hope and gift

When Teng Jiangyan came out of the dormitory building, he saw Mu Xiao's hot sports car parked downstairs, and he himself was half leaning on the flower bed smoking a cigarette.Because the girls' dormitory is not far away, there are still a few good-looking girls around him chatting.

Teng Jiangyan is wearing a simple white shirt today, which feels like a school grass in a white shirt on a youthful campus.He glanced at it lightly, then stood quietly at the flower bed on the other side without saying a word.

Mu Xiao chatted enthusiastically with the group of girls, the smile on his brows and eyes remained undiminished, and he didn't seem to notice his appearance.

Teng Jiangyan glanced at the time and thought it was still early, so he stood silently and played with his mobile phone.To be honest, he didn't have the courage to go over to talk to Mu Xiao, and he couldn't even think of what opening words the two of them should use to start this conversation.Mu Qin and Han Qiao still think of the current situation between him and Mu Xiao too simply, they really do bad things with good intentions...

In the end, Mu Xiao noticed that he was standing here because a girl suddenly walked up to Teng Jiangyan, she patted Teng Jiangyan on the shoulder, with a shy smile on her face: "Qiao, junior, how do you stand?" Playing with your mobile phone here, who are you waiting for?"

"Ah... sister, I'm sorry, I didn't notice you coming just now." Teng Jiangyan quickly put away her phone and greeted the girl in front of her.

This girl is a student who is doing experiments with him in the laboratory, but she is already a junior this year.She looks good, is the number one in the department, and is also the vice president of the student union. She is simply the goddess in many people's hearts.However, Teng Jiangyan has lost interest in women of this gender. To be honest, every time he sees a woman now, he thinks of his mother and his sister, just like having post-traumatic stress disorder.

"Xiaoyan, let me ask you something, that is... do you have a girlfriend now?" The senior sister seemed to have a really unrestrained personality, and after a few words, she asked in a straightforward manner.Although her face was flushed, looking at Teng Jiangyan's reaction, she felt as if her senior was forcing her into prostitution.

"Sorry, senior, I have..."

Before Teng Jiangyan finished speaking, he felt his hand being pulled away by someone.He took a look and found that Mu Xiao was standing next to him, looking at his senior with an uneasy expression.

The senior sister looked at the two of them in confusion, and Teng Jiangyan's eyelids twitched, feeling a bad premonition.

Mu Xiao put his arms around Teng Jiangyan's shoulder, showed his white teeth with a provocative smile to his senior, and said, "I'm sorry, Miss, Xiaoyan doesn't like anyone with a female gender."

After speaking, he stuffed Teng Jiangyan into the car without waiting for him to react.When the car started to drive, Teng Jiangyan came back to his senses, and asked Mu Xiao sideways: "Did you take the wrong medicine today?"

Mu Xiao was also on top just now, and it was only after Teng Jiangyan yelled that he realized what he had just done.He stepped on the brakes, touched the steering wheel and was about to turn around, but said in a sour tone: "Sorry, I was impulsive just now, I will explain to her."

"Why are you acting like a child today? Forget it, I'm gay. I have nothing to explain. Go and pick up Brother Zi first." After finishing speaking, Teng Jiangyan lowered her head and took her mobile phone to send an apology to the senior sister. .

Mu Xiao continued to drive without saying a word, and occasionally glanced at Teng Jiangyan's expression, as if to observe whether he was really angry.

Seeing his small movements, Teng Jiangyan immediately understood that Mu Xiao was just testing how much he cared about him now.That's right, Mu Xiao didn't show such an impulsive look some time ago, why did he suddenly become impulsive today.

When he thought of this, there was a sweet ripple in his heart for no reason, but his phone vibrated untimely, interrupting the charming atmosphere.

Teng Jiangyan sent an apology to the senior sister and explained a lot, but in the end she only got a two-word reply from the senior sister-disgusting.And after the senior sister sent him "disgusting", she deleted him.

Teng Jiangyan felt that his heart fell from heaven to hell again in an instant, and he was about to die in place.He tried his best to calm down, and quietly put the phone back into his pocket, trying not to let Mu Xiao notice the slightest strangeness.

He and Mu Xiao haven't seen each other for nearly a month.Teng Jiangyan looked at his side face through the reflection of the glass window, and felt that he was also a lot thinner, and he seemed a little haggard.

Mu Xiao peeked at him for a long time, and found that he was almost completely unresponsive, his heart was flustered, and he could only carefully apologize again: "I'm sorry... I don't know what's wrong with me, I just couldn't control myself for a moment. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to embarrass you."

When Teng Jiangyan heard Mu Xiao's tone, his heart almost softened into a puddle of water.He was not angry with Mu Xiao at all, coupled with Mu Xiao's unique pitifulness, on the contrary, he felt sorry for Mu Xiao's life these days.

"I don't blame you. I've known you for so many years, and I know your character." Teng Jiangyan held back the little Jiujiu in his heart, and said lightly, "There is nothing shameful about homosexuality. You can refuse it for me." good."

"You..." Mu Xiao sighed, looking a bit disappointed, "Hearing your tone, it seems that you have thought through a lot of things."

"Well, I have indeed figured out a lot of things. By the way, how do you get along with your fiancée?" Teng Jiangyan felt a dull pain in his heart when he mentioned this, but he still pretended to be calm, as if he wanted to relieve the tension. Mu Xiao's psychological burden.

"You're here again, are you naive?" Mu Xiao slapped the steering wheel in front of him fiercely, as if to vent his anger, "My mother gave me this car, and it doesn't have a monitor for Mu Yueru, who should I tell it to?" Woolen cloth?"

"I figured it out, Mu Xiao." Although Teng Jiangyan tried his best to conceal it, there was still a slight change in his voice, "We really should separate and calm down. You are right, I have let you down."

Teng Jiangyan selectively ignored Mu Xiao's impatient expression, and said to himself: "'There is no relationship in the world that is not riddled with holes', but is our relationship too smooth? What do you think? Tell me, who among us is unwilling to run in with whom?"

After saying this, both of them fell into a dead silence.Mu Xiao really didn't expect Teng Jiangyan to have such a high level of ideological awareness after not seeing him for a month, and he felt a little guilty for a while.

The two kept this atmosphere and arrived at the airport. Teng Jiangyan got out of the car and sat in the back seat when he saw the car stopped, while Han Zi who got in the car sat in the front row.

"Mu Xiao, long time no see." Han Zi greeted him warmly, and threw all the big and small bags beside Teng Jiangyan.

"Long time no see, I never thought we would meet again." Mu Xiao laughed, but the melancholy in his eyes did not escape Han Zi's eyes.

"A cigarette?" Han Zi handed him a cigarette, then turned to Teng Jiangyan and said, "Look at the blue bag in your hand, it's for you."

Teng Jiangyan quickly opened it and took a look, and saw a beautiful music box lying quietly in the bag.

"Listen to anything else, it will help you stabilize your mood." Han Zi said without seriousness while trimming his hair in front of the mirror, "I specially asked someone to engrave the score for you."

"Thank you." Teng Jiangyan picked out the blue bag and put it in his hand, feeling relieved.

Mu Xiao was driving, and Han Zi didn't bother him, but just chatted with Teng Jiangyan from time to time, asking about Han Qiao's recent situation.After talking for a while, they finally arrived at the seat Han Qiao had reserved.It can only be said that Han Qiao still knows how to play, and has booked the night show in the largest room of the party hall.Han Zi couldn't wait to take the cake and went up, Mu Xiao locked the car and planned to go up, but was stopped by Teng Jiangyan.

"What's wrong?" Mu Xiao didn't get rid of the embarrassment just now, and he didn't dare to look directly at Teng Jiangyan.

"Let me tell you something, put this on first." Teng Jiangyan took out a black mask from his pocket and put it on Mu Xiao's face, "There is an acquaintance of yours...very familiar, and a little festive. "

There was a fresh lemon smell on the black mask, which made Mu Xiao feel a little itchy.His hand restlessly circled around Teng Jiangyan's waist, but Teng Jiangyan cleverly avoided it.

After realizing Teng Jiangyan's resistance, Mu Xiao coughed twice, and said in a muffled voice through the mask: "Who?"

"Mu Chengming." After Teng Jiangyan thought for a long time, he didn't intend to hide it at all, so he made it clear, "He is my classmate now."

"Fuck, that grandson is in the same class as you now?" Mu Xiao's voice raised eight tunes, but after he finished speaking, he realized that he had lost his composure, and quickly calmed down, saying in a deep voice: "Then I won't go up, I will I'm afraid I can't help hitting him."

"I think so too." Teng Jiangyan looked at Mu Xiao's reaction, and some thoughts about the relationship between Mu's father and son in his heart were verified at this moment and became true.At that moment, he could even hear the beating of his own heart, and his hands couldn't stop shaking because of the pain in his chest.He tried his best to control the abnormal emotions in his voice, pretending to have a normal heart and said to Mu Xiao: "But it's too desolate for you to go back alone, how about..."

As soon as the voice came here, Teng Jiangyan knew that he was dazed.After he paused to react, he turned his face away and said dryly, "Go back."

"Hmm... what were you going to say?" Mu Xiao was completely overjoyed like a cat that had stolen a fish, but he dared to snicker for a while before becoming serious.He fiddled with his collar twice, looked at Teng Jiangyan affectionately, and said in a gentle tone: "Xiaoyan, no matter what happens later, are you willing to believe me?"

"..." Teng Jiangyan was fascinated by him like this, and he wanted to respond desperately like a ghost.

He paused for a moment, and thought about how to speak in his heart, so as to appear more cautious.But in the end, he still said a very naive thing very thoughtlessly, as if he was angry: "Even if you are married, I can still chase you after divorce, right, so it doesn't matter, as long as you have confidence I will always like you." Can."

"I don't have confidence." Mu Xiao changed from a peacock to an ostrich in a second, "No, I think the colorful world outside is still too attractive, you must not be able to handle it."

"Then you can let me have a deeper understanding of your past and leave a deeper impression on me." Teng Jiangyan said something seemingly casually, and took Mu Xiao's hand by the way, and put a wrap on his finger. Something like, "Here's my ring, now for you."

Teng Jiangyan's words frightened Mu Xiao into silence like hell, the two were silent for a while, Mu Xiao turned back to the car, backed up and left.

Only then did Teng Jiangyan let the depression in his heart spread all the way, and he didn't realize that he was crying until tears dripped from the back of his half-raised hand.

Mu Xiao's reaction just now was too flat, if Mu Chengming was the one who lured him to take drugs back then, it is impossible for him to focus only on himself.Teng Jiangyan thought about it and found that there was only one last name left - Mu Yueru.

What if the person who made Mu Xiao addicted to drugs was actually Mu Yueru?

Home parties are not as chaotic as KTV, students are doing what they want to do in twos and threes, in an orderly manner.Han Zi was cooking for them in the kitchen, but after ten minutes, a big cake was placed on a long table.As soon as Teng Jiangyan took a step in, Han Qiao pulled her into the kitchen and complained as she walked, "You've come, I even suspect that my brother is tearing down the kitchen."

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a scorched smell coming from the kitchen, which scared Teng Jiangyan straight into the kitchen, snatching the spatula from Han Zi's hand.

"Calm down, Brother Zi." Teng Jiangyan looked helplessly at the crispy and blackened vegetable leaves in the pot due to lack of water, "Go and sit outside, and then take off your apron for me."

"Hey, my Xiaoyan is really virtuous, and I don't know who will be blessed to marry home." Han Zi sighed hypocritically, then took off the apron to Teng Jiangyan, and added a sentence at the end: "If the surname is The one from Mu, then I can only say that he has better craftsmanship, compared to you, you are not virtuous."

"Brother Zi, you are a real person, don't be joking, you know what I am in now." Teng Jiangyan always had a tense tone in his heart, "I separated from him this time, because I don't know what to do. Can I see you now?"

"Okay, I won't tease you anymore. I'll go out and read for a while. You are busy with your work." Han Zi walked a few steps and suddenly turned around, and asked again, "Do you want me to find you a helper?"

"Sure, just bring someone who can chop vegetables." Teng Jiangyan looked at the piled up ingredients, "Otherwise you have to wait for two hours and I may not be able to finish it."

But Teng Jiangyan soon regretted saying this, because after a while, a person did come in, but the person who came in was Mu Chengming.

Although there was a range hood, Teng Jiangyan closed the door thoughtfully to prevent people from being choked.So when Mu Chengming came in and brought the door very politely, Teng Jiangyan only felt a "click" in his heart, and a sense of fear and crisis permeated his whole body instantly.

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I'm going to be busy again, I don't know if I can update tomorrow...

But today there are two chapters.