Shanshan I love will not be late [GL]

I've never seen a guy go to such lengths to steal his friend's boyfriend.Overtly and secretly, like crazy, Tao Jun must have been harassed to the point of misery.Fortunately, he has a good temper, never complained to me, and showed great tolerance to Liu Shan.For this, I am very grateful.

"Don't pay too much attention, she is really crazy now." I said to Tao Jun.

"It's okay." He smiled, "You're right, she likes to mess around."

"You won't bother me because you bother her? Then I will be wronged. "

"Don't worry, it won't. She's quite fun."

"That's good. She just can't accept that there is another you by my side. I used to be with her. She is very domineering, and she will occupy what she likes. I can't do anything about her."

"Well. You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine."

Looking at his bright and honest face, I feel very comforted.He put his arms around me and pulled me into his arms.A broad chest is reassuring.I closed my eyes, sniffing the man's unique breath in my nose.

"Oh, it's so sweet!" A lingering someone appeared.I raised my head from Tao Jun's arms and looked at her. She had a face full of heavy makeup, which was very seductive, and she couldn't stop looking at Tao Jun.A flash of disgust flashed through me.

"Liu Shan, what do you want?" I asked.

"Hmph, what do I want?" She smiled, "I'll get back what I deserve."

"What is your due?"

"You." She pointed at me.I came over and touched Tao Jun's chin. I really wanted to strangle her to death.

"Liu Shan, you are enough! I am not your plaything! He is not!" I stopped Tao Jun and shouted at her.

"Oh? So confident? But someone is willing to be my plaything. Peipei, ask him if he has the slightest affection for me." She said, picked up the phone and shook it in front of me, and all I heard was "Shan Shan, you are beautiful. Pei Pei, she is so boring." The phone was thrown out immediately.The phone is Tao Jun's recording.

"Liu Shan, enough is enough!" Tao Jun rushed forward and grabbed her hand.He finally couldn't help it, showing his furious side.It looked strange.Very strange.

"What? You can't admit it if you can do it?" Liu Shan laughed, waved his hand, and walked towards me, "Pei Pei, you lost the bet! Open your eyes and see, this hypocritical man, he Say you are boring, he doesn't love you anymore."

"You're talking nonsense..." I looked at her and then at Tao Jun.Feeling dizzy and not knowing what to do.

"Pei Pei, I didn't say that! It's her trick, you have to believe me!" Tao Jun rushed over and shook my shoulder desperately.He was very emotional.My head was pounding, and I felt a strong sense of nausea and want to vomit.

I pushed his hand away and looked at him not knowing what to say.Maybe it was just a trick played by Liu Shan, but the sentence "she is so boring" was like a thunderbolt, which struck me and had a great impact on me.I was dumbfounded.I never thought about this question. "Am I boring?" Had he ever had a similar thought?

Liu Shan was on the sidelines, looking like she was watching the show.Of course I can't make her too proud.

"Okay, I believe you." I said to Tao Jun in a low voice, and took his hand, "Let's go."

Liu Shan's smile froze on her face, she stared at us blankly.If she worked hard to destroy our relationship, it must be said that her efforts paid off.

I became suspicious of Tao Jun.What was previously uncertain is now becoming more and more uncertain.I thought over and over why I fell in love.Maybe I shouldn't be in a relationship, because love always hurts.How unpredictable the human heart is, one moment he says he loves you, the next moment he may love someone else.Who will treat you wholeheartedly and never betray you?

The sky was gloomy as if it was about to collapse, which reflected my mood at the moment.

I stood outside the dormitory, looking down in a daze.Someone is playing badminton and looks happy, but I can't feel it.

"Gong Peipei, are you okay?" Miao Miao glanced at me and said, "Don't be overthinking it."

"Huh?" I looked at her, not understanding what she said, "Why can't you think about it?"

"I heard from Liu Shan that your boyfriend cheated on you."

"..."

"You look sad, you're fine, just get over it." She said, "Who didn't meet a few scumbags when they were young."

"Thank you for your comfort, but," I said, "Liu Shan is talking nonsense, my boyfriend is not cheating."

"Oh..." She stopped talking.Turned around and walked into the dormitory.

I heard her whisper to them, "She can't take it, it's blown up."

"She can't think about it?" said one.

"Who knows, everyone should be vigilant. There are many people who jump off the building due to emotional frustration!" another said.

Liu Shan is so amazing, I have to admire her.Everyone around me knew that my boyfriend was cheating, but I was still in the dark!

The class is still on.Even in a bad mood.If there is anything in this world that will not betray you, it is the knowledge you have learned.What is engraved in your mind will never leave you.

I don't want to see Tao Jun very much these days, and I don't want to see Liu Shan either.Liu Shan tactfully stopped bothering me.Tao Jun couldn't avoid it, we were in the same major, and the courses were almost the same.It's embarrassing to see you every day in class.

"Pei Pei, shall we go have dinner together?" After class, he stopped me and said.

"No, I have something to do." I said.

"Is there anything more important than eating?" he asked.

"That's just an excuse, I just don't want to see you," I said, "Can't you see that?"

"Why?" he said, "I don't understand. Could it be because of what happened that day? As I said, I was wronged!"

"But that's your voice!"

"Sounds can be imitated!"

"Okay," I said, "I don't want to argue with you, let's all calm down."

"Pei Pei, don't do this..." he begged.

I didn't want to say any more, turned around and left.

On weekends, I go to the library alone, and I sit in a secluded corner, flipping through a novel.Looking at it, for some reason, tears fell down unconsciously.I was surprised to see the water droplets on the book.Maybe I was touched by the affectionate sadomasochism of the hero and heroine, and transferred that feeling to myself, and I couldn't help it for a while.

I feel that the world is vast, and I can't find a trace of support and love.

I thought of my parents at home. I haven't called for a long time, and I don't know how they are doing.I went out and called my mother.

"Hello? Pei Pei," my mother's voice came, and my nose became sore again.

"Hmm." I agreed.

"How's your study going? Take care of your health over there, don't work too hard," my mother started to babble, "Is there any money you need? My mother has time to send money to you."

"There is no shortage now, so there is no need to fight," I said, trying not to cry, but tears were already streaming down my face.

"How is Xiaojun? I think that kid is good. Honestly, it's good for you. You have to hold on to it, you know?"

"Ah."

"What's wrong with you? Why does your voice sound weird?"

"Ahem, I have a cold..." I pretended to cough and said.

"Pei Pei, you must pay attention to your health when you are away from home! Do you know? Have you taken your medicine?"

"Well, I ate."

"Take the medicine well, and you'll be fine soon. Alas, it's really worrying. You're not here, and neither is your father, and my mother doesn't know how to live alone." The words couldn't hide the loneliness.

"Mom, go out and play more."

"Well, Mom will find fun by herself!" She smiled again, "Okay, let's do this first, Mom is busy."

"En." I replied, and only put down the phone when I heard the other end hung up.

This evening, I saw my unhappy future.They hugged and kissed, just downstairs in my dormitory.So blatantly, like no one else.My boyfriend was kissing that woman obsessively.Hands up and down while kissing.I saw Liu Shan, and she also saw me.She looked at me with a smile in her eyes, full of sarcasm.

I angrily went over and kicked them away.Tears have already flowed down his face.

I looked at the man who said he loved me all his life, and the woman who looked proud.Suddenly disillusioned with the world.

"Pei Pei," he looked at me in horror.I have already cut him to pieces in my heart.I hate him and I hate them.I don't want to say anything more, this world is too sad, too sad!

I ran out of school and ran far, far.Finally boarded a car leading to the train station.I bought a ticket to go north, wanting to escape the great sadness behind me.It chased me, tormented me, devoured me.

I was sitting on the train, in a daze, and my phone kept ringing.I found it noisy and turned it off.

The world is finally quiet.