now Stand still. Our relationship has never been a big problem, but this is the biggest problem."

After Mu Xiao left, Teng Jiangyan and Mu Qin worked together to lift the half-asleep Han Qiao to the bed.Teng Jiangyan was not in the mood to reminisce about the past with Mu Qin, and stood alone on the balcony, quietly blowing the warm summer wind, and the firm eyes in his eyes lost a lot.

There were many courses on the second day, but Teng Jiangyan was like a fish in water, shuttled between classrooms and listened carefully to the teacher's lectures.The students in the class are almost all sitting in groups in the dormitory, and they still don't know anyone.It wasn't until the late self-study at night that the head teacher who walked windily stopped at the back of the classroom, and then the small class began to organize self-introduction and class leader election.

And Teng Jiangyan seemed to stay out of the matter, and even silently remembered the words on the side.

At the end of the day, Teng Jiangyan knew that Mu Chengming had become the squad leader, but he didn't know anything about the rest.Mu Chengming did seem to have changed a lot from before, and Teng Jiangyan didn't know what he had experienced over the years.But hurting is hurting, and he has no intention of forgiving this person from the bottom of his heart.However, he and Mu Xiao are worthy of being brothers, their current personalities seem to be carved out of the same mold, confident and born with a convincing courage.

"Sister-in-law, what's the matter with you and my brother?" Mu Qin could gossip about Teng Jiangyan through Han Qiao after class.

"Sister-in-law? Xiaoyan, is your future boyfriend his brother?" Han Qiao rubbed her temples and felt much better after covering her aching head from the hangover.

"Break up, what a big deal it can be." Teng Jiangyan wasn't that sad. The accidental encounter between Mu Xiao and him yesterday made him think about a lot of things.

However, human beings are really strange creatures. If you want to think about it, if you do it, you will do it.He claims that he now has the level of ideological awareness to become a monk, but he still can't get rid of the male chauvinism secretly in his heart.

"Isn't it a big deal to break up?" Mu Qin almost jumped up in shock, "What's the matter, isn't it all right?"

Teng Jiangyan hesitated for a long time and didn't know how to speak. Just as he was about to change the subject with a sloppy eye, he felt a pat on the shoulder, which made him almost jump up in shock.

"Xiaoyan, do you want to go out to have a barbecue together? With your two roommates, I will treat you tonight." Mu Chengming patted Teng Jiangyan on the shoulder and let go immediately, because Teng Jiangyan suddenly trembled , also startled him.

Because Mu Chengming was left behind by the teacher to talk about things, he came out late, and a group of class committee members followed him, laughing and laughing, looking like they were fighting fiercely.

Before Teng Jiangyan opened his mouth, Mu Qin said bluntly: "Okay, the squad leader treats guests for nothing, sister-in-law...Xiaoyan, let's go."

Teng Jiangyan was not good at smearing Mu Chengming's face in front of so many people, and Mu Qin also directly agreed.He didn't know whether Mu Cheng knew about the relationship between Mu Qin and Mu Xiao, and he was always worried about Mu Qin's safety, so he nodded in agreement.

In the end, he asked Han Qiao again, and said with concern, "Are you going? If you have a headache and can't hold on for a while, I can send you back to sleep. After all, there is class tomorrow."

"I made an appointment to call my brother today, so I won't go." Han Qiao waved his hands regretfully, "Although I like the free barbecue, my brother is also busy, so it's rare that he has time to talk to me."

"All right, let's go then." After Teng Jiangyan agreed with Han Qiao, he took Mu Qin and Mu Chengming away.

The barbecue shop outside the school has seats at the entire gate, but the seats are almost full. It can be said that the business is very hot.

Mu Chengming was very generous. He hooked fifty strings of crispy bones at the beginning, and then asked them to order whatever they wanted.The group secretary is a girl in the class, she is not as submissive as she was in KTV now, she let go a lot, took the menu and looked at it.

She casually opened another can of beer, took a sip, and said in a teasing tone, "Squad leader, do you like crispy bones? Coincidentally, I like it too, so I won't order it. [-] The skewers are about the same for the two of us."

"It's a coincidence, what about Xiaoyan and Xiaoqin, what do they like to eat?" Mu Chengming seemed not very good at dealing with girls, so he changed the subject abruptly and looked at Teng Jiangyan expectantly.

Teng Jiangyan paused, and immediately panicked.He really didn't understand whether Mu Chengming's words had any other purpose, and he was afraid to answer them.

In the past, the intersection between him and Mu Chengming happened because of Mu Xiao. Specifically, it started when he took Mu Xiao away from the alley.Teng Jiangyan thought about it carefully. Apart from being beaten and fighting, he and Mu Chengming really had nothing to do with each other. It stands to reason that Mu Chengming must not know his preferences.But is the crispy bone he ordered trying to test him in the opposite direction?

"I like to eat roasted mushrooms. Let me listen to my brother, sister-in-law...Xiaoyan likes to eat beef, he should like to eat roast beef." After finishing speaking, Mu Qin also opened a can of beer and started drinking , His brows and eyes were curled up with a smile, and he seemed to be in a very good mood.

"Beef? But there doesn't seem to be roast beef here. Does Xiaoyan want to order braised beef alone?" Mu Chengming took the menu, flipped through it for a while, and looked at Teng Jiangyan with regret.

Teng Jiangyan heaved a sigh of relief, and secretly thanked Mu Qin for his straightforwardness.He hurriedly waved his hand to decline, and said, "No, I'm not picky about food, so let's eat roasted mushrooms with Mu Qin."

"Although you both look alike, your personalities are completely different. He really likes to eat crispy bones, which made me get used to it too." Mu Chengming said without raising his head, with a tone that couldn't be concealed. smile.After he hooked up several different mushrooms for the two of them, he handed the menu to others directly.

How could Mu Chengming know my preferences?

After listening to it, Teng Jiangyan began to feel puzzled, but she didn't show it. She still sat on the side with her usual expression and obediently waited for the food to be served.

"Who is the squad leader talking about?" Mu Qin became interested instead, stopped drinking, and sat at the table curiously waiting to hear Mu Chengming's next words.

Mu Chengming obviously didn't expect Mu Qin to ask directly, and his expression slowed down after a rare moment of dullness.He sighed, and opened a bottle of beer for himself: "Actually, I don't remember too much about him, after all, it's been so many years. I tried to find out about him before, but it was really There is no news at all. Ashamed to say, I probably only remember his name as Yu Ran now."

Although Mu Qin is careless, he is not stupid. After hearing this name, he subconsciously glanced at Teng Jiangyan who was pulling the corner of his clothes, and immediately came to his senses, and said innocently: "Yu Ran? The name sounds very rare, why is it so hard to find?"

"I don't know either." Mu Chengming took a sip of his mulled wine, his mood suddenly fell, and he stopped talking.

The secretary of the league branch didn't hesitate to ask again: "Is it your good friend? Why do you care so much? I'm still a little curious!"

"...That's right." Mu Chengming smiled wryly, and took another sip of wine.

shit.Listening to what Mu Chengming said, Teng Jiangyan wanted to push him to the ground and beat him up.okay friend?Back then, he almost fell in love with him against his will...

After they finished eating and drinking, it was already eleven o'clock.Mu Qin drank a little too much, with a drunken demeanor, she smiled limply when she saw people.

"Let's go back to the dormitory first, you guys talk." Teng Jiangyan helped Mu Qin who seemed to have slept for a long time with her eyes closed, and said apologetically to the group of people: "I'm afraid Mu Qin will catch a cold gone."

"Anyway, we've finished eating, so we don't have any intention of keeping people. If we want to leave, let's go and say hello." The party secretary was also a little drunk, and when he was talking, his lips were fighting.

Mu Chengming also drank a lot, but his expression still looked sober.He looked extremely impatient when he heard what the group secretary said, but he still held back, looked at Teng Jiangyan with concern and said, "Why don't I pay the bill and leave first, and help you carry him back?"

"No, Mu Qin is a little heavier, and I can pick him up. Besides, he's not too drunk. He can walk by himself, and I can just support him. Right, Mu Qin?" Teng Jiangyan turned his face Looking at Mu Qin who was holding his arm tightly, Mu Qin didn't know what to say, but just nodded and said yes.

Seeing this, Mu Chengming didn't say much anymore, so he just stayed and continued talking to the group of class committee members.Teng Jiangyan was not interested in listening, so he dragged the delirious Mu Qin straight to the dormitory.

They finished class at nine o'clock, and it was twenty past eleven by the time Teng Jiangyan arrived at the dormitory.He thought that Han Qiao had already fallen asleep, but when he pushed the door lightly and went in, he found that the dormitory lights were still on, and Han Qiao was sitting on a chair and video chatting with someone.

"Hey, you guys are back. My God, why is there such a strong smell of alcohol?" Han Qiao looked back and saw Mu Qin paralyzed on Teng Jiangyan's body, and instantly understood that Mu Qinlang was overly drunk this matter.

Teng Jiangyan helped Mu Qin in helplessly, closed the door with his feet, and coaxed him, "Take off your shoes and go to bed, okay?"

"Okay~" Mu Qin Tuoyin replied with a hint of coquettishness, sat down on the ground by herself, and began to take off her shoes peacefully.After taking off his shoes, he took off his socks in an orderly manner, and finally climbed into bed obediently and went to sleep.

Teng Jiangyan breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at Han Qiao, and couldn't help complaining: "It's much easier to serve than you."

"This voice sounds familiar, Qiao Qiao, what's your roommate's name?"

As soon as Teng Jiangyan finished speaking, a sentence came from Han Qiao's mobile phone. Teng Jiangyan was stunned. He frowned uncertainly, and then looked at Han Qiao in confusion.

"One is Mu Qin and the other is Teng Jiangyan. Brother, do you know them?" After Han Qiao finished speaking, he ran to Teng Jiangyan and pointed the front camera at him. "Look, they are handsome, right? And the ex-members of HAL!"

Han Zi on the screen is dressed more casually today, with a braid on the back of his head.Judging by the lights, he must be in the bar now.From the point of view, he is probably holding his phone on the selfie stick and chatting with Han Qiao.

When he saw Teng Jiangyan, he was slightly stunned for a while, then put down the cup in his hand and waved to Teng Jiangyan, saying: "Xiaoyan, long time no see, she lost a lot."

"Brother Zi..." After hearing Han Zi's words, Teng Jiangyan felt like seeing his own mother.He felt all the grievances he had suffered in the past few days surged up, choking him to the point that tears burst into his eyes.

"Brother, do you know each other?" Han Qiao looked at him adoringly, "I only know that you know Mu Xiao, but I don't know that you know Xiaoyan! You are so amazing, I can blow it all my life."

Han Zi laughed over there: "I also know your other roommate, just the kid named Mu Qin, he is Mu Xiao's younger brother. Give Xiaoyan your phone, and I'll talk to him."

Although Han Qiao was a little unclear about Han Zi's request, she obediently handed the phone to Teng Jiangyan, and took a towel to the bathroom to take a shower.

Teng Jiangyan held back his tears, quickly walked to the balcony with his mobile phone, and squatted down against the balcony door.

"I heard that you broke up with Mu Xiao?" Han Zi's voice was as calm as ever, with a soothing gentleness, "I didn't expect this to happen."

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In fact, there is still one chapter, but two chapters have already been posted today emmmmm, let’s post it tomorrow, and tomorrow will also be two chapters.