fall in love without paying

After negotiating with Li Ke, the result was that Li Yunxi had to confess to Song Xiaohe in person, so that Song Xiaohe could give up completely and find his own happiness earlier.In fact, thinking about it, this is quite a reasonable request, but although Li Yunxi has been bent for three or four years, it is the first time for Li Yunxi to really come out to someone else, especially to a girl who still had a crush on her back then.

However, Li has a pungent temper, and he does what he says, so on the second day of the new year, he asked Song Xiaohe to meet in the name of Li Yunxi.Li Yunxi had been frowning after returning home, but now Gao Junfeng was unhappy: "What's wrong? You still miss that Song girl?"

"What are you talking about? I'm just, I'm just nervous."

"What are you nervous about?"

"It's the first time coming out of the closet, can you not be nervous?"

"Seize the opportunity to practice your hands now, and you will still be nervous in the future."

Li Yunxi really has no way to deal with the rascal Gao Junfeng.

On the day of watching the movie, Song Xiaohe was very happy, and it could be seen that he had put a lot of effort into dressing up.Gao Junfeng was also generous, he warmly exchanged greetings with the two little girls, but turned around and whispered to Li Yunxi: "So you used to like this kind of stuff, the taste is really hard to describe."

Li Yunxi looked helplessly at Gao Junfeng, who was smiling all the time, knowing that he was already scolding Ma Ma in his heart, but what could he do, he couldn't block Song Xiaohe's hot eyes, right?He had no choice but to make amends carefully: "Didn't I see you later? It's also a qualitative leap, isn't it?"

Gao Junfeng didn't appreciate it at all: "I was the one who fell in love with you first, find out the situation, Blind Li."

"All right, all right, today your boss will listen to you."

"Tch, it's good that you know."

Li could see that the two of them could not stop biting their ears, so he couldn't help coughing lightly: "What, brother, don't just sit there, go buy something to eat and drink."

"Hey!" Li Yunxi looked at Gao Junfeng subconsciously, trying to instruct Gao Junfeng to go, but Gao Junfeng didn't even look at him, so he sighed softly and had no choice but to work as a coolie.

Song Xiaohe watched every move of the two of them, and the smile on her face slowly solidified until it turned into a mask, hanging coldly on her face.Gao Junfeng was too lazy to play with a little girl, so he lazily nestled on the sofa with a haughty expression.Li Ke, who was anxious at the side, had no choice but to wink at Gao Junfeng frequently, not to beat him too hard.Gao Junfeng ignored it even more, and Li Ke was so angry that his head was blowing.

After the movie entered, Gao Junfeng sat next to Li Yunxi on Song Xiaohe's left, and Song Xiaohe sat on Li Yunxi's right.Li Yunxi only felt like a grass struggling to survive in the cracks, which might be broken by a gust of wind at any time.The movie was "Predecessor 1", and the name of the movie flashed on the big screen. The four of them didn't know why, but somehow felt that it suited today's scene.Of course, Song Xiaohe felt the most strongly. Once the movie theater was turned dark, her eyes never looked at the screen, but stared at Li Yunxi and that mysterious man.

It seemed that she didn't find anything, but she was sensitive and knew that tonight would not be easy.At least Li Ke was very abnormal, his eyes were always dodging, while Li Yunxi hesitated to speak several times, as for Gao Junfeng, it was even more strange, he had been guarding against him the whole time, his eyes were full of vigilance and hostility.

All these received information gathered together like a soup in my mind, and finally, after seeing two people secretly holding hands together, I realized that what was stewed was a pot of bitter melon soup.In the darkness, followed by the light of the screen, Song Xiaohe could clearly see Gao Junfeng holding Li Yunxi's hand in his palm, the two fingers intertwined, and she saw their faces from the hand, with ambiguous and lingering gazes. Yes, it is more dazzling than the light on the screen.

At that moment, there was a sudden soreness in the chest, followed by endless bitterness.At this time, Li Yunxi turned his face, and the two eyes collided. Li Yunxi's face was full of guilt, but he felt at ease, just like those exes who smiled brightly at the wedding.Whether it's the pleasure of smiling to wipe out the grievances or the utter dislike of doing nothing but sarcasm, and both of these show one thing, there is no possibility for the two of them anymore.

Song Xiaohe never watched Li Yunxi again, but quietly watched the movie.It wasn't until the end, when the ending song played, that Song Xiaohe squinted at the suddenly turned on light for a long time before saying to Li Yunxi, "Let's go out for a walk, both of us."

Li Yunxi looked at Song Xiaohe, and couldn't help pursing his lips: "Okay."

Gao Junfeng and Li Ke were very discerning and didn't follow. After seeing the two of them out of the cinema, Li Ke couldn't help crying. She sobbed and said, "I really miss the two of them together. Why does Li Yunxi Can't you like Miss Xiaohe?"

Gao Junfeng frowned and said: "I advise you to be more careful with your words, this is already my bottom line."

The two took a taxi to the old street of the high school.During the Spring Festival, many shops on both sides of the road are closed, which is a little deserted.The two of them walked silently without saying anything.When he arrived in front of the rice noodle shop, Li Yunxi opened his eyes slightly, moved his lips, and finally said, "I'm sorry."

Song Xiaohe stopped and smiled at Li Yunxi: "I'm sorry for what?"

Li Yunxi said: "I have someone I like, and he is Gao Junfeng. I, I'm gay, so I can't be with you."

Song Xiaohe smiled wryly: "Compared with other reasons, I can accept this. But, you are lying to me, right? After all, you are going to the entertainment circle now. I heard Xiao Ke said, you still To be an actor."

Li Yunxi scratched his head, took out his mobile phone, and found the WeChat chat records with Gao Junfeng half a year ago: "Nuo, if you read this and think I'm acting, then I have nothing to say."

"In order to make me give up, you are serious enough."

"Actually, I, I bent over in the freshman year of high school."

"what?"

"Remember the only love letter I sent out in high school?"

Song Xiaohe looked at Li Yunxi suspiciously: "The one that was accepted by the sports committee member Gao Zhuangzhuang in the end? You won't do it from then on?"

Li Yunxi shook his head and smiled wryly, "Actually, that love letter is intended for you."

Song Xiaohe's mouth grew into a small circle, and it took her a long time to realize: "Really?"

"Speaking of which, luckily Gao Zhuangzhuang received that love letter by accident. Otherwise, my sin would be even greater."

"why?"

"Actually, I encountered something bad when I was a child. Sexual orientation deviated from that time. In high school, it was the time of restlessness. I was at a watershed at that time. I was very scared, thinking that if I Would it be better to have a girlfriend?"

"Then you thought of me?"

"Yes, at that time, I knew you liked me. And we are inseparable every day. I think I only trust you and trust you. Even if things are revealed in the end, you will protect me." Li Yunxi was full of guilt when he said this Looking at Song Xiaohe calmly, he said, "Can you forgive me? It was so despicable at that time."

Song Xiaohe smiled faintly, and asked with some eyes: "So, I should be glad, did you still like me a little back then?"

Li Yunxi sighed lightly and said, "It's sort of."

"Thank you, I think this is a very pleasant surprise for me."

Li Yunxi's eyes flickered for several times before he said: "I'm sorry, although I haven't done anything wrong for so many years, I still owe you an apology."

Song Xiaohe was silent for a long time, and finally took a deep breath and said: "But forget it, since I can tolerate you playing in my heart for so many years, this time is not bad. But please get out of here, I don't like it anymore You, I want to embrace a large forest with open arms!"

At this moment, Li Yunxi's eye sockets suddenly felt a little swollen, and he hurriedly said, "Okay, get out of here immediately!"

Song Xiaohe couldn't hold back, sobbing softly: "However, I still have to thank you for letting me taste the feeling of loving someone with all my strength, so that my youth will not be boring."

Li Yunxi didn't speak any more, two lines of hot tears finally broke out from the swollen eye sockets, which flowed silently across his cheeks.

Why didn't he know that Song Xiaohe was a very good girl.He could even imagine how happy a family of three would be if a man married her in the future, and the two would have a child.However, he couldn't be that kind of man. After he knew his sexual orientation, he didn't even know whether he was a man or not.

In that turbulent youth age, Song Xiaohe was once the salvation he mistakenly thought, but it was also his intimate partner who fought side by side, leaving behind an indelible memory for a lifetime.