Shanshan I love will not be late [GL]

[Special episode] Living in seclusion in the countryside to recuperate from illness

I walked into the field, and a large piece of golden rice spread out in front of me.The breeze blew them gently, lifting my skirts too.The wind blew through the scarecrow's cloth belt, making a rattling noise.

I asked her, "How long have you been standing here? Are you tired?"

She stared straight ahead, as if she didn't hear me.I stood beside her, following her line of sight, I saw a river.On the other side of the river, there is smoke from cooking, and there are houses.I know that she is just like me, lonely, lonely, and I understand her as I understand myself.

"How long have you been standing here? Are you tired?" I asked.

"It's been a long time," she said, "I don't remember how long."

"Are you going to stay here forever?"

"Who knows," she seemed to be answering me and talking to herself, "the person I love left a long time ago..."

"This is a rice field now, and soon there will be a rice stubble left, and soon someone will come to cultivate it, and repeat it year after year."

"If you want to leave, I can take you away," I said.

"Who are you? Why did you take me away?"

"Shanshan, have you forgotten? I am the one you love, and I am Pei Pei."

"Oh," she stared into the distance, seemingly unmoved.

"Let's go!" I held out my hand, but she hesitated to give it to me.Follow me.

The autumn wind was blowing us, and I saw her smiling.She is so beautiful, the wind blows her long hair, and she floats up like a fairy.

"Do you like it here?" I asked her.

"Yeah." There was a joyful light on her face, and I could see her eyes smiling.

"Then we'll live here!" I said, tugging at her hand, comforting her, "Shanshan, don't be afraid, I will protect you for the rest of my life." Never again, I won't break your heart.

We lived quietly in the countryside and lived day by day.In order not to make Liu Shan feel lonely, we also adopted a dog.Named "Lolo".Luo Luo is very obedient and often stays by Liu Shan's side.

On this day, when I came back from outside, the house suddenly became very quiet.Liu Shan disappeared, and the dog disappeared. "Liu Shan?" I called her name, looking for her inside and outside the house. "Lolo?" No one was seen, not even the dog.I was a little flustered, so I ran to the places she often went to look for her, and I searched over and over again, the more I searched, the more frightened I became.

"Liu Shan! Where are you? Liu Shan!—" I called out over and over again in a trembling voice.The bad feeling is getting stronger and stronger!

I looked for it and started crying.I remembered that before, she was always clinging to me, and would never leave without saying anything, now, what happened?I ran quickly.In the field, in the fields, in other people's homes, search everywhere, ask everywhere.No one saw her.

How afraid I am, how afraid I am of losing her!where will she goIf she had an accident, fell into the river and drowned, was hit by a car on the road and died, fell from the mountain and died, maybe even killed... How can I live?I really regret that I didn't take her with me to watch carefully.Now she is different from the past, she is no longer ice and snow smart, she needs to be cared for, and cared for so that she will not be broken.

It was dark, and I searched everywhere, but I couldn't find it anywhere.I came back crying, sitting in front of my house and howling at the top of my lungs.My Liu Shan, she's gone!gone!There was a void in my heart, and the more I cried, the more miserable I became.There is no way to express the severe pain in my heart except crying.

Crying and crying, Liu Shan's figure appeared in the hazy vision.I stopped crying, wiped away my tears, and I saw her limping back, followed by my dog!

I rushed forward and hugged her and shouted emotionally, "Where did you go? Do you know how worried I am?"

"I fell down from the mountain..." she said, "This flower is for you." I saw a broken flower in her hand, and then I looked at her tattered body. I couldn't help crying, "Why are you so stupid? I don't want flowers, I want you!"

You have to be good. Only when you are good can I be good.do you understand?

I helped her into the house, took out the medicine box and bandaged her.Her clothes were all torn, the thorns went straight into her flesh, and the scars were really shocking.My tears fell again.She used to cry a lot, but now it's me.

"Next time you run around again, I'll lock you up." I threatened her, and gently wiped her wound and applied medicine.

"Peipei...it hurts, hiss...it hurts..." She shrank herself, not wanting me to touch her.

"Hey, it won't hurt anymore." I comforted her, and helped her apply the medicine while blowing.The dog squatted quietly beside him.I get angry looking at it.

"And you! Next time I run around again, I'll lock you up too!" I said bitterly.It whined and put its head down.Seeing its pitiful appearance, I finally calmed down a little.

When taking a bath, I gently wiped her body, trying not to let the wound touch the water.She was silent and didn't know what she was thinking.When I took a towel to help her dry, she hugged me and became obsessed.

"What's wrong with you? Be good, let go first, wipe dry before hugging." I persuaded her.

"Pei Pei..." she whispered in my arms.

"Huh?" I responded.

"I love you," she whispered. "I don't remember the past, but I remember loving you."

"Well," I gently pushed her away, looked into her big eyes, and felt soft in my heart, "I love you too. I love you very much. Don't run around in the future, okay? Don't leave me, huh?"

"Well," she said.

I wrapped her in a bath towel and tapped her lips lightly.Her face brightened suddenly, obviously she liked me to kiss her.

We went to bed together and I held her.Smelling the fragrance of her body, I really want to rub her into my body and integrate with myself.I don't think I can bear the pain of losing her anymore, I love her more and more, once I lose her, I will break down.

She fell asleep peacefully in my arms, like a baby.I couldn't help but kissed her face, and just hugged her and fell asleep.

The next day we lived as usual at home, but suddenly an unexpected guest came.

"Why are you here?" I asked.It was a woman somewhat similar to Liu Shan, although she was nearly middle-aged, she was still beautiful.We were sitting in the living room talking.

"I'll come and see her," she said, "and if possible, I'd like to take her to the country with the best medical care."

"You're dreaming," I said, glanced at Liu Shan who was playing with Luo Luo in the yard, and continued, "No one can take her away from me. Neither can you."

"That's better for her. I don't think your current life is more beneficial to her. She needs to recover as soon as possible and return to a normal life. You may be enthusiastic and willing to take care of her now. But one day you will get bored and abandon She is gone, what will my Shanshan do when the time comes?" She covered her face and began to cry bitterly.

I looked at her coldly, without any sympathy, "I don't know how a person who abandoned her since childhood has the right to say these things to me? Now that she is sick, you know you care about her, so why go gone?"

"Oh, why is she sick? Do you pretend I don't know? It won't do her any good if you insist on going your own way." She yelled and stopped crying. "She is my daughter, and I know what is best for her!"

"What a joke. She disappeared for 20 years and now she comes to recognize her daughter," I couldn't help but look at her contemptuously. "I didn't go my own way. Shanshan's father is on my side. Compared to my mother, my father seems to understand better." What is good for my daughter. If there is nothing wrong, please leave. "

"You! Good! Very good! Let me ask you, you have decided, have you asked Shanshan? Is she willing? Does she hope that she is not normal? I admit that I was selfish before and left her behind. Now I am back Now, you can't stop a mother from loving her child!"

"Shanshan is willing to be with me, of course I asked her. Isn't she living with me the best proof? You are just a stranger to her. I don't want a stranger to scare my Shanshan .I think you'd better leave and don't irritate her. She doesn't need a mother who abandons her."

"Okay, I will come again. But don't forget, Shanshan is my daughter, she will always be my daughter, this fact will not change. And you, you are the stranger. Admit it, between you No connection whatsoever."

"Please," I stood up, unwilling to say more.

She glanced at me resentfully, and then looked at Liu Shan, who was watching her from a distance, not daring to approach her.She finally stopped pressing and left angrily.I closed the door and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Shanshan, come here." I called.

She slowly moved over and I took her in my arms.

"Pei Pei, who is that person? He looks so fierce," she said.

"Well, I've already chased her away. We don't care about her." I buried my face in her hair, and my body couldn't help shaking.I'm afraid.Shanshan's mother was right. I never asked Liu Shan if she would like to be with me and live like this forever.Could she be desperate to get back to normal and I'm dragging her?

"Shanshan," I pushed her away, kissed her face, and asked, "are you willing to live with me like this? Always live like this...are you willing?"

"I am willing!" Her answer was bright and loud.I froze for a moment, only to see her evil smile and asked, "Why, you want to drive me away?" At that moment, I seemed to see the shadow of Liu Shan in the past, she always smiled like this.With a heartbeat, I rushed forward and kissed her fiercely until the sky was dark and the earth was dark.

"I'm not trying to drive you away," I hugged her again and whispered softly in her ear, "I'm afraid you won't."

"I would..." she said.

"Well, as long as you want."

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